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lilbirdie25

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Nashe obeshchaniye ya nikogada me zabudu
September 16, 2019
 

Who am I,
Am I the girl next door who is your best friend? Am I the one u call when ur world feels like it’s coming to an end? Is it me you ask for advice when you feel like nothing is going right? Can I count on you Manny to be there for me? As I have been there for you my friend?

Who am I,
Am I the best girlfriend in the world? The pretty one who you parade around like your reward. Is it me you come to when your hurting and me you hide from when your flirting. Is it me you proposed to in the beach under a full moon under the stars and tons of balloons. Is it me you promised to be by my side? Nino why were there so many lies?

Who am I?
Am I the girl who fell head over heels for her kick bo...

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September 15, 2019
 

Goodbye,
I deleted the apps didn’t hear a response back from u. It’s ok I’m used to it. You know how I feel you know where I stand and the same goes for me with you. It’s done time J to let go. Please do not contact me anymore. Move on be happy and let me go and let me be. There’s no way u to contact me so it’s finished. I hope with all of my heart you get your girl that you wanted so bad. Be blessed my friend. Remember your not a monster don’t let the voices lie to you.You are wonderfully and fearfully made. Your a champion. Be strong. Keep moving💋

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September 15, 2019
 

You say you love me you say you care but deep inside what u have for me is really not anywhere. You don’t know what you want is what u say then buddy stop trying to talk to me and go find Nicole and leave me alone. This so supposed to be a a poem and really it’s just another rant letter.
You dnt know me u never did u never will. To know the real me is it some stupid fantasy u have in ur head of what ur perceive me to be. I’m a simple chic that can never please u because what u want is with someone else. So walk away I know I have. Accept it I know I did. Doesn’t exist u and me never will. You made ur choice now live with it.
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September 5, 2019
 

R,
I’m laying in bed thinking of you. How do I tell you I’m an idiot I feel the same way to? Hearing all these sad loves songs makes it worse. I promised myself I wouldn’t let this happen again but something about you has captivated my soul. I thought I felt this before but it was false. With you I can actually here my pulse.  Your so silly with your big green eyes and so innocent smile.I adore you with everything I have inside I want to be with you now at your side. I’m so afraid when you are near me that you will see how much I care how much I feel when your around. You say my name like it’s never been said before and when you touch me i swear i see stars. I think I have it bad it’s what my...

DREAMING OF YOU
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September 5, 2019
 

R,
I try to distance myself from you. I turn away with my heart breaking into. I lied when I said I didn’t care for you.
I would give you my heart if I wasn’t  afraid. If I could trust you and be sure that this time it wouldn’t break.
You make me smile and I hadn’t felt that way in such a while. My heart feels warm when your around, it’s as if I’m floating on soft white clouds. When you embrace me I feel a happy I have never  known,and yet I have to be cautious for fear you will let me down.
On my bed eyes closed shut,replaying today,broken inside. Yes I do feel the same but I can’t tell you,at least not today.
Sleep well my prince and dream of me,I searched for you only now I’m not the sam...

PASSIONATE KISS
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September 4, 2019
 

As I sit here listening to “my give a damns busted”
Jody Masena,

I think of all my ex’s...
The main one that comes to mind tho is you mr. J, and my ex fiancé.

To my ex fiancé:
Who’s your enabler these days? You want me back, and you came back on your hands and knees groveling  to me asking me for another chance..Please you now mean nothing to me, my give a damns busted.

To you Mr. J:
You can say you have issues, you can say your a victim, it’s all your parents fault, after all you didn’t pick em.
You think you belittling, attacking, threatening my family and I is going to make me come back to you? Please! Your pathetic! I’m so sick of your threats and your demeaning ways. Then after all ...

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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September 1, 2019
 

Adam,
As I sit here saying a prayer for you,the song “God only knows”playing in the background. I know that you don’t believe and it’s ok,but I do. I once said I wouldn’t give up on you and I know I got hurt with you and I did. I’m sorry. Please know that I don’t have to be there with you,beside you to not give up on you. I keep you in my prayers. That God smooths the raging sea inside of your heart and your soul. That he would give you peace in your mind that surpasses all understanding. They say forgiving is a supernatural act.That it’s not within us to be able to do so.I’m trying to forgive you for the things you have done and said to me and my family. I know you have been hurt and abandon...

