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Marijuana Chronicles #278
She had company over the weekend and they all were having a major “smoke out” and she laughs so hard she accidentally pees on herself so she has to nonchalantly not draw attention to herself especially since a fine ass man is sitting next to her!! So she very careful cleans up herself and dries her pants as best as she can and takes wash rag to sit on in case wet but seriously she just can’t lay down in front on hot guy so she quickly diverts attention away to throw rag down as she flops down on as quickly as possible!!
Then in foggy Haze she forgets and stands up exposing her pee spot oops!! So she just fessed up and they laughed some more she ended up with guy...
Marijuana Chronicles #22
She was in so much pain she broke her cardinal rule never transport marijuana in personal vehicle never ends well!! She leaves dealer house on way home with her prized possession and in over heightened senses hit a curb and thought she majorly messed tire and car up had to pull over and call ex-husband to the rescue..the moment you have to confess your sins of the weed..not the best decision made in desperation of the herb.
Marijuana Chronicles #134
So her good friend “baked” some snickerdoodles to have for chronic pain and let’s face it to get high. She gave her a few to give to her son who suffered from PTSD. On the drive home she got pulled over by the highway patrolman and when he approached to get her drivers license and registration he admired those cookies sitting in the top of my friends bag and he told my friend how snickerdoodles were his favorite cookie and he had not had any since his moms passing 6 months prior. So being the Good Samaritan my friend is offered this fine officer one of her cookies forgetting that it contained THC and copious amounts. The officer kindly declined and that was the da...
You came into my life when it was so bleak and miserable but you showed me patience and compassion as no other has before..we may never met. We may never touch or kiss but my heart already seems so much fuller having you in my life. There is not an hour goes by that I don’t dream of what it would be like to have you permanently in my life. No matter what the future holds I am forever grateful to you for showing me a true friendship that I’ve never known. I am falling in love with you each day but I can’t tell you how I really feel I don’t think your ready or may never be. It doesn’t help that you live away from me and we may never be face to face and maybe that’s the way it’s meant to be! I...
Her mom turned her back on her..Her dad turned his back on her..Her lover turned their back on her..Her heart hurt her..Her mind hurt her..Her body ached for her..Her soul slowly is dying for her..
Happy because you won’t insult my intelligence
Happy because you won’t talk to me like 22 year old bimbo
Happy you won’t treat me as a piece of ass
Happy because I won’t feel second rate
Happy because I won’t have to hear endless stories of how wonderful and perfect at everything you are at women are stupid
Happy because I won’t have to hear about your ex loves and how wonderful they were in bed and how gorgeous they were
Happy because I won’t be ignored
Happy because my ideas wouldn’t be dismissed
Happy because my passions in life won’t ignored anymore
Happy because if I want to do something then we do the complete opposite even if I have a good idea
Happy because I won’t be made felt...
I miss Sean
I miss snuggle partner
I miss my best friend
I miss my confidant
I miss my soul mate
I miss lover
I miss my Dom
I miss my Daddy
I miss my Master
I miss my masochist
I miss my Sadist
I miss my ghost show binger
I miss my science show geek
I miss my coffee and quiet moments looking into your eyes
I miss how the moment our eyes lock you light up and smile
I miss the moment you walk into the house you grab me in your arms hold me so tight
I miss the way I would catch you watching me as I am hanging clothes with a look of complete admiration
I miss the way you finally found a little slice of peace from your demons
I miss the time I spent with our family together
I miss our ...
There becomes a point in ones life that you have to say enough is enough. Your feelings matter, your heart matters, your thoughts matter and your self respect matters. It’s not easy to walk away even in some perverse way you believe that this is love, but how can that be love? If anyone ever treats you with less than they demand you to treat them than they don’t love you, they only love themselves or maybe they don’t and they expect you to make them feel as if they are the most important person person in the world. They isolate you from everyone that loved and cared for you because they want your undivided attention but it will never be enough. If you stand up for yourself then they turn it ...
Once upon a Christmas when she was just a mere 5 years old. She remembers the the sights, smells, and the activities of the day as if it happened yesterday. She was running around bouncing from one adult to the other telling them that Santa was coming tonight and bringing her toys. Her grandmother and Mom were in the kitchen cutting and measuring and chatting about the next dance class or something. She couldn’t believe how many people could fit in such a small apartment but there was lots of people there. All the boys where huddled around the television watching football and arguing about the last play or who was the best player was in NFL was. She was most fascinated with the huge Christma...
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I know you!
