|शराफ़त कि दुनिया का क़िस्सा ही ख़त्म, अब जैसी दुनिया वैसे हम।|
Under the worldly display of confidence
I still nurture an unkempt innocence
The situations expected maturity
& I gave in
But I am still like that little boy
I smirk and smile and
handle sarcasm quite well
But with that child I splash
with the tides & collect seashells
At times I am practical &
a bit too philosophical when required,
But when she looks deep within my eyes,
she sees that shy child
Yes she sees the struggle,
the horrors i underwent when dad left
She sees the lonely, scary nights
swept with that bully's threats.
She knows but she never shows
that she probes beneath,
She kisses me as if I am her super man,
while caressing the child underneath.
Ever loved somebody so much, that once it got over. You felt free, the feeling of being single is so magical that you never want to get out of that zone. Yes, there are more people
In your life than it used to be. The feeling of number of
People trying on you even after knowing you'll never get committed with them is spellbound. You're just going with the flow, working, traveling, chilling with almost everyone. It feels so light. No commitment, no tension. Just a hell lot of friends,brothers, going with the flow kinda girls & meme tagging partners & fun that knows no limits.
It takes a hell lot of time almost a year or two after a long relationship but once you're out. The feeling is magic...
Again the first owner of iphone 8 in entire gujrat or 7th or 8th in india. Even before the stores get opened in usa.
A memory from last year -
हर चीज़ या हर अहसास का एक वक़्त होता है.. और उस वक़्त वो ज़रूरी होता है.. अब ये हमारे ऊपर है, हमें कब क्या ज़रूरी लगता है.. और यही बात हमें अच्छा या बुरा और सही या गलत बनाती है.. कभी-कभी गुस्सा, विद्रोह, युद्ध भी ज़रूरी होता है.. कभी नफ़रत भी ज़रूरी होती है.. कभी मुहब्बत भी ज़रूरी होती है.. कभी हादसे भी ज़रूरी होते हैं.. कभी हार जाना भी ज़रूरी होता है.. ।
..हमें किसी और से पूछने की जरुरत नहीं होती की कब क्या ज़रूरी है.. हम भीतर ही भीतर जानते होते हैं कि क्या ज़रूरी है.. हम अपने उस instinct को follow करते हैं या नहीं, ये अलग़ बात है.. ।
There may be a great fire in our soul, yet no one ever comes to warm himself at it, and the passers-by see only a wisp of smoke.
बहुत दिन बाद आज वो आराम से बैठा था, ख़ुश था हो भी क्यों ना? आख़िरकार उसकी पुरानी प्रेमिका का career जो सेट हो गया था! कुछ पुरानी यादें ताज़ा हो गयी। और अशको का बहना शरु हो गया। बड़ी शिद्दत से उसे गले लगाना चाहता था, करने को वो भी कर सकता था पर क्या करें अब वो किसी और की अमानत जो ठहरी! क़ैद था वो अपने ही कमरे मैं, ना किसी को मिल सकता था ना किसी से बात करने की इजाज़त थी उसे। क़ैद हो भी क्यूँ ना अभी कुछ दिन पहले ही भाई साहब पिस्टल से घिरे हुवे थे! वो तो बच गए पर साथ मैं कायी रिश्ते तबाह कर बैठे। वो तो भला हो उसकी पिस्टल का जिस ने उसे बचा लिया था। पता नहीं वो ख़ुश था या दुखी। काफ़ी वक़्त बीत गया उसके जाने के बाद बहुत कुछ अच्छा हुआ। दुनिया घुमा अपने स्टार्टप वाला सपने को पूरा किया ओर बहुत पैसा भी ...
Listen mister she said while he was going inside his car, the moment he turned his face she was looking curious, giving him those deadly stares,
How do you know everything about me, why you're always aware about every single activity of mine, how do you know every single details about me more than me? Why every time we go out someone is following us always? Why don't you come near to me even after months of being together? Why don't you go out with me in the daytime? Why do I always feel you're watching me? Who're you?
Are you afraid? He asked
No, I'm not afraid, it's you. It's only about you. I know it's not normal at your end, must be something big which you'll never tell me....
मुझे भीतर से जलने का ये ख़ौफ़ ना दिखा,
मैं एक साल पहले किसी अपने को फूँक आया हूँ l
"You've a Pretty big home, but why it's always empty leaving your helpers or some of your friends"
Now, you know why I spend so
Much time outside or keep on travelling!
When she wears an Indian attire & all you can do is whistle endlessly even though you can't whistle. ❤️
I am not what happened to me!
I am what I choose to become!
hardship pays off
New family member, finally, when you want to go for
Merc but someone close to you wants you to go for something else because for her you're not here to prove anything to anyone.
It's lonely at the top, but you definitely eat better, travel more, drive classy things, wear the best things available. So it's worth it
Throwback to Sawadee
ka bangkok & bit long hair.
Remember kids, if somebody offers you drugs, don't forget to thank them. Because drugs are expensive.
जो मेरे शहर में तेरा दर हो तो मेरी फकीरी ही क्या है,
दुनिया मिल जाए तू न मिले तो मेरी अमीरी ही क्या है!
Everytime i get failure in my life, i get nervous, i start panicking, i have been through the time where I starved for days, I wasn't served everything on my plate, i had to work for it, i still struggle throughout the day just that it's bit more lavish, comfy but you know what every single time I faced failure i took more risk, I'm someone who'll risk every single penny i have not because I've backup or something but because it's always a fun specially at such young age. Because if you're not taking a risk which will have your heart in your mouth for days, you won't learn. I've lost everything & gained it back. One thing which I've learned the day you'll sleep hungry or you'll see no money i...
Tip : don't tell anyone that you're on lettrs, so that, you can be yourself atleast over here. You can write everything that's happening in your life & you don't tell it to anyone. Because they are not worth it. You can write about your favourite people without even letting them know. Because you can boast about everything you have or everything that you do, without being labeled as boisterous persona. Last but not the least be true to yourself atleast here. Because nobody is gonna judge you.
When you work seven days a week, eighteen hours a day, all they have to say is "you're lucky"
The worst or to say the weakest thing about me is I keep on trying a lot. I try ,till I can to keep 'em. Well honestly I've never succeeded in keeping people with me till long but At the end I have no regrets 'cause It was me who tried. My anger issues trouble me a lot but I get settled to calm way too early and easily.
I have seen 'em changing feelings for me And I have seen myself crushing my feelings for them.
Will you ever forgive someone? Who cheats on you? Or lies to you?
If you lie to me, say it on my face. I'll easily forgive you. If you cheat on me, have the courage to come & tell me everything in details. I might get angry for a day or two. But after that, I'll hug you tight, will kiss on your forehead, a pat on your back. & forgive you.
Have you ever lied to anybody? Leaving your ex?
Why are you so emotionless?
See, all my life i have been someone, I hated being one, I've done things which will
Send chills throughout your body. I've always been known as cruel one or heartless or what not. Even you have experienced that so,
Yeah, but you know. Everytime i look in your e...