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Letitcia

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Netherlands
Love the life you live and live the life you love! "Fuck your reality, mine is better!"
December 2, 2017
Tamahere, New Zealand

You’re hollow,
I am not.
I’m a legend,
again,
you are not.
You’re forgotten,
not a memory left.
I’m weightless,
yet so heavy.
one single touch made you feel,
is it not?

-leti

MYSTERIOUS PASSION
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November 24, 2017
Hamilton, New Zealand

As we walk together
on the longest road,
with the darkest sky.
I call your name,
no response.
The air is cold,
with a lonely whisper.
Once again,
we are together yet apart.

TREE TOPS
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November 20, 2017
Tamahere, New Zealand

I’m dead, I’m dead inside
Look what you’ve done
Look what you made me do
A million tears running down my face as you walk away
I try to scream, but I can’t seem to find the words
I want to yell, yell to you how much you’ve hurt me
But you don’t seem to care at all, do you?
I’ve walked a thousand miles
I’ve drowned a million times
I’m dead, I’m lost, I’m done

- Leti

WOMAN
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November 20, 2017
Tamahere, New Zealand

There’s a silence,
But not in my head.
There’s a silence,
That’s slowly killing me.
There’s a silence,
Surrounding me.
There’s a silence,
Who I’ve never met.
There’s a silence,
That has so many words.

- Leti

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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August 21, 2017
 

There is something about it all.
I don't know what, and I don't know why. There is a cold feeling, a strange feeling to what I have become. No matter how many times I close my eyes and wish it would be gone, it crawls inside me. The nightmares are heavier than before. It makes me feel all alone. My head says run, but my heart says stay.

- Leti

PHOTOGRAPHY DAY
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October 29, 2017
Tamahere, New Zealand

Endless words stuck in my head. No where to go to, no one to talk to.
Trying to scream but can’t hear a sound, my voice is taken, my body is shaking. Nobody knows, nobody sees what’s coming for me. Endless pain streaming through my veins, killing the last bits of my brains. Soon the words will fade away, my head is a mess. Oh boy, isn’t this lie a mess?

- Leti

RACCOON
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October 21, 2017
Taupo, New Zealand

I wrote you a letter,
I re-wrote it a thousand times,
Saying the things that are in my mind.
I wrote you a letter,
Maybe a million times.
I’m scared to show it,
I don’t want my heart to get hit.

-Leti

ORIGINAL
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October 4, 2017
Tamahere, New Zealand

Sadness

sadness takes over your world and makes you feel worthless.
Sadness bullies you until the deepest of the night.
Sadness makes you want to sleep and never wake up.
Sadness forces you to look at a reflection that isn't even yours.
Sadness puts words in your head that don't even belong there.
Sadness pretends to be your friend while it's your biggest enemy.
Sadness lets you drown in your tears and laughs at you.
Sadness destroys every single piece of happiness you have in your soul.
Sadness crushes you heart and leaves you behind empty.
Sadness is your strongest enemy,
It's hard to defeat.
Sadness is the last voice you hear when you beg for mercy.
Sadness is indestructible.

_ Leti

WORLD DAY OF BULLYING PREVENTION
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September 21, 2017
Hamilton, New Zealand

Oh babe listen to me, please,
I want to be a mother,
with a heartfelt wish,
Sweet like roses and a golden kiss.
A gentle touch,
oh sweet baby you’re a bliss.
Sweet like summer,
one last kiss.
One last time,
oh sweet baby you shall be missed.
I make a wish,
sealed with a golden kiss
That you’ll be here like I wished.

- Leti

KISS KISS
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August 21, 2017
Tamahere, Nieuw-Zeeland

There's an open book With so many pages. Without any writing, yet so many tales. There's a secret page
For you to tell your own interpretation of what it might be. Nobody knows what's written yet we all can see the words crawling underneath our skins. Our souls become one as we look at the pages. After a while, the tales will be free. The words will be written, pages turn black as we all are reading what we can be.

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DO NOT BE DECEIVED
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May 23, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

Here we are once again,
Wondering how it will end.
Don’t even try to remember,
Don’t try to remember what happend last time. Even though I can’t give you the answers , I want you to hear me out. One last time, Watch the skyline burn in silver lights. Hear the angels cry one last time. Here we are are once again,
Fighting for our state of mind.
Slater the world around us, Setting fire with our minds, trying to set our souls free. Here we are once again,
Screaming with nothing more than silence. Tears running down our faces. What have we done, That we became so undone? Buried underneath our lies. Here we are once again, At the edge of two worlds. Breaking down with one touch, Could it be one of...

