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March 19, 2020
Lexington Park, United States

I took a chance on you. Would have been easier if I hadn’t. Placed a bet against all odds, and lost. Maybe I was overly optimistic. I thought you were transparent but your facade fooled me.

Excuses were made, communication was light but the silence said it all. You decided it wasn’t worth taking a chance on me. We decided to walk away before we drifted apart, but a part of me wanted you to turn around and grab my hand. Instead, you let me go...perhaps that was the intent after you got what you wanted. A temporary desire fulfilled, now to you I am dispensable. A mere pawn in your game of chess. I was tossed aside and now there are inner feelings of inadequacy. This feeling too will pass...bu...

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March 17, 2020
Lexington Park, United States

I’ve been through a lot in my life and wanted to remind myself that through my resiliency I’ve survived many horrible things. In retrospect, I am surprised by my ‘chispa’, which means ‘spark’ in Spanish. There are times that I felt like giving up and wanting it all to just end. My anxiety pretending to be my protector when all it was doing was weighing me down...but that spark, that glimmer of hope, would not let me rest because in my heart I knew I had a greater sense of purpose.

I got a tattoo. It’s of a maple tree in the autumn. Maple trees are known to live many years and adapt well to change. I feel through my experience I’ve lived many years of pain, but also enlightenment. A tree spe...

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March 17, 2020
Lexington Park, United States

I am the embodiment of love. Yet, I cannot see this in other people. I want to love and live a life full of simple pleasures and thoughtful gestures. I am fully transparent, showing people who I am truly inside yet they never stay...am I intimidating? Too different? I’ve always just wanted to make people happy and pour love in the hearts of those who have not received it (but want to) or perhaps for those that say they are ready to be form a deep connection. People are showing inaccurate depictions of themselves and it is causing disruption for those who want something real. Be honest about what you are willing to receive and give in return. Do not use people to fill voids in your heart that ...

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