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marie

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Canada
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June 24, 2019
 

Life is like a game of snakes and ladders

There are times when a SNAKE bites you down

and a LADDER to take you up

Simple Lesson:

Just don't give up to roll the dice again and again.

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June 24, 2019

Please excuse me if I am quite bothersome I know you told me that you will shut  up and leave me alone but until now I am learning how to let go of things I cannot hold onto.
I am happy because you are emotionally strong.
Before, I truly think I am strong but maybe this experience is new to me and I am in the process of guarding my heart again.
In the future, I hope I will be like you because you know how to get it over easily. Up until now, I am still learning what to do and I hope you do not mind if at times I will still send you messages from time to time and ask about how you doin?
Maybe I am still in fact withdrawn to the feelings I had which I though was only temporary and yet I am ...

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June 17, 2019
 

I am not broken
I am in the process of healing
Learning how to stop the fast heartbeat
and returning it to its usual state

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June 11, 2019
 

I used my head
and choose to let go
my heart is throbbing
and Im not so sure

my heart was an open book
trying to recover from a sadness
of the reason why I let go

my choice makes me realise
that I am afraid of the unknown
and the people who'll judge me
if I hold on

But everything was vivid
and the best thing to do
is not to hold on

Though, I am still in the place
where I cannot let go

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May 15, 2019

This wall I thought was build to last
never truly knows it will shatter

I'm under a spell
I'm caught and cannot escape

In one way or another
to self destruct
and to disappoint another soul

Please release this uncanny emotion
if you're not here to stay

I do not know if I could still rely
if up to this moment,
I am the one who only plays
and your just at bay
like a predator waiting for a prey

Please stop
Please stop

I'm not up to this and I hate myself
for letting my self to enter this wholly madness

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May 11, 2019

If the wind is against us
how can I waver

I look in to your eyes
telling a brief history
your past distractions and animosity

Linger for a touch and reverie
You close your eyes and just feel
longing

Guess I couldn't stand it
But I'm not willing to compromise
truly not ready for another downfall
from your fancy idyllic

Regardless, I'm happy that you are here
even yet  you are so far
I blame it to the wind
I curse this havoc

I will just entirely  cherish
This come what may situation



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February 21, 2019



Give time
but do not demand

Just be thankful
that you are present
when they need you

It's not about the time
nor the presence
but your willingness

If they do not appreciate it
and forget it
Move on
maybe someone else
right now need them the most


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January 19, 2019

There are circumstance in my life
where I act momentarily numb and dumb
But I believe I need to act the opposite
However, I just cannot

My friend told me my infatuation
take me to another level of fantasy
which I cannot decipher the real from reel

My situation is not adamant
because I think I am still in control
and its up to me whether to choose
the right or wrong

This shallowness I want to disappear
though my regret is the one I fear
relentlessly as I discover these loneliness
cannot be sway like a wind

forgive me for being to stubborn
and not fighting the fear of the unknown
I am just hardly afraid of being hurt,
loving without knowing,
getting by without te...

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January 4, 2019

After a month of being at home
I am back from being independent
to a new country where I am a stranger
to the people who are so polite
to a place where my comfort is gone
where I strive to fight for my place
and to dream an impossible dream

Here I go again
Trying my hardest so I will not regret
leaping my faith because I believe that
this dream is meant to be a reality

Gratitude and thankfulness will be in my heart
because whenever I look back I know you'll
always be a part

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December 27, 2018
 

Assessing myself after a year, I find that I'm still the same girl I used to be.
I'm still having a hard time connecting to people.
I still do not know how to risk.
I still believe in my own principle and I am not willing to bend it.

I am still inside the bubble and refusing to pop out.
I feel the I am fragile and vulnerable to be hurt a lot of time.
There maybe changes but I know it's a chance for me to be better.

Time will tell when I can burst out, just to be understood.

In the end, I am still the same hopeful girl who dreams to be happy

NEVER GIVE UP
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December 8, 2018
 

HEARING MY MOTHER'S VOICE
IS A CALM IN MY HEART
THE SIMPLE HUM SHE DELIVERS
MAKE ME FEEL AT EASE
HER SMILE AND ACKNOWLEDGEMENT
MAKES MY HEART FLUTTER

MY TREMBLE HEART
SHE KEEPS IT FOR COMFORT
I D0NT KNOW
WHAT I WILL DO WITHOUT HER
I WANNA HUG HER TIGHT
WITH ALL THE MIGHT THAT I CAN
HOW LUCKY AM I
TO HAVE A MOTHER
WHO HAS SELFLESS LOVE

SO SHE DESERVES ONLY THE BEST

I LOVE YOU MOM!



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December 5, 2018
 

It's not my intention to hurt you
For once, I am just making a decision for myself  
It's hard
I'm not sure if we can reconcile
and it's tough
because I treasure you a lot.

