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i dont chase anyone, if youre going to walk out of my life, ill hold the door open for you..
Dear the one I thought was my best friend,
Sorry I had a crush on you and you did not return the feelings. Sorry once you realized you had feelings for me I was happy in a relationship with the love of my life. Sorry you could not be just be friends with me but when I had a crush on you I had to be just friends with you. Sorry you could not be friends with me anymore. Sorry that you feel I ruined everything because I found where I belong in life and you have not yet.
I guess what I mean is I am sorry I cared and you did not..
Your old friend
Real life is a funny thing you know. In real life saying the right thing, at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately what I’ve began to fear more than that, is letting the moment pass with saying anything. I think you deserved to look back on your life without this chorus of resounding voices saying, I could of but it’s too late now.
I hate how we drifted apart but then again, if you won't make an effort to keep me in your life, why should I??
Sorry i have been MIA, however i am back now and better than ever!!
dear supposed friend,
im sorry, i forgot im only good enough when you have no one else..
sincerely someone who was there for you through it all
you must take personal responsibility, you cannot change the circumstances, the seasons, or the wind; but you can change yourself. that is something that you have charge of..
dear whoever is reading this,
i understand how rough things are right now. i just want to let you know that things will get better, i promise. keep holding on just a little bit longer. i know you feel like nobody really cares. you are wrong, stop denying it. i care, otherwise i would not be writing this. you are not alone, we may be miles away but we’re all going through the same things. please keep holding on..
there’s a certain point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but, its not giving up, it’s realizing that you don’t need certain people and all the shit they put you through..
the problem with acting out on your insecurities and pushing people away is that you aren’t allowing them to have their own insecurities. if you push people away, they are going to think you don’t want them there. we are all human and we all need a little trust, just because..
there’s a story behind every person, there’s a reason why they’re the way they are, they aren’t just like that because they want to, something in the past created them, and sometimes it’s impossible to fix..
there’s only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can’t handle the disappointment anymore. when things change, people change. there’s a point in life where you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix things, but it’s not giving up. you’ve got to do what’s right for you, even if it hurts..
I am back..
been really busy with everything going on lately but things are coming together now which is good.
Anyways hope to be more active on here so please do not be a stranger!!
no matter what i always see people making friends in real life and on social media; it makes me sad. i have such a hard time making and keeping friends. sure i have the friend or two from when i was back in school but they all moved on with life and gone in different directions. sure i have the few i met on twitter but other than them that is all the friends i have. sometimes i feel like i am bothering them so i do not talk to them. i am the type of person that walks in when the world walks out but as soon as the world walks back in i am not good enough anymore for them. i have seen it time and time again. i spend my days running a support twitter for people who just need someone to talk to s...
now im running towards both finding myself, and creating myself, ive never felt better, im alone and yet i don’t feel lonely, im finally starting to realize that in this life, you have to save yourself..
i love people who make me laugh, i honestly think it’s the thing i like most, to laugh, it cures a multitude of ills, it’s probably the most important thing in a person..
family is not always blood, it’s the people in your life who want you in theirs, the ones who accept you for who you are, the ones who would do anything to see you smile, and who love you no matter what..
the ones depressed don’t dress in black, the ones who believe they’re fat don’t announce it, the ones scared don’t scream, the ones struggling don’t show their scars, the ones hurting the most are the ones hidden..
sometimes i think that we waste our words, we waste our moments & we don’t take the time to say the things that are in our hearts when we have the chance..
have you ever heard a song from so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry? and didn’t you wish that you could go back in time when everything was simpler and carefree? those are the songs that are the soundtracks of our lives, the ones that bring back our childhood, best friends, first love, first broken heart and all the memories..
writing is a form of therapy, sometimes i wonder how all those who do not write, compose or paint can manage to escape the madness, the melancholia, the panic fear which is inherent in the human situation..
you can glue broken glass back together, sew a hole in your jeans, buy a new CD because it broke, but you can’t have a second chance at life, so live it for the moment..
bad stuff does happen sometimes. always remember that, but remember that you have to move on, somehow. you just pick up your head and stare at something beautiful like the sky, or the ocean, and you’ll move the hell on..
this is failure. it’s that moment when you realize that a choice you made, or something you did, has fully changed the course of your life, but what matters even more than this truth is what you do choose to do once you know it. the tendency may be to curl up in the fetal position and wait for things to improve, but if you can somehow manage to take a breath and look around you, you might just spot another path you hadn’t seen before. it may not be easy to walk, especially the beginning, but all that really matters is that it’s there..
you know that feeling? when you’re just waiting. waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. that feeling of both relief and desperation. nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either and you’re tired. tired of everything, tired of nothing and you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay, but no one’s going to be there and you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you, but you’re tired of waiting. tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. tired of being strong and for once, you just want it to be easy. to be simple. to be helped. to be saved but you know y...
you want everything to stay the same, until you’re ready for it to change, but you can’t do that, you can’t expect the whole world to stand still until you’re ready..
sometimes the only thing that people see is what you did, when in fact, they should be looking at why you did it..
when people hurt you over and over, think of them as sandpaper, they scratch and hurt you, but later, you’ll be shining and polished while they end up useless..
heart if you have you ever been a part of something that you thought would never end and then of course it did, have you ever felt the weight inside you pulling away inside your skin and then something had to give..