Loving each other
The short temperedness
The 3AM talks to
5 minutes talks
Last minute dinners
Not bothering about makeup
Long long drives
Lifting the spirits up
The "always late" me,
The "punctual" you,
The "crazy" me,
The "angry" you,
The "beautiful" me,
The "handsome" you,
The "silent" me,
The " I heard" you,
The best friend of mine
The worst enemy of mine
The greatest love of mine
The longest life of mine
We are growing together❤
How much often does words fail to express how a person feels ?
Why does language exist when actions mean everything ?
Why do we find so much peace when a person tells something positive about us ?
Why there are infinite number of books with infinite number of words just trying to put our emotions in papers ?
Why do you find so much relieved when you hear the voice of a person you love after a long day ?
Why do people choose argument over silence just to put an end to a conflict?
Why did I choose words rather than tears to tell you how much I'm suffering ?
Why do you still choose to ignore my words ?
When you have actions why do you really need words ? Why do we really need to talk then?
You mean to kill me ? Go on
Stab me through my heart and let it go.
I can take it.
Oh ! You mean to kill me with your words?
You mean to kill me with the knowledge that you don't know I'm crying ?
You mean to kill me by letting me know that you don't know me ?
You mean to kill me with your ignorance?
You mean to kill me by taking granted for how much I love you ?
You mean to kill me by comparisons?
You mean to kill me by judgements?
You mean to kill me with silence ?
You mean to kill me by loving me and
leaving me as I'm a stranger ?
No, I can't take it.
Stab through my heart and let it go.
He cannot understand because he is learning.
He is learning to understand the happiness behind her smile.
He is learning to understand the blissfulness behind her innocence.
He is learning to understand the arrogance behind her anger.
He is learning to understand the pain behind the argument.
He is learning to understand the love behind her tears.
He is learning to understand the helplessness behind her calmness.
He is learning to understand the loneliness behind her smile when he is gone.
He is learning to understand the craving of his touch when she is alone.
He is learning to understand the way she thinks.
He is learning to understand the way she dances.
He is learning dear,
Don't push him...
The passing on time gave her beautiful memories ,
She loved them so much and she made them into a cocoon in order to store them.
She nurtured them and protected them with her life.
One day, the cocoon turned into a colourful butterfly and said, ' it's time to fly away dear'.
' after all I've done , why does the butterfly wants to fly away ? ', she thought.
She wanted to hold it for a life time.
" Let it go dear" , the time said to her.
" Then why did you gave it to me? " She asked
Meanwhile , the butterfly flew away.
The time too passed on.
But she froze amidst of memories and time.
Oh ! It's a girl !
The family celebrated. The child is lucky to be born in a family who doesn't hate her birth
Everyone celebrated everything about her.
A colleague of her dad showered her with kisses when she was ten, dad thought it was pure love . The girl knew the pain behind it .
At fifteen , her teacher soothened her failure at an exam with an unwanted physical touch she never wanted . Everyone thought the girl is the teachers' favorite student. The girl knew the embarrassment behind it.
At nineteen, the so called best friend of hers made a nasty mark on the pages of her life. The girl knew the intention behind it.
Her parents succeeded in giving her a perfec...
When unwanted conversations creep into love, the belief in words slowly starts to walk out.
No matter how much I hold back,
The tricky 1:00am always makes me to miss you.
No matter how much I console myself,
The stupidest mind of mine always wants to cover itself in your heart.
No matter how much I stay far from you,
My heart always runs behind you.
No matter how much I wait,
The time says wait for a bit more.
No matter how many times I see you,
My rhythm always skips a beat as it were the first time.
No matter how many times I listen to your nonsense talking,
I end up myself blushing for no reason.
No matter how much I want you for the rest of life,
I just want you the same for a hundred more.
A year ago,
She hated everyone
She hated everything
She wanted to escape from the reality
She didn't felt a bit of love even though she had it ,not because the love is wrong, her mind wasn't just right.
She always had a fight between the truth and the reality
She was scared of another day and another morning
She always found peace in solitude
She lost the capability to trust something or someone again
She was stuck in a crowd of people alone.
And then ,
It lent it's shoulder and listened to every difficulty she ever had
It celebrated her craziness
It adored her wierdness
It got struck her in its warmth hug of happiness
It made her cry as much as she wanted
It portrayed ...
The breeze knew how I thought about you as it carried our memories along with it
The rain shared my tears and hid them from you as if I never cried for you
The summer knew the heaviness I had in my heart and made the day even hotter trying to burn our conversations as if we had never talked to each other
Every leaf of autumn knew about the journey we shared
Every blossom of the spring knew about the love we cared
The changing seasons ,
The passing by time,
The unheard stories,
The memories we made as photographs,
The guilt heart for losing you are all
I am left with.
