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March 14, 2019
 

All that I ever learn from love was how to be continuously naive. A spin that never stops.

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STARS
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January 6, 2019
 

And I surrender. You can have it all. You can take it all. I don't want it, I don't even want to remember it.
I thought that I could but I can't. I will not survive it. I will not survive you. You have opened my chest up and placed it in my in between. This pain. Oh God, this pain. Take all of me. Take all that you want and let me die. I cannot suffer the sea. I am tired of crawling. I am sick of loving you in the dark. Take back your pain and set me free. Let me be. Go away! Let me die, I cannot wait to lose you and to be reborn... To become my own person.

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EXPLOSION
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December 2, 2018
 

From my novel
"We Are Legendary"

The look they exchanged at that moment was so profound that they felt they were looking directly into one another souls. The stars had stopped shining so that the glow of their attraction to one another was frozen in the darkness of this stolen moment.

Gideon grabbed Lev's hands and surrendered himself to him. They kissed exactly as if it had not happened for years, fortunately for them, it was the case. They were breathing heavily, their caresses were made of fire. Their hearts sparkled and sang happiness in Morse code. Their bodies were no more than one, perfectly coordinated.

Lev and Gideon had finally found each other. The universe is set in posi...

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December 2, 2018
 

From of my novel.
"We Are Legendary"

While he was sitting in the cafeteria, Lev Von Putten was joined by Gideon Sweeney:

"Thank you for taking the time to warn me of the situation", began Gideon.

"It is nothing. I've seen how close you've become lately. It reminds me that I never took the time to thank you. Thank you for being there for her Gideon, thank you for putting aside your hatred towards me."

"It is nothing", he replied by sitting by his side, "I am sure you would have done the same... and who told you that I hated you", continued Gideon.

"No one. I assumed", said Lev standing up.

"Lev, I do not hate you... Even if I wanted to, I could not and I know what I am talkin...

INTO THE GALAXY
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November 23, 2018
 

#SHORTDRAMA

The rain was heavy and thick. She was driving towards her freedom. It was near she could feel it. Her diamonds could catch the moonlight, therefore, she never felt more beautiful. As she was driving away, she quickly brought back the thrill by remembering the screaming, the blood and releasing. She finally found her freedom back and could be the woman she wanted. Waiting for the green light, she looked at her window and smiled. A smile that cracked up once she realized that her freedom had a string. “Britney”, she said in one of her deep exhales. Her newly found freedom had a limit and it was not the sky but her longtime friend. Her freedom was depending upon Britney's strength t...

THE SUN
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November 22, 2018
 

“I am flying! “, she screamed.

She was free. Therefore she knew that the world would be the perfect playground.

Smart. Beautiful. Independent.

She was everything she always wanted to be.

A woman standing in her own truth.

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INTO THE SHADE
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November 18, 2018
 

She was tired. Her body was aching. She barely could breathe. The obsession that she had for this man was killing everything that she was.

She was lost. Drifting into an open sea she was mad at her God. Tirelessly she prayed to break free but nothing was happening. She was trapped in his dead and cold wolf eyes.

His eyes. She convinced herself that her happiness was in them. She really wanted. She hoped. She believed.

The truth is that she was digging her grave. She willing closed the cage in which she was living now. Surrounded by ice and dead trees, all that she could fight for was her light.

It was the only one thing that she had. She would press it tightly against her chest. Closing ...

ENDLESS STARS
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October 18, 2018
 

Tired of living this high I've decided to leave. My wings are tired and the roads are calling me. Tomorrow I am leaving, they might have forgotten but I didn't. I am a traveler. I grew up on the road and I always find Home on the other side of the ocean. You said you love me but you never tried to catch me. Perhaps it's for the best, I heard we are not supposed to chase what we cannot keep. I am leaving tomorrow so I can be someone else. And only then, I will celebrate the day on which you freed me.

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WHITE CLOCK
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October 10, 2018
 

And I must admit that what I did was all for myself. I did it all because it felt good.

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WHITE CLOCK
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October 2, 2018
 

She was afraid to be a long-lost souvenir. So every time he would meet her she would become the wind...

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THE KISS
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August 30, 2018
 

I will stay.
Just this once.
Because we all need someone to stay.
I will keep you close but just this once.
I will sell you hope and brush your bones.
Despite what happened, I hate to see you helpless.
You were the fire inside of me and my tomorrows.
I know that you're trying to hold on to these 3 words we used to say but our Hallelujah is a just a broken echo. Stuck in this in-between give up is the smartest thing to do.
Tonight, I will hold on to you.
Cry it out.
I've heard that tears make sense out of anything.
We all need someone to stay, but we all deserve to be loved and happy.
Turn me into all your yesterdays.