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Dear Mr Nicholas Sparks
Your writing and intricate storytelling have inspired me to begin writing myself. I'm even going back to college to take English course with emphasis on writing. I just love how your stories unfold and how your characters seem to be so real like every day people with real life issues and real life tribulations. You make me laugh and cry and feel so many emotions all at once. I can only dream of being a quarter of the writer that you are. I just want to thank you for inspiring me.
The sound of your name on my lips brings a smile to my face. The feel of your touch warms my skin. Your hugs are medicine for my soul. Your kisses are fuel for my heart. When you whisper "I Love You" into my ear I feel as if I'll live forever.
I've read about love, I've watched movies about love but never in my life did I ever expect to feel love myself. You came into my life and in one fell swoop you swept me off my feet and they haven't touch the ground yet.
You came into my life at such the perfect time, I am the strong, independent, smart, funny and beautiful woman that can match your demanding, dominant, sexy and charismatic personality. We complement each other so well like peas and...
Listen up girl, you are one of the smartest and the strongest woman I know. You have been to hell and back, to hell and back again. You have been resilient and courageous. You have conquered all your fears and demons and came out a much better person. You stand up with your head held high and DO NOT let the light from the inside you fade.
You are the sweetest, gentlest most giving person I know. Even though people have mistreated you, you have still forgiven them and helped them after the fact. You would go above and beyond to help anyone in need especially if it's someone dear to your heart. You are so compassionate to others that are in need, to others that are sick, to oth...
To All the Boys I've Loved Before:
I thank you all for teaching me all the life lessons that I needed to become in part the woman I am today. You taught me what love is, what betrayal felt like, about true friendship, about pain, how to forgive, and that loving myself was truly the best gift I could give myself.
We laughed, we cried, we shared life experiences that some couples should never have to experience but they shaped us into the individuals that we are today. I never regretted one relationship because each one taught me something or gave me an experience I needed to have. So again with great affection I say, "Thank You!"
13 REASONS WHY: I'm Happy!!!
1. I'm Alive.
2. I have two amazing, smart children.
3. I'm in love with an amazing man and he loves me just as much.
4. I've found my inner strength.
5. I've found peace within my life.
6. I've learned to stand up for myself.
7. I'm independent.
8. I'm strong.
9. I've set attainable goals.
10. I have wonderful friends.
11. I'm beautiful.
12. I'm smart.
13. I love myself.
It is amazing when you have a positive attitude that positive things begin to happen. For the first time in my life I can truly say I'm Happy..it is such a good feeling I wish I could bottle it and hand it out to every single person. I just want everyone to be as happy as I am. To feel that eu...
You receive a letter which has only has Two Words:
She sits there day after day. She sits in the same place same time everyday. She sits on the park bench all alone and stares out looking over the smooth plane glass water of the lake. She would sit there alone for an hour and then get up leave as quietly as she would come in and sit down.
On this particular day as I sat and watched her sit and and stare out over the water and I couldn't stand it any longer I had to go talk to her. I went and sat at the other end of the bench just for a moment to judge her reaction to my presence. She didn't even flinch or acknowledge my existence.
"Hello," I said. Nothing not even a nod or sideways glance. I repressed again a little louder, "Hello, Mi...
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I hope 2017 is Better!
A "December Song" is sung about "Faith" as if "Jesus to a Child". "Praying for Time" wanting to "Heal the Pain" but it is "As" the "Spinning the Wheel" "Outside" on a "Careless Whisper" giving you "One More Try" to not go into the "White Light" and see the "Cowboys and Angels". Although, "I Knew You Were Waiting".
"Waiting on that Day" where everything goes "Flawless" where she get "Everything She Wants" and "Freedom" to have a "Fast Love" "Kissing a Fool" and "I Want Your Sex" too. It's an "Amazing" feeling to have "An Easier Affair" and "Let Her Down Easy". The reason being "I Can't Make You Love Me".
"Roxanne" the "Monkey" with her "Star People" get "Too Funky" and sing "Don't L...
FILL IN THE BLANKS
1. Bad habit I want to break-
I want to stand up for myself and not be a pushover and let people take advantage of me.
2. A new skill I want to learn-
I want to learn to play acoustic guitar and learn Spanish
3. A person I wish I could be more like-
One of two people, first has become my dearest friend. She works three jobs, cancer survivor, wife, mother, grandmother, friend and champion for anyone that needs her. Her daughter is battling the same cancer she had, she goes non-stop to do for others and sacrifices herself in the process. She is someone that has the strength, courage and beauty of any person in my life and I...
