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Carlos Medina

PO# 626684
United States
United States
I'm an echo of your love
April 23, 2019
New York, United States

How many times did I try to replace your curses with apologies?  You see, I tried to see only the good in you. When you did something bad, I quickly changed it in my mind to “you’re having a bad day “. I made excuses for you. For everything single you did to hurt me, I made an excuse. I did this because I feared the moment I had to walk away. I feared being alone. I feared doing everything on my own. I feared the end so much that it didn’t allow me to move forward or realize all the things that were so wrong between us.
Now, after so many years that have passed, I see both of our failures. It’s unfortunate that  somewhere we drifted so far apart. The determination we had was superb- but w...

CARLOS MEDINA
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June 30, 2018
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There comes a time when you just don’t know what’s happiness anymore. You forget what it is that you deserve, desire and hope for. We feel like this life is just a game, we feel like puppets awaiting for the moment that someone comes along and cuts the string that attaches us to our past. We live daily crying those invincible tears into the night, hoping that somehow, the moon decides to bring us some light within. It hurts more knowing, that some people do settle for mediocre, because they’ve given up on fate. They’ve given up on that pure love.
Life is full of many lessons, surprises, pain, suffering, mistakes and love. Sometimes when we give up, we were real close to our turning point. ...

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September 9, 2017
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I have to admit, the past pain allowed me to love deeper and see things differently. I never thought that I could feel the way I feel now. I never knew that I could actually speak to a soul without verbally speaking to them. I'll have to definitely admit, i never knew a single person could touch the depths of my soul and not realize how precious their invisible hands are. May the love I have within, forever rest inside of you. And when you worry and feel lonely, close your eyes and understand, I'm right there by your side, in spirit and soul.
– Carlos Medina

ORIGINAL
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And if I had to prove my love for you, I'll give you all the future smiles that await to see your presence, I'll hand over to you all the unspoken words that desire to touch you in whole, most importantly, I'll give you all the tears that come down as I write this, for they are the ones that speak when my hands decide to bleed.

– Carlos Medina

PARDON DAY
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September 9, 2017
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For many years I hid myself in a relationship that was a fabrication. It was more of lust over love. I knew I should've followed my intuition and let go.  But I decided to block it all and stay. As a husband I tried to give my all. I devoted my life to her. I knew that one day it would all end. But I pushed all the unspoken words from my soul away, and decided to just keep going and hopefully our love would get deeper as time went by. It didn't! She decided one day to walk away from a marriage. Did it hurt? Absolutely. Do I regret it? No! I did all in my powers to rekindle the marriage. But as she said, her mind was made up and no one could change that. Was I a bad husband? No. Did I have fau...

ORIGINAL
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She's that rare soul that many writers speak of. She has those piercing eyes that melt the heart of anyone she crosses paths with. She's the shy one that analyzes every movement and pays attention to the smallest details. She ages drastically in her mind, but her soul rejuvenates daily from the depths within her. All her life, she searched for that special someone, that individual that will read every hidden chamber in her mind, that person that will understand, cherish and love her for eternity, she looked for the security and stability in someone. She simply looked for that ancient soul, that person that will elevate her spirit to another level unknown to most. The one that will surrender ...

PARDON DAY
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September 9, 2017
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She mastered the art of disguise, she carried that smile daily to protect her soul from the world.

– Carlos Medina

PARDON DAY
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September 9, 2017
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I have grown my wings, I'm ready to jump. I no longer have fear of what's to come. I have burned myself many times just to reconstruct my soul for you. It's amazing to see what I see and it's beautiful to hear all your unspoken words.
– Carlos Medina

ORIGINAL
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September 9, 2017
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I promote deep love within for I have felt it. See, I'm a firm believer that when you love with all your heart and soul, you will connect to the other person on a whole different level. When we fall in love, we must and I repeat, we must give our entire love to the other. It's a beautiful thing when you can share what you truly feel inside with another person. To love, is to allow your soul to be claimed by this precious person. It's giving them a security that your love belongs to them and only them. It's letting your guards down for them. It's pouring everything you have within for them. It's a demonstration of commitment, loyalty and respect.

