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Letitcia

PO# 378439
Netherlands
Netherlands
Love the life you live and live the life you love! "Fuck your reality, mine is better!"
April 26, 2017
Alkmaar, Nederland

I've done everything for you,
Everything! But I never recieved anything back. Not that I want to, even though sometimes it would be nice to know you care too, you know?

- Leti

DON'T TALK TO ME
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April 26, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

"Een brief geschreven, geschreven voor ik je zag."

Heel even, heel even heb ik gekeken. Gekeken of ik jou zag. Maar helaas, jij was er niet. Heel even, heel even dacht ik dat ik jou daar zag. Maar helaas, jij was het niet. Elke ochtend, elke dag, elke avond en elke nacht, hoopte ik dat ik je zag. Maar helaas, dat deed ik niet. Ik sloot mijn ogen, en jij was het eerste wat ik zag. Zo mooi, lief en onschuldig, zo puur, jouw lach dat is wat ik zag. Woorden schoten te kort, ik probeerde wat te zeggen, maar het lukte niet. Dagen leken langer, en de nachten zo kort. De uren, minuten en secondes werden geteld. Een voor allen en allen voor een. Daar stond ik dan, met mijn mond vol tanden. Sprakenloo...

WORLD STATIONERY DAY
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April 25, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

Here I lay,
On my back.

Closed my eyes,
Opend my mind.

Hear the words,
My music plays.

Feel my heart,
Skip a beat.

All alone,
Made of stone.

Muffled screams,
Of my soul.

Burried alive,
Underneath their skin.

Thrown away,
In the devils bin.

- Leti

LETTRS AND BOOKS
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April 25, 2017
 

Lettrs prompt
Love VS Hate

We all love those moment when you can act silly and pretend that you are someone else. And we all love those days you can pretend that you're the only one on earth. We all love that moment where you can dance around like nobody's watching, because you just don't care. We all love those moments when you can let your anxiety go for a minute and act strange and fearless. We don't care, no matter what they say or what they do, we just don't care. We all love those moments when we feel alive, loved not lost. We don't care what they'll say, we'll just pretend you're not around. We all love the silence in our head instead of the million voices shouting the things you did ...

WORLD STATIONERY DAY
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April 20, 2017
 

Don't you worry child,
It's not your fault.
That's what they always said.
But we all knew it was my fault.

Don't you worry child,
You can do this kiddo,
You can achieve everything you want.
That's what they said.
But we all knew it was just a lie.

Don't you worry child,
You can save the day.
That's what they all said.
But that was just a fairytale they told.

Don't you worry child,
You don't have to change,
You did nothing wrong.
That's what they all said.
But we all knew that wasn't what they thought at all.

Look at me now,
Look what you turned me into.
I'm someone I don't know,
I can look into the mirror all day long and still don't recognize myself at all.

Listen, listen to your own ...

BOB TAYLOR
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April 22, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

No matter how badly I want to tell you how I feel, I'll keep my mouth shut. Because I know you won't listen, nor reply. No matter how badly I want to cry my eyes out, I'll keep on smiling. Becaue I know you will use it against me time after time. No matter how badly I wanna run away, I'll stay where I am. Because I know you'll make sure I'll never come back.
No matter how badly I want to die, I'll stay alive. Because I know you want me death, you're not worth that favor.

- Leti

EARTH DAY
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April 21, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

They alway said you wouldn't make it, but look at you now!
You're here and made it.
They always said you wouldn't dare, but look at you now!
You did it, you're proud.

Some say you cheated,
But who knows?
Some say you escaped it,
But who cares?
Some say you fainted,
But what do they know?

Look at you now! Look how far you came without them. Be proud, really proud of yourself!
You did everything they said you couldn't, so who's the winner now?
Never forget where you came from, or who you are. You are amazing just the way you are!
And let me tell you this, I'm proud, really proud of you!

- Leti

THE NEEDLE
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April 20, 2017
Oudenbosch, Nederland

I'm the perfect little man,
With the perfect little plan.
With a perfect little hat,
And a perfect little bat.
Who owns a perfect little cat,
With a perfect little tail so flat.
With perfect little feets,
And perfect little theeths.

❤️ - Leti

LOVING EMBRACE
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April 20, 2017
Dordrecht, Nederland

I've tried to hide it many times,
You have no idea what it means,
You have no idea how much it hurts.
It doesn't matter how many times I try to tell you,

There's nobody like you,
So be your own kind of you.
There's no need for you to be like that.

