If you sit under a banyan tree and think of your past glory, nothing is going to change. You will remain sitting there till you grow old.
Sometimes I lose my top. I do all the crazy and shitty stuff and think that I'm over smart. My guardian angel drops in from somewhere and tells me... "Oh no. . Hold on... You're stepping into deep shit". And I be like... "Where the hell I am. I don't even know where I am. Oh pull me out of here, please!" That's when I get to hear that miraculous voice say.. " I've saved you before you stepped into shit. Now get your senses back and beware of what you are doing".
# my guardian angel rocks
It's not about who comes into your life first. It's not even about who comes last. It's all about the spark that gets reignited every time the relationship gets boring. It's about how good it is spiced up with more love whenever any misunderstanding arises that decides whether or not the two will remain glued to each other It's about who understands you inside out and has the patience to wait to be with you. The one who takes more time to commit, normally stays the longest. Love at first sight is only found in fairy tales. In real life, happy endings depend on how well the two sync with each other, demanding less from the partner, giving more and most important, controlling one...
In the middle of the sea
Should I be looking back?
It isn't going to be of any use
Should I be looking around?
It's going to be frightening
Got to have faith and hope
And keep on sailing. .
She learned to give it unconditionally and in abundance because she never got it all her life. She expected nothing in return and gave it freely to everyone. Some people are born to give and not to receive. They will give it to you, whether you ask for it or not because that's what they are meant for. That's their purpose of life.
Thanks for the stamp Sankar!
To be beautiful means to be understanding. To fit yourself in the other's shoes and to feel what the other is going through. And to understand what I'm saying, You need to be YOU.😊😊 thanks for the stamp once again!
Religion, caste, race, community, language... are the terms no six year old child will understand. I was a tiny tot when someone at school asked me, "Which caste do you belong to and what is your mother tongue?" . I was wondering why I was being asked so. Moreover, I never had an answer. All I did was to tell that person.. "I don't know". I still remember how I was being laughed at when I said that. I never knew that I was an Anglo Indian. Dad, an Anglo Indian and Mom an Indian.
That evening I asked my dad, " Dad.. which caste do I belong to and what is my mother tongue?". I was totally confused because my daddy spoke English and mom spoke Tamil. As a result, I was beginning to le...
One Wish (writing prompt)
I wish the world comes to an end and all of us are reborn without the immortal sin. So we wouldn't be called sinners anymore and there won't exist any concept of SIN. In that case, all of us would live happily ever after and there won't anyone suffering because of the immortal sin ( forgive me if my knowledge of what's in the scriptures is very poor. I'm not an outstanding Catholic anyway).
P.S - I am not going to let Adam eat that Apple again 🍎. I won't!
You're very right about not over thinking too much.
I'm glad you and Nancy have fun! She seems sweet, it's nice to have friends like that ☺️.
Thank you for your support! You are far too kind 😊.
Do you sing and play on youtube? That would be so cool!
Let not your left hand know what your right hand does. If you help someone and keep bragging about it, the help you've done doesn't hold any value.
Why am I feeling this way? I was okay when you told me that you will be vacating your house shortly. Why I am feeling that I'm leaving something behind there or am I going to carry something with me? Every wall in that house you lived in for ten years have so many tales to narrate. The first time I visited you.. I remember... You gave me two cute rabbits. Yeah I also remember how stupid I was to have coloured my rabbits red using my water paint. I wanted to make them look colourful. Oh poor cuties!! They would have died if you had not reached on time to save them.
The dining table.. I always fought for that chair. I wouldn't let anyone occupy that chair in your house that was reserved for me...
Sometimes I look at some people and think.. " Are they mad? Why are they behaving so stupid?" . And then again I think.. they must be thinking the same about me. So I better stop thinking and do whatever the hell I want to. If they like it, that's fine. If they don't, no love loss.
You were so blind that you could never recognise his unconditional love for you. He always appeared cold but hadn't he kept you warm and safe in his little world? He could never afford you the materialistic things you always wanted but I'm sure he stood by you when your own abandoned you. His night shifts kept him always worried about you because you were expecting. So he quit his job and started a business of his own to ensure that you never spent your nights alone. He knew you were timid and needed him always by your side to protect you. He kept you away from people who weren't worth your time. He did all that he could to prove his love for you. So much so, he even bathed you and kept you...
I wrote a letter to Santa Claus (PO#25) a couple of days ago. I wanted to check if he was around. I never got a reply from him. It means Santa is only going to appear during Christmas time. I was expecting his arrival on Easter too. 😂😂. Sad.. He's not to be seen anywhere. I think I'm missing him. Can't wait till coming December.
