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Walking through the halls because we had just skipped class
We sat on the staircase as I wondered how I fell so fast
I had given you a battery for your flashlight
But it will never shine as bright as the stars in your eyes
I was just a girl that wore her heart on her sleeve
And you were the boy that was always there for me
This reality was such a beautiful dream
I hope this song touches your heart and you come back to me
No matter how far, I'll always love you unconditionally.
It was a quiet night, covered by the cold moonlight
Our voices were all you could hear as we whispered
"I wish you were here by my side."
You were careful not to drive
Walking by foot
I unlocked the door the d...
He could never see her for who she was
She could never see how he tore her apart
And like local outlaws,
he ran once he had a hold of her heart
On her knees, she prayed faithfully every night
That her cowboy would make it home alright
While he drank whiskey hoping to make things right
She clung to her pillow for dear life and cried
I miss you like I miss my childhood
Gone forever but if I could go back I would
I think about you everyday
And this pain makes me lose my strength
It's all my fault
My anger did it all
It tore us to pieces
But look at yourself
You know what you did
I blame it all on myself
But at least I didn't keep things hidden
You were the best thing to happen
And you easily became the worst
To you I'm just a memory forgotten
But I always put you first
Just a boy from a small little town
That drives a Dodge to get around
He wears a smile that doesn't lie
But holds a sadness deep within his eyes
You'll find him with a bottle in his hand
Trying to make people laugh when he can
He's the life of the party
The friendliest of friends
He's just a cowboy
That knows lonlieness like the back of his hand
Doesn't know how to love
He just passes the time
He never gives up
Always up for the fight
They might knock him down
And tear him to pieces
But he'll always get up again
Without any excuses
Just a boy that you see around
That prefers a cowboy hat over a king's crown
He lies awake in bed every night
Apologizing to his mama in his mind
Don't fall too deep
My dad used to say
Don't show that you're weak
You weren't raised that way
Couple years later, I met him one day
Beautiful eyes and the greatest smile on his face
He once was just a friend when suddenly
He made my heart race
And I've loved him ever since
I'm sorry dad I hate to say
That I fall deeper for him every passing day
And for him I wouldn't change a single thing
Even if it hurts and the pain is too great
You raised a fighter
And I'll fight for his sake
There are those times that all you can do is give up.
When your best is still not good enough.
When drops of tears become the flows of a river.
When it was just a scrape and now you're bleeding out.
And the person you need the most, doesn't want to save you.
In moments of pain, you're who I think about.
I should be thinking about myself, whether I'm okay, whether I'll be fine, but no.
I think about how you're the one that can make me feel okay.
I'm the one that puts my limbs back into place, that mends the wounds that were inflicted upon me, that picks up the pieces.
Yet I give you all the credit.
You linger on the crevices of my lips.
The trail of your touch is still fresh on my skin.
Your whispers and breaths echo within my heart.
Stays, the warmth of your hugs that put me together when I was torn apart.
Your strength and kindness are a part of me.
I find them everywhere, in everything I see.
I will not say that it was good while the spark lasted.
I will not say that we are done.
I know I should be past it.
But we are not a candle, we are the sun.
I'm your beauty,
You are my beast.
I'm your soothing,
You are my heartbeat.
Our story begins in the midst of flowers, wind, soil, and a bit of sunlight if you may.
I would tell you the exact date this occurred, but it seems that time has caused me to forget, all I remember is the feeling of bliss piercing through my heart when I first lay my eyes upon him. His kaleidoscopic eyes engulfed in curiosity as he gazed upon the trees and the flowers, Lost in the thought of what could be.
It was an incredible sight, one I would never come to forget. Little did I know that, that incredible sight would change the course of my life. That it would change the way I viewed the world and the beauty it had to offer.
I was never one for war, I never understood how the want for s...
I admire every flaw in your mind and on your body.
I admire how you have flaws, they tell your battles and your stories.
I care if not a little but a lot about what people think.
I will now stop and accept that you are a part of me.
The glistening light in your eyes, your hugs and your goodbyes.
Your mysteries, your truthful lies.
Words cannot define you nor describe,
How instead of changing, you became my life.
In the summer she often wandered towards the beach,
Where her yearning for adventure was anything but out of reach.
She walked towards the waves crashing in the ocean blue,
Where she kept a dark secret from me and you.
"Why should I stay on land?" She often thought,
"When my hand in marriage isn't something to be bought."
Salt and water soon became one,
As soon went down the sun.
She stood upon the highest peak,
While onlookers thought her a freak.
She dived into the violent waves,
Where she had the power to determine every sailors fate.
Scales and fins,
Anything but paper thin.
Engulfing her legs,
Trailing up her skin.
Under the moonlight,
Beauty so pale.
She was everything but fra...
Our appearance is a chest containing the treasure within, and we don't all have a key, so why judge what we haven't seen?
Our eyes are bright, and are the stars woven into a quilt called "The galaxy", also known as our body.
We have more thoughts than Jupiter has moons, that are as devastating as Japan with typhoons.
Is there a limit to the knowledge we can know, just as there seems to be a limit to how much the universe can grow.
Shooting stars and meteor showers, wishes and beauty that is only ours.
Just as we don't know what really is out in space, you don't know what goes on in my mind just by looking at my face.
My emotions are planets that revolve around my brain called "The sun", and...
