|I'm proud to be an Indian. My passion is socializing, reading novels, photography & scribbling poems, apart from watching movies & listening music.|
காலையில் கவிதை கேட்காதே,
It's been a different week. I am not used to leaving work at 3pm, but that day things were different. I reached home drenched in water wading them for about an hour. Incessant rain was pouring overhead that created visibility hindrance. Rain in Chennai!!
For 3 days consecutively there was no transportation, communication or electricity from power station. All was doom and gloomy as per media reports. Floods all around. Lots of loss.
It made me wonder what is the positive outlook to follow when all is lost for few and few have been lost forever.. When many help each other and some just yell at one another.
Finally it hit me. Nippon was destroyed to build Japan. Madras is suffering to esta...
If there is no time for you to tell me that you don't have time to perform your commitment to me, I don't have time to have you in my lifetime.
A match and fire are enough
to alight a candle..
But to alight the flame for knowledge..
Now that is the real wisdom..
You are an expert at that.
Thank you PB
for the knowledge and love.
A sweet sorrow always will cloud my heart,
for knowing you and seeing you go.
Don't pride yourself that you know
the smile behind my lips.
Pride yourself when you know
the tears held behind my eyes
In the darkness
I see a light
moving towards me
hesitant or fright?
A little closer
A little longer
I extend my hand
it requests my heart
Do I give it
what it seeks?
do I chain it
and not release?
oh dear heart
what do I do?
I feel torn apart
I trust so very few
do I take a step forward
do I remain back
should I travel onward
leaving behind my old sack..
I guess I will take this risk
Let my heart beat too brisk
maybe this is not what I want
but something my need is fulfilled with this grant.
don't you look up
don't you look away
this time I sure know
how to make a boy pay
(Found in FB.)
For women who are 'difficult' to love:
You are a horse running alone
and he tries to tame you
compares you to an impossible highway
to a burning house
says you are blinding him
that he could never leave you
want anything but you
you dizzy him, you are unbearable
every woman before or after you
is doused in your name
you fill his mouth
his teeth ache with memory of taste
his body just a long shadow seeking yours
but you are always too intense
frightening in the way you want him
unashamed and sacrificial
he tells you that no man can live up to the one who
lives in your head
and you tried to change didn’t you?
closed your mouth more
tried to be softer
CaptionThis 12 October
I won't claw my way to the top; I don't want to fly on you, O dragon.
I want to climb every step and fall every break before getting there.
Check the stamp in CaptionThis for further clarity on line 1.
There is no right time to do something wrong.
There is no wrong time to do something right.
Long days of searching.
Long nights of weeping in silence.
Forcing my eyes to close in the dark.
All these days of penance I realized:
God gave YOU to me.
Pure. Lovely. Beautiful.
You were the answer to my previous question.
Unlucky a human I am,
unintelligent enough to hurt you.
The purity now gone.
The purpose now is to wait.
All because my eyes didn't recognize you.
I was so accustomed to the impure objects that I didn't realize your worth.
I have found my answer at last, but have lost myself in the process.
I pray you may sometime forgive me in my living or post living future.
I'm sorry. I got so used to God that I forgot to see the divine manifestation called YOU.
We might have fought tooth and nail to support our contradictory perspectives. We might have had fun at each other's expanses sometimes. We might have hurt each other unknowingly.
But, at the end of the day, I see you waving me goodbye and sending me a good night message. It always confirms me - this (fight) too shall pass.
As I write this letter, let me tell you, I value your time and love and wish that you get peace, happiness and joy in an infinite manifold, in return.
P.S. I wanted to make you immortal & the only power I have is writing. Hence, I write.
A lot I smile for some silly fun,
And sometimes I cry for no reason.
If I have no more emotions left
All my dreams are empty & bereft,
If just one man could kill me much..
Why did I love at all as such?!
Why make my heart yours?
Leave me then with naught but tears?
Are all men the same?
Is there a person for me to blame?
Don't come in my thoughts anymore..
I have started hating you from my core.
Everybody who know me:
Will know I existed.
How many who know me,
Would know how I lived?
