|"Wandering soul "🕊 Lost in writing , into painting and sketching | Why live a little, When you can Live a lot❣|
Maybe we are not just flesh and bones
but a heap of will
and a cluster of rage,
maybe we are not just a body of atom
but a mind with a dream
and a heart with love,
maybe we are not just echoes of our past
but a ego stained lesson
and veins full of experience,
maybe we are not our corroded hope
but a blessing in disguise
and a feeling of rebirth,
maybe we are not our shadows in dark
but a ray of power
and light full of faith,
maybe we are not soil and dust
skin and lust
love and trust,
maybe we are clouds
at times dark,
at times not in shape
at time raging
but with a silver line.
You don't have to forget people and forgive what they have done to you, to heal yourself.
Sometimes you've to heal on the same page which you want to burn it forever.
Before you get lost
In the disquiet routine of a solitary life
Before you immerse deeply
Into the nuances of a sacrifice
Before you disregard your self
For a larger harmony of the world
Before you heal the effects
On your soft heart, of words and things.
You should know...
You deserve the whole wide world's respect.
You love the deepest and are worthy of love even beyond that.
You're beautiful, in everything that you are and everything that you're about to be.
You're stronger than the mountains with a will that can reach beyond the horizon.
You hold the single most invincible power to create or destruct the universe.
Your mere existence is a surreal blessing.
You are a...
A Rose symbolizes shades of comparison,
Rose is more precious when embellished in your tender version ,
The way you look at me while extending your love,
You seized my heart forever and trapped me in that rose with your tender care.
When the sun goes down and
when the moon lit its light out,
when the sea evaporates
And the leaves fade
I want to see
My feet tread
A floor of stars
Inaugurating my paths
Until you heal the wounds of your past,you can bandage the bleeding with food ,alcohol,drugs,work,cigars.
But eventually,it will all ooze through and stain your life. You must find the strength to open the wounds, push yourself and stick your hands inside,pull out the string of the pain that is still holding you in your past, and the memories...
It is interesting to note that people are attracted to what is eccentric but do not want to scout or easily enter into the crisis with everything that does not fit into their canons.
It's all so "difficult".
A human mind is more like a "kid"
In the process of feeding it with the right things, we need to distract it from the other unwanted things and make it to be in a right zone like how you feed a kid .
Cause , at the the end of the day ultimately every feeling that we get is nothing but the "state of mind".
The more we distract and keep it in the right zone, the better life it is !
We live in our imaginations
a total different realm.
Afar from here
how cold it must be then,
for us to love a different life.
Than what we have here
but we love and hope
things that are so untrue.
And never reminding ourselves
what ever happens
it would never come true ...
As long as a person is a"other "or " different " person for us, we reach our feelings through the language. But as soon as the person becomes "unique or inseparable" for us, our emotions become our language.
Whether there is a sense in language or not, it has only one language of emotion. Where language does not have priority, it has only relatives and intense relations.
"Do not open the secret of the mind by putting words on the profanity.
I can hear from the eyes, you speak from the eyes. "
I asked myself in the evening - "How to live life?" Is there any book that tells you how to lead a perfect life with all our flaws.
To my surprise answer has come from my whole room -
The roof started to say always keep your thoughts high,
Air conditioning added up saying to keep the head always cold and relaxed
the fan told me to stay in the work.
The clock told the most important chapter of one's life is to learn to pay the time
While the Calendars told me to work hard keeping the time in mind,
The wall preached me to share the trouble of others while the floor explained to me how to mix like soil.
looking at me, wallet told to save for the future.
And most importantly mirror told...
There she lays alone at night
There is not even a single star in the sky still she can see a light
clearly, the sky is covered in thick darkness
giving nothing but woe and hopelessness.
Eyes that teared like rainfall is now dry
the fire in her heart knows happiness is a lie
There she lays alone at night,
Wondering what can that might be
throughout the cold and chill it keeps her warm
Effulgence was getting brighter.
The ropes that bounded her getting tighter
There she lays alone at night,
Surrounded all over by white overwhelming light.
It hit her like a meteor strike
the light was the time when she knew what happiness felt like,
The hit shattered her into pieces
It burned ...
It's Just A Phase
That you’re past makes you feel.
Leaving your eyes weeping,
Self regrets and cursing.
You're strong enough to deal with anything.
Still for that moment,
You feel broken.
You try so hard to put that fake smile of being alright, consoling yourself.
But inside, those thoughts eat your mind.
You want to let it all out for once.