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September 15, 2018
 

No matter what happens, I will remember you. Don't forget that I was here. I could see you back when you were invisible. I was here before all of this. Your memory is safe with me. I will remember you.

You did what you did, please forgive yourself and forget it all. I will hold you tight waiting for your glitters to dim-out within your ice cold body. I will remember you under the sun. Warm and happy. Even if I am not the one who holds the smoking gun, note that I am deeply sorry. I wish I could have been able to fix his mistakes.

Once the trumpets will be out, I will sing the universe to you. May you be at peace. Breathe out all of the pain they put in your inside. It's time to let go. I ha...

ENDLESS STARS
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September 14, 2018
 

She wanted to stay free. She wanted to stay away from him and his devilish touches. But the desire was growing in her inside and soon, it started to break and crush everything. Bones, flesh and organs.

It was scary but awfully good. Quickly a peaceful feeling named "happiness" surrounded her soul. She wanted to get away but it was too late. He had already sewed their hearts with strings made of ice. She fell in his arms, he wrapped her with his unbroken promises.

They were two in one. He could read the Holy Scriptures in her eyes, therefore he needed to call her by his name. She agreed to run the risk to be intimate with Brokenness: she offered him her freedom.

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MOVEMENT
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August 28, 2018
 

"It's because I can read the Holy Writings in your eyes that I want to call you by my name."

And I simply fell in love with what he said.

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August 17, 2018
 

If you shut down your brain and give all the power to your heart, what does it tell you? Take my hand and let go of everything, what should stay will stay.

Don't fight your emotions, let them rain. A shower of meteorites built from your inner thoughts. What a beautiful picture that is, you are pain-free. Trust your instincts, you can survive this and more.

Breathe in, breathe out. Count to ten and see with your hands. Nothing is real anymore. The pain is gone and life is bright.

Losing is growing. Losing is cleaning. Losing is improving. Lose gracefully what you have to lose.

Your happiness is within you, not in their hands. Your peace is within you, not in their comments.

Forget the...

INTO THE SHADE
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August 17, 2018
 

He was in search of his true half. A love that'll see no end. He travels the world with this crazy idea. "We all have someone out there." He tries. Again and again. Over and over.  His love must be somewhere!

The fake ones, the scared ones, the lost ones. He would let them play with his heart because he knows that none of them could cut his heart out. Before even meeting them he had forgiven them. Hence, the longevity of his quest and his peace.

"Heartfelt love where are you at? Can not you see my light? My heart is chanting to your soul. Infinity times infinity. Always and ever."

He is in love and he believes. His better half awaits. He is in search of a new land to welcome his hopeful ve...

TE AMO
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July 29, 2018
 

Time flies and my scares are still open. Nothing seems to take the pain away. Here it is again sitting on my chest. By now the wind must have brought to your ears my biggest wish.

Oh God, why would you test me in such a way? Introducing me to a masterpiece so it can leave me in such a tragic way. An absolute curse disguised as a wonderful surprise.

I was perfectly fine by myself. He broke something in me and now I chasing his company in the dark. He is always on my clouded mind. I want to be where he is!

The closer I get and the further he is. My heart is writing words of peace using the blood of the stars. Nothing seems to be enough. He cannot be reached.

We were done before we even met....

AROUND AND AROUND
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July 28, 2018
 

She wrote a song and named it "End of Love". Always thought Art is useless unless you can make a stranger break down and believe.

People will always bring pain and lies to you but never the Truth. Her song made me realize how wrecked I am. Drowning my sins in a salted sea might be what I need. But, losing my colors terrifies me!

I have never changed a single color within me. If you take a closer look you may see that my Universe is inanimate and I have grown to love it as it is. Dead.

Ever since I discovered the summertime sadness disease I have been flying too high for too long and now my heart is frozen in their emotionlessness love.

Makes me think that my God is not big enough becaus...

EXPLOSION
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July 26, 2018
 

This entire situation is eating the best of me. I am holding my breath waiting for my ghost to appear. I tried to fill up my inside with prayers but my God had forsaken me. I am an empty vessel, a loveless lover. Lost in a storm of loneliness I am withering from the inside.

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July 22, 2018
 

I live a life of letting go. It always ends up like this. Souvenirs crystallized in the disappointment. I was ready to suffer the sea, I am burning alive. I am the broken one. The vicious one. So what are you waiting for? Do it pull the trigger. You can have it all. It all reminds me why it did not work anyway. Keep it all. My heart was yours therefore, I will not ask it back. I will create a new one once needed. My light remains untainted by your lies. This why I know I will survive you. It is a waste of time and I know it. I shall keep chasing you in the dark. As long as it suits me you'll be in my clouded mind.