You don't find them when you sleep,
they are the ones that drive sleep away.
was just Cricket before Him.
Not the Indian dream,
Never connected to super power.
it was just another natural element,
it could have harmed anyone easily,
but was never used to fuel dreams,
He ignited the Wings of Fire.
A great man had breathed his last.
He is now with us only through his words.
The wings of fire has been ignited,
but the match that started it has burned.
We salute you O scientist,
We salute you - great Teacher,
We will always remember you and your guidance,
Lead us from within our conscious.
A Virgin's wetness,
Drenching a Man,
Aggravating the heat,
Is what is 1st rain of a season!
Strangers at start,
Rivals at work,
Fun in routine,
Friends in the end.
What better way to get oriented?
- HCL iExperience Group 5
There is a hollow.
A deep abyss inside me.
Nothing - my heart follows,
No favorite place to be.
There is a cold inside,
Even though I sit with fire beside,
A dark fog gathers,
Starting my brain on bothers.
How do I feel nothing?
No feeling nor emotion?
Is this too a feeling?
Calm; despite commotion..
Do I seek for life?
Do I seek for death?
For pain or for pleasure?
Which would give me my hunt's worth?
I love not,
I hate not,
I want not,
I need not.
I wish I could find the Time earlier -
Than the time comes to remove these (k)nots.
Whence I shall find joy in my soul,
And drive away shadows of dark & foul.
He was lonely.
Dark & tall.
Brooding. All alone.
He was a heart-breaker.
He could make words for guys.
He would draw dreams for women.
Oh! Even his black shadow draws me to him.
He was in his prime.
And perfect size too.
Not too lean.
Not too hefty.
I fell for him.
Let me into my core.
He fitted me well.
His swelling filling my inner walls amply.
But, once done, he left me.
Just as uncovered & as empty as I was before him.
Now, all want him to themselves.
He has become their slave,
Fulfilling their every need..
At bizzare hours of the day or night!
He visits me, rarely though..
How I wish he was just mine forever!
How I wish none could tear us apart!!
She makes wonder with metals.
Her nibs are her armour;
when she fights the blank papers.
She makes colorful marks on them.
I watch with delight:
at a rainbow coming to life.
An image for every one's words,
A visual for the emotional-verbal.
She is in love & thrives too happy,
A treat - Oatsdiy's calligraphy!
Let me forget you.
Be ignored by you.
I want you to not know my existence.
My memories must be erased from your brain,
My love from your heart
And my heat from your skin.
Let me go - without being held even the smallest fragment - by you.
I wish the Creator to sever any inkling between us.
Not because I hate you, but because I love you.
I want to start to fall in love with you again.
To be loved by you again.
Like today. Like yesterday. Maybe even more.
Let's begin loving again.
I would willingly die
In your long kisses of longing,
Than longing long to kiss you.
Open yourself and pour me in so that:
My thoughts are yours;
My flesh is yours;
My love is yours;
My life is yours;
Ensure that my death can't push us apart.
I want to always beat in your heart.
In the daylight:
Devour me with your eyes.
In the night:
Entice me with your smell.
Love me in your brain.
Sweetheart! Let's get to exchanging our hearts.
All the time we have darling,
Please give me memories to fight against the fact that we are apart.
We won't stop once we have our start ♥♥♥♥
Intertwined we lie,
An entangled mass of physiques,
Hearts broken & exchanged willingly with each others',
Bonded by love & lust,
I'm lucky to have found you, my darling.
Sleep now as I whisper to you all my sweet nothing.
For the dawn shall bring us together,
With Love to our Hearts &
Joy to our Skins.
Tonight my love, let's devour each other;
Like warmth on cold grey night;
And be so embedded in these memories forever.
I don't write to make you better
I don't write to make the world better
I don't write to get feedback
I don't write to get fame
I don't write to earn a living
I don't write to see impressions
I don't write to express my intellectual capacity
I don't write to show that I am in with the nerdy
I don't write because or for any reasons above. However, I write. It's because if I don't my mind will die of bombardment if I don't express the words that occur in my mind.
I guess, given all the choices of how I would like to die, I would have chosen being killed by words.