|smile doesn't suits on me coz when ever I feel I'm happy something happens like I never deserve to be happy⛏|
Tomorrow she is going for forever
Deep inside I don't want to let her go,
Want to cuddle her , want to make more memories but now there is no time , she is going
Thank u so much buda for everything
For your love , care, guidelines for staying with me
Lots of love 😘
" The goal is to laugh forever with some one you take seriously"
This two guys are part of my life without them
Im nothing .
Can't say much
Going to miss you both so much .
Will meet soon 🌈
Date to remember...
Sitting side by him
Looking at him like a mad
In his eyes too ..
like a drunken looking at bottle
& Wish to have more .... 🍺
Knowing that thing's are now not the same
Still my heart always wish to have him ♥
" Dost k time wo dost Raha
Mushkil k time sath Raha wo
Rone k waqt muskurana sikhaya
Haar pal sath tha wo mere
Baas ye wo na Jaan paya
Ki uska gussa hona, uska ese
Baat Karna b nafrat karna
Na sikha Paya"
And when they speak about forever
I hear another goodbye
Echoing in the future.....
What connection we having many times we stop talking than all sudden we again start talking I feel strong attachment with him .
He always means always trying to complete my wish ...
It's all about YESTERDAY 30/11/2017
Me : if possible can u come to my work place? Just for 5min I want to see you please
He : let's see .....
Us : we where talking and than disconnect our call
* I was doing some work and than some unexpected & unbelievable happen *
Yes ... When I look up he was standing
It was not less than any surprise for me he gave to me & not just for 5min he was there for more time ♥
My real happiness , a smile on my face was priceless he made my day .
Lucky to have y...
Dear BESTFRND or can say SISTER
you know what? I became a lier
There was a endless talks
Was no limit of sharing , laughing, video call's
But now a days we don't talk any more
Every one is asking me where is she? How u living without her? U guys are still in contact?
*Smile* yes we still in contact, we are talking juts now only I disconnect her call .. we will meet soon , she will come back after all sisterhood relation have no end.. ...
A lie which makes other believe we are still in contact but my heart aches & I told a lie to myself that " she is buys will contact me soon "
Tons of love 😘
Every day i open lettrs app ...
Everyday i have some thing new to write...
But at the same time
I refuse to express myself ... 👇
" What is pain"
When the words of some one you love
Cut you so deep , that your every soul
Starts to Bleed ...
I lose passion very quickly
Or no, maybe I'm trying to write
But I have no more emotions
Left to right .
THAT FEELING'S *WHEN HE WAS COMING BACK TO HOME*
He was coming back from hostel for few days , me and my sister went to meet him and come together back
I was narvous and excited too
I thought to buy a small bouquet for him
Waiting for him outside of bus stand
After waiting he came I was feeling shy & happy too was unable to make a eye contact
On that day he choose to come with me
We got seats , we where talking
I gave him bouquet and I got a beautiful gift "PURSE" 2013
And Im still carrying his 1st gift
With a name of PRINCESS .
" Few things which are always stay"
Yes, I want to fall in love again
Want to feel that all feelings again
That care , love , calling by nick name
Yes, I want to live that life again .
That same promises, that same love
That same shy and the same way
But this time I want to be in real
Yes,I'm still there but alone
I want him to hold me ,hug me
And again never leave me alone
With all that with all him
With him I want to fall .....
No one can love me like the way he loved me,
The way he cared and treat me no one can ever take place of him .
I never tasted life the way he show me I fall in love very deeply I never allow my self to come out from that LOVE.
I made my self to believe him more than on me,
I accept him with who is he , what he doing , his behavior, his angry , his up & down mood every thing I completely accept him with all .
It's funny but it's true that at first I don't even remember his face , his name nothing except that he helped me during board exams .
When I decide to meet him and say YES I was not looking pretty, my hair's where not open , no makeup on face , no good dress nothing still I was...
He is the thought behind the feeling,
The swelling in my chest,
The starlight in the evening,
The yearning when I undress,
He is the sound behind the sighing,
The song of every bird ,
The tears in all my crying,
The ache in every word,
He was that promise which is unbreakable
Still break many things
Talking to him after a long time
I felt that after a long time I'm
Blushing, thinking what to talk how to start conversation and never cut the call .