I wonder how it will be
But I still hope
everything's gonna be fine
just the way before

I'm too shallow to be emotional
I don't regret
but I'm just scared to lose
a genuine heart whom it's hard to find

A friend like you
is hard to find
But God only knows
if we can work out fine.

THE BEST IS YET TO COME
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December 4, 2018
 

"W"

I do not know.
I just feel giddy whenever I see you.
tongue-tied, that is why I never talk to you.

no doubt I am amaze by your beauty

and when your eyes speak
I am mesmerise without knowing why

I used to unlike you
because you displayed arrogance
like you did not care at all

I really do not know

Then, a sudden change of heart

I wanna know your soul.
Is it full of comfort?
or longing for someone?

I'm scared because you're out of reach.

even you're just simply here.

LOVE LETTER
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December 4, 2018
Canada

Adulting is hard.
Experiencing ups and downs is inevitable.
But wrong decisions makes you wiser.
It is a part of life you will always pass to,
So don't be afraid to fall.
Because after you fall, the only way you will go is up.

BE BRAVE
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November 15, 2017
 

Sometimes

A moment of silence is better

And it’s even best with warm hugs

A simple dose can keep us shine

Even It’s another gloomy day

I LOVE WRITING DAY
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May 24, 2017
 

Relax
Breathe
Imagine
Everything will be alright

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May 10, 2017
 

Why do I always look forward for a wonderful day?

ENJOY QUALITY TIME
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May 6, 2017
 

I am trying to reach out on something I can not decipher

The depth is unintentional that even a grasp of someone's hand can not take away

Moving forward is the perfect solution, a must though I prefer the initial step to be out done

Proceeding with a lot of uncertainty can rule out success or desperation so where do I stand

Will I continue to shut inside my world or try to reach something I do not even know

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May 3, 2017
 

Wrong for not moving
Wrong for not noticing
Wrong for nothing

MAY PHOTO MONTH
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April 4, 2017
 

Catching a rare glimpse from a human
Dissecting your being
Trying to convene a message
Which is terribly hidden
Looking thoroughly to bits of glances
Working out every habit to decipher the information

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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March 27, 2017
 

Take charge, give it all

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March 20, 2017
 

It is your heart.
Giving without waiting
Reciprocates love without envoking
It just transcends your soul
That is a beauty
It tran

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
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March 18, 2017
 

Monday is the day
Which I will speak my thoughts to a people I never meet or knew.
My mind is trembling to think on how I will act to this matter.
May my words reflect a beautiful meaning ib my life.
May I have the strength to answer every questions.
Give the best of my ability and the gist of the information they want to hear.
I will be glad that this soon will end.
And I do not have the time to take it anymore.
I want to be out and never go back.
Spread my wings and fly to a horizon and in order to commit this I need to become the best and provide a fair lines this coming monday.
I will be very glad if I get what I deserve which is the very best ofcourse

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March 10, 2017
 

A simple word that has full of meanings:

👌🏼 OKAY 😌

Hurray for Hollywood
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March 8, 2017
 

Why it is so hard to write a witty essay for an hour?
The fact that I know how to read and write makes me stress from the output I generated. A millions of corrections to countless of grammar mistakes are all I have seen.

Can anyone help me with my current dilemma?

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March 7, 2017
 

  Dearest youngest sibling,

I kinda hate you right now because I do not like the feeling of being irritated because it transcends in my aura and it affected everyone.
I dislike you who do not understand hierarchy in terms of respect and affection.
I know We are all equal and we do not need someones approval to feel loved.
But I hate the fact that you humiliate me amd your own family. You always disregard the feelings of the people who truly love you and only symphatize more to your peers. It is a sore to my sight and hate to my guts.
However, I always pray that you do good in everything you do and that you are safe from harm. Because I love and care for you. Even at times I loath you.
Pl...

Hurray for Hollywood
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March 2, 2017
 

I was inside the bubble of anxiety
Waiting to burst
And ripe to beknown.

If I flick those circles,
Can I break free from this notion that I fear

If I constantly jump,
Does the capsule repressed my emotion inside?

If I pinch that single piece,
Will I explode to realization?

Blow, blow, blow
Detonate I perceived.
Million times, I want to shred this unfamiliar behaviour that shadows my individuality.

TINY QUEEN
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March 1, 2017
 

I started reading this new book TEXTING GOD and I think the book is worthreading. From my first glance, I discover and ponder how can I have a quality time with him, if I am too inclined in this new techy gadgets?
Hopefully or soon, with this book, I can discover how to text God without any restraints 👌🏼🙏🏼

Hurray for Hollywood
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March 1, 2017
 

Prayer
Alms giving
Fasting

3 things to remember this lenten season

Hurray for Hollywood
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