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August 31, 2019
 

White flag,
I’m not fighting you anymore. You have made me into something I never was. I allowed you. In  falling for you I lost myself. You want to be loved and to be held yet you kept me at
A distance. You love her you even have poems to her on here. Understand and except it was NEVER me. I was a place holder,a moment,a maybe...I never was a yes.
And as u have said on here,me your diva you professed your undying love but all along it was to her. I’m tired Mr.J fighting you. Defending myself against your constant attacks on social media.your right I dnt matter.not to you at least.  Your never gonna give up or let me go for reasons only you know. But I’m not doing it anymore. I can’t keep try...

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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August 30, 2019
 

Ok..so we have been friends for so many years and yet it’s me who catches your tears. When I need you your always to busy your always away. I’m really scared right now and you shoed me away.
We have been friends since kids and I am really glad. But now looking back you have never had my back. But you know I will do what I always do and have your back once more,again it’s a fact. I wanted you to know I’m really scared and sad,I need you friend I need your shoulders for my weary head to lay and land. I will pretend it’s alright it’s ok and perhaps it’s my fault to let you continue to do me this way. 😞

NOT AGAIN
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August 29, 2019
 

Closure,

In the past year I did something I had always been foreign to and it was try to fight for something that was never mine. I had been given a rose,but the rose never was mine to keep. It belonged to someone else all along.  I always felt something was not right and even though I fought it.the truth was always starring me in the face. It was all a facade. It was someone else’s story,their reality...not mine. Itnever belonged to me. Now I understood,and it finally made sense why I was treated so cruelly  and why the giver of this rose was so always so angry and indecisive towards me.he had been directing his anger and his frustration on to me. For, in him trying to give me the rose,he k...

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August 28, 2019
 

Dear Mr J,
It appears that even after all this time,you are still find your self at a loss of words when it comes to me.
You have to use such forums such as these to threaten and belittle me. I don’t know if you’ve become aware,but I have gotten desensitized to your threats and the way you speak down to me. This is what happens when there is abuse in a relationship. you have prided yourself that you were able to cause fear in my life and hurt without touching me..your words. You speak of sensitive matters so glibly. You aren’t correct that evil and pain are the same and that when people have pain they hurt others. That just isn’t so. Plenty of people were victimized as children and hurt as ad...

PURPLE SPINNING
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August 28, 2019
 

Everyone was shocked to not see who walked in but shocked to see her face as she look horrified at the figure that walked in through the door.
Her blind date was no other than the man who had stalked her for a year and a half. As their eyes locked he walked over to the table as if to say something. She for an instant remembered how the very site of him used to make her weak in the knees and now all she felt was what she ate earlier, slowly rising to the back of her throat. It was then she felt  herself rising and bringing the drink to use as a weapon.
He was quick and stopped her hand creating a mess all over them both. She quickly used what she was taught and brought her knee up to meet his...

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August 28, 2019
 

Dear Mr.J,
It’s so nice how you use Spanish to conceal your cowardly words...there’s translation on here plus google😏
If you comparing me to your tranny ex girlfriends makes u happy ,then do it til you tip over. You and I know better. So you can vent in Spanish you can do it in English you can do it in pig Latin but when it comes down to it,it’s always gonna be the same. You got your heart broken after waiting for 7 years. And thought this summer was gonna chAnge it. For all the fowl nasty things you did to me and my family I say to you lover boy,eat it and may it taste good. Now go run along and say how your ex’s are prettier than me smarter than me and had better bodies because the last ti...

NAJWA ZEBIAN
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August 28, 2019
 

You were just a  phase,💋
You were just growing pains...
I waited patiently to hear how you got your heart ripped from your chest,and you expecting pity from me was the very soul to deliver those dainty sweet morsels expelling from your lips.
Awww did it hurt? She’s with another after waiting for her for 7 years you say?
Wow it’s even better than I thought. I believed my detest for you was gone,finished but no.I sat there in disbelief in what you were so callously sharing with me. I hated you more than what I thought. I smiled from your pain. After everything you did to me and you still had the unmitigated gall to come to me with such silly banter of your heart being muddled. Aww poor you 😞A...

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August 27, 2019
 

Dear Nomad,
I dreamed of you again last night.
You were holding me as we watched our favorite movie. Felt so real I could smell your hair gel and your faded cologne and your freshly washed sweatshirt. I can feel your soft breath in my hair and hear your heart beat.
So real so vivid. Only it’s just a dream. The same dream I have had since I was 8. How odd for a 8 year old to dream of herself as an adult and you. I have had the same dream recurrently for years. Naturally I do not know who you are your face is always blurred. I have looked for you in Everyone I have dated but somehow ,in my heart ;I knew it wasn’t you. I don’t think it’s a dream.I think it’s a foretelling of my future with you...

