|Love the life you live and live the life you love! "Fuck your reality, mine is better!"|
There's an open book With so many pages. Without any writing, yet so many tales. There's a secret page
For you to tell your own interpretation of what it might be. Nobody knows what's written yet we all can see the words crawling underneath our skins. Our souls become one as we look at the pages. After a while, the tales will be free. The words will be written, pages turn black as we all are reading what we can be.
Here we are once again,
Wondering how it will end.
Don’t even try to remember,
Don’t try to remember what happend last time. Even though I can’t give you the answers , I want you to hear me out. One last time, Watch the skyline burn in silver lights. Hear the angels cry one last time. Here we are are once again,
Fighting for our state of mind.
Slater the world around us, Setting fire with our minds, trying to set our souls free. Here we are once again,
Screaming with nothing more than silence. Tears running down our faces. What have we done, That we became so undone? Buried underneath our lies. Here we are once again, At the edge of two worlds. Breaking down with one touch, Could it be one of...
My heart goes out to all of the victims in Manchester.
My heart broke in a million pieces after hearing the news. I wanna say to all of you who have lost someone you care about that I'm really sorry. Sorry that this awful thing happend, I'm sorry that there are people who hurt someone else. ISIS claims they are doing what the Koran says they have to do. But believe me when I say they are lying! We all should love and support the ones around us, even if we don't know each other. There's NEVER EVER a reason to hurt or kill someone, and there's NEVER EVER been some "god" who said it is okay to do so.... I'm so sorry that we have to live in a world so wicked, so messed up. I'm so sorry that there...
They say "it doesn't matter",
But we all know it does.
Even though we don't like to admit it. It matters more than we want to believe. We all want to be seen and to be loved. We play hide and seek with our own feelings, and bury it underneath our skin when we don't want to find it. We ignore the things that are important, we only see what we want to see. We push away the ones we need, even though we are in need....
Ik wil een vlinder zijn,
Een vlinder zonder vleugels.
Ik wil een vogel zijn,
Een vogel in de hoogte.
Ik wil een blinde zijn,
Een blinde zonder teugels.
Ik wil verdwalen,
Verdwalen in jouw ogen.
Ik wil vliegen,
Hoog boven de bomen.
Ik wil woorden zien,
De woorden in jouw ogen.
You don't need water to feel like drowning.
You don't need a knife to feel like you're being stabbed.
You don't need a gun to feel the bullet in your head.
Oh, how badly I want to sleep,
Oh how badly I want to dream.
Let my dreams take me far away,
To a place so beautiful.
Oh, how I want to be free,
Running wild and free.
Seeing the minutes pass by,
And hearing the hours scream goodbye.
Take me to a place so high,
Let me wave and say goodbye.
Let me suffer death a thousand times...
Sure, go ahead.
Destroy everything I have.
I don't care, nor do you.
Suprise, suprise. Look what I have, what are you saying? You wanna have it back? Well, go ahead. Come and get it. Oops, I'm so sorry... I accidentally destroyed it.... It hurts, doesn't it? Well, there you go hunbun! 😉
Here we are again,
Looking for the things we can't reach, hoping for a miracle to happen. Here we are again,
Lying to ourselfs that we can,
Even though we know we'll never be able to understand. Here we are again, wishing for all the best, not knowing we already have the best of the best.
I've done everything for you,
Everything! But I never recieved anything back. Not that I want to, even though sometimes it would be nice to know you care too, you know?
"Een brief geschreven, geschreven voor ik je zag."
Heel even, heel even heb ik gekeken. Gekeken of ik jou zag. Maar helaas, jij was er niet. Heel even, heel even dacht ik dat ik jou daar zag. Maar helaas, jij was het niet. Elke ochtend, elke dag, elke avond en elke nacht, hoopte ik dat ik je zag. Maar helaas, dat deed ik niet. Ik sloot mijn ogen, en jij was het eerste wat ik zag. Zo mooi, lief en onschuldig, zo puur, jouw lach dat is wat ik zag. Woorden schoten te kort, ik probeerde wat te zeggen, maar het lukte niet. Dagen leken langer, en de nachten zo kort. De uren, minuten en secondes werden geteld. Een voor allen en allen voor een. Daar stond ik dan, met mijn mond vol tanden. Sprakenloo...
Here I lay,
On my back.
Closed my eyes,
Opend my mind.
Hear the words,
My music plays.
Feel my heart,
Skip a beat.
Made of stone.
Of my soul.
Underneath their skin.
In the devils bin.
Love VS Hate
We all love those moment when you can act silly and pretend that you are someone else. And we all love those days you can pretend that you're the only one on earth. We all love that moment where you can dance around like nobody's watching, because you just don't care. We all love those moments when you can let your anxiety go for a minute and act strange and fearless. We don't care, no matter what they say or what they do, we just don't care. We all love those moments when we feel alive, loved not lost. We don't care what they'll say, we'll just pretend you're not around. We all love the silence in our head instead of the million voices shouting the things you did ...
Don't you worry child,
It's not your fault.
That's what they always said.
But we all knew it was my fault.
Don't you worry child,
You can do this kiddo,
You can achieve everything you want.
That's what they said.
But we all knew it was just a lie.
Don't you worry child,
You can save the day.
That's what they all said.
But that was just a fairytale they told.
Don't you worry child,
You don't have to change,
You did nothing wrong.
That's what they all said.
But we all knew that wasn't what they thought at all.
Look at me now,
Look what you turned me into.
