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lili41

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United States
Just A person with a lot on their mind and heart. pleasant,love to write and sing,not good at singing but I like to do it anyway.
August 17, 2019
 

Some Times You Have To
Bloom In the Dark So
You Can Flourish In The Light

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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August 17, 2019
 

People are quick to point out anothers imperfections but get upset when thiers are pointed out. Imperfections can't make you or break you but your insecurities can

BE YOURSELF
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August 16, 2019
 

Im trying so hard to control the sadness in my heart
They say its mind over matter but  is it really?
I'M TRYING, but what happens when you don't want to try any more?
What happens when you are just tired of seeing the broken hearted,abandoned,the alone and so forth because you feel the same way too and dispite your best  effects to help thoses who are like you or have been where you are or worse , you feel as though you let them down. Do you continue to help but you feel as through you can't help yourself so how do you help them. And then the  tears start flowing and the sorrow and pain floods in because you have taken on more then you can bare including your own pain and sorrow,your helples...

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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August 16, 2019
 

Do you expect me to keep watching as you break your own heart?
Do you expect me to keep coming to your recuse everytime your heart gets brooken?
I tell you not to,I tell you to protect your heart so I don't have to do it,but you never leave me a choice but to protect it.
I can't do it anymore. If you don't  want to to protect it,why should I?
Why should I keep pulling theses doors to your heart shut,when you keep letting this person in and then this person breaks your heart. I have made one request of you and that is to protect your heart but you  don't seem to want to
listen but for old time sake I guess I will try and protect it but after this you will have to protect and keep your own hea...

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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August 16, 2019
 

some days the best thing I can do is say nothing. Even when holding it in is like drinking a cup of acid. Some days it is just best to hold it in because once its said ,once its heard it cant be unheard or unsaid,So today I will stay quiet. I'll be seen but not heard

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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August 15, 2019
 

why are we living for tomorrow,when we have yet to live for today?

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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August 15, 2019
 

Yes its a struggle,its a struggle everday
But I will get up,despite the worries and problems that plagues my mind
I will get up in spite of the crushing blows my anxiety sends through my body to make me sit down instead  of getting up and fighting.
Its a struggle,Yes it is a struggle but I will get up and fight.

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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August 14, 2019
 

When people say just breathe,I say just laugh
Laugh long,laugh hard and laugh loud.
So if you do nothing else in your day just remember to laugh.
Laugh long,laugh hard and most importantly laugh loud
Laughter is an unsung hero
so the next time you laugh
Think laugh hard,laugh long and laugh loud

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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August 14, 2019
 

Smiles and laughter filled this room but now its just silence
it's an unbearable silence,one that  I wish your laugh could fill. I have missed you everyday since you took your last breath.I sang to you as  I watched your chest rise and fall for the last time and I kept singing to you until I heard all the machines peep,telling me all signs of life were gone but I stayed and sang just a little longer.I wanted you to cross heaven gates to the sound of my voice knowing that we will be best friends forever and always

WOLF
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August 13, 2019
 

We thought our friendship and sister hood had been lost but here we are years later willing to try again,willing to be sisters again,willing to love each other again,so heres to second,third,fourth and fifth chances again,until
we get it right

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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August 13, 2019
 

When you can feel the love between two people before you even see it
Love is in its purest form and it will always be felt before it is seen

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August 13, 2019
 

Why I believe In God

I was asked if I believed in God and why. So here is why

I have always believed in God
but my belief in him became stronger years ago
I was a single mom raising two very small kids,one whom stay sick all the time. Just four ear drops of medication was 40 dollors. As a single parent who can afford that.
So I got a second full time job.
I would work 16 hours 6 days out of the week,just so my baby would have her medications. Well one day I had to go to a staff meeting.
I was beyond exhausted
I could not find my truck keys.
So my friend that had been staying with me at the time let me drive her new car. I go to the meeting after an hour it is finally over.
I get to the ligh...

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August 12, 2019
 

Dear lettrs Staff,
I just wanted to say I think its awsome that you guys take the time to read as many letters as you can and comment or like them, thats really awsome to me. Glad I found this place,Truly grateful for this place. Keep up the great ,great work you guys do and the encouragement you send to all these awsome writers.

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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August 12, 2019
 

If I love you, I will love you forever,even if I never speak to you again I will love you. I will love you because you put a happiness in my heart,in my mind and in my soul that can never be replaced or duplicated. Becauae I loved you because I was in love with you I will never not love you.

