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Philippines
Philippines
Life is a cycle. You just gotta learn the tricks.
February 19, 2019
 

It's funny how I wrote about trust.
When it's lost it wont be like it was.
You'll have to buy a new one
Or you must forget all alone

But you showed me different ways
When I'm down because of the lies
You gave me your hair tie
When I couldn't find my way

Even when someone took it once
You bought more than one
And gave me even more
You said if I'll ever needed one

When I was vulnerable
You told me to let you know
To remind me that I can say no
And that I'm strong

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WHITE CLOCK
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February 19, 2019
 

Every moment feels right
Every smile feels real
Your embrace is comfort
And your laugh is light

Your views in words
It can hurt but also heal
Your hands in action
It can caress but also ignite

I can say all the if's
But I will always know
You're closer to my heart
Than I've ever imagine

Images of what if's
Slowly crawl to my brain
But I'll have to learn
It all must stay in my heart

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WHITE CLOCK
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February 15, 2019
 

She had chosen happiness
But it doesn't feel right
Yes, they've done wrong
But should she do the same
Or just crawl back to the dark?

Word are only word
Till action showed you true
Till then everything is none
Until you found all the lies
Everything was all an illusions

Should she be true to her words
When she knew she'll break
Once reality sinks in
That there were never love
Even if its been said million times

She's on the tip of the knife
Slowly bleeding all the insecurities
For she knew once it's done
There is no going back
Only forward toward the horizon

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LET'S FALL IN LOVE
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February 11, 2019
 

It was a click
Like all the puzzle
Put in its right place
I met you with a bang

Time went faster
More than we anticipated
We laugh all night
Till sadness had no place

But this has no destination
For there is no road here
We both know now
We can be happy here

In the presence of us
Sitting side to side
Being true to ourselves
I can be myself

Wherever this might take us
I'll be happy now
For I'm content
That you made me whole

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February 10, 2019
 

Trust is like loosing your most precious hair tie.
It's something you use for everyday life.
Once it's gone it's hard to get it back.
It's either you let go or buy a new one.
Either way it will cost you depending on how valuable it is.

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ORIGINAL
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February 10, 2019
 

I look up at the night sky
And found not a single star
They've all fallen down
The brightness of my heart

Intuition can never be wrong
But I tried to cover all day long
The ache I feel in my chest
When you say I want you

I tried to leave
To never look back
But you pulled me close
And say I'm the only one

My heart wasn't content
For what has been taken
Will always be broken
But I layed with your lies

Until my hope is gone
I promise to love
With my beating heart
But I'm not sure anymore

I look up at the sky
And found my heart cried
They've all touched my cheek
The sadness of my heart

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THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX
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February 4, 2019
 

If you don't love me now
Why does your eyes smile
When you see my soul
And makes my knees weak
When you kiss me slow

If you don't love me now
Why do you hold me so
When we finish making love
And make my heart tremble
When you say good morning

If you don't love me now
Why do you stretch your arm
When I'm far away
And make me fall deep
When our hands intertwined

If you don't love now
Why do I feel you're wrong
When I feel it in my soul
And made me fell deep
When your actions say so

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POKA DOT PORTRAIT
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February 4, 2019
 

She met him and smiled
Saw his heart made of gold
Captivated by his blue eyes
She's caught in different ways

That heart of gold
Made her heart bold
Her warm hands in his face
She fell for his true eyes

Only this she realized
She's afraid to face her heart
Is there a bridge if she take a leap
Or dive into unending cliff.

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THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX
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December 10, 2016
 

Dear you,

Slowly time seems to accelerate
Each day I see only you
I grew custom to the ways
Until I took things for granted

Where are you now?
Many thoughts been running
My mind think of only words
That has been said last

Your words that marked
All the memories and future
That has you with it
With the new word, she.

It wasn't me nor your mother
But rather someone else
That never met my eyes
Only never ending description

Slowly time seems to decelerate
Each day you see only her
You grow custom to the ways
Until you took things for granted

Both hurting one another
Without admiting mistakes
Only when there is no way out
Then we will regret every granted days.

3D BALL
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November 29, 2016
Puerto Princesa, Philippines

Dear you,

The horizon speaks of beauty
As the sun kisses the land
The silence engulf the breeze
It brought numbness
But the heart inside
It comsume the fire

The day is ending
Time emergence begun
Slowly the valley sings
Dancing stars luminance
Envelope the sky above
Lighting up the coming night

He resides in the distance
Against the dying sun
The silhouette of him
Shows his hidden smile
Under all the darkness
She saw his heart

It speaks silence
It shows voidance
It feels colder
It runs further
She sees his essence
And she embrace it all

BLACK FEDORA
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September 22, 2016
 

Dear you,

For years she chased me
For years I pushed her
Time spent for me
Time never accepted by me
She was never the one

All my weaknesses unveiled
All she knew was care
She spent her effort
I refuse to accept it  
She might never be the one

She stayed by my side
I stayed as far away
She might be missing me
I might be thinking of her
She can never be the one

I saw her once again
She saw my friend
I saw the glint in his eyes
She saw the smile in him
She is never the one

This time all get is care
This time all I am is friend
She fell in love
He fell in love
She, she was the one

When I'm sober enough
When she moved on from me
I saw her soul
He sees her eyes
She, s...

