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but do not demand
Just be thankful
that you are present
when they need you
It's not about the time
nor the presence
but your willingness
If they do not appreciate it
and forget it
maybe someone else
right now need them the most
There are circumstance in my life
where I act momentarily numb and dumb
But I believe I need to act the opposite
However, I just cannot
My friend told me my infatuation
take me to another level of fantasy
which I cannot decipher the real from reel
My situation is not adamant
because I think I am still in control
and its up to me whether to choose
the right or wrong
This shallowness I want to disappear
though my regret is the one I fear
relentlessly as I discover these loneliness
cannot be sway like a wind
forgive me for being to stubborn
and not fighting the fear of the unknown
I am just hardly afraid of being hurt,
loving without knowing,
getting by without te...
After a month of being at home
I am back from being independent
to a new country where I am a stranger
to the people who are so polite
to a place where my comfort is gone
where I strive to fight for my place
and to dream an impossible dream
Here I go again
Trying my hardest so I will not regret
leaping my faith because I believe that
this dream is meant to be a reality
Gratitude and thankfulness will be in my heart
because whenever I look back I know you'll
always be a part
Assessing myself after a year, I find that I'm still the same girl I used to be.
I'm still having a hard time connecting to people.
I still do not know how to risk.
I still believe in my own principle and I am not willing to bend it.
I am still inside the bubble and refusing to pop out.
I feel the I am fragile and vulnerable to be hurt a lot of time.
There maybe changes but I know it's a chance for me to be better.
Time will tell when I can burst out, just to be understood.
In the end, I am still the same hopeful girl who dreams to be happy
HEARING MY MOTHER'S VOICE
IS A CALM IN MY HEART
THE SIMPLE HUM SHE DELIVERS
MAKE ME FEEL AT EASE
HER SMILE AND ACKNOWLEDGEMENT
MAKES MY HEART FLUTTER
MY TREMBLE HEART
SHE KEEPS IT FOR COMFORT
I D0NT KNOW
WHAT I WILL DO WITHOUT HER
I WANNA HUG HER TIGHT
WITH ALL THE MIGHT THAT I CAN
HOW LUCKY AM I
TO HAVE A MOTHER
WHO HAS SELFLESS LOVE
SO SHE DESERVES ONLY THE BEST
I LOVE YOU MOM!
It's not my intention to hurt you
For once, I am just making a decision for myself
I'm not sure if we can reconcile
and it's tough
because I treasure you a lot.
I wonder how it will be
But I still hope
everything's gonna be fine
just the way before
I'm too shallow to be emotional
I don't regret
but I'm just scared to lose
a genuine heart whom it's hard to find
A friend like you
is hard to find
But God only knows
if we can work out fine.
I do not know.
I just feel giddy whenever I see you.
tongue-tied, that is why I never talk to you.
no doubt I am amaze by your beauty
and when your eyes speak
I am mesmerise without knowing why
I used to unlike you
because you displayed arrogance
like you did not care at all
I really do not know
Then, a sudden change of heart
I wanna know your soul.
Is it full of comfort?
or longing for someone?
I'm scared because you're out of reach.
even you're just simply here.
Adulting is hard.
Experiencing ups and downs is inevitable.
But wrong decisions makes you wiser.
It is a part of life you will always pass to,
So don't be afraid to fall.
Because after you fall, the only way you will go is up.
A moment of silence is better
And it’s even best with warm hugs
A simple dose can keep us shine
Even It’s another gloomy day
I am trying to reach out on something I can not decipher
The depth is unintentional that even a grasp of someone's hand can not take away
Moving forward is the perfect solution, a must though I prefer the initial step to be out done
Proceeding with a lot of uncertainty can rule out success or desperation so where do I stand
Will I continue to shut inside my world or try to reach something I do not even know
Catching a rare glimpse from a human
Dissecting your being
Trying to convene a message
Which is terribly hidden
Looking thoroughly to bits of glances
Working out every habit to decipher the information
It is your heart.
Giving without waiting
Reciprocates love without envoking
It just transcends your soul
That is a beauty
Monday is the day
Which I will speak my thoughts to a people I never meet or knew.
My mind is trembling to think on how I will act to this matter.
May my words reflect a beautiful meaning ib my life.
May I have the strength to answer every questions.
Give the best of my ability and the gist of the information they want to hear.
I will be glad that this soon will end.
And I do not have the time to take it anymore.
I want to be out and never go back.
Spread my wings and fly to a horizon and in order to commit this I need to become the best and provide a fair lines this coming monday.
I will be very glad if I get what I deserve which is the very best ofcourse
Why it is so hard to write a witty essay for an hour?
The fact that I know how to read and write makes me stress from the output I generated. A millions of corrections to countless of grammar mistakes are all I have seen.
Can anyone help me with my current dilemma?
Dearest youngest sibling,
I kinda hate you right now because I do not like the feeling of being irritated because it transcends in my aura and it affected everyone.
I dislike you who do not understand hierarchy in terms of respect and affection.
I know We are all equal and we do not need someones approval to feel loved.
But I hate the fact that you humiliate me amd your own family. You always disregard the feelings of the people who truly love you and only symphatize more to your peers. It is a sore to my sight and hate to my guts.
However, I always pray that you do good in everything you do and that you are safe from harm. Because I love and care for you. Even at times I loath you.
I was inside the bubble of anxiety
Waiting to burst
And ripe to beknown.
If I flick those circles,
Can I break free from this notion that I fear
If I constantly jump,
Does the capsule repressed my emotion inside?
If I pinch that single piece,
Will I explode to realization?
Blow, blow, blow
Detonate I perceived.
Million times, I want to shred this unfamiliar behaviour that shadows my individuality.
I started reading this new book TEXTING GOD and I think the book is worthreading. From my first glance, I discover and ponder how can I have a quality time with him, if I am too inclined in this new techy gadgets?
Hopefully or soon, with this book, I can discover how to text God without any restraints 👌🏼🙏🏼
Happiest people do not necessarily have the best of everything. They simply make the best of everything.
Note: Rated GP vignettes for the soul❤️
Long battle coming up
Adrenaline will surely rush
Hectic schedule on my way
Oh what a day!
The only thing I can do is be mad and laugh
The tears in my eyes are the remnants of your overflowing love and care which I thought was my blissful moment.
I doubt a lot with the trials I encountered and never will I knew this was a phase to overcome my soltitude.
I always taken you for granted.
Fears was embodied to myself but now I truly believe this was your only way to express your countless and sacrificial love.
Im indeed in awe with you.
I may not be excited what my future is. However, I am very glad to experience it with you.
Forever I will be thankful and grateful.
Your fondest child,
The door you always open
Is the door I always enter
Forever You received
The Infinity I give
Bound to the universe
Cling to this world
You always asked
My mind simply anwser
I hope I forgive
Time pays forward
Backward will return
A cycle which goes on and on
Unkept and unnoticed
Looking back, some are very numb and naive with this world. We are surely a small youngins who followed the routines which our dear parents or guardians instilled to. A life which was totally should spend with full of happiness and excitement.
However, everyone grow up and obviously the responsibility we never knew existed. You extend your ways to come up with it. You learn the ideals and normalcy. And probably tried your very best to accept it and belong to it. Eventhough, You feel it is not what you wanted.
Goodluck! My friend for keeping the hardships all by yourself. Countless time, you try to share it to the unknown. Whilst, the unknown is the confidant who yo...