BEAUTIFUL
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May 23, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

My heart goes out to all of the victims in Manchester.
My heart broke in a million pieces after hearing the news. I wanna say to all of you who have lost someone you care about that I'm really sorry. Sorry that this awful thing happend, I'm sorry that there are people who hurt someone else. ISIS claims they are doing what the Koran says they have to do. But believe me when I say they are lying! We all should love and support the ones around us, even if we don't know each other. There's NEVER EVER a reason to hurt or kill someone, and there's NEVER EVER been some "god" who said it is okay to do so.... I'm so sorry that we have to live in a world so wicked, so messed up. I'm so sorry that there...

HUG ME
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May 17, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

They say "it doesn't matter",
But we all know it does.
Even though we don't like to admit it. It matters more than we want to believe. We all want to be seen and to be loved. We play hide and seek with our own feelings, and bury it underneath our skin when we don't want to find it. We ignore the things that are important, we only see what we want to see. We push away the ones we need, even though we are in need....

- Leti

ANGEL OF DARKNESS
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May 17, 2017
 

Ik wil een vlinder zijn,
Een vlinder zonder vleugels.

Ik wil een vogel zijn,
Een vogel in de hoogte.

Ik wil een blinde zijn,
Een blinde zonder teugels.

Ik wil verdwalen,
Verdwalen in jouw ogen.

Ik wil vliegen,
Hoog boven de bomen.

Ik wil woorden zien,
De woorden in jouw ogen.

- Leti

NOTEBOOK DAY
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May 16, 2017
 

You don't need water to feel like drowning.

You don't need a knife to feel like you're being stabbed.

You don't need a gun to feel the bullet in your head.

Do you?

HEARTBREAK
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May 15, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

Insomnia

Oh, how badly I want to sleep,
Oh how badly I want to dream.

Let my dreams take me far away,
To a place so beautiful.

Oh, how I want to be free,
Running wild and free.

Seeing the minutes pass by,
And hearing the hours scream goodbye.

Take me to a place so high,
Let me wave and say goodbye.

Oh please,
Let me suffer death a thousand times...

- Leti

LET IT ALL OUT
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May 12, 2017
 

Sure, go ahead.
Destroy everything I have.
I don't care, nor do you.
Suprise, suprise. Look what I have, what are you saying? You wanna have it back? Well, go ahead. Come and get it. Oops, I'm so sorry... I accidentally destroyed it.... It hurts, doesn't it?  Well, there you go hunbun! 😉

- Leti

DON'T TALK TO ME
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May 11, 2017
Zegge, Nederland

Here we are again,
Looking for the things we can't reach, hoping for a miracle to happen. Here we are again,
Lying to ourselfs that we can,
Even though we know we'll never be able to understand. Here we are again, wishing for all the best, not knowing we already have the best of the best.

- Leti

THE CLOCK
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April 26, 2017
Alkmaar, Nederland

I've done everything for you,
Everything! But I never recieved anything back. Not that I want to, even though sometimes it would be nice to know you care too, you know?

- Leti

DON'T TALK TO ME
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April 26, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

"Een brief geschreven, geschreven voor ik je zag."

Heel even, heel even heb ik gekeken. Gekeken of ik jou zag. Maar helaas, jij was er niet. Heel even, heel even dacht ik dat ik jou daar zag. Maar helaas, jij was het niet. Elke ochtend, elke dag, elke avond en elke nacht, hoopte ik dat ik je zag. Maar helaas, dat deed ik niet. Ik sloot mijn ogen, en jij was het eerste wat ik zag. Zo mooi, lief en onschuldig, zo puur, jouw lach dat is wat ik zag. Woorden schoten te kort, ik probeerde wat te zeggen, maar het lukte niet. Dagen leken langer, en de nachten zo kort. De uren, minuten en secondes werden geteld. Een voor allen en allen voor een. Daar stond ik dan, met mijn mond vol tanden. Sprakenloo...

WORLD STATIONERY DAY
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April 25, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

Here I lay,
On my back.

Closed my eyes,
Opend my mind.

Hear the words,
My music plays.

Feel my heart,
Skip a beat.

All alone,
Made of stone.

Muffled screams,
Of my soul.

Burried alive,
Underneath their skin.

Thrown away,
In the devils bin.

