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PO# 491406
United Kingdom
United Kingdom
Author📚 Author of The Martens brothers series, Black Guys and Gals, Damaged and McQueen Family series 📚(Marianna Nemeth)
February 17, 2017
 

So...

Today is my birthday. 🍰

I got great food, great butterfly chocolate cake and great family.

I am feeling blessed right now.

Still, I am getting closer to that number... the 3 X LOL feeling funny today I guess 😏😉

Have a great day!

I am gonna bath the kids, feed them, put them in bed, wait for my partner to get home and probably gonna watch something in the tv... I am thinking about Bones. It was a long time when I watched it and I missed a lot and it's almost finished.

Bye :)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
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February 4, 2017
 

          "Forgive your enemies,                       but never forget their names."

           John F. Kennedy

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I'M SO SORRY
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February 2, 2017
 

Sick of me (Black Guys and Gals #5) (not edited snipet,still working on it)

"I think I am..." I whispered closing my eyes. "But I don't want to destroy his life. I don't want him..."

"Enough." I heard a deep voice and my heart started to beat so fast as I turned my head quickly.

"Rick?" Him and Thomas walked inside and he probably heard me. I shook my head standing up and staring at him.

"Fucking enough!" He told me and I snickered. Wasn't the best idea to argue in front of our siblings and their new born babies.

"Not here." I told him and he shook his head.

"Who cares anymore?" He asked me. "I want to be with you, I want to live with you, I want to have you every day, I want to marry...

ART IN THE MAKING
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January 27, 2017
 

#POTTERHEAD

I slowly packed my bag, my owl and my essential items onto the trolley what I quickly grabbed while the taxi driver waited for me impatiently. He was a right prick but hell somehow I needed to get to the Kings Cross station.

I grabbed the muggle money from my pocket and paid for him. He murmured a rude thank you and I frowned as he left and I started to push the trolley into the station. I slowly went to the ticket office as I still didn't buy my ticket at all, I walked up to the lady who looked at me smiling and I smiled back at her.
"I'd like a ticket to the Hogwarts express." I smiled and she looked around and started laughing. "Did I say something wrong?" I asked her feeli...

DREAM THE DREAM
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January 21, 2017
 

I feel sick again.

I don't want to be sick. I just got healthy not long ago, I just went back to the gym and to running.

I hate being sick. I am gonna go and sleep all day now.

Oh.
That will be fucking impossible!
Why? You may ask..?
Because I have kids.
I think I am gonna cry in the bathroom and then get some energy from my left over coffee.

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A HAPPY NEW YEAR
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January 16, 2017
 

I loved you.
You broke me.
I handed you everything.
You throw it away.
I fought for you.
You gave up on me.

And I am still here.
And I am still in love with you.
And I am still handing you everything.
And I am still fighting for you.

What are you doing?
You are destroying us.
But most of all.
Me.

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ANGEL OF ICE
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January 7, 2017
 

Dylan

"Hey, you are gonna get a 100 if you tell me where to find Marshmallow stuffed cookies?" He looked at me surprised and grinned.

"At the back of the warehouse, last lane, on the shelves." I grinned at him and handed him a 100 then me and Sofira quickly run at the back of the warehouse. She was looking around nervous when I spotted the sweets and grabbed some to her and put it on the small table there.

"Here you go." I smiled and she looked at me in awe which made me move and lift her up by her waist and put her down on the table. What the hell am I doing? The adrenaline was all over my body as I touched her cheek and leaned closer. "Stop me." I whispered looking at her beautiful lip...

DREAM THE DREAM
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January 4, 2017
 

#memories

We didn't get along because I loved him. I hated to think that I loved him, I hated to think that he loved me. I tried to forget the feeling, I tried to erase him from my life, from my heart.

I couldn't.

It was 15 years ago when I seen him last time and I hope to God we will see each other in the future... sooner or later. After everything is settled we will see each other.

We nearly lost each other but when we meet again the storm between us will rage for years.

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HAPPY 2017!
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January 4, 2017
 

You let me brake things up.
You let me smash things up.
You let me brake my own heart.
You let me brake yours...
You let me lose you.
You let me have you.
You let me give everything to you.
Everything.
I handed everything to you.
My heart.
My body.
My soul.
I let you brake things up.
I let you smash things up.
I let you brake your heart.
I let you lose me.
I let you to have me.
You handed everything to me.

What went wrong?
What went wrong that we are standing outside on the street shouting at each other?
What have you done??
What have I done??

We loved each other.
You loved me.
I loved you.

Let me say goodbye.
I let you to say goodbye.

Goodbye, my man.
Goodbye, my love.

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HAPPY 2017!
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January 1, 2017
 

I want to be kissed at midnight when the fireworks starts to pop around us and we start the New Year in each other's arm.

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ANGEL OF LOVE
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December 17, 2016
 

An Adventure Is On For Us Today.

Let's go snowboarding.

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GO FOR IT
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December 16, 2016
 

A teaser from my book. Enjoy. :)

"What now?" I asked him. He sighed shaking his head as he buried his face in my neck. He was sporting a stubble and I loved it. He looked so manly with it.
"I don't want our family to talk about us yet." He mumbled and I nodded.
"Me neither even they already do." He chuckled.
"They do." He looked up to me and I see him searching my eyes. "Look, cupcake. We need to get ready." He sighed pushing himself up. I watched him from the bed and smiled. He quickly put on some sweatpants and shirt, along with some shoes. He looked back at me and smirked. "You need to dress up. I don't want others see you like this." He told me and I rolled my eyes. I grabbed one o...

ANGEL OF LOVE
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December 14, 2016
 

Wasn't happy with it and I am still not happy with it.