There's nobody like you,
No matter what they say,
No matter what they do,
So be who you want to be.

I tried to say goodbye a thousand times,
All I want is to feel again,
Without being numb.

I'm screaming that I don't want you,
But we both know that isn't true,
I put our song on repeat,
Because with you I can be me.

But it doesn't matter what I do,
At the end I'm all alone again.

Don't want to go home,
But I have to.

Make me dissapear,
Wi...

BABY STEPS SWEETY
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March 28, 2017
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I don't wanna live in a world where they keep pushing me away. I rather die a thousand times.

BE YOUR OWN YOU
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March 14, 2017
 

No matter who you are or how old you are. Somehow we all got our breaking points. "Don't cry it's childish" they say. But I don't care. I cry if I want to, when I want to. I don't need you to tell me I'm worthless. I don't need you to pull me down. I rather walk to the place I want to be than be throwed somewhere I don't belong. You can reject me if you want. I don't care anyway. Yell at me if you want to. I won't listen anyway. Push me to the ground if you feel the need to. I won't feel it anyway. Try to break me if you need to. It won't hurt anyway. Try to kill me if you want to. I'm already dead anyway. But please, whatever you do, don't forget to look into the mirror and do the things you...

DO NOT BE DECEIVED
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March 13, 2017
 

You said text me when I'm sober.
I tried many times but you never respond. Yet you know who I am when you're drunk. You said "not now please, ask me when I'm sober". Well I did. And again I didn't get an answer. You said "not now. I'm not in a good mood". Yet you keep saying "Text me when I'm sober. I'm a bit drunk". So forgive me when I'm saying "I'm so done with this crap. You only notice me when you're drunk and I'm sick of trying my hardest"

EVERY TIME
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March 8, 2017
 

As I close my eyes and lay my head to rest. I dream about the words I never said, about the things I never did. As I open my eyes and lay my body to rest. I dream about the words that I've said,  the things I did. I never beg for much, but please rescue my heart, rescue my soul. Please rescue my soul. As I get up and start to run through the hallway. Down through the open doors. My soul screamed stop. Ass I fell down on my knees I heard her scream. Sorrow and pain from underneath. Her voice touched my soul deep. As I lay my head to rest, tears start to flow. Walking this path alone is lonely. It's heavy and it hurts my back. As I lay my head for a final rest.

IT'S TIME TO DREAM
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March 7, 2017
 

I've never been so scared to close my eyes. Every time I close my eyes I see you. I see the way you suffer. I hear you begging me for help. My hands are tied to my back. I hear you scream my name, I can see the pain in your eyes. I see you fade away as I'm walking torwards you. I'm trying to reach you, but you seem so far away. I open my eyes to find myself crying on the bedroom floor begging it to stop. But the pain never seems to fade away. Owh how I long for it to stop...

DO NOT BE DECEIVED
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March 3, 2017
 

Look me into my eyes as I say my last goodbyes. Days seem to long forever as I'm walking to the edge of goodbye... I feel numb when you're screaming my name with sadness in your eyes... I never begged for much, but hear my prayer as I wave goodbye.

IT'S TIME TO DREAM
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March 3, 2017
 

I keep holding on to you.
But I can't bring you back to life.

DO NOT BE DECEIVED
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March 2, 2017
 

I remember,

I remember the night you told me you didn't care. I remember the night we had our last fight. I remember the words you said, the things you did. I remember the way it hurts. I remember the knife you placed in my back. I remember the day you drawned in my tears.

Even though I remember it all, it doesn't seem to kill me anymore.
I blocked the pain, I took the knife and stabbed the memories in the heart.

There's no final goodbye.

Yet I'm about to leave it all behind.
Never forget who you are. Never forget how much it hurts.

XOXO,

Letitcia

JYN
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September 8, 2015
Venray, Nederland

Keep your head up high
No matter how hard you may fall
Never back down
Dreams can come true
Aslong as you fight for it
No matter what others may think
No matter how different they may seem

Whenever you try
You'll never fail
You'll always be a true winner
Just because you tried

When all hope seems lost
When you got the feeling you won't survive
Think about your dreams
And how wonderful they are

And then you'll win
Then you'll be a true surviver
In everyone's heart

ORIGINAL
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September 8, 2015
 

okay,

I'll just stop trying to do anything for you. because no matter what I do, I fail in everything. I try to do good but instead it's bad.
So why would I keep doing it....

AFTERNOON SHOWERS
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September 8, 2015
 

please never break my heart or tear it apart. please treasure our love and keep it in your heart.

