|Just A person with a lot on their mind and heart. pleasant,love to write and sing,not good at singing but I like to do it anyway.|
Its not always the monsters
that lurk in the dark that we
have to worry about.
Its the monster that come out
in broad daylight we should worry about...
She smelt of cotton candy and flowers.
There is no better smell in the world than that of a baby and she had manage to bottle that scent. The balloons were being pushed by a slight summer breeze.
Today she was thankful for her sun kissed dress and lemon ice tea that her grandmother had made. She had all but forgotten about her brokenheart. She wanted to run ,jump,scream her anger to the sky but it would be pointless. So today she would just enjoy the summer breeze and the light of the day.
My fear is my fear
it comes to me in the
night and the day
my fear knows no limits
it fines me in my waken hours and in my sleeping hours
my fear,my fear is everything and nothing.. So what is it that I truly
fear... The answer is ME.....
SOMETIMES YOU HAVE
TO TAKE BACK THE LOVE
YOU GIVE DISPITE THE
PAIN IT CAUSES YOU..
BECAUAE THE LOVE
THEY GAVE YOU WAS NOT TRUE....
He often dreamed that one day he to would live in a special place. A place where the walls would be as tall as the sky and the ceilings would be an ice blue,like the color of his mother's eyes. This way when the freezing cold months came around they would be warm. Yes he would sit in this place he would call a castle. He and his mother would no longer have to go in search of a warm place to stay. Yes he would build this for her and although it is only a dream today,tomorrow it could be their reality.
With just a simple hug
she felt as if she knew him
With one small kiss she
knew,she loved him....
In one simple gesture,one simple move,a hug and even a conversation can put in motion the potential for love.
"Nothing was going on in his life.
He felt lost as he stared out his window overlooking the city. He let out a big sigh as he closed the window. he grabs
his bag and puts on his hat. As he walks through the door he looks around the room one more time before he closes the door....
Everything was happening so fast. He lost his job,his apartment and his love to cancer. He didn't know where to go what to do. His whole life had been packed in one bag. As he walked down the last flight of stairs his heart sank.
Tears began to fall one by one and as his tears hit the floor slowly he felt a hand on his shoulder.
He turned to see his neighbor from across the hall. She had seen his struggle and offt...
"These foreign strees were unknown to her.And it was getting dark. She had to hurry..."
In the wake of all that had transpired that day,she had to fine a place to hide,a place that she would be safe to rest her head.
They would be looking for her and anyone who was not like them. The war had spilled out into the streets,she no longer recognized the place she called home. The streets were differnt now she was different.
Her family were all gone and only she made it out but now she was wishing she had Parrished with them. She just needed a safe place to to hide even if it was just for the night.
I was built to survive,to endure the pain
I was built to take the heart break
I was built to love but not guarentee love
I was built to live with pain to live with sorrow
I was built to deal with this world
but the world was not built for me
I was built for???
Magic was everywhere and because it was everywhere... it was normal people weren't pleasantly surprised anymore. nothing seem to amaze anymore,people looked bored..."
Nothing seem to make the people smile anymore. They have seen it all and done it all so what was there left to see or do when it came to magic.
A little boy no more then ten,saw the sparkle dying in everyone's eyes. He could not understand why with all this wonder around them could they just walk by and turn their nose up at it.
This is a world they created full of wonder,mystery,mystical being's and animals and so much more.
He aim to change this and bring back the smiles and the sparkle in everyonr eyes,like how when they s...
When I'm Sorry Is Just Not Enough
When I love You Is Just Not Enough
Just Walk Away.....Its Sad But True..
When Its Not Enough...
"As the night falls,and the cold air cools his face,he allows the tears to run freely. As he looks up to the stars he takws a big breath and sits down on the bench.
He uses the sleeve of his jacket to whip his tears away but they kept coming. How could this be? How could he,the strongest,the fastest,the smartest and most loyal, loose his way. He was all thoses things until he decided to use drugs.
He looked up at the night time sky, and whipped his face again.
He then got down on his knees and prayed for the first time in three years.
If you can hear me or even want to
hear from me. Please help me rid myself of this addiction,I know I turned my back on you and did what I wanted and ...
