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Maya

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United Kingdom
United Kingdom
My private public diary.
May 18, 2018
 

Oh but what did I know,
that days from then,
I'd be crushed this way?
No more words
left...
In my mouth to say.

MOMENT IN THE SUN
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March 22, 2018
 

How do I tell you?

When can I say...

That even arguing with you

made me feel safe.

Love in your reactions,

effort in your response...

You may think It was hate,

But I loved you all along.

LOVE LETTERS
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March 14, 2018
 

Put your hands around my neck.
And clench.
Like there's nothing there.
When you feel me fall,
Close my eyelids.
End my nightmare.
Thank you.
My love.
You have no idea what
You
have relieved me from.
You wouldn't take me,
And I,
wouldn't come.
Oh what a story,
Our love,
was to become.
Still what an honour,
to leave with your touch.

RESOLVE
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March 14, 2018
 

DISCLAIMER

This is my journey. It's not pretty but it's as real as it gets and writing is a form of release for me. Some days I'm okay, others I'm not.  Don't be alarmed by some of the things you may read and know that I have proper measures in place to help me towards a healthy mind and life.

God bless anyone else battling with themselves when life does nothing but bring you down, even when you're down already. May we achieve all the goodness we hope for and not only succeed in life but excel.

Love,

Maya x

THE SWEETEST
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March 8, 2018
 

How
very unfortunate.
The
sad story,
I
will be
telling,
a
month,
from now.

XEBEC
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March 8, 2018
 

Truth.

You will never forget me.
I will never forget you.
I will always love you,
And
Our separation,
will never stop hurting.

LOVE FINDS YOU
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February 28, 2018
 

You are a shining light
beautiful and bright.
No matter where you are,
Or
what people say.
I am darkness,
that gets in the way.
I am troubles,
terrified and tarnished.
I am a shadow,
cast over your life.
I'll leave now,
I will leave you be.
You are free,
My love...
You are better without me.

LOVE LETTERS
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February 22, 2018
 

You are
my
biggest
weakness.
My kryptonite.
Perhaps
that's why
life
took you
from me
so
I
may be
smashed to pieces
and
put back
together
again..
with strength.

TRACKS
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February 21, 2018
 

Kaash mein apne gale ko aap ke naam se sajaa sakti,

sonay ki haar ki soorat mein,

aina mein dekh kar muskura sakti,

dil ka darkan har waqt jura rehta...

seenay mein thandak ponch thi rehti.

Translation:
If only I could adorn my neck with your name,
In the form of a gold necklace,
I'd look in the mirror and smile,
the beat of my heart would stay connected at all times,
and it's coolness would calm the fire in my chest.

LOVE TILL IT HURTS
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February 21, 2018
 

I wear a smile,
and pretend
that
it is not
You
for whom
I wish
to
have been able
to
adorn
myself for.

SWAN
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February 20, 2018
 

Not a mouth I know,
not a person who knows,
speaks words any different to
'let go'
'move on'
'forget him'.
They
will never
understand
the depth
of my love for you
my love.
They don't know
how..
my heart honours you
without
even asking me first.
Such
is the fragrance
you left on me
my love.

LIGHT SWEPT
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February 20, 2018
 

&
I
remember
perfect peices
of
your Love
throughout
these
plain days.
yet
I hide
my
joy and pain
in
every way.



Happy birthday.

FEELING FREE
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February 19, 2018
 

How sad,
I
resort
to
having
full blown
conversations
with
you
in
my head.
Because
You
are not what
Life
wanted to
give to me
all along.

OPEN UP
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February 14, 2018
 

My only medicine is happiness.

A cure so simple but seemingly impossible to find.

CLOUDS
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February 13, 2018
 

There is nothing poetic about my fall,
Nothing beautiful about my loss.
My rise, my gain,
Was in loving you..
&
Your exisetence within my days.
Now that is gone,
Parts of me are also.
I'm fading away.
there is nothing pretty..
about me
this way,
When the hurt is taking it's toll,
On my health and state
as a whole.
Bit by bit,
Hit by hit.
What doesn't kill me,
Doesn't make me stronger.
...
How much longer...
how much longer?

MOMENT IN THE SUN
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