Broke the promise,
You are the air that keeps me alive
You are the tornado that makes my life miserable
You are the tiny tide that pampers me like I'm a kid
You are the hurricane that will let me die as my fate
You are my imagination where everything seems possible
You are my hallucination which breaks my every dream into a million pieces
You are the smooth early morning sunshine that brightens my life
You are the harsh summer sunlight that scorches me every minute
You are my strength that wants me to breathe
You are my weakness that lets me die.
On that morning,
With the warmth of sunrise in her eyes,
Mind as calm as the ocean,
With the raising tides in her heart,
The brewing coffee in her hands,
With the happiness she always wanted,
With the life she always desired,
With the love she always waited for,
With him by her side,
That is always she dreamed of
This night, she dreamt of that beautiful dream again.
In a world of disappointments , be an expectation.
In a world of temporaryness, be permanent
In a world of changing trends, be classic
In a world of selfishness, be self loving
In a world of break-ups, be commited
In a world of mimicking, be artistic
In a world of dying to live like everyone else,
Live like yourself.
Love like yourself.
If it's about love ,
It's not about short distance or long distance
It's not about status and security
It's not about caste and religion
It's not about advantages and disadvantages
It's not about you and me
It's about us.
It's about our love.
It's about the life we make together above all these differences.
It's about the strength we have when we are together.
It's about the determination to be together.
Dragged herself into the darkness
Tied herself to her trusted principles
With no one to untie the knots
She wanted someone to comeover and make her to believe in trust and happiness
Everytime, someone came and made her not to believe in trust again
Until there came a day when she realized that she never needed someone to make her believe in happiness, to believe in trust and to believe in love
She realized that only she can kill her own ghosts and push herself out from the darkness
Only she can love herself for just the way she is and she can be happy with that.
" I gave you many chances, " the thoughts said to her.
Within no period,the sweet and the meaningful thoughts changed to bitter ones.
The bitterness slowly turned into a poison.
A kind of poison which could slowly kill her inner self, which could take her to places where she always scared to live in,
Which could turn her mind into a reckless tornado, spinning her soul as it wished,devastating every happiness she could let in , the poison made her helpless.
By making her to taste every drop of it,
the poison made her lifeless.
All she need now is an another thought that could save her from the poison or to be true, maybe she needed the same thought that once made her feel alive.
This time ,
That isn't just another day .
She didn't made herself to sleep with tears.
She didn't regret for her existence.
She didn't get scared of the clock that is ticking twelve.
She realised that there are hearts that would hold her in her ups and downs.
She saw the happy tears in those beautiful souls just because she is smiling.
She came to know that there are people for whom her smile matters.
They proved that blood isn't always needed to become family.
Not her shadow in the dark ,but his light showed the path
Not her braveness raised her from the downfalls, but his encouragement did
Not her pain saved from her agony, but his belief in her strength did
Not in her silence she found her peace of mind , but staying with him silent did
Not for the thought that he could give his life for her gave the happiness,but for the thought that he will be with her untill death gave her strength
Not the existence of her gave her the spirit of life but one cannot think about her without thinking of him did.
She repeatedly thought about it by thinking not to think about it.
The complexity of her thoughts is so much confusing
She chose ,
pain over happiness
tears over smile
fear over strength
weakness over boldness
Yet, besides of all these choices, she wanted her life to be perfect !
How stupid she is ! She didn't realise that all her hopes will go in vain without the positivity in her heart and mind.
Trembling in the darkness
Darker thoughts in the mind
Senseless foot steps
Not your shadow as your ally
Not your braveness as your guardian
Not your determination as your strength
Not your knowledge as your way
Oh ! Forget about the loved ones, they ain't gonna be with you without all the above
That's when you should hold your heart and listen to it.
Because you and only you are your life
In the darkness, in the light,you will have only you .
When you think the behaviour of others gives an impact on your inner peace either shout it out on them or walk out.
Remember that your inner peace is important .
She is not always that girl who would shut herself out to people.
She is not always that girl who stays in her box of fear and would not let any word out of her mouth.
She is not always the one who would let anyone humiliate her.
No, she is not what everyone thought that she was.
People least know that,
She can let her heart synchronise with her dance.
She can hold wordless pain and can show it with just a smile.
She can get traumatized again and again and can get back again with doubled strength.
People least knew that she never cared about what everyone thought about her.
People least knew that she gave lesser importance to the outer extravagance than she gave to her inner beauty.
Oh please !
Try to listen with an intention to
If you just want to reply,then don't
listen at all.