I've felt the old me slipping away more often than none. The old me was gone and the new me was trying to find his way in this world. Alot Less naive and full of fuck you's
And out of my darkness, I hope one day flowers may bloom. At this point I can feel myself becoming colder and my heart beating slower. My time is coming to an end.
I've gotten to the point where there is no point in the what if's or the what could've happened. We make decisions in life and that's just how it goes. We're all going with the flow and learning things as we go.
It seems like I am always looking for you in every place I go. The past still lingers and your ghost haunts my thoughts of what could have been.
So pour me that drink.
Make it strong and stiff.
Make me forget about it all
who I am just for just a little bit.
I hope you think about me.
I think of you still.
The way you made me feel was an indescribable feeling of heaven & hell all in one little touch.
Like I was dancing with the devil.
But I saw heaven in your eyes.
Such a head rush whenever I'm with you.
Oh the intricacies of love are a crazy web we weave like a spider catching prey we're helpless until fate meets..
And that's the thing about lovers, they can make you feel like you're on top of the world and the next like you don't even exist.
I used to think I knew you, but you were a whole different world and I was like Columbus still finding my way believing the earth was flat. Oh how naive I was.
Lately I've been accustomed to the leaving. Everything seems temporary to me and no one is ever here to stay. And I can't remember what it's like to find meaning in anything..
You were my brown eyed girl in the summer time heat. Fireworks would explode every time our eyes would meet, but just like fireworks our love faded away like those sunny days by the riverside.
And the more I tried to be optimistic, the more the pessimist in me showed. For the world wasn't sunshine and rainbows and my heart was dark and cold.
I know you. You wear tons of makeup to cover up that pretty face.
I know you, and all that you want is a soft touch and warm embrace.
I know you, because you can't let go of past mistakes and your heart is heavy from pain that can't be erased.
I know you all to well.
She was that shot of whiskey in my glass when I should've just closed my tab.
She never made me think clearly,but that shot of ecstasy would always be the death of me.. be the death of me.
I had to learn to let you go because your memory would haunt me. And some nights were better than others I could still feel your touch and hear your voice.
But letting go is something we all should do and when we finally do we're free.
Her lips were like red wine and all I could think about was getting drunk off that first kiss.
Break my heart, take your piece. There's plenty of me to love for someone else, but I do know you will search for me in another person. I PROMISE
I have alot of broken pieces.. I feel shattered to the bone. When happiness is just a virtue and I'm feeling all alone.
Her words were like fire. They set my soul ablaze and burned deep into my soul making me hungry and wanting more
Give this world a chance and give me a chance there's so many beautiful things outside if you just open your eyes
We tend to forget that there's plenty of fish in the sea and most of what's in the sea is still unknown..
I've been hollow before, and ripped to shreds. With words on paper and feelings being bled. I'm surprised I'm not dead.
My heart was beating out of my chest. I didn't leave with words left unsaid. I gave her all of me and now all I feel is melancholy.
We're all writing our own books. Some people leave a few lines in our life's and others help us fill it with paragraphs, memories, and words that can never be defined. How I longed to have you along my side to help me write my book, but our book together has come to an end. Time to start a new chapter once again.
Our last kiss still lingers on my mind. Was I really that Blind? I couldn't see the signs.. and when the smoke had been lifted you were no longer mine.
That surreal feeling started to sink in again. One day I was on top of the world, now I'm lying face down on the floor.
I couldn't save her and Lord knows I tried. I was trying to take away her pain, but her burdens were to much to bear which made me sink along with her along that ocean floor.
Some people are meant to fall in love with each other.... But not meant to be together.