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ANGEL OF TEMPTATION
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December 12, 2016
 

#bucketlist

1. Fly in a helicopter.
2. Go to the USA.
3. Meet with my friends from all over the world.
4. Get a job.
5. Get proud of...
6. Be a history or literature teacher.
7. Go on a road trip alone.
8. Always wanted to get purple or grey hair.
9. Want to get a tattoo... a lot actually.
10. Look sexy.
11. Have piercings... (not gonna specify)
12. I want to learn martial arts.
13. I want to learn shooting.
14. I want to learn Spanish, Italian.
15. I want to be a cool mum.
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DON'T TALK TO ME
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December 12, 2016
 

#writing

Hopefully in the future when I stop writing, which to be honest a little scary to me because writing is my passion, my hiding place, my thing... My books has piecies about me. I hope to read them again and again when I stop but...

It makes me think that.... Will I ever stop? Will I ever stop typing the words? My tiny little thoughts or my huge ones? How do I know that I wrote everything down? What if I left something out?

Easy words and thoughts are gonna come easily in the future and I don't need to write them down...

But what about the hard ones? Who is going to express them if I stop them?

If I ever stop writing that's probably my imagination or brain being dead.

Yeah. ...

YOUR DREAM, YOUR STORY
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December 11, 2016
 

Life is tough, my darling but so are you.

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YOU CAN DREAM IT
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December 9, 2016
 

It's time for you to bite me.

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LIVE OUT YOUR DREAMS
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December 8, 2016
 

I want you.
I want to kiss you.
I want to touch your cheek.
I want to feel your warm skin.
I want to feel how your body shivers under my touch.
I want to drink every shiver of your body.
I want to get what you can offer to me.
I want you to get me.
I want you to claim me.
I want you to touch my cheek.
I want you to caress my skin.
I want you to kiss me.
I want you to kiss my body all over.
I want you to drink my moans up.
I want you to give yourself to me.
I want you to claim me.
I want you to have me.
I want you to get my clothes off.
I want to get your clothes off.
I want your lips around my nipples.
I want your beard scratch my nipples up.
I want to lick your nipples too.
I want you to ki...

CATCH A DREAM
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December 5, 2016
 

#quote
#today

Man must live and create.

Live to the point of tears.

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THINKING OF YOU
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December 2, 2016
 

#mystory

When they tell my story it's usually starts with "hey! I know your story!..." and they start to bubble about guys, heartbrakes, love, lust, joy, hatred... but is it true? Let me tell you my story properly.

"You!" I walked into the school hall after I finally found him.

"Yeah?" He turned to me smiling.

"Did you crashed my car?" I walked closer to him and he smirked down to me.

"Why would I do that?" He asked me smuggly.

"Because you are the school bully. You want to own everyone and it was me who screwed you over this time." I hissed at him and I could see his eyes flash.

"Oh no, Bobby." He smiled stepping more closer to me. Our chest was touching and I swallowed hard. "You n...

LOVE AND HATE
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December 1, 2016
 

Making me lust after you is a terrible thing to do.
Making me feel this way is an unusual thing for you.
Making me run after you is not new to you.
Making me run after you is a fucking new to me.

I never lust.
I never feel this way.
I never run.

I never...
I never...
I never...

Making me think about you all day is not how I wanted.
Making me see you every day and everywhere is not how I imagined it.
Making me, spell me, bewitch me...

Why?

I never... ever... wanted... this... ever.

Think?
Lust?
Passion?
Love?
Break?
Unbreakable?

I want this over with...
Come and talk to me. Tell me your reasons, tell me your side of story...

TELL ME THE TRUTH.

I don't need anything else just the ...

THANK YOU SO MUCH
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November 24, 2016
 

#mistery
#ghost

It was already late and I was hurrying home. I looked behind me as I felt the shiver going down on my back. It was like someone is watching me. I quickly run up on the stairs seeing something in the corner of my eyes. I swear I have seen a shadow. I shook my head and started to rummage through my bag for my keys. When I found it I accidantly dropped it.

"Shit." I cursed and squated down to grab it. When I looked up I spotted a guy looking down on me. I qucikly stood up scared and I tried not to scream. He didn't tell me anything. He just watched me. I finally unlocked the door and he came in after me. I went to check my post and I felt his eyes on me. I looked at him scared....

NIGHTMARES
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November 18, 2016
 

NEWS.

Something I am working on right now.

"I went back to kissing her and take off her shirt and touched her breasts. God. She was perfect all over. She pushed my gun holder off of me and take off my shirt. I unbuttoned her jeans and pushed her jeans and knickers down together. She was standing there all naked just for me and I was hard as rock in my jeans. I wanted her so badly. I pulled her closer to my chest and I hissed as the cold piercings in her nipples touched my heated skin. Her giggle made me smile and I kissed her. She was standing on her tiptoes and I loved it. I felt her hands snaking down on my chest and stomach, her small hands unbuttoned my jeans and pushed it down. I coul...

MAKING YOU FEEL
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November 16, 2016
 

Hey everyone,

First, I passed my driving test on the fourth of November. Something which makes me really happy.:)

I haven't been here in two weeks, seems like a year.
First of all I was busy with reading and helping an author friend with her book. Which is a really good experience. :) and I was happy to help her and I will help her in the future I am sure of it because she is the best friend ever.❤️

The last week was terrible. I was sick with my tonsils. I got a really bad tonsillitis, I went to the doctor and got antibiotics as usual. The problem was and it was really strange for me too that I didn't have fever at all... then hell got loose  on Saturday when I caught a stomach bug from t...

MAKING YOU FEEL
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