I can't even keep hurting you by doing mistakes and im like I can't see u going far.
You are like "SUN" u shine
Sometimes you get burn too but
You keep shining one day you will say to yourself " finally I did it" and that day will be more important and unforgettable . He_is_the_reason_behind_my_secret_smile"
Whenever you need me I'm always there 🎇
Well said 👇
PAIN WAS VISIBLE IN EVERY
DROP OF INK SHE USED TO
COMPLETE A LINE IN HER
What if I never fall in love?
What if in 10th class we where not in the same class?
What if I never answer him in YES?
➡ A boy with whom I fall in love , at first I was not knowing his name and not even remember his face ( that's lil bit funny) he proposed me 1st we become friends he told me how he fall in love with me ( and that part is my favourite)
➡ I remember every little things he did for me , he make me smile , she came to my school and I was running from him 🙈
And in week sai temple I like to go because he was sitting here with his friends.
➡I too started feeling for him but there was always a fear in me that what if he will leave me? What if I can't make him happy and what if my hea...
Just so you know , I still care . We may not have spoken to each other in a while,but that doesn't mean if my phone lit up with your tonight, my heart wouldn't skip a beat like it used to. I would
For me u was the one
Wanna fly to that point from where
View looks beautiful .
I want to reach to that level I can see smile on every one face's .
I want to make my own day so that whenever that day come every one remember .
I want to hold all that moments
Which are mean alot to me .
I want to tie myself with my own thoughts
Because I want to propose them and want to welcome them into my life .
✈ The day we met,
Frozen I held my breath
Right from the start
I knew that I found
A home for my HEART✈
When some one loves you .🌠
They not only love your body,
Infact they will see beauty in your inside.
They will not love only your good behavior , they will always apologize you even when u behave badly to them.
Even if you don't buy gifts, stillthey will love you by saying u are only the gift I always want.
They will keep thinking about you, they will worry even u both are not together,will keep praying for your good future.
There are always two side one keep forgiving & other will keep showing you your mistake's .
One keep waiting and other just moved on , one still care and love but other just go with flow .
There are very few, very few.....
It's hard to find love but more harder is to l...
Just wanted to keep one promise with him
" I will never leave you"
But it's change into
" Silently I'm still with u"
Everything is fade away
Now there is nothing left
Expect " I still care for u "
Aaj fir se uski yaad aae
Aaj fir se aasu aae
Kismat pe Rona aaya ki
Uski yaad pe
Na jaane kesa ye waqt aaya
Na is waqt pe Jena jate hai
Aur Na he ye waqt cut ta hai ... ☘
To , Mani
To the one whom I love most
I'm sorry for the things I did
And till When I realised it was too late u gave me many chances still i Never come up till your satisfaction level
U moved on I'm still there where u left me
Sometimes i can't control my emotions & anger but if I'm fighting with u , chasing you over and over again and again then it's because in my life i accept you as my life partner
We both getting hurt but sometimes i get mad when I see things going out of range..
You are the one for me
But I'm not the one for u😩
And this is making me insane.
I will be waiting for you I hope your love is still for me .
Please forgive m...
Though we started with a " FOREVER"
But soon after a year , he ended it with
" We can never be on the same page " and left me BROKEN ! 💔
He is that lamp which always light up in my darkness way to show me my correct direction.
He is that water of drop which I need most when there is no rain.
He is not just a cup of tea
He is my coffee which makes my day fresh and wonderful .
Even he don't know my happiness is inside him,with him . 😔
Sleepless nights ,dreamy day with mind just stuck on one thing, "HIM"
Tu Hi Meri Hai Sari Zameen
Chahe Kahin Se Chalun
Tujh Pe Hi Aa Ke Rukun
Tere Siva Maun Jaun Kahan
Koi Bhi Raah Chunu
Tujh Pe Hi Aa Ke Rukun
Tum Mile To Lamhein Tham Gaye
Tum Mile To Sare Gum Gaye
Tum Mile To Muskurana Aa Gaya
You made me feel like crying
You never departed alone;
You carried away a part of me with you .
Leaving me restless here
Whom to miss?
You or myself?
Sleepless nights, dreamy days with mind just stuck on one thing "HIM"
Somewhere silent #love