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SAY HELLO TO SUMMER
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June 26, 2018
 

"As she put the envelope back right where she found it, Solveig signed Gideon's death sentence. She thought everyone would be safe ever since Hector's death but the truth is the death of one monster gives birth to another. Someone was dying for ending what her late husband had started."

Straight out of my novel. I can't believe that I am doing this. I shall keep you posted.

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STARS CAN'T SHINE WITHOUT DARKNESS
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June 22, 2018
 

Work in progress! My first novel ever!

"Lev!", said Gideon forcing him to look at him, "you were gone. I was all alone and I suffered. I couldn't cope with this pain anymore. It was too heavy on my heart..."

"So it took my mother's death to get an explanation? A chance to understand? You've erased me of your life so fast that until now I feel dizzy!" he confessed with a broken heart.

"Ss...Sorry! I did not... I never meant... It's time for me to leave I guess." says he smothered by his tear.

"Gideon wait" whispered Lev with his hand on his face, "I am about to be weak. If you really want to help me you will hold me tight... I want to cry so..., so bad."

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MULTI COLORED ILLUSIONS
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June 20, 2018
 

It's a whole universe that is expanding within me. The wind is wild. And my heart is floating at the safest distance from my soul. I want to let go of everything. It is enough. I want to be seen and heard. I put to rest my inner beast. I have forgiven everything that is within my lightweight skin. And somehow I am always pulled back in their orbit, talking in circles and breathing glass dust.  I shall not die... I don't want to die... I am trying so hard to not lose myself. Desperately seeking a new territory to welcome my white flag and my exhales.

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LIGHT YEARS AWAY
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June 17, 2018
 

You've taught me the courage of the moon and the strength of the sun. No matter what you say without you I'd never have been half of the man that I am today.
You loved me when I hated myself. You laughed with me and sometimes at me, and you've kept on loving me when I was gone. Undeniably you're my biggest fan and that's fine because you're my hero.
I would need to create a whole new language to honor you and to express my gratitude.
You are my first best friend, my favorite enemy and the most valuable teacher. Father, thank you. One million times Thank You.

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HAPPY FATHERS DAY!
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May 28, 2018
 

It's my whole heart that's trying to reach out to him. My soul is on a trial. And I am tired of crawling all the way. It's enough, there's no more room for doubts. He's playing and wants me to regret. He's the one who lives with a coal shaped like a heart. The time to learn have come. Looks like he wants to move away from me. I shall not move if he does. No need to cry with no reason. No need to pray with no reason. I wait until the lack of him comes out. My heart might be burned by his plastic stars but it's not buried. It's alive. Once all of it will be done I will breathe through my own happiness.

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 4, 2018
 

"I need no weapon. The truth will be enough. " And this is how they knew he was aiming for the throat.

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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April 23, 2018
 

My heart is full of electricity.
It feels so different.
So new. Nothing is real anymore.
It's all about the unseen perfection.
Because it hurts so much
When you are not here. I know.
I fell in love with the middle ground.
The bad is good. The good is bad.
I try so hard to keep my eyes closed.
But I'm losing control and find myself
Lost in a beautiful mess.
With a single touch,
You made my metals shine.
A beautiful surprise, is what you're.
Don't let them break my spell,
And let my voice run in circles
Around your brain because somehow,
Falling in love with you costed me
An entire soul...

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STAR EXPLODING
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April 13, 2018
 

And I'll try to breath until it becomes muscle memory. Breathing in and breathing out. Your sweet sharped lies, one by one will be mine. Soon enough I'll be dead enough to stop feeling this everlasting disappointment. That disgusting bitter taste that I have in mouth every time that you spit on my heart will be everything that I look for...

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ENDLESS STARS
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March 29, 2018
 

"The dark days weren't over just yet. She realized that when she found yet another note in her mailbox. She felt anxious as she opened the note. It said..."

"The truth will set you free."

As she is reading those words her heart escaped from her chest and ran away on the dusty ground. Her lungs jumped out of her throat and flew away in the dry air. She was experiencing fear. She looked around, thinking she could catch "The Crow" but the streets were empty. The secret that wasn't even hers to keep came with a cost. The cost of her soul. Like I said, the dark days weren't over just yet...

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DAY OF TRUTH
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March 25, 2018
 

"Don't tell them yet. They'll find out soon enough. By killing me they offered me a chance to come up stronger than ever. My passion is undead and stars are closer. They'll learn!"

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STARS
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