|Author📚 Author of The Martens brothers series, Black Guys and Gals, Damaged and McQueen Family series 📚(Marianna Nemeth)|
What’s gonna happen?
I don’t want you to leave me...
I want you to care about me, love me and tell me.
I was dancing slowly enjoying the music, fully feeling it. I looked at my friends while they were dancing with guys. We usually dance with guys and then just simply walk out and get home.
I felt hands around me and smiled. I looked back realizig a good looking guy started to dance with me. I smiled and continued to sway my hips with his. I felt his hands moving around and to my stomach, then going down. I reached for him to stop but he didn’t let me go. I pushed him harder. “Stop!” I hissed trying to scratch his hands.
The next second what I won’t forget. He got snatched away from me and all I could see is that Oliver, my friend hitting him in the jaw. I quickly stepped be...
“Haven’t seen you for a while.”
“Have been avoiding you.”
“Cause I started to feel for you.”
“What about my feelings?”
“You told me you don’t want commitment.”
“Its commitment. Marry me. I love you.”
“I love you too.”
Those nights are the best.
You should know it.
I hope you do.
My heart is just broken.
But there is a chance I didn’t realise...
That my broken heart
Got put together by you.
I can’t accept that just yet.
Surprises are good. Very very good.
Aiming to be surprised and aiming to make a surprise.
Life is good.
Was scared and thought I lost you...
Was scared because I thought you are not interested anymore.
Was scared for two days.
Was scared, all you needed to do is text me.
Was scared I lost you.
Was scared, all night and day.
Was scared for two days.
Then I got angry when you finally wrote but still felt happy you are alive.
This year has been pretty amazing, then something changed and all hell broke loose but I feel myself more stronger, more open minded, more free then ever now.
Half of 2017 wasn't the best year of my life but I am getting there and I know 2018 will bring more joy and more new things for me.
Wish everyone a Happy New Year.
I think I am all settled. Bits and pieces are still missing but I feel home.
#this is what I am working on
I slowly walked up on the stairs, higher and higher until the last level of the Police department building. When I needed a brake from my colleagues or my brother and his boyfriend I always come up here. No phone, no one to talk to just watch the city.
I stood up on the cement wall and put my hands in my pocket. The city was beautiful, dark but beautiful. I always liked heights, from a young age. When I wanted to think I climbed up on our roof and sat down. Dad needed to shout at me to get down a couple of times.
I smiled and looked down. The street was full even it was already midnight. I went to look up to the buildings around me and s...
Nothing I have ever experienced.
Everything is sooo new.
I do enjoy it though.