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PO# 491406
United Kingdom
United Kingdom
Author📚 Author of The Martens brothers series, Black Guys and Gals, Damaged and McQueen Family series 📚(Marianna Nemeth)
February 12, 2018
 

I am afraid of Valentine’s day.
I will be all alone.

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BABY GOOFY
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February 2, 2018
 

Getting back on my feet and it feels so good.

Finally.

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POETRY BOOKS
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January 28, 2018
 

Recovering.

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STAR EXPLODING
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January 20, 2018
 

Life takes over.

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I LOVE WRITING DAY
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January 3, 2018
 

Was scared and thought I lost you...

Was scared because I thought you are  not interested anymore.

Was scared for two days.

Was scared, all you needed to do is text me.

Was scared I lost you.

Was scared, all night and day.

Was scared for two days.

Then I got angry when you finally wrote but still felt happy you are alive.

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REALLY?
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December 29, 2017
 

"The future starts today, not tomorrow."

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HOLD ME
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December 28, 2017
 

This year has been pretty amazing, then something changed and all hell broke loose but I feel myself more stronger, more open minded, more free then ever now.

Half of 2017 wasn't the best year of my life but I am getting there and I know 2018 will bring more joy and more new things for me.

Wish everyone a Happy New Year.

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CELEBRATING TOGETHER
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December 21, 2017
 

I think I am all settled. Bits and pieces are still missing but I feel home.

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CHRISTMAS ICON
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December 15, 2017
 

I hate to be sick.

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WOLF
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December 8, 2017
 

Always looking ahead...

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WOLF
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November 25, 2017
 

I don't understand man.

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REALLY?
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November 19, 2017
 

How an earth can I be free from you?

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YOU MAD
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November 18, 2017
 

#novel
#this is what I am working on

Tristan's POV

I slowly walked up on the stairs, higher and higher until the last level of the Police department building. When I needed a brake from my colleagues or my brother and his boyfriend I always come up here. No phone, no one to talk to just watch the city.

I stood up on the cement wall and put my hands in my pocket. The city was beautiful, dark but beautiful. I always liked heights, from a young age. When I wanted to think I climbed up on our roof and sat down. Dad needed to shout at me to get down a couple of times.

I smiled and looked down. The street was full even it was already midnight. I went to look up to the buildings around me and s...

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 17, 2017
 

All I need is a hug...

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HOLD ME
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November 8, 2017
 

Have fun with me and then keep in touch... :)

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FRESH PRINCE OF BEL-AIR
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November 5, 2017
 

Oh wow.

Nothing I have ever experienced.

Everything is sooo new.

I do enjoy it though.

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FRESH PRINCE OF BEL-AIR
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November 3, 2017
 

Fun times.

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CELEBRATE ART
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October 30, 2017
 

Single.

Single mum.

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EARTH
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October 28, 2017
 

Setting myself free and it feels fucking amazing!!!!

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STAR EXPLODING
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October 24, 2017
 

The worst what I feared....

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REALLY?
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October 20, 2017
 

Every day is different.

Sometimes I do cry,
Sometimes I do laugh,
Sometimes I do think,
Sometimes I do shout....

It's not easy but I have to go through this to get my freedom, get what I deserve and live my life with my kids.

I don't need pity,
I don't need watching,
I don't need listening...

All I need is you letting me go because, damn... you fucking screwed up and you can't undo it. You can't make me forget it. I want you to leave but still don't leave the kids, only me.

Let me live my life with them. Let me mourn over this relationship because that's what I need, that's what I have to do.

It's easy for you, you don't even see how easy for you... You are already starting a new life w...

KEEP RUNNING
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October 18, 2017
 

Starting to feel free...

Not fully but I will be there soon.

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EARTH
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October 13, 2017
 

#13WS

TIME, THAT'S WHAT I NEEDED TO FINALLY LET YOU GO AND SURVIVE IT.

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ENDLESS STARS
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October 13, 2017
 

With the new day comes new streinght and new thoughts!

   Eleanor Roosevelt

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LION
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October 9, 2017
 

I looked into my mirror and sighed. My hair was loose on my shoulder, straightened and deep brown. My make up was light, but I tried to make some changes so I used red lipstick.

My dress was long and black and all I wanted is to take it off and get back to my leggings and shirt.

I walked up to my bed and sat down putting on my high heels which I wasn't even sure if I was able to walk in it or not. I stood up and grabbed my small bag, checking if I had everything. Phone, money...

I slowly walked downstairs and my friend and her daughter looked at me smiling.

"How do I look?" I asked them and they grinned.

"Like someone who is ready for her  first real date." She told me and I smiled at ...

AROUND AND AROUND
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October 7, 2017
 

Feeling more alone then ever.

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STAR EXPLODING
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October 1, 2017
 

#coffee

He looked into my eyes deeply and I smiled shyly at him.

"Why are you looking at me like this?" I asked him and he sighed looking out of the window then back to me. I couldn't take off of my eyes from his face. His deep blue eyes, his cheeks how smiles, his lips.

"I spotted you looking out on this window in the last twenty minutes..." he started it and I sipped some coffee from my cup and smiled. "... and I thought you need some companion." He shrugged drinking from his coffee.

"I don't know..." I shrugged looking at my coffee.

"Broken heart?" He asked me and I smiled sadly looking back up to him.

"Kind of..." I mumbled.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked me and I shook...

INTERNATIONAL COFFEE DAY
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September 30, 2017
 

The end.

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FRIENDS
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September 27, 2017
 

I think it's over.

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MEAN GIRLS
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September 25, 2017
 

This can't be undone.

It's already feels over.

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EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY
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