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Letitcia

PO# 378439
Netherlands
Netherlands
🥀 I’m lost in a world where words don’t mean anything. Please take me away from here to the place I belong. 🥀
August 29, 2019
Bergen op Zoom, Netherlands

You took out my heart
And replaced it with stone.
Crossed your fingers
And hoped I died.

- Leti

HAVE FAITH
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August 27, 2019
Bergen op Zoom, Nederland

Forgiveness

all I wanted
And all I needed
All I hoped for
Was forgiveness
For you never to be lonely
For you never to forget her
Forgiven silence
Nothing more

- Leti

IT IS POSSIBLE
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July 31, 2019
Oudenbosch, Netherlands

I wanna disappear
For I do not belong here
I don’t want to hear
All the voices screaming at me
Everyone near me is so perfect
At pretending they don’t know
I wanna disappear
Cut my wrist in hope to die.
Just wanna sleep forever
And end all this pain.

ORIGINAL
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July 31, 2019
Zevenbergen, Netherlands

I felt so weak,
After your words hit me so deep.
I tried not to weep,
After your knife hit me that deep.
I felt so empty,
After you told me what I never could be.
I felt so alone,
After you told me I was not worthy the life I lived.
I tried not to make a sound,
After you took my heart from me.

              I’m empty
                    This empty
              Have I never been
                     I’m scared
              Never ever
                     Have I felt like this
You did it
               Congratulations
You killed me
                Congratulations
You hit me this deep
                 Congratulations
You broke my back
                 Congratulations
You won, I weep...

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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July 30, 2019
Oudenbosch, Netherlands

I know it hurts,
but babe, it means you are alive.

Live your life, listen and speak with your heart and embrace it with your soul.

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MY SOUL CRIES OUT FOR YOU
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July 30, 2019
 

I was looking at this beautiful painting in her eyes.

It was a marble swimming in an ocean of glory, and tears of joy.

Her lips were open, and singing their song.

Cheeks so red, with a wonderful glow.

A voice so soft, it hit me like “wow”.

I took a picture, a memory of mine.

Forever floating, a diamond that will shine.

- Leti

PERFECTION
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March 19, 2017
 

I'm sorry,

It wasn't my intention to fall in love with you. I don't know what to do.
It's not like I choose to. My heart screams yes but my head says no.
You don't even like me so... I tried to tell you a million times but well... it's just me I guess.. I still love her but she's pushing me away. It makes me heart saying "no. Stop it. Go!"
I can't take it anymore. I wrote you a thousand letters to let you know. Tell me what to do. I even told you so. You said it was cute. But no. I don't wanna know the answer if it will break me down. Take my hand and calm my head. But please, don't say no. My heart can't take it anymore.

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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July 25, 2019
 

I’m addicted to this feeling,
I’m addicted to that smile.
I’m an addict in a world of dispair full of lies. Silence is what kills me in a way that only darkness can.

Yet again you’ll hear me scream for more. Hit me babe, just one more time.

- Leti

AIM TO PLEASE
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July 25, 2019
Oudenbosch, Netherlands

I felt lost, lost in your eyes, lost in your arms and lost in your world. Searching for something that didn’t excist anymore. I felt broken, broken and untouched.
Broken and unloved. I felt suppressed, alone and kinda dead. It was time to end it all, to walk out of the dark, I was hurt and upset. I tried to speak a million languages, but none of them were heard. I tried to write a thousand letters, but none of them were read. I tried to sign with hundred fires, but none of them were seen. Little by little I died, every day a little more. 4,5 years, flashed by through my mind. It was time, time for it all to end. I’d miss you, I knew for sure. But I had to, you didn’t leave me a choice. I tri...

CONQUERS ALL
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July 25, 2019
Oudenbosch, Netherlands

Tears in the mirror of my soul

The first time I saw you I was 7 or 8, I felt something I never felt before. It was real, it was pure.
However, it wasn’t meant to be. Unknown what it was, for I had never felt like this before. It wasn’t until I was 13 or 14 before I found out what this feeling I had was. It was something they call love, even though, now I’m so many years older, I still don’t know how to describe this feeling I have. After all this time, I still don’t know what it is that I’m feeling. Is it love? Is it hate? Is it pain? Is it anxiety? I don’t know, maybe it’s all of that. But what I do know, is that it was forbidden, it still is. I’ve always been told that girls should love b...