But you can't.
Cause you're the person who love to keep your problems to self.
Maybe people don't even care what you're going through.
Even if you say in your trembling voice that 'I'm fine!',
They won't bother to ask or trouble you.
Maybe asking for the tenth time,
You would've spoken up.
Nobody can e...
You are single for a purpose ,you are single for a reason. Do not rush in love and love takes time, most importantly it takes time to be with someone whom you will spend the rest of your life.
While you are single, make yourself a better person. Chase your dreams, not people. Love yourself so hard so that once that someone comes in to your life, you can equate the love that they give.
No matter how many times you get broken or get rejected, never stop loving love makes the world happier. Someday, someone will love you to the point that you cannot believe it is real.Trust me, you will be happier soon and remember good things do take time to come to you but they don't leave us...
If people come in your way let them in
If they decide to leave you let them leave.
Like the ocean, you don't have to encompass people in your life.
Fewer people with you,help you to slay more!
The one who have come out from all kind of emotional and physical truama can understand the life better.
When things go wrong we either get negative or more positive. The best way to come out from all your miseries is, to live with it Happily!!
But how??That is the question!!!!
The world is full of moronic logic . Cause when the money is brimful ,the whole world is with you no matter what you're doing or being in wrong path but ,when you're left with an empty pocket,they sit so leisurely blasphemies about us and judge but sadly they cannot think beyond it ,and understand what exactly that person is going through and the circumstances or atleast thinking about him standing in his shoes .
And lastly when we earn money
We say Everything I have earned is just the minimum requirement...
Sowing in the soil and seeing a plant growing is easier , than sowing or
planting humanity in people minds. And trust me this is more harder than we think.
I never knew people can go up to any ambit, and beleaguer you so much that makes you suffer mentally and makes you numb forever ...
I don't say I've ever seen an enticing eyes ,
rather I say I've seen one of the most alluring eyes ...
Your eyes have those captivating looks and key to on look one's soul directly .
If I look close enough , I've been immediately stopped , and can sense the vibes of happiness to my soul .
I wish I could gift you the blue stone from the Titanic ,
cause one cannot just describe that blue stone.
And I just lost myself in an ocean of eyes as a tiny droplet searching for shore in you !
Even today , she did not learn how to let go things ,
all she learnt was how to stay stalwart when things aren't right in her way .
And most importantly she learnt the art of patience by making herself stalwart...
Like a long drive taken by a dew drop.
I started my travel with a happy hopes flying my way out in the sky .
In a sheer fear of being destroyed.
I continued and protected myself against all the hurdles and learnt to be strong ,
And I travelled a long way to drop- on a story stay.
Which left my hopes letting dropped
And dreams shattering
But even today as a little droplet
I still thrive for a leafy way.
Destruction of a bonding starts when you begin to have a second thoughts to text that person who is to be your first ...
I've stuck between the races of right and wrong .The right which is right according to you or the right according to me? But everything will be right according to me! Then what’s wrong.
I wonder why is such a distorted mindset going away every where in between people and is passed through generations ? Such people forget that there is a life in the every body they cross through ..
It looks very strange to see how much of today's world has become so mean. Almost all think only about themselves, they have nothing to do with other people. It does not matter to anyone, it just matters, then just your advantage or maybe a trap. Whether someone has spent ten years with or five years does not matter anymore. How can someone be so mean, does anyone have any need of felings and emotions in this world? Or they've forgot they're humans too and they have emotions and feelings too. Its so strange at one point of time, that person is your whole world and on the other side you forget him, say there was any reminiscences happened?
What if I wrote about something else ,
What if I wrote about heartbreaks which I've never experienced and made dreams into reality and became someone else for the sake of a beautiful poetry.
What if I foresake the tightness clogged in my head in a favour of giving the world something that is beautiful.
What is coming out of me doesn't feel beautiful,
it feels like a mess because I'm fricking mess
But screw it
Accept and take me,
take these unwanted words.
This is all I've to give you right now at this moment,
All I can let through the labyrinth of my soul and believe me ,
I hate it just as much as you do..!
What are you looking at ? She replied , standing in front of her canvas with a palette in her hands , how to paint an ocean of throbbing thoughts with an innumerable colors..
Pain of Silence
As you struggle and cry ,
I soak in your pain
as you mourn my heart breaks,
My eyes could see how fractured your soul is , and I wish could tell you I'm there ,
I hear the silent screaming of your misery
there is nothing I can do but feel your fractured soul in me !