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I never saw a soul so lifeless in my life
And I often wonder what happened to you
I often wonder who dimmed your light
I wonder where the emptiness that resides in your eyes came from
I never knew that person
I will never know that person
But I mourn the person you left behind
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An Unholy Love
I saw a quote today "Beauty is the promise of happiness"
Oh how I wish that were true...
Beauty is pain
"It hurts to be beautiful" resonates much more with me
I made the wrong choice
I walked into the room
I walked right into him
He looked directly into my eyes I looked directly into his
He said hi
I said hi
Then we moved on like most awkward introverts will do
And we missed a moment maybe
I made the wrong choice I think
And I will never know for sure
But one thing I know for sure is I regret the choice I made that night
I wish I said more
Wish I chose the right words
Instead of counterfeit ones
People are so quick to be dismissive of someone's feelings rather than trying to understand their heart 😒
Commuting suicide is one of the worst things you can do to your loved ones
It leaves a gaping hole in their hearts
All the questions go unanswered
And in the dark of the night all the why's & what ifs come rushing to the forefront of their memory
All the pain & questions swirl about in the night
Then the tears erupt from their eyes & burn theirs cheeks
The pain they tried so desperately to bury revisits them in the night...
He opens his mouth & its like a Siren song
Calling to me from the distance
I'm trying not to move but my feet betray me
Enchanted by his Siren song
Unwillingly moving closer to the unknown
I'm always in control
The sound is so sweet
But my feet are betraying me
As I move close and closer into the deep...
Lies they tell...
You're an amazing woman & deserve nothing but the best. Funny that you weren't willing to give your best when it mattered. When you still had the chance. Those words are empty now. They mean nothing. No one wants empty promises. Actions speak louder than words....show me something
Love is an addiction that there is no rehab for...
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For me Balance= Being Humble but knowing my Worth
What does balance mean to you?
Love is tricky...especially when your putting your all into it. Always trying to remain selfless & considerate of the other person. I never cared as much as I do now. When someone looks into your eyes & shows you their soul...their entire being...it's impossible not to want to put their needs before yours. It's impossible not to love them with every fiber of your being. It's impossible not to show them unconditional love...to show them true, honest & pure love
I'm beyond grateful for all the Lord has done! The month of January isn't even over yet and the Lord has answered and taken care of every issue I have laid at his feet! To God be the Glory!!!
One of my favorite pastors real talk Kim always says rejection is God's protection.
On those tough days I would tell myself that. Repeat it to myself, make myself believe it, even if I didn't feel it...
In retrospect I know that exactly what rejection is...God protecting you from things, people, or situations that wouldn't bring any light to your life
In retrospect all of those closed doors make perfect sense now. I couldn't see it then, I didn't understand it then. But now it's as clear as day...it was for my protection
To God be the Glory,
Some days...days like today I'm not quite sure how to feel, what to think, what to say, what to do.......It all just comes out wrong. Some days, days like today it's all just wrong......pieces are broken. Pieces that can never be put back together. Like shattered glass...Some days, days like today life is broken......
I'm beyond excited about this year! Perspective is everything & I vow to focus on those things that are good & pure. Be the light the world needs. All things from the past are exactly that past. It's a new year! Carry the light of love!
Blessings & Shalom,
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Money & power aren't everything. People make a choice to sell their souls for these things & the end result is catastrophic. When you allow the wrong people to sow a seed into your life the end result is bearing rotten fruit. You cant use someones rotten seed to turn around & try to produce good fruit. It doesn't work that way. Romans 12:2 Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.
But hey these are just my thoughts lol
Someone asked "what would you do for love?
The answer is simple
Real love is freely give. There is no need to do anything to receive it.
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It seems people have a serious lack of compassion for one another. When did everyone become so desensitized? Just another reason as to why your faith must be in God & God alone. People may fail you but God never will.
Wrote a piece about my thoughts on this new trend of giving your spouse a "pass to cheat". Check it out on my blog followerofchristfullofgrace.com/2015/11/19/thoughts-on-monique-and-the-pass-to-cheat
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Despite the chaos that plagues this world my hope is in God & God alone. I know him to be Jehovah Shalom. He is my peace.
This year had a rough start but it sure did smooth out
I discovered the love of God & the love of self
I created beautiful bonds with my soul sistahs
And have traveled to Atlanta, Florida & next up is New Hampshire
God is good! God is great!