- Leti

LETTRS AND BOOKS
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April 25, 2017
 

Lettrs prompt
Love VS Hate

We all love those moment when you can act silly and pretend that you are someone else. And we all love those days you can pretend that you're the only one on earth. We all love that moment where you can dance around like nobody's watching, because you just don't care. We all love those moments when you can let your anxiety go for a minute and act strange and fearless. We don't care, no matter what they say or what they do, we just don't care. We all love those moments when we feel alive, loved not lost. We don't care what they'll say, we'll just pretend you're not around. We all love the silence in our head instead of the million voices shouting the things you did ...

WORLD STATIONERY DAY
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April 20, 2017
 

Don't you worry child,
It's not your fault.
That's what they always said.
But we all knew it was my fault.

Don't you worry child,
You can do this kiddo,
You can achieve everything you want.
That's what they said.
But we all knew it was just a lie.

Don't you worry child,
You can save the day.
That's what they all said.
But that was just a fairytale they told.

Don't you worry child,
You don't have to change,
You did nothing wrong.
That's what they all said.
But we all knew that wasn't what they thought at all.

Look at me now,
Look what you turned me into.
I'm someone I don't know,
I can look into the mirror all day long and still don't recognize myself at all.

Listen, listen to your own ...

BOB TAYLOR
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April 22, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

No matter how badly I want to tell you how I feel, I'll keep my mouth shut. Because I know you won't listen, nor reply. No matter how badly I want to cry my eyes out, I'll keep on smiling. Becaue I know you will use it against me time after time. No matter how badly I wanna run away, I'll stay where I am. Because I know you'll make sure I'll never come back.
No matter how badly I want to die, I'll stay alive. Because I know you want me death, you're not worth that favor.

- Leti

EARTH DAY
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April 21, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

They alway said you wouldn't make it, but look at you now!
You're here and made it.
They always said you wouldn't dare, but look at you now!
You did it, you're proud.

Some say you cheated,
But who knows?
Some say you escaped it,
But who cares?
Some say you fainted,
But what do they know?

Look at you now! Look how far you came without them. Be proud, really proud of yourself!
You did everything they said you couldn't, so who's the winner now?
Never forget where you came from, or who you are. You are amazing just the way you are!
And let me tell you this, I'm proud, really proud of you!

- Leti

THE NEEDLE
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April 20, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

I'm the perfect little man,
With the perfect little plan.
With a perfect little hat,
And a perfect little bat.
Who owns a perfect little cat,
With a perfect little tail so flat.
With perfect little feets,
And perfect little theeths.

❤️ - Leti

LOVING EMBRACE
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April 20, 2017
Dordrecht, Nederland

I've tried to hide it many times,
You have no idea what it means,
You have no idea how much it hurts.
It doesn't matter how many times I try to tell you,

There's nobody like you,
So be your own kind of you.
There's no need for you to be like that.

There's nobody like you,
No matter what they say,
No matter what they do,
So be who you want to be.

I tried to say goodbye a thousand times,
All I want is to feel again,
Without being numb.

I'm screaming that I don't want you,
But we both know that isn't true,
I put our song on repeat,
Because with you I can be me.

But it doesn't matter what I do,
At the end I'm all alone again.

Don't want to go home,
But I have to.

Make me dissapear,
Wi...

BABY STEPS SWEETY
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March 28, 2017
United States

I don't wanna live in a world where they keep pushing me away. I rather die a thousand times.

BE YOUR OWN YOU
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March 14, 2017
 

No matter who you are or how old you are. Somehow we all got our breaking points. "Don't cry it's childish" they say. But I don't care. I cry if I want to, when I want to. I don't need you to tell me I'm worthless. I don't need you to pull me down. I rather walk to the place I want to be than be throwed somewhere I don't belong. You can reject me if you want. I don't care anyway. Yell at me if you want to. I won't listen anyway. Push me to the ground if you feel the need to. I won't feel it anyway. Try to break me if you need to. It won't hurt anyway. Try to kill me if you want to. I'm already dead anyway. But please, whatever you do, don't forget to look into the mirror and do the things you...

DO NOT BE DECEIVED
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March 13, 2017
 

You said text me when I'm sober.
I tried many times but you never respond. Yet you know who I am when you're drunk. You said "not now please, ask me when I'm sober". Well I did. And again I didn't get an answer. You said "not now. I'm not in a good mood". Yet you keep saying "Text me when I'm sober. I'm a bit drunk". So forgive me when I'm saying "I'm so done with this crap. You only notice me when you're drunk and I'm sick of trying my hardest"

EVERY TIME
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