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lili41

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United States
Just A person with a lot on their mind and heart. pleasant,love to write and sing,not good at singing but I like to do it anyway.
October 15, 2019
 

Magic was everywhere and because it was everywhere... it was normal people weren't pleasantly surprised anymore. nothing seem to amaze anymore,people looked bored..."

Nothing seem to make the people smile anymore. They have seen it all and done it all so what was there left to see or do when it came to magic.
A little boy no more then ten,saw the sparkle dying in everyone's eyes. He could not understand why with all this wonder around them could they just walk by and turn their nose up at it.
This is a world they created full of wonder,mystery,mystical being's and animals and so much more.

He aim to change this and bring back the smiles and the sparkle in everyonr eyes,like how when they s...

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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October 7, 2019
 

When I'm Sorry Is Just Not Enough
When I love You Is Just Not Enough

Just Walk Away.....Its Sad But True..
When Its Not Enough...

MADE WITH LOVE
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October 6, 2019
 

"As the night falls,and the cold air cools his face,he allows the tears to run freely. As he looks up to the stars he takws a big breath and sits down on the bench.

He uses the sleeve of his jacket to whip his tears away but they kept coming. How could this be? How could he,the strongest,the fastest,the smartest and most loyal, loose his way. He was all thoses things until he decided to use drugs.
He looked up at the night time sky, and whipped his face again.
He then got down on his knees and prayed for the first time in three years.
Dear God
If you can hear me or even want to
hear from me. Please help me rid myself of this addiction,I know I turned my back on you and did what I wanted and ...

MADE WITH LOVE
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October 6, 2019
 

She stood in front
of the school with her
tie-dye jeans on,a megaphone in-hand, her sister snapping pictures for the school paper. She knew things could change!

MADE WITH LOVE
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September 30, 2019
 

I work with the special needs and mental health patients. It is not a job for the faint of heart. It can be long hours with no break and maybe ending with you receiving a few injuries of your own, trying to care for MHMR patients.
Its not a job that pays much but its a Job I love.Yes there are bad days ,really bad days and really good days. What ppl need to understand is that mental health is nothing to shy away from or be ashame of. Its a real thing and we need to do our best to let ppl know that its ok to ask for help.. Its okay not to be well and know that you need help. We as friends,sisters,brothers,moms,dads or even a Complete strangers need to let ppl know that it is ok not to be ok an...

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September 28, 2019
 

Have I reached my breaking point
my heart is dying not breaking but dying and no one knows it and no one can see it
I want to give up on everything
but the will of my soul wont let me
my heart is bleeding out and no matter
how quickly I plug the holes,a new one has form
My heart is dying ever so slowly
I feel as though I am now broken beyond repair
A dying heart that once gave so much love has none left to give
I want to give up but my soul wont let
me
This is more then I can bare but my soul wants me to stick it out,endure this
pain,this struggle,this fucking abyss that holds me hostage and smirks as my dying heart bleeds out
I want to just say fuck it but my
soul wont let me.

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September 28, 2019
 

Its not always about
winning, but about
how gracefully you bow out
sometimes you have to be
willing to take a lost
rather then getting T.K.O

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September 23, 2019
 

The silence in my Heart is crippling...
The pain in my Head is unbearable...
The hole in my Soul is debilitating....

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September 22, 2019
 

Darkness has come to play
it does not want light or love
it wants to run wild in the shadows
hiding and waiting for you to
become its next victim
Darkness has come to play
waiting and hoping you will
want to play too
give it a home and a name
it wants to feed off your sadness
your greif and your pain
Darkness has come to play
waiting in the shadows for you
to come and play

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September 22, 2019
 

She walks with a Crown on her head
Not one made of Gold or evan Silver
Not one made of Diamonds and Rubies
This Crown is made of pain
With every step it becomes heavier and heavier
This is a Crown giving to her not
by choice
So she wears it and walks with it
nestled on top of her head like a
birds nest
Waiting for its owner to return

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September 20, 2019
 

So she swallows the pieces of her broken heart one by one. As they make their way down,she feels stabs and jabs as they fine their way to her broken soul. She has swallowed all the broken pieces of her heart only to be consumed by her broken soul and now all she is left with is pieces of memories of what use to be...

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September 19, 2019
 

I want to shake you,slap you and tell you to wake up. You can not forever play the victim. You have to be the hero in your own story, otherwise you end up the victim and the villain with no true happy ending...

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September 18, 2019
 

It has been my pleasure and honor
to be apart of your life. in this line of work,they say dont get attach but how could i not. you had a smile that lit up the world. you were my favorite person to care for and im truly going to miss you.
my sweet angel fly,fly as high as far as you can but dont forget about us. fly high and fly far but not to far because we aren't ready to say goodbye just yet.

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September 18, 2019
 

Why do I have to understand when i'm not the one who put me in this position
but I have to understand. You are breaking my heart but you want me to understand. You want me to stay but at what cost to my soul and spirt
How can you look me in the eyes and see the shine that once was there for you,has slowly started to fade and your the reason why. You want me to stay,you want me to understand but I want you to understand your the reason for this heart ache,this pain,the constant flow of tears and anger that I am harboring inside.Can you understand that!

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September 16, 2019
 

NO one heartbreak is the Same...

