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Lidia Riffo

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Vivir en la profundidad del ser humano y dejar atrás lo superfluo....es el arte de escribir lo que llena mi alma...
February 13, 2016
 

So, this far I've been writing about my sadness and disappointment about love and the man I left behind.

Last Friday was my birthday, and during that week I shared a few days with him and we decided to spend my birthday together.

During that week we had good, sad and frustrating  moments.  During that week I became a sad, angry and a bitter woman. Seeing him was really hurting me and I started to become the woman I've tried so hard to left behind.

So last Tuesday, I said good bye to him. I told him that I've had enough and that I had to protect my heart because no one was going to take care of it but me.

And I felt such a relief....I couldn't believe it! I've started to laugh again and e...

SIMPLE STRIPES
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February 6, 2016
 

Solía creer en el amor para toda la vida. Solía creer en el amor de pareja `por esencia... de ese amor que te marca las venas por donde viaja tu sangre...

Solía creer en ese amor indestructible e incondicional, que iba más allá de la rutina... del día a día...
Sí, fallé en este viaje...en este viaje que duró 12 años desde que tomé su mano por primera vez hasta el día que dejé nuestro hogar... y dejé de creer en el amor... en ese amor que todo lo puede....en ese amor infinito...todopoderoso...

Y ahora que dejé de creer en el único amor de pareja que pensé era real...qué queda? Será una opción volver amar? Será una opción que me vuelvan a amar?

Cuánto tiempo se puede cargar dolor en ...

DANGEROUS BEAUTY
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February 3, 2016
 

So I saw him again yesterday, I remembered why I left home. It seems to be that our relationship has no possibility to be fixed.

I kissed him, knowing that today he would dissappear again. But I did it because I wanted to. However the emptiness is still here...I'm wasting my time I think... I'm not sure anymore if my love is enough to come back to him if the day comes in which he asks me to come back...if...

I deserve better, my head knows it. My heart is in pain but also is in stand by mode. I'm not sure if I'm waiting for something. I don't know if I'm waiting for him even though I know he's not worthy of my love...nor my pain...I deserve better...I deserve better...

I don't know if ther...

LETTRS TEAL
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February 2, 2016
 

Si pudiera describir el dolor que me está comiendo el alma... es como vivir mirando la vida pasar mientras tu corazón duele como si un verdadero puñal hubiesen clavado en tu pecho. .

Y te cuesta respirar...e intentas e intentas respirar tratando de encontrar esa inspiración profunda que le entregue un poco de aire a esa pena ahogada y que sin tú quererlo se ha alojado en ti y se resiste a dejarte...

¿Existirá algo después de esto? ¿Podré continuar con mi vida en tranquilidad? ¿Llegará el punto en que este proceso sea parte de mi pasado y sólo pueda contemplarlo y decir...ya pasó. ..ya estoy bien?

Dicen que no hay dolor que dure para siempre, pero asimismo se dicen muchas cosas de la vida.....

SIMPLE STRIPES
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January 30, 2016
 

So, another day has began...same feelings that yesterday. Although today I'm going to see him for the first time since I left our home...41 days exactly. When I told him how many days have gone without seeing each other he was surprised and told me: Are you actually counting the days since you left? And I thought How wouldn't I? That was the day that a part of me just died, that was the the day I left home but I didn't left you... I've been waiting for you for 41 days and nothing!

So today I'm going to see him...I'm not happy...instead I feel deeply scared about what's going to happen with me afterwards. ...is it going to be the last time I'm going to see him? Is he going to dissappear for ...

GRAVELY GREY
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January 29, 2016
 

So one day I started realizing that the love I remembered wasn't the same anymore. I realized that the man that I loved so much wasn't here with me, listening to what I had to say or even looking at me day after day.
So I got angry, frustrated, sad and negative. And all those feelings were chocking me until I left our home; hoping he would look for me, hoping for a phone call saying hey! I love you, please come back, let's try again.
But nothing happened, and even though my head says it's time to let him go...my heart is trapped in him...and I'm still waiting....waiting for him?  I don't know...maybe I'm waiting for that final sign that can really show me that is time to let go..just let go.....

DOUBLE BUBBLE
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