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PO# 638927
Netherlands
Netherlands
"I'm not a poetess, I'm just a woman between letters" Instagram: @_mayaahmedpoetry_
January 15, 2019
 

You never saw my weakness. You never saw the ache I carry inside my vines. You never heard my mourning sighs, You never felt the tears behind my smiles. You never know the story behind my sadness, I never told you about the stories of my scars cause I was busy counting yours, You suddenly left, To another life, Where dreams are made from roses, Where smiles are pure rain, Where you laugh from your heart ribs, Where you see the infinite of your smile and the sunset of your pain for that I'll smile but today, I am a cloud and I'm going to cry.. -Maya

LIGHT LETTRS LOGO
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January 7, 2019
 

Tell me that it's true that when I think of you, you listen to me, tell me that you already know how much I love you, because I can no longer tell you.. -Maya

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January 7, 2019
 

Every day is for you
Your birthday
is recorded in my memory
It won't be erased
by the memory of your death
The rain of your fulfillment will be eternal in my heart
I still could hear your sweet laughers
is in the melody of birds
I see the sadness of your eyes
in the wave of the sea,
you are here;
In the darkness of the night
and the fulfillment of the moon
You are here in my poems
that melt in longing for you
you are here
Death will not divide us
The bitterness of the tears
of the sun will not dispel us
Heaven will not divide us
As long as your smiles
are my eternal stars.. -Maya

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December 27, 2018
 

We do not say goodbye
For a promising sun
We do not say goodbye
to a rose that died
and remained smelling
We do not say goodbye
For rain that insisted
to sing Mercy for us
We do not say goodbye
To a heart that died
but his love is still engraved
in our hearts
We do not say goodbye
To the sky who grieved
and smiled only for our hearts
We do not say goodbye
For those who left us
and settled in the light
We do not say goodbye
To the moon who visited
our hearts without permission
We do not say goodbye
For the book we embraced
I will not say "goodbye"
to you
Because you are still alive
in all the details of my life
you are still half the light
I see in this universe.. - Maya

2019
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December 27, 2018
 

You've departed from my present and not from my heart
You've departed from my life
and not from my heart
You've departed from my day
and not from my thoughts
You will always be in my memory and in my heart forever.. - Maya

2019
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December 16, 2018
 

"I love you with the heart they once broke. With the soul that once withered. I love you, with the strength that I no longer have." - Maya

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December 7, 2018
 

I cannot bring back all the parts that have been broken from your heart for me, mama.
I cannot write your story again and give you the life you deserve
I cannot open the doors of heaven to rain and purify your thirst for a better life
I cannot plant roses in the whole universe to make you realize that all the flowers of the universe are not in your beauty.
I cannot cry all those frozen seas in your eyes, although I have tried repeatedly and have not been able to.
I cannot close that void of the pain left by my brother's death in your chest.
I cannot save you though I have done it millions of times in my heart
I cannot make you full of happiness instead of sadness
I cannot do all this and...

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December 4, 2018
 

The sad thing is that I did not know what death was except when I received that call that ended your existence. The problem is that I'm trying to discover that behind every visiter moon there's a life but the sun slaps me with one fact that you are dead and will not see you again.
Perhaps you are an angel who sees me and I do not see him guarding me and I can not guard him.
Perhaps you are happy wherever you are and do not suffer from the bitterness of longing
Perhaps you do not hear the flow of sadness in my eyes on the form of endless rain
Perhaps you are accompanied by hope holding your hand and showing you the way of eternality. Maybe you're here feeling me hearing the sighs of my hear...

COZY FALL
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November 30, 2018
 

You're the book that I'll never close.. - Maya

ORIGINAL
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November 29, 2018
 

Talk to me
Tell me
that you are the dusk
that looked at me
today
talk to me
Tell me
that you are the star
who adorned
my darkness
talk to me
Tell me
You are still walking
in the streets that
greeted you,
talk to me
Tell me
You are the rain
that constantly
visits my city
talk to me
Tell me
You are the sea
that listens
to my sorrow
talk to me
Tell me
You live in the pulse
of papers
listening
to the poems
of my heart
talk to me
Tell me
You are here
Because
I am tired of seeing you
laughing
in the memories
and not in front of me.. - Maya

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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November 28, 2018
 

Perhaps sadness is a beauty known only to those who lived all its seasons. Perhaps happiness has been written to die among autumn leaves. Perhaps the pain is a nectar of rain that comes to give you loyalty. Maybe my letters have reached you with the heartbeat of rain. Maybe you have found the love that you deserve. Perhaps your heart beats on the melody of stars. Perhaps your end is the beginning of a golden life. I may cry for ages while you're wearing twilight smile. This is what I want, and that's okay. I am okay cause you belong to heaven where "forever" are not in poems nor in the heart of a liar.

THE BEST IS YET TO COME
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November 28, 2018
 

I carry all your seasons in my heart. - Maya

DARK NIGHT
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November 27, 2018
 

I like to look at the sky
because I know that at some point
I will see you again.. - Maya

THE BEST IS YET TO COME
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November 27, 2018
 

Since I was child I thought that dead people will turn into stars in our sky. But since your death, I search for you in all the stars and not even the brightest star can wear your smile.. -Maya

THE BEST IS YET TO COME
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