Dear lettrs Staff,
I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for giving me a platform to express my creativity and share feelings and emotions in a healthy way. I no longer keep things bottled up where they eat away at my soul.
I also want to thank you for taking the time to read and give encouragement so that I feel empowered to continue to write. Writing has become such a sense of peace and renewal for me. I may not get the most reviews or the most feedback but for me just being able to express feelings or having a creative outlet is what matters.
Thank you for all you do! Bless all the lives that you have touched and continue to change daily.
I remember Thanksgiving's of past there would be 20-25 at any given moment. I would see my aunts and uncles, cousins and my grandmother. Football was a constant background noise as the men were talking stats and discussing what their favorite team needed to do to win the game and go on to win the super bowl. The women were gathered in the kitchen putting the finishing touches on the feast and talking about kids and shopping for upcoming Christmas. The meal was amazing it had possible dish imaginable: turkey, ham, mashed potatoes, sweet potatoes, peas, green beans, corn, dressing and so much more. It was filled with so much love and comfort. Every year I was felt such a ...
You are the most destructive and have no place in my life. I may not like the deeds of others or the actions that you create others to do. I refuse to let you grab hold of my soul and drain it to the point of no regard for myself or of others.
You have sunk you claws into so many others and have made this world a dismal place to be. I wish people could remove your grip from their souls and return warmth and love back into their souls. This world could accomplish so much more and be filled with peace.
I will however not allow you to grab ahold so tightly that I will let you spill over to other lives. You have no right and no business anywhere in my life. I tell you now leave y...
Your are the most desirable, the most sought after and sometimes the most elusive of all. I felt you the very moment I was born and placed in my mom's arms. As I grew up I felt you through other family members and friends.
You give a sense of warmth, security, euphoria and in an instant shatter to the depths of my soul. I seek you it is as basic need just as I need water or food. To survive as a healthy individual I need you and the more I have you the stronger I become.
There has been times you haven't been present in my life or in very low doses. I was not only weak in mind, body and soul but I was unable to properly able to share you with others. That is the tragedy when I ...
I'm just going to start off by saying I don't like you. You are a sign of weakness and inability. You thrive on those two things and feed on those and love to expose that to others. If you get me that venerable then you can beat me.
You can rear your ugliness over things that are in the scheme of things or insignificant like spiders, snakes, mice and heights. Then there are the things that if I let you grab ahold you will strangle the life out of me. Am I good mother, will I ever be healthy again, will I ever find love and when I die will anyone be at my funeral?
You seem to be in short supply these days. When you are displayed in your most authentic form you are as heartwarming as holding your newborn baby for the first time. You are as beautiful as a newly bloomed rose with the morning dew on its petals.
It doesn't take much for you to emerge. You are always willing to come to the party in a moments notice whether you say a prayer for a friend in need, donate food to the needy, hold the door open for someone, help an elderly person load their groceries into their car, tell a police officer that you value what they do every single day, write a letter to someone that serves in the military and thank them for their sacrifices. You...
You are a nasty and evil creature. You slice through flesh like a hot knife through butter. You burn as if your wildfire on a prairie. You have no conscience, no morals and no regrets.
I have felt you many times on many levels. I've felt you in small amounts by my friends talking behind my back. I have felt you the day I found my husband in bed with another woman. I've felt you you on a bigger scale when one year I spent one birthday, Christmas and New Years all alone with no one by my side. Oh how I thought that was the worst, no you had other ideas for me.
Your biggest display of disgust came in the form of when I told my family that I had been sexually abused and they ...
You can be transfixing and captivating. You can be dangerous and exhilarating. I have felt you before and it was stronger than any drink I drunk or any drug I took. I didn't want you to go away but I wanted you to never leave. When I didn't have you I would break out in a cold sweat and I would shake as if I was in withdrawals. At times I would even try a quick fix hoping that would satisfy my hunger but that just left me dissatisfied and craving you more. So I waited until I could experience that rush again.
There are other ways to feel you in less carnal ways like if you enjoy doing something so much. That you can't wait to get to a point in your day just so can do that one...
I unfortunately felt you too many times and I am not ready when it comes time to experience you again. I guess the first time I remember feeling you was when my grandfather passed. I was pretty young and really couldn't grasp the whole dimension of what your full power could be. That came later with other loved ones or even dear friends that passed.
There is other ways to experience your crushing wrath and that's when you love someone so much and one day they come to you and tell you that they no longer love you and with no other explanation they are gone and you are left to clean up the aftermath of their destruction.
Above all else is when your children that you love more tha...