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Marie

PO# 582118
Russian Federation
Russian Federation
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October 1, 2017
Moskva, Russia

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Your touch is foreign to me now.
Your eyes are distant, unfamiliar.
We’ve tried, but now my hands are down.
There’s nothing that I can believe in.

Hope for. Time —

It’s grabbing by my throat.
Demanding things to be decided.
I’m sorry, but I cannot walk
Towards the past of you and I.

But darling. Kiss me one more time,
Erase our memories goodbye.

STARS
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My thoughts are poison to my brain,
My wounds won't heal without stitches,
My soul is covered with a stain
Of broken past and hopeless future.

— Marianna M.

VISIONS
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April 14, 2017
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"The World map"

You're inches away on the World map.
I can reach my finger and touch where you stand
Alone and without me holding your hand.
I wish we were this close in person instead.
 
I would kiss your cheek and you'd make me smile,
Marking the happiest day of our lives.

But I close my eyes and all I can hear
Is your unbelievably silent goodbye.

— Marianna M.

ANGEL OF FAITH
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March 21, 2017
 

* * *
As you walk away, I watch the path that you've created:
The shattered pieces of my heart of color that you hated
Are following your graceful steps — the ground beneath is melting.
You never thought it would have hurt or that I would have felt it.

The emptiness that's in my chest is pounding as if crying.
But there is nothing to replace the light that once was firing.
It's surly slowly dying.

— Marianna M.

ANGEL OF UNDERSTANDING
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November 7, 2016
 

"Birds"

You have raised me in your nest,
In the safety of your wings.
Now the pain runs through my chest
As your nest became my cage.

Let me out and let me breathe!
I'm your little bird no more.
You think you are saving me,
But after all this years I'm sore.

Exhausted. Drained. I need to see
The endless beauty of the world,
I need to fly away from here.
Please, I am not afraid to fall.

You always think that you are right,
And I would prove you wrong.
If only you could let me out,
So I can sing my favorite song.

Don't push me, thinking that will help.
Cause that's the reason I might fall.
Just let me fly and I'll come back.
Just bless my heart and bless my soul.

-- Marianna M.

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DREAMS
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September 27, 2016
 

"The fear"

Share your biggest fear with me,
And I will tell you mine.
I'll breathe in every single whisper
That I can define.

The wind is cold against my face —
I'll tell you what I fear.
I fear to fall in your embrace,
To show you how I feel.

To let you in my world and be
Forever lost in yours.
But being lost in your blue eyes
Is what I fear the most.

— Marianna M.

WINTER WHISPERS
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* * *

When everything is falling down;
When tears are blurring out my eyes;
When I have no one left to lose ,
Nowhere to go, nothing to choose;
When life is laughing in my face,
I will stand up and find my place.
I'll do my best to win this race.

— Marianna M.

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DARK AND STRIPED
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May 23, 2016
Moskva, Russia


"The play"

A few days left until we are apart,
A few words left for us to not be sorry.
So say the lines according to your part,
Then drop the curtain, leaving me no worries.

Don't stop, don't turn around, but run.
Don't comfort me, if I am crying.
Let tears be fallen on the ground,
Let us be over, cause otherwise we're dying.

- Marianna M.

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ORIGINAL
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May 23, 2016
 

* * *
A year ago today
I was standing by your side.
We were sharing my umbrella,
When the sky began to cry.

A year ago today
When the nights there were so bright,
I was watching bridges open
In the reflection of your eyes.

Everything has changed since then,
But a year ago today
All I needed was your smile
To feel warm, and loved and safe.

- Marianna M.

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#INKTOBER
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May 4, 2016
Moskva, Russia

"Not mine"

I hear your voice so clear in my head,
I see the moments that we never had.
You're the main piece of the jigsaw I have,
But you are clueless and I am not brave.

Please, shut your eyes, so I can survive.
You are my everything, but you aren't mine.

- Marianna M.

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PAINTED LOGO
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April 1, 2016
 

***

Can't see you —that's how far you are.
Can't recognize the color of your eyes.
They are so distant like a morning star,
So cold as if the sun won't ever rise.

Can't touch your hand and feel the warmth
Can't kiss you then grow wings to fly.
I miss the days when we were close;
Though memories will never die.

— Marianna M.

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ORIGINAL
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April 1, 2016
 

"The Road"

The only road I know is gone,
Now I'm lost where nobody can find me.
I have to find myself at first;
My heart is deaf and carries on so blindly.

How can I see the light? If now
All I can feel is doubts surrounding me so gently;
When I can't even figure out
If someone lies or if he's being friendly.

I know I am rather naive
To give my heart to somebody who doesn't care.
I wish I could be someone else:
To wear a mask as well and not to be beware.

So where's the only road I know?
The one that took a lifetime being built.
I guess I have to find another road,
Another way of being loved and needed.

— Marianna M.

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ASPHALT GREY
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