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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June 6, 2019
Klundert, Netherlands

my mind is trying to forget all that happend. But my heart is playing games again. There is a certain sadness whenever I see you. A feeling I can’t seem to get rid off. Another day goes by over and over. It's clearly meant to happen, but only god knows why we do what we do. hours, days, months, years are gone without knowing why. We lost our old fire, to me it's hard to understand how long this fire burned. It seems never ending, like we’re stuck in a loop. Feelings aren’t valid, that’s what you said before you left. Before you left me with a chain around my neck. Broken, tired and all alone. But maybe its something that could never be compared to the history we know.

- Leti

MADE WITH LOVE
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June 2, 2019
 

The end is certain for all of us. Although their days as a soldier seem never ending, we know that when it ends, we will no longer be lonesome. And we will forever be surrounded with beauty like saint Rose’s. We pray to a beautiful blue moon, for her to show us the way. And when she finally called, I was filled with hope. But I knew I could never breathe again. for I had known about this hidden curse from the moment I met you.

- Leti

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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June 1, 2019
Oudenbosch, Netherlands

I do not know what they mean, and if all of this is true. I will not call it justice done. When the wind stops you for all your clamor.
But it doesn’t know who you are. When the light that loses, and the night that is waiting, and the voices are dead. If I was not worthy of receiving, then why am I here? No my love, I have to go. and see the passion,
the passion of love. as a poison that mourned,
about his own death.
When their mind started to fade, and the sun was burning red; how I interrupted her cry for as long as I could. The night was falling, so we could hear her sing. I have never heard this song before, but I wish you could hear it too. To them we are the only one who called her b...

KISS KISS
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April 4, 2019
Oudenbosch, Netherlands

Tell me
How do you feel?
Tell me
How do you see?
Tell me
How do you know?
Please tell me
How should I know?

- The eyes are the mirror of your soul -
- You can run, but you can never hide from the truth-

- Leti

POETRY MONTH
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April 1, 2019
Oudenbosch, Netherlands

Little do they know

They told you the world would be better off without you.
But little do they know, that you are the light they have been searching for, for their entire life.

- Leti

POETRY MONTH
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March 31, 2019
Oudenbosch, Netherlands

I got lost in pain and sorrow.
I was scared and all alone.
I heard you whisper my name.
And I knew, I found my way home again.

- Leti

DO NOT BE DECEIVED
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March 30, 2019
Noordhoek, Netherlands

They told me tears are for weaklings.
But if I’m that weak, how did I survive all that happened?

- Leti

NEVER GIVE UP
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December 4, 2018
Dordrecht, Netherlands

ZOTD: Listen & Invisible because that’s how I feel. I feel invisible, like a ghost who doesn’t exist only when others want to. Easily to be replaced and easy to be forgotten, never heard, no matter how hard you try to make them listen, make them hear hour voice...
Soon everything will be forgotten, for they will no longer excist. Exuses are being made even though the road down is still unwritten. The bridge is still under construction but it’s slowly tumbling down. Hear those who call, and see those who hide. They seem to have forgotten who I am, they seem to be forgotten that I still have a voice. They are blind, they can’t see. My heart is heavy, it’s killing me easily. Slowly I’m fading aw...

MY SOUL CRIES OUT FOR YOU
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December 19, 2017
Hamilton, New Zealand

I’m looking in the mirror
But I can’t see myself
I don’t recognize this person
Who is this?
What does she want?
Everyday I ask the mirror
“Who am I?”
But I never recieved an answer
The room gets dark
Even though it’s still light outside
I close my eyes one last time
As I weep goodbye

- Leti

NOBODY CARES
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December 2, 2017
Tamahere, New Zealand

You’re hollow,
I am not.
I’m a legend,
again,
you are not.
You’re forgotten,
not a memory left.
I’m weightless,
yet so heavy.
one single touch made you feel,
is it not?