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September 16, 2019
 

The classroom was empty but she was still sitting on her chair. Everyone left but she couldn't move.
She looked outside and saw her friends laughing and cheering.
While she was stuck inside doing nothing. Rebecca deserved that slap with her slice of pizza. Who in their right mind waste Cafeteria pizza.             I mean really thats like a third level
offense in middle school .

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September 16, 2019
 

As she exited the school bus,Liily friend Jennifer came running up to her. She had missed school due to being sick.
Hey,Your stuff is outside and people are taking your stuff. What! I ran as fast I could cutting across two back yards to get to my appartment building. Sure enough all our things were outside.  We had been evicted for not paying our back rent.Kids were taking clothes and games and even grown ass people were taking from us. I yelled as I got closer, scaring them off. I sat down on a small sturdy box,gaurding all of our possessions that had not been taking. I sat outside waiting for my mom. A light rain began to fall and I stayed outside waiting for my mom. It seemed like forever ...

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September 14, 2019
 

There is no Peace from a broken Heart   not even in my Dreams. I wake only to be filled with sadness and pain..
I sleep and then I dream of the heartbreak that plagues me in my waking hours...There is no Peace from a broken Heart.

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September 13, 2019
 

Just as he was my moon,stars and my sunshine in the sky,I will have to learn to be all that and more.
MY BROKEN HEART CAN'T LAST FOREVER,CAN IT !

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September 12, 2019
 

Why hurt the person you love the most. A person can have everything they want in that one person but then they chose to be selfish and greedy and ask for thirds and fourths and if they are bold fifths and six. It doesn't take all that extra to love what you have in that person and appreciate what you have in that person. What greedy people will regret is what they lost in that person.
So enjoy your extra helpings because like all good things,they must come to an end.

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September 10, 2019
 

The cracks are showing...
The stress is getting to her...
She holds herself together with glue and duck tape...
How long will it allow her to maintain
her form...
The cracks are showing,they are visible for the world to see..
with every step,she can feel a pull here and a tug there...
Her cracks are showing, visible for the world to see.

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September 10, 2019
 

I'm not ready! How do you prepare yourself to lose Your Love..
How do You Cope with it?
I guess the best question IS how do you learn to breathe without it.

NEVER FORGET
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September 10, 2019
 

The Worst Thing You
Can Do To A Person
Is Let Them Fall In-Love
With You and Then Take YOUR
Love AWAY... All The While
They Are Trying To Figure Out
What They Did To Make You Take
Back The Love You Gave Them...

NEVER FORGET
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September 9, 2019
 

To smile and laugh as your heart is breaking is in my opinion,the hardiest job in the world..

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September 9, 2019
 

I did not know the hold you had on my heart was so strong. I have been trying my best to pull away from you but then we have a moment and I'm starting from scratch once again. I dont know what to do. I want to cry but what would be the point.. You say lets talk but for what.. My tears fill not only my heart but my eyes and I'm left with the question of WHY ME...

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September 9, 2019
 

The bread was stale but it was all that was left in their cabinet. As she pulled it out and set it on the the counter,she took a step back to look at the bare shelves,that should've been holding food. Ceyauri could not show weakness in front of her siblings. She had to be strong. As she cut the bread into fours,thoughts of how she was going provide food and clothes for her siblings. She herself needed shoes. One shoe had a very visible hole in it.  As she served the stale bread to the kids,she looked over at a painting that was hanging on the wall. It was of a young woman looking out the window with a book in her lap that said be bold. As she read the words over and over again,She remembered ...

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September 9, 2019
 

"As she opened the door she stood there silently for a few seconds. She then burst into uncontrollably laughter as she realizes what she's looking at."

As she whipped the tears of laughter from her eyes,and pulled herself back up into and upright position. She thought to herself the amount of effort he went through to give her this much needed out burst of laughter.
Lee was dressed as her favorite storybook character with a twist. He had gone all out,He even got the color of the dress right. He danced and twirled and even did a little air leap.
What in the world made you to do this? Instead of answering her question,he just smiled and grabs her hand.  He pulls her into the hallway and leads ...

NEVER FORGET
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September 8, 2019
 

Sometimes you have to be willing
to break your own heart before
its done for you.

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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September 7, 2019
 

Should I put my heart in time out
or let it endure the pain that grows?
With every waking moment I know
that our love story will come to an end soon. So should I fight the pain and enjoy these moments that will surely come to an end or do I put my heart in time out to evade its pending doom. My mind is so confused. Protect or let go,let it be or live for the day for the moment because they are comming to an end soon or live with my heart in time out because of its pending doom?

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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September 5, 2019
 

They say meditating yourself is helping your self. If I choose to medicate,will I losse what makes me, me? Yes the me that people see is not always the nicest,sweetest,balance or even loving person ect. Is it really worth medicating myself to make others feel at ease.
They say yes,its just we like seeing the you that smiles and laugh versus the you that is so very unhappy. So I decided my job is not to make you feel good or say something that makes yu feel bad.
  I won't medicate,so you and everyone else can feel better. No I will deal with the anger,anxiety,pain,nausea and the crushing sadness that seems to always fine my heart. No I won't do it,because dispite what you see and think ,that m...

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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