She stood in front
of the school with her
tie-dye jeans on,a megaphone in-hand, her sister snapping pictures for the school paper. She knew things could change!
I work with the special needs and mental health patients. It is not a job for the faint of heart. It can be long hours with no break and maybe ending with you receiving a few injuries of your own, trying to care for MHMR patients.
Its not a job that pays much but its a Job I love.Yes there are bad days ,really bad days and really good days. What ppl need to understand is that mental health is nothing to shy away from or be ashame of. Its a real thing and we need to do our best to let ppl know that its ok to ask for help.. Its okay not to be well and know that you need help. We as friends,sisters,brothers,moms,dads or even a Complete strangers need to let ppl know that it is ok not to be ok an...
Have I reached my breaking point
my heart is dying not breaking but dying and no one knows it and no one can see it
I want to give up on everything
but the will of my soul wont let me
my heart is bleeding out and no matter
how quickly I plug the holes,a new one has form
My heart is dying ever so slowly
I feel as though I am now broken beyond repair
A dying heart that once gave so much love has none left to give
I want to give up but my soul wont let
This is more then I can bare but my soul wants me to stick it out,endure this
pain,this struggle,this fucking abyss that holds me hostage and smirks as my dying heart bleeds out
I want to just say fuck it but my
soul wont let me.
Its not always about
winning, but about
how gracefully you bow out
sometimes you have to be
willing to take a lost
rather then getting T.K.O
The silence in my Heart is crippling...
The pain in my Head is unbearable...
The hole in my Soul is debilitating....
Darkness has come to play
it does not want light or love
it wants to run wild in the shadows
hiding and waiting for you to
become its next victim
Darkness has come to play
waiting and hoping you will
want to play too
give it a home and a name
it wants to feed off your sadness
your greif and your pain
Darkness has come to play
waiting in the shadows for you
to come and play
She walks with a Crown on her head
Not one made of Gold or evan Silver
Not one made of Diamonds and Rubies
This Crown is made of pain
With every step it becomes heavier and heavier
This is a Crown giving to her not
So she wears it and walks with it
nestled on top of her head like a
Waiting for its owner to return
So she swallows the pieces of her broken heart one by one. As they make their way down,she feels stabs and jabs as they fine their way to her broken soul. She has swallowed all the broken pieces of her heart only to be consumed by her broken soul and now all she is left with is pieces of memories of what use to be...
I want to shake you,slap you and tell you to wake up. You can not forever play the victim. You have to be the hero in your own story, otherwise you end up the victim and the villain with no true happy ending...
It has been my pleasure and honor
to be apart of your life. in this line of work,they say dont get attach but how could i not. you had a smile that lit up the world. you were my favorite person to care for and im truly going to miss you.
my sweet angel fly,fly as high as far as you can but dont forget about us. fly high and fly far but not to far because we aren't ready to say goodbye just yet.
Why do I have to understand when i'm not the one who put me in this position
but I have to understand. You are breaking my heart but you want me to understand. You want me to stay but at what cost to my soul and spirt
How can you look me in the eyes and see the shine that once was there for you,has slowly started to fade and your the reason why. You want me to stay,you want me to understand but I want you to understand your the reason for this heart ache,this pain,the constant flow of tears and anger that I am harboring inside.Can you understand that!
The classroom was empty but she was still sitting on her chair. Everyone left but she couldn't move.
She looked outside and saw her friends laughing and cheering.
While she was stuck inside doing nothing. Rebecca deserved that slap with her slice of pizza. Who in their right mind waste Cafeteria pizza. I mean really thats like a third level
offense in middle school .
As she exited the school bus,Liily friend Jennifer came running up to her. She had missed school due to being sick.
Hey,Your stuff is outside and people are taking your stuff. What! I ran as fast I could cutting across two back yards to get to my appartment building. Sure enough all our things were outside. We had been evicted for not paying our back rent.Kids were taking clothes and games and even grown ass people were taking from us. I yelled as I got closer, scaring them off. I sat down on a small sturdy box,gaurding all of our possessions that had not been taking. I sat outside waiting for my mom. A light rain began to fall and I stayed outside waiting for my mom. It seemed like forever ...