-leti

MYSTERIOUS PASSION
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November 24, 2017
Hamilton, New Zealand

As we walk together
on the longest road,
with the darkest sky.
I call your name,
no response.
The air is cold,
with a lonely whisper.
Once again,
we are together yet apart.

TREE TOPS
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November 20, 2017
Tamahere, New Zealand

I’m dead, I’m dead inside
Look what you’ve done
Look what you made me do
A million tears running down my face as you walk away
I try to scream, but I can’t seem to find the words
I want to yell, yell to you how much you’ve hurt me
But you don’t seem to care at all, do you?
I’ve walked a thousand miles
I’ve drowned a million times
I’m dead, I’m lost, I’m done

- Leti

WOMAN
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November 20, 2017
Tamahere, New Zealand

There’s a silence,
But not in my head.
There’s a silence,
That’s slowly killing me.
There’s a silence,
Surrounding me.
There’s a silence,
Who I’ve never met.
There’s a silence,
That has so many words.

- Leti

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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August 21, 2017
 

There is something about it all.
I don't know what, and I don't know why. There is a cold feeling, a strange feeling to what I have become. No matter how many times I close my eyes and wish it would be gone, it crawls inside me. The nightmares are heavier than before. It makes me feel all alone. My head says run, but my heart says stay.

- Leti

PHOTOGRAPHY DAY
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October 29, 2017
Tamahere, New Zealand

Endless words stuck in my head. No where to go to, no one to talk to.
Trying to scream but can’t hear a sound, my voice is taken, my body is shaking. Nobody knows, nobody sees what’s coming for me. Endless pain streaming through my veins, killing the last bits of my brains. Soon the words will fade away, my head is a mess. Oh boy, isn’t this lie a mess?

- Leti

RACCOON
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October 21, 2017
Taupo, New Zealand

I wrote you a letter,
I re-wrote it a thousand times,
Saying the things that are in my mind.
I wrote you a letter,
Maybe a million times.
I’m scared to show it,
I don’t want my heart to get hit.

-Leti

ORIGINAL
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October 4, 2017
Tamahere, New Zealand

Sadness

sadness takes over your world and makes you feel worthless.
Sadness bullies you until the deepest of the night.
Sadness makes you want to sleep and never wake up.
Sadness forces you to look at a reflection that isn't even yours.
Sadness puts words in your head that don't even belong there.
Sadness pretends to be your friend while it's your biggest enemy.
Sadness lets you drown in your tears and laughs at you.
Sadness destroys every single piece of happiness you have in your soul.
Sadness crushes you heart and leaves you behind empty.
Sadness is your strongest enemy,
It's hard to defeat.
Sadness is the last voice you hear when you beg for mercy.
Sadness is indestructible.

_ Leti

WORLD DAY OF BULLYING PREVENTION
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September 21, 2017
Hamilton, New Zealand

Oh babe listen to me, please,
I want to be a mother,
with a heartfelt wish,
Sweet like roses and a golden kiss.
A gentle touch,
oh sweet baby you’re a bliss.
Sweet like summer,
one last kiss.
One last time,
oh sweet baby you shall be missed.
I make a wish,
sealed with a golden kiss
That you’ll be here like I wished.

- Leti

KISS KISS
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August 21, 2017
Tamahere, Nieuw-Zeeland

There's an open book With so many pages. Without any writing, yet so many tales. There's a secret page
For you to tell your own interpretation of what it might be. Nobody knows what's written yet we all can see the words crawling underneath our skins. Our souls become one as we look at the pages. After a while, the tales will be free. The words will be written, pages turn black as we all are reading what we can be.

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DO NOT BE DECEIVED
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May 23, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

Here we are once again,
Wondering how it will end.
Don’t even try to remember,
Don’t try to remember what happend last time. Even though I can’t give you the answers , I want you to hear me out. One last time, Watch the skyline burn in silver lights. Hear the angels cry one last time. Here we are are once again,
Fighting for our state of mind.
Slater the world around us, Setting fire with our minds, trying to set our souls free. Here we are once again,
Screaming with nothing more than silence. Tears running down our faces. What have we done, That we became so undone? Buried underneath our lies. Here we are once again, At the edge of two worlds. Breaking down with one touch, Could it be one of...

BEAUTIFUL
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