– Carlos Medina

PARDON DAY
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September 8, 2017
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Eventually, my heart will stop, my lungs will collapse and my bones will deteriorate. But my soul will continue on, it will find you. It will love you infinitely. That's when you will understand, that you have finally found your true eternal soulmate.

– Carlos Medina

PARDON DAY
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September 8, 2017
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I will wait for you. I'll be standing here at the edge of forever. It's destiny, its hope, just have faith and cross that road. It's peaceful, it's beautiful, it's relaxing and filled with magic. Come, spread your wings and fly here. It's where you belong. You felt this eternities ago, and I'll promise my love for infinity.   

– Carlos Medina

PARDON DAY
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September 7, 2017
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I've given my love many times to the wrong people, to the point that my soul gets drained. In a blink of an eye, it's gone. They vanish in thin air. No words, no explanation and no closure. It's a hurtful thing for anyone to experience. The pain and agony that lingers in your soul. Painful thing! But we can't stay stuck in that stage, we must move forward and continue living life. We cannot be defeated by the actions of these tortured souls. We are different, we are beautiful and we must rise from it. Forgive them. Forgive them for you. It's the first step of the healing process.

– Carlos Medina

PARDON DAY
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September 6, 2017
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Probably i was never the one your heart desired, but i truly gave you my all. It pains me to just look back and realize that I was just your fool. I tried and tried to make you love me, but I should've known, pure love could never be forced. I sit here and think about our precious moments and our midnight drives but for some reason, i keep reliving all those lonely nights. Walking away was my only choice, for there is nothing left when two souls drift apart. I'll continue my search. I'll keep sharing my story with the world. And I know, one day I'll cross paths with that rare soul. I know my soul will be heard. That individual will be sent from the unknown, and when the time comes, I will dev...

INTERNATIONAL CHARITY DAY
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September 2, 2017
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Sometimes you come across certain people that you connect with them on a whole different level. You open your heart to them and allow them to enter your soul. You think about it and you question god, where has this person been my whole life. This individual gives you a new view to life. This precious soul will open up your wounds and guide you through your healing stage. This beautiful soul will show you how pure love is. Coming across one of these individuals is a beautiful blessing. Some are meant to stay, and some will go. It's unfortunate for the ones that go, for they will leave a mark that you will forever hold. Maybe it wasn't the right time, maybe they weren't ready, whatever it is, y...

TIRED EYES
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August 29, 2017
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Her tears at night are just proof that her soul is hurt. Although she doesn't say a word to anyone,  her eyes do speak the unspoken language that many can't hear. She puts on that daily smile, not to be a hypocrite, but to hide all that past pain from the world.

– Carlos Medina

STAY STRONG TEXAS!
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August 29, 2017
United States

Don't change yourself to attract others, improve yourself and see who actually has the courage to rise with you.
– Carlos Medina

STAY STRONG TEXAS!
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August 29, 2017
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I always knew that something in me was powerful, I just didn't know it would rise after all the pain.

– Carlos Medina

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MOONWALK LIKE MICHAEL
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August 28, 2017
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How couldn't I be passionate? when within every single heartbeat there is the echo of my love bursting out.
– Carlos Medina

ORIGINAL
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August 27, 2017
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We value our love because we know exactly how pain feels.
– Carlos Medina

NATIONAL DOG DAY
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August 27, 2017
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Sometimes the hardest thing for us to do is to give our hearts to others. We understand that there's a chance of getting hurt again. We understand that this individual could recreate our past pain. But we continue to have hope. We believe that this person could be the one. That this person will want to have a future with us. That this person is the missing link, that this soul is our other half. Perhaps you're the lucky one that found that special soul. But if you're still waiting and believing that your time will come, don't lose hope. Have patience and wait for them. While waiting, start working on yourself. Improve the things you felt needed improvement. Prepare your mind, heart and soul...

NATIONAL DOG DAY
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August 27, 2017
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Sometimes we just need an impact in our lives in order to understand what we truly hold within. – Carlos Medina

NATIONAL DOG DAY
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August 27, 2017
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Be the soul that transports pure love between galaxies and eternities. – Carlos Medina

NATIONAL DOG DAY
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