Was it my illusion or was it reality? I'm still trying to figure out what it actually was, dear lady. I spent twenty years of my life trying to get you two together. Were I being stupid or were I being greedy? Greedy to be loved by both of you. I wouldn't know. Things somehow never worked between you both. . I understand that now. Probably I was too naive to understand it then. I think I was asking for too much from you. A little love and care that I wanted from you was probably too much for you to donate to the child that was longing for it always. May be, you were too busy trying to figure out what was going on in your life. May be you were trying to correct the mistakes you made in the pas...
I guess all the Christians out there are fasting and praying. And here, I am thinking what I should be having for breakfast. I skip my breakfast almost everyday because I wake up late and rush to college. Today being a holiday, I have enough time to think what I should be having for breakfast. But then.. by the time I decide I think it will be time for lunch. Hehe
One of my aunts called me up this morning and WARNED me that I shouldn't be eating anything till night. I will be allowed to eat only after I return from church after evening mass I believe. Oh my God! I don't know whether to laugh or cry at her ignorance. I wonder which God asked people to fast for forty days or skip...
Don't push me to the state where I feel I've tolerated your nonsense more than I should, FORGIVEN you more number of times than you deserve and got humiliated by you more than my sensitive heart could actually take. I'm too kind and too stubborn at the same time. Once I reach the SATURATION POINT and decide to just throw you out of my life, that will be the end of it. I won't even listen to Jesus Christ after I take a firm decision. And moreover, I am a human..Not Mr.God... Just because I'm kind and polite, don't keep playing dirty games with me always. I notice more than I should but I stay quiet because I love to be at PEACE. Once I reach the point where I no longer care and a...
I wonder if I'm the only one who can't tolerate even a little physical pain. Ouch!!!! A small injury on my leg is hurting me like hell right now and I feel like. . . Oh no... I don't want to live. It's hurting!!!! The other day, one of my friends told me this... " Even if I give you a pat on your shoulder, you begin to scream like I hit you really hard. You aren't strong". I feel so embarrassed when my physician asks " Are you a little kid? You're so afraid of getting injected. Look at those kids beside you. They don't wriggle like you while they're being injected. They don't scream". I think I have to make myself physically strong. I must! I've gone fed up of being called a TOUCH ME NOT.
If wishes were horses....
Dearest, will you take me to a place...?
Where there's only love and no hatred
Where there are cute little huts in which loving people reside
Where there are trees, rivers and flowers around
Where there are horses, bullocks and no blood hound
Where there are tongas and bicycles to move around
Where there's no noise and no huge crowd
Where we can talk to each other or scream out loud
Where I can do anything that seems crazy and weird
Where I can behave like I'm sensible or like I've lost my head
Where I can live like the whole universe I own
Where I can play hide and seek with you alone
Where I can act like a mouse or like a lion roar
Where I can pull your legs or re...
I wonder how many people would continue to like me if I told them this.. " Half the shit you think I do not know, I got to know a long time ago". It's just that I feel it's not necessary to react to everything I notice.
Sometimes I look back and wonder ... if things could have been different.. if things could have been better. Then again I look at myself in the mirror and say, " Idiot.. nothing will ever change till you stop trying to be Jesus Christ and stop getting yourself crucified for someone else's sins. But you're never going to change. So stop day dreaming and let things happen.. for the good or for the worse".
I'm sure we all have nicknames and we love calling people by their nicknames. Here are some of my nicknames. Some of them irritate me but I cannot help it. Cannot stop people from calling me so. 😂😂😂.
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Would love to know your nicknames as well. Comment below!😊
When I was a kid.. .. if I had a fight with anyone and I made up with that person after a day or two, this is how people remarked ... " How sweet!!! Yesterday she was angry with him/her and she's fine today".
Now. ... if I fight with someone and make up with him/her after a couple of days.. This is what people say " Must never trust her. Yesterday she was angry with him/her and look. . . she's fine today. There's definitely something fishy".
Hahaha... I don't understand where this world is going. Have we totally lost that innocence we had in us as children? Why don't we look at things as they are? Why do we think so much about everything? Why do we try to find somethi...
Heart isn't a thing that can be fixed once broken. Once broken, it remains the same till one stops breathing. An attempt to fix it is a waste of time. The more you try to fix it, the more uglier it gets. To love a broken heart means to wipe his/her tears for the rest of your life. It's a challenge only a selfless and brave heart can accept.