I want to make a difference in the world.
I want to spread the word that love is love and we were taught that "Love knows no boundaries." But the very people that taught us that are creating the boundaries.
Love is a feeling just like sadness and happiness. Anybody can feel it towards anyone.
I want to show the world that we as individuals are more than just a grade on a report card, a number on a paper, a file amongst files.
I want to prove that the grade on a report card doesn't show how smart a person truly is.
I want to change the fact that pieces of paper determine our future, that other people have the power to determine our future, when our future is ours.
I want to prevent all the...
I want an infinite amount of days full of hardships, turbulations, success, and unforgettable moments with you.
Sleepless nights filled with endless talks between the both of us about life and what we'll make of it.
Arguments that lead to broken dishes and dried up tears ending in an apology and "I do care." Entwined bodies and entangled hair with whispers of kisses and soundless "I love yous."
An orchestra of raindrops and wind playing symphonic melodies outside while we dance hand in hand inside.
Broken heads and creased eyebrows over unsolved problems ending with jaw dropping solutions.
Life isn't perfect.
It's anything but perfect.
But with you by my side, perfect just can't define ...
Even if it's impossible,
Why should we give up?
Even if you say you're not loveable,
Why should I stop?
I know that you see my messages,
That you see my calls.
Do you honestly think I can forget this?
I won't forget you at all.
My heart is breaking.
Crack by crack.
My eyes are watering, I want you back.
You say you love me.
And that I should find someone better.
Because you're leaving,
And you don't want me to get hurt.
I don't mind waiting,
This is what I'm here for.
You say you love me,
But I'll always love you more.
I love you in an impossible way.
Every boundary, everything that was off limits, I crossed them for you.
I love you no matter what people say.
Every hug, every word was more than true.
I love you more than words can convey.
Every color you painted on my canvas that was blue.
I love you and I will everyday.
Everything, for you I do.
There are some things I wish that I could change.
Like the way I look, the way I am, and my age.
My heart and soul that are overcome with rage.
This horror of a novel titled "My Life", that I live page by page.
I can't help but feel enraged,
By the way I play off pain on this play lit on a stage.
I am more than teenage,
I live my life enthusiastically and worry free offstage.
But I'm stuck center stage,
In the middle of an internal rampage,
Because I'm stuck in this cage.
That I wish I could disengage.
So I could be in my place.
In front of your face.
Because you're my fate.
You make my heart race.
And all I want is to be with you, till the end of my days.
Every thing I do,
Somehow reminds me of you.
Every time I hear those melodies,
It brings back our memories.
Every heartbeat when I breathe,
Is for you that brought me relief.
I thank God everytime I breathe,
Because it's you that set me free.
I fell for you the way leaves fall from trees,
You're the wind that knocked me off my feet.
And like the wind is your love for me,
You can feel it when you can't see.
Every night I look to the stars above,
Thinking they'll never outshine you my love.
My heart is a wild beast.
Imprisoned in a cage.
Every breath is a beat.
Beating with rage.
Outside I'm discrete.
Inside a rampage.
They made a puppet of me.
Made my life a stage.
I will begin to bleed.
With their piercing gaze.
And undying greed.
With hatred that will not faze.
All I need,
Is for them to say,
That I will be freed.
From this endless maze.
I now just plead.
For the beast in my ribcage.
For it will continue to beat.
With an undying rage.
Why are you so cruel? With your Neverending wars and poisonous fumes.
Why are you killing me? By cutting down my trees when they are there for you to breathe.
Why do you throw your trash everywhere but where it belongs? It seems as if you want me gone.
You need to rid of your pride and greed.
Open your eyes and embrace your humanity.
You can save a life with a mere seed.
Plant hope in places of need.
Swallow your selfish needs and end your wars.
Dear My Love,
Sometimes I don't know what to do.
Most of the times my mind has a mind of its own.
I can't control my thoughts about you.
I can't forget those late night calls on the phone.
I roam this barren part of the world without a heart.
I feel that it is better to not have one over falling apart.
I always thought that dreams were real.
Especially after the good you saw in me.
But then you left, and dreams could never be, as real as this cold reality.
If I didn't have those voices in the back of my mind,
And if my choices didn't matter half of the time.
Baby, I'd like to call you mine.
I'd treasure you like the stars in the sky,
And love you till the end of time.
I wish you could see what I see when you're smiling,
And how you tear me apart when you're crying.
Baby I'm trying to keep it bottled up inside.
I know there will come a day when I'll have to say goodbye.
But how can I let go of what's keeping me alive?
I know someday you'll find somebody better,
And I hope and I pray that they'll heal you when you get hurt.
It hurts to say, that we'll be forever,
When I know your face will be a memory to remember.
And I know that it's goin...
Dear My Love,
I wish to whisper sweet nothing's into your ear. I want to be able to hug you from behind when you're washing dishes. I want to come home and have you waiting for me because you'll be my home. I want to wake up in the morning and find myself wrapped in your arms. I want to hold your hand and rub your knuckles with my thumb and remember every curve, and every edge by touch. I want to hold you in my arms and never have to let go because there won't be a reason to let go. I want to learn how to cook a difficult dish just so you'd be able to taste it. I want to go crazy because you forgot to pay the wifi and I'm going to have homework due but I won't be able to finish it because y...