BUTTERFLY MAGIC
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September 8, 2015
 

My heart cries when I'm without you. But it smiles when I'm with you. You make me feel like an angel in the sky. You make me feel like I'm alive. You healed me with your love. You're the one I want to be with for the rest of my life. I promise that i'll be yours forever and that I will treat you like a queen and that I'll never hurt you. I love you❤❤❤❤

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BLOOMING WAVE
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September 5, 2015
 

But a memory, a memory,
can make a flower bloom.

with love of their own,
they'll never fade away.

They'll be with you forever,
and make the pain go away.

They silence your sadness,
and brightens up your day.

They'll be a lover,
who fades away your pain

They'll be in your tears,
as you wipe them away.

They're like shadows,
chased by the fear.

But a memory, a memory,
can make it all disappear.

With love or laughter,
Or with pain and fear.

But they'll never forget you,
neither will you forget them.

This story will never end,
with beauty and perfection.

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MORNING DEW
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June 10, 2015
 

oh how I wonder what it is
oh how I wonder what you see
oh how I wonder what it means
oh how I wonder what I mean

how I wonder what it is with her
how I wonder what you see in here
how I wonder what it means to you
how I wonder what I mean to you

oh how I wonder what to feel
oh how I wonder what to see
oh how I wonder what to be
oh how I wonder what to mean

how I wonder what to feel about this
how I wonder what to see trough this
how I wonder what to be in this game
how I wonder what to mean to this

how I wonder if you know how it feels

HEMINGWAY
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June 4, 2015
 

ik kan het niet geloven
zoveel woorden zoveel pijn
ik kan het je beloven
ik zal altijd met je zijn

zoveel pijn en zoveel fouten
op dit pad naar geluk
zoveel tranen en zoveel verdriet
voor zolang je mij zag

JE SUIS CHARLIE
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April 9, 2015
 

60 seconds
24 hours
7 days
1 month
1 year
I can't describe the pain I feel
I can't describe the fear.
When anxiety meets fear,
everything will go down
No hills up.
Will you catch me if I fall?
Will you save me if you need to?

HENRY FORD
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April 9, 2015
 

I don't feel home at home.
I don't feel save here.
Play hide and seek with my mind.
Ignore the pain I feel.
Hide the tears, don't show I'm weak.

Whenever I'm with you
It feels like I'm home
You make me feel free
With you I feel save.
With you there's no need to hide

please... Never leave me!

MYSTERIOUS DOOR
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April 1, 2015
 

I may not be the perfect girl
I may not be the awesome girl you had in mind
I may not be everything you wanted
But for me you are perfect
But for me you are the most awesomely girl on the planet
But for me you are everything I wanted everything I could wish for
I love the way you walk
I love the way you talk
I love te way you look
I love the way you smile
I love te way you dream
To me you are perfect
To me you are the most beautiful girl on the earth
To me you are my every desire
With you I'm happy
With you I can been myself
With you I feel whole again
I may say a few things time after time
But that's just because I want you to know how much I appreciate you
Because I want you to know what y...

LOVE OF WORDS
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February 27, 2015
 

And then silence came in like thunder.
You looked so beautiful so pretty so gorgeuos!
You had eyes like fire and a smile like thunder a body like rain and lips like sweet roses.
every time I see you I want to kiss those sweet lips of yours.
I got so many stories to te you but whenever I see you the silence hits in like thunder
I have so many things to tell you! Tomorrow will be the day... Tommorow will be mow or never!

whenever I see your smile I drown in a pool of love! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

ORIGINAL
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February 17, 2015
 

Don't ask me why, but I like you I really do!
You got the most beautiful smile.
The most gorgeous eyes

Ik kan het niet.
Ik weet niet waarom.
Ik wil je zo graag vertellen wat ik voor je voel!
Wat ik echt voor je voel maar ik kan het niet!
Bang voor wat er komen gaat
Bang om niet goed genoeg te zijn
Bang om te falen
Bang om af te gaan
Bang om niet mooi genoeg te zijn
Bang om niet slim genoeg te zijn
Bang om niet jou type te zijn
Bang om voor je te vallen en afgewezen te worden
Je zegt dat je me leuk vindt
Maar ik zie dat je nog met haar zit.
Zodra je over haar praat zie ik de pijn jn je ogen
Meisje je moet me geloven als ik je zeg dat wat ik voor je voel is echt, eerlijk en oprecht.
Met pij...

CHERRY BLOSSOM
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