|Looking at life the most positive way I can, trying to take it one day at a time, and am a hopeless romantic all at the same time. Welcome to my life!|
And even through it all my love is unconditional for you
I know you mean well
We aren't perfect
The light we both shine is different, but equally fills the dark areas of one another
In reality, my heart hurts with despair.
You committed yourself to me, yet seem so distant.
Why did you even bother?
Why is it so common for love to be disposable?
Like you can stop loving one just to temporarily go love another?
We are humans with feelings, not materials without a heart.
The constant questioning inside my head...
It's something I always dread
I long for feeling safe and secure
But those dreaded questions drown me in fear
I trust you, I do
My questions don't though
How do you make it stop?
Someday I'll love Kasey Griffin.....
She once was strong, but weak she grew from the constant of being tread on.
Day in and out she tries to pull herself out from that trap.
She feels too greatly within the depths of her soul. There's become too many shadows and the darkness swallows her whole.
The emotions bury her in bewilderment.
She is now crippled from the freedom she once had.
Never look back they said, only look forward.
A better start to a much better day. Staying positive. Trying to keep the negative thoughts away.
Everyone have a beautiful day!
Will this day never end?
I'm more than ready to spend the remainder of this day with the people who refer to me as wife and mommy.
The smiles you bring to my face put an abundance of love and happiness in my heart.
I love my little family! The anxiousness finds a cozy spot within me till I get home to see them.
Home. Family. Love. Laughter.
It's perfect for me.
I have missed this place. Reading all the beautiful things you all have to say. I am here to stay.
as the sun goes down and we prepare for another day, may the moon and stars keep the light in your heart so you don't fear the dark.
goodnight to all.
To the person that keeps hurting me:
I don't even know why I try anymore......it's not going to matter or make a difference. It's only best if I stop caring for my own good, and before it's too late. You destroyed my life and everything I had. It's best to just let you go. I'm smothered in pain. I can't handle the burden anymore.
sorrowful regrets of ever letting you in is what stays with me.
We are to be united
We are to be faithful
We are to be inspiring
We are to be joyful
We are to be loving
We are human kind
to care for one another
What a frustrating, burdening thing it is......it puts the weight of the world on my shoulders. What shall I do with it? Push it aside, or take the bull by the horns? What do you care? You put it there.
This hopless romantic's heart is yearning for your love, your special touch. Say you'll be there, don't turn to walk away.
Life is setting as the sun would at the end of the day.
Say you'll be there, you see we don't have long.
Take my hand and hold it tight so we can carry on.
My dear please say you'll be there, we've come too far to let go.
Love is the conqueror of all, we just need to let it show, I love you so.
I need strength and peace within my soul right now, more than anything.
Got any idea where I can pick some up?
I woke up this morning in a foggy haze. The dreams I was having left me in a terrible state. Took me a while to get out of the muddy slump.
The dreams are so vivid and real, but I can't remember not one of them. Just bits and pieces.
Do you ever have that happen to you?
It's very irritating to me when that happens.
Is there a time that I won't be non-existent to you? I get so overwhelmingly happy the moment you're here and then you get in a hurried rush to go back out the door. The door that my heart keeps willingly opening and closing because its full of hope and faith that someday I'll be enough for you. The happiness fades shortly after you're gone, and then I'm drowning in anger and sadness. I'm angry because I keep falling for your charming ways just to be left in the dust once more. What's it going to take for me to move on? How long before my heart and mind realize that there is somebody out there for me that will not take me for granted? Feeling lonely and hurt, once again.......but for some une...
Good morning, good afternoon, good night wherever you are. May beautiful bliss be upon you in your adventures.
Let this new year bring much happiness, peace, love, and strength to all! Be blessed everyone! Have a wonderful New Year!!!
I hate getting trapped in my thoughts....deep, fearful thoughts. All the what if's and thinking about things in the past that take me down a dark hole. The dark thoughts take full advantage of the serene thoughts and they won't let go. Then reality gravitates me and suddenly reality doesn't seem so bad after all because I'm not where I used to be. Right now is not superb, and maybe I'll get there someday. But first, I must stay away from the dark past that haunts me.