its 2:30 am, awake and reading
unknown call on cellphone.
i picked up .
Was it really her? A shiver rouse through my body.
I couldn't believe . after all these years a call from her !!
i couldn't reply back for a moment.
"you there?" she questioned, even she could hear my heart throbbing.
After a span i gathered myself back and said "hey" .
"remember me !!" she mentioned.
"only if i could have forgot you" i spoke.
a long silence froze until she finally said " happy birthday".
i thanked her.
there we in silence felt the breeze long fogotten .
its strange long ago we couldn't stop talking and there we were with no words to express our emotions ....
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there is an agony in my heart . so many feelings ache inside me . i used to run from things that haunted me to the dark i was succumbing to what hurt unbearable inside me .
i wake up feeling to exhaust the darkness inside me. which haven't been spoken for a long time.
And finally all these emotions burst out as written into words.
it felt like the bluebird in my heart finally flew away .
what do we leave behind when we cross each frontier?
Each moment splits into two...
melancholy for what was left behind and the excitement for entering new land.
why is that everytime you cross my path, there's a distinct need of your presence arranged by universe?
unchanged, unmoved & unmotivated.
you're not an accident, you never were.
you're a thoughtful planted idea which often moves me to believe in phenomenon of love.
you can't be lured ,possessed or bought.
you are light and love...and that alone is why you exist.
and that alone ....is why they choose you.
there's a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out
but i am too tough for him,
i say, stay in there,
i'm not going to let anybody see you .
One day i'll gather all your memories, go to the beach and mix them with sand.
no one will ever know why sandcastles glow at night.
Sometimes i think
its a tragedy that humans have reserve night for sleeping
though the moon has so much to say sometimes
it pains me that so many people so not understand this language
I dont know where i am
at times i plunge at the bottom of sea
At times rise up like the sun
Laying on the grass ,
stars shimmering through sky,
songs played through shuffle,
and there fell a shooting star...the song played "wish you were here ".