"Journey of my first love"
There was a feeling of joy
There was a feeling of excitement
There was a feeling of completeness,
And a confusion to understand these mix of feelings..
Because this unique mixture happened only when you were with me..
I was confused how to stabilize
These feelings as I never knew what
I was going through.
But the feeling that I may lose you, made me realize,
These were the signs of love and I was so dumb not to understand this science.
The first time feelings for someone special "My First Love".
I wish I could tell you this!!!
to be continued........
Never make a promise
If you end up to miss
Never set expectations
When you end up giving exceptions
Because an untold promise and an unset expectation are better than a broken
Promise and expectation.
You had a chance to impress
You had a chance to express
And a chance to confess.
But I was never given a chance to
Impress, Express or confess.
I was only left out with the
Chance to be suppressed and end up
Maybe it was time for me to understand that
"Everything is fair in love and war".
Thank you for everything,
I'm sorry that I could do nothing,
I wish I could do something,
Which makes you feel you are more than anything.
In trying to make me understand how much you need me.
You fail to understand
How much I need you.
In showing how much you love me
You forget to see how much you are loved.
I wish you could feel what I feel for you.
I wish you could sense your essence in my life.
It's just that my actions don't speak
To make you feel special.
But my feelings do speak
That you are very essential.
Hope you don't rely on the words heard,
Than the unheard feelings.
Raising your voice doesn't mean your always right,
It's just that your stoping the right ones from being heard.
So remember your only dominating the voice,
but not the fact that your wrong.
It was my misunderstanding
That you were very understanding.
Thanks for clearing my misunderstanding
And making me understand.
But now, its difficult for me to withstand.
A phase of my life
Which i cannot again face.
Help me to keep the pace
In this race,
To come out of that phase.
Do not try to trace
But be there to embrace,
When I fall fighting in this race.
To live for a reason
And not to die for no reason
Because your life is worth
Atleast think of your mother's struggle
To give you birth,
Before you leave this earth.
So it's time to say,
I will live my life ,
I will not leave my life.
I will find the best in me
In order to reach my destiny.
She never had the crave to be with him,
She was brave to be without him,
Eventhough he may end up in grave,
In order to save.
Salute your might,
To send your son to fight,
Day and night,
To make others life peaceful and delight,
To make the nation's future
My love may not be seen
And I do not know to create a scene
To make you feel what you mean.
But always remember you were,are and will
Always be special even if I fail to express to impress.
As age increases,
The need for marriage increases.
Is it a task to be completed because of the ask?
Let it be a personal choice,
But not for others rejoice.
If not it will end up as a commandment to be fulfilled,
But not as a commitment to be lived.
I felt I am special, I am essential,
You could mold me or break me,
You could heal me or hurt me.
But as time flew,
You threw my love which was true.
Whatever you do I will still remain as a part of your life,
Even if we are broken apart.
Because I am sure
My love for you was pure.
And now I stand without any cure.
Your cute little smile,
Makes me smile,
Even if I'm away a mile
You are not a blood of mine
But your thought makes me fine.
Thank you bro..
In life If you forget your start ,
Very soon your end, will start.
And it will be very difficult to restart.
So remember the first step you took
Till the last step you take.
If you forget traces of old days
Then you can never win the race
In upcoming days.
My eyes became wetter,
But I felt better,
When I read your letter.
The letter for which I've waited,
And now Im in the moment most awaited.
The first letter with not just
But full of feelings.
Which gave me a sign of love,
To be loved by the one I loved.
In life never be in a hurry,
As you will end up being in worry,
Which you can never bury.
I loved you like my everything,
I lived for you more than anything,
And that was the best thing.
But you felt nothing,
And I was just something,
Which was the worst thing.
Do not be furious,
Do not be anxious,
As it's dangerous.
Which makes life fabulous.
I love your courage,
Even when people discourage.
I love the way you fight,
Even when held tight.
I love the way you live,
Even when people leave.
I love the way you take a stand,
Even when people don't understand.
I love you for the person you were
And for the person you are.
Yes, it's you "Myself" with whom
I'm in love.
“Love oneself before you start loving Others”.
If you meant to break it,
Why did you make me feel it?
Now I am left with feelings,
Which has no healing.
You took a turn
And made my heart burn.
Why you gave birth to feelings
Which had no meaning?
You filled my life with completeness,
But now I'm left with emptiness.
Lastly I'm happy that I was able
to feel love,
But sad that I will
Never trust love.
I am no one special
And I know I'm not essential.
You can make me and break me,
You can heal me and hurt me.
As time flew,
You threw my love,
Which was true.
Whatever you do I will remain
As a member of your life.
Even if you don't remember me in
Mother is the giver of life,
Father is the builder of life.
Mother brings you into this world,
Father takes you through the world.
How much ever older you grow
Still you hold your father's
Hand wherever you go..
A dad falls in love with
his just born daughter forever
isn't it love at first sight seen ever?
Men may come and men may go
But no men can make a mark as your father and go..
The one who does not deny
The one on whom I can rely
Its none other than my ally.
When a person respects you
Value his good gesture
And respect him in return.
As not everyone gives you
The respect you expect.
Appreciate equally when things are good and do not differentiate when
Things go wrong.
As life is unexpected you may be a saviour today for the one who
May be a warrior against you
When you dream...
Never lock yourself within the flock.
There may be obstacles to block,
And people to mock
Don't remain like a rock
But stand up and talk.
And create your own way to walk
Afterall its your dream its left to you,
To make it or break it.
In the battle between me
And the world
The soul lost its feelings
And started to live
for the world.
Yes it was a heart break,
Yes it was difficult to take,
Yes I will continue to live for my sake.
Because it was his mistake.
So why should I stop living
For a love which was fake?