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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August 12, 2019
 

Sometimes you just need to fall in love with yourself

WHITE CLOCK
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August 11, 2019
 

To the true loves of my life
The two of you have been my light in a room full of darkness, you two gave me a reason to fight when I had none left
you have heard me cry out in agony and seen me swallow in my sorrow but still  the two of you left bread crumbs so I could find my back to you despite the pain I felt
The two of you have saved me in more ways then one. I brought into this world Two very bright lights and I know its because of the two of you, I will always fine my way home

WHITE CLOCK
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August 11, 2019
 

Bask in the glow of love and happiness
no matter how fleeting it may be, that small moment may just be the recharge you need to fine your way

WHITE CLOCK
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August 10, 2019
 

SECRETS

I begged you,pleaded with you
not to go. You did not recognize the fear in my eyes or voice
You said I will only be gone for a day
In my heart a day was to much
You were suppose to protect me
you were suppose to know when something is wrong
you left me,left me prey to a predator
You return not one day later but two days later. I fell victim to to his unwanted touch. I shut my eyes and pretended to be sleep and prayed he would go away. You left me alone a child alone with a man turned predator
now I'm a grown woman still plagued with the imgaes still plagued with this secret?A secret I will never tell you, A secret I think you have always known but never told me for you feared someth...

WHITE CLOCK
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August 10, 2019
 

I miss the quiet moments we have shared
I miss the taste of you on my tongue
I miss the late nite walks
I miss the late night talks
I miss the smell of you
I could go on and on about what I miss about you
What I miss the most is us, The friendship we had before we knew it was love
I still miss you despite the time that has past, My heart still misses you and what we had

WHITE CLOCK
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August 10, 2019
 

Residue is something that Love,Pain,happiness,Sadness and Hurt leaves behind
Its how we learn its how we grow
From the Residue left behind

WHITE CLOCK
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August 10, 2019
 

We were matching souls at one point in time. Two hearts that beat not in a straight line.

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
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August 9, 2019
 

When Your done Your done
There is no back button
There is no maybe tomorrow
Because when you are truly done
you are done and tomorrow will come and you will still be done
Done with the BS,the lies,the tears that plagued you at night
When your done you are just done

WHITE CLOCK
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August 9, 2019
 

When you look in the mirror
Remember no one can love
You the way you want them
To love you if you don't love
you the way that you need to

WHITE CLOCK
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August 9, 2019
 

How do you  fix your lips to say I'm selfish when I do nothing but give.
I have bleed myself dry just to help others,when I'm the one thats in need but I give
I wake my self out of a deep sleep and worry If I did enough
BUT you have the nerve to call me selfish,I have gone without food to eat,I have given my money to ensure you had a place to sleep,When I was unsure if I was going to have a place to lay my head. The word Selfish is wasted on someone like me,Im a far cry from it,lucky is what I tell People like YOU ,who need people like me not to be selfish because without people like me ,WHO would want to help PEOPLE LIKE YOU

WHITE CLOCK
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August 8, 2019
 

His hands dance across her body like a note to a symphony,very loud and long
every breathe in her body escaped her but he,he would breathe for her
Showing her there is more to life than just death,he would show her there was LoVe

WHITE CLOCK
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August 8, 2019
 

What truly amazes me is what we will do for others but not ourselves

WHITE CLOCK
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August 8, 2019
 

Sometimes you have to bleed to heal

(LIFE LESSON LEARNED)

WHITE CLOCK
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August 8, 2019
 

As your friend I will never go far even if there is a mountain between us
As your friend I will calm your fears even when I cant handle my own
As your friend I promise to do my best to rid the storm that sometimes plagues you
As your friend I'll stand by you forever more.

WHITE CLOCK
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August 8, 2019
 

Today I woke up and for the first time in a long time I feel like I can make it
I woke up and for the first time it was not fear that plagued me it was a smile,
I woke up feeling like I just might be able to do this,yes there will still be bad days
but for the first time in a long time I feel like I can make it

WHITE CLOCK
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August 7, 2019
 

Leave...

Leave the tears that Flooded your heart
Leave the madness that consumes your thoughts
Leave the I Love You that plagues your soul
Leave what you thought was for you
Leave the overwhelming sense of heartbreak that lays at your feet
Leave what you know as pain at your feet
Leave the hurt you felt that turned into rage
Leave what makes sense to you behind
Just maybe Just maybe you should Leave
Leave what was once new
Leave what was once you behind
Just maybe you should leave all that you knew or would become you

TUNNEL OF ILLUSIONS
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