I'm someone I don't know,
I can look into the mirror all day long and still don't recognize myself at all.
Listen, listen to your own ...
No matter how badly I want to tell you how I feel, I'll keep my mouth shut. Because I know you won't listen, nor reply. No matter how badly I want to cry my eyes out, I'll keep on smiling. Becaue I know you will use it against me time after time. No matter how badly I wanna run away, I'll stay where I am. Because I know you'll make sure I'll never come back.
No matter how badly I want to die, I'll stay alive. Because I know you want me death, you're not worth that favor.
They alway said you wouldn't make it, but look at you now!
You're here and made it.
They always said you wouldn't dare, but look at you now!
You did it, you're proud.
Some say you cheated,
But who knows?
Some say you escaped it,
But who cares?
Some say you fainted,
But what do they know?
Look at you now! Look how far you came without them. Be proud, really proud of yourself!
You did everything they said you couldn't, so who's the winner now?
Never forget where you came from, or who you are. You are amazing just the way you are!
And let me tell you this, I'm proud, really proud of you!
I'm the perfect little man,
With the perfect little plan.
With a perfect little hat,
And a perfect little bat.
Who owns a perfect little cat,
With a perfect little tail so flat.
With perfect little feets,
And perfect little theeths.
❤️ - Leti
I've tried to hide it many times,
You have no idea what it means,
You have no idea how much it hurts.
It doesn't matter how many times I try to tell you,
There's nobody like you,
So be your own kind of you.
There's no need for you to be like that.
There's nobody like you,
No matter what they say,
No matter what they do,
So be who you want to be.
I tried to say goodbye a thousand times,
All I want is to feel again,
Without being numb.
I'm screaming that I don't want you,
But we both know that isn't true,
I put our song on repeat,
Because with you I can be me.
But it doesn't matter what I do,
At the end I'm all alone again.
Don't want to go home,
But I have to.
Make me dissapear,
I don't wanna live in a world where they keep pushing me away. I rather die a thousand times.
No matter who you are or how old you are. Somehow we all got our breaking points. "Don't cry it's childish" they say. But I don't care. I cry if I want to, when I want to. I don't need you to tell me I'm worthless. I don't need you to pull me down. I rather walk to the place I want to be than be throwed somewhere I don't belong. You can reject me if you want. I don't care anyway. Yell at me if you want to. I won't listen anyway. Push me to the ground if you feel the need to. I won't feel it anyway. Try to break me if you need to. It won't hurt anyway. Try to kill me if you want to. I'm already dead anyway. But please, whatever you do, don't forget to look into the mirror and do the things you...
You said text me when I'm sober.
I tried many times but you never respond. Yet you know who I am when you're drunk. You said "not now please, ask me when I'm sober". Well I did. And again I didn't get an answer. You said "not now. I'm not in a good mood". Yet you keep saying "Text me when I'm sober. I'm a bit drunk". So forgive me when I'm saying "I'm so done with this crap. You only notice me when you're drunk and I'm sick of trying my hardest"
As I close my eyes and lay my head to rest. I dream about the words I never said, about the things I never did. As I open my eyes and lay my body to rest. I dream about the words that I've said, the things I did. I never beg for much, but please rescue my heart, rescue my soul. Please rescue my soul. As I get up and start to run through the hallway. Down through the open doors. My soul screamed stop. Ass I fell down on my knees I heard her scream. Sorrow and pain from underneath. Her voice touched my soul deep. As I lay my head to rest, tears start to flow. Walking this path alone is lonely. It's heavy and it hurts my back. As I lay my head for a final rest.
I've never been so scared to close my eyes. Every time I close my eyes I see you. I see the way you suffer. I hear you begging me for help. My hands are tied to my back. I hear you scream my name, I can see the pain in your eyes. I see you fade away as I'm walking torwards you. I'm trying to reach you, but you seem so far away. I open my eyes to find myself crying on the bedroom floor begging it to stop. But the pain never seems to fade away. Owh how I long for it to stop...
Look me into my eyes as I say my last goodbyes. Days seem to long forever as I'm walking to the edge of goodbye... I feel numb when you're screaming my name with sadness in your eyes... I never begged for much, but hear my prayer as I wave goodbye.
I remember the night you told me you didn't care. I remember the night we had our last fight. I remember the words you said, the things you did. I remember the way it hurts. I remember the knife you placed in my back. I remember the day you drawned in my tears.
Even though I remember it all, it doesn't seem to kill me anymore.
I blocked the pain, I took the knife and stabbed the memories in the heart.
There's no final goodbye.
Yet I'm about to leave it all behind.
Never forget who you are. Never forget how much it hurts.
Keep your head up high
No matter how hard you may fall
Never back down
Dreams can come true
Aslong as you fight for it
No matter what others may think
No matter how different they may seem
Whenever you try
You'll never fail
You'll always be a true winner
Just because you tried
When all hope seems lost
When you got the feeling you won't survive
Think about your dreams
And how wonderful they are
And then you'll win
Then you'll be a true surviver
In everyone's heart
I'll just stop trying to do anything for you. because no matter what I do, I fail in everything. I try to do good but instead it's bad.
So why would I keep doing it....
please never break my heart or tear it apart. please treasure our love and keep it in your heart.
My heart cries when I'm without you. But it smiles when I'm with you. You make me feel like an angel in the sky. You make me feel like I'm alive. You healed me with your love. You're the one I want to be with for the rest of my life. I promise that i'll be yours forever and that I will treat you like a queen and that I'll never hurt you. I love you❤❤❤❤