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August 25, 2019
 

Autumn,
How are you? How have you been? I miss you. I know  the last few years have been difficult for you. You have had repeated heart breaks and disappointments,I know.
I was so sorry to hear the passing of your best friend,and also of the breakup with your fiancé. I somehow lost track with you.
I saw a glimpse of you today in my reflection. I saw your smile and your eyes light up once more. Where have you been? Where did you go? I understand you have been in hiding and you somehow lost your way. I’m hear to tell you ,your missed dearly and for you to understand that every time I smile,I feel a bit of you trying to emerge.
Please Dnt be afraid it’s completely ok I could never judge you f...

MYSTERIOUS PASSION
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August 22, 2019
 

I miss you,
I’m sorry i wasn’t there when you needed someone somehow I failed you and because of it I can’t feel the same. Today was supposed to be your birthday and we were supposed to spend the day going together. We made each other a promise.i never forgot it I think u did. You were the one person in my life that never wanted anything from me not ever judged me. Your were to me so pure and void of malice and even when I was hurt and withdrawn u came and would seek me out. I never will forget our promise or the words u last said to me.it is because of those words I can never allow anyone to ever hurt me. Thank you I love and miss you every day. I’m so sorry. I went walking the art street an...

LOVE IT
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August 19, 2019
 

He’s kind he’s sweet,
but what’s behind that mask I see?
Lies deceit,
A bitter heart tainted with envy.
Your eyes dark as night,
Your arms strong and tan,
Though you look lovely, I can never be tricked again.

SUNSET LOVE
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August 19, 2019
 

Z,
At work trying to focus yet my mind keeps wandering back to you. What was it that you said that’s so stuck in my heart and my head? Was it the way you gently picked me up when I fell that day? Or maybe when we are together and all we can do is play? I’m bottled up hurt inside and I know what I’m feeling for you right now in my life just isn’t right. But your there stuck here in my mind..all the nice things you say and just the reasons you make up at night to stay...with me..by my side.
I’m losing this battle I need help quick I can’t focus and I now again  I feel my heart start to tick.  I feel my stomach fill with butterflies every time I try to look into your eyes. I’m so consumed help ...

ORIGINAL
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August 18, 2019
 

Im not everyone’s type yes this true.
But here you are, I’m ugly and lovely all for you.
You say I’m your wife, give me a break!
Just walk away and end it, for you minds sake.
You say I’m crazy!
Maybe your right.
But your crazy too!
So why try and fight?
I’m not yours your not mine.
You love your monolith so do not whine!
Your pathetic and should save your breath.
In fact save your energy, your sanity your everything and give us both a rest.
You do not love me, you don’t even know how to love yourself.
Do us both a favor and take me off your shelf.

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August 18, 2019
 

He says I’m ugly he says I’m fat.
He loves to mock what he cannot have.
I love pizza I love my thick thighs.
“What ass!?” He says as he knows it’s all lies.
For one minute I’m hot and the next I’m not.
Must be cause he’s only use to his ugly thought.
But yet here goes again! I’m ugly I’m not! He must not understand that I know he’s a fool.
For once he sees me, he’s back to spittle and drool.

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August 18, 2019
 

He thinks he’s hot he think he rules,he thinks he’s won what a fool! Such little boys have a special names...fuckboys and stupid tools”

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August 18, 2019
 

Yes-
Yes to all the things my bully says about me. Yes I love to eat...yum yum 😋 yes I have a family that loves me 🥰 yes I have friends who love me to and yes most of them are men..and I do,,I do LOVE them too-none of them are you. Unlike you they are kind and caring always there when I need them and would never say anything to hurt me or threaten me. Yes I get sad but then I remember I have inside of me something u will never have..a heart and because I have a heart I will love again. So my dear bully continue to write on here nasty things and threats and every social media u can. Because inspire of it all I’m still and always will be happier than you.

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August 18, 2019
 

Funny when Bullies are just insecure immature fuckboys. Who love to make fun of everyone else but dates women that look like men. It’s like dude just be gay already. Who makes fun of people with depression yet he is depressed...who makes fun of peoples family yet he lives with a tranny and big foot. Who’s love of his life prom queen resembles body and face of a 50 year old hag who works in the fields. Try your best my bully your life doesn’t look to good from where I’m standing✌🏽

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