BANKSY SWING
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September 19, 2016
 

Dear you,

                       I see nothing
                          Hear no one
                           My hearts silent
                      But my mind
                          It's racing
                           Thousand miles
                          Per second
                      Thinking
                        Whispering
                          Shouting
                             Laughing
                         And other elses
                     My emotions
                      It shows no emphaty
                            But inside
                                 It's roting
                       Stench stuck
                               ...

BANKSY SWING
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September 16, 2016
 

Dear you,


   She stared into the distance
                Moments like this pass by quickly
     She reminded herself
         She will forget this point in time.
                  This minutes and seconds
              The fleeting hours
     Could be gone
                         To oblivion
            Like it never exists
    Burned through the wind
                 Carried to the galaxies
                          Of stories untold
    But she smiled
        at least this instance
She could enjoy memories.
           Shared by the skies
   And her happiness.

THE SKY BROKE
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June 9, 2016
 

Dear you,

Just as the sunray touch my skin.
Under all the sheets I'm at.
Longingly I beseech you.
I felt the emptyness.
Each second is a torment.
Nothing can stop the tears.
In the midst of all confusions.  
My heart knows you're near.
It knows you're here.
Somewhere inside.
Seeking what keeps us alive.
Yesterday may have passed.
Only death may intervene.
Until then wake me up with a smile.

  

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ARIES
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May 1, 2016
 

Dear you,

I look at you
I smile at you
I laugh with you
Because I like you

I listen to you
I talk to you
I spend time with you
Because I like you

I reply more than a sentence
I spend more than for myself
I want a future with you
Because I like you

I never told you
I only showed you
I love being with you
Because I like you

I know you like me
I know you want to be with me
I didn't say stay with me
Because you have to leave.

I want to see you soar
I see greater things for you
I will wait for that I love you
Because all this time I liked you.

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ITSUKUSHIMA SHRINE
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April 30, 2016
 

Dear you,

I look at you
I smile at you
I laugh with you
Because I like you

I listen to you
I talk to you
I spend time with you
Because I like you

I reply more than a sentence
I spend more than for myself
I want a future wih you
Because I like you

I never told you
I only showed you
I love being with you
Because I like you

I know you like me
I know you want to be with me
I didn't say stay with me
Because you have to leave.

I want to see you soar
I see greater things for you
I will wait for that I love you
Because all this time I liked you.

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ITSUKUSHIMA SHRINE
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March 9, 2016
 

Dear you,

I met you, You met me
It wasn't the start that I wanted.
It wasn't the look that I expected.
But the time I had was well spended.

I smiled, You smiled.
It wasn't the picture that I wanted.
It wasn't the story that I expected.
But you slowly made me intrested.

I showed you, You showed me.
It wasn't the past that I wanted.
It wasn't the attitude that I expected.
But I became understanding instead.

I laughed, You laughed.
It wasn't the feelings that I wanted.
It wasn't the situation that I expected.
But the happiness was genuinely showed.

I like you, You like me.
It wasn't the time that I wanted.
It wasn't the place that I expected.
But with you it can be accomplishe...

SOCCER
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November 13, 2015
 

Dear you,

It hurts. How Could you? How could I?
But in the end what did I expect?
That you are not what I thought you are?
I was so stupid, so stupid and so stupid.
Why am I hurting in the first place anyway?
It like eating that delicious pizza.
In the end you're too full that you get stomach ache.
Who's fault it is?
Yes, mine. Only mine.
You sugar coat everything.
I hope you find hapiness.

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THORNS
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September 25, 2015
 

Dear you,

Life was never easy.
Different perspective makes it easy.
When you find something you love,
In a place you do not like.
It becomes bearable.
Time do not exist.
You become happy.
Excited for new findings.
The ones black and white.
Becomes alive and colorful.
People will see you.
They will then ask.
What is your perspective?

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UP CLOSE
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July 15, 2015
 

Dear you,

She could've gone back but she didn't.
To prove a point, point that were pointless.
Now the world see her in their own eyes, easy.
She can never change what is done.
Fault can only be blame to her alone.

They were like a passing storm.
Coming fast and hard but gone away the same.
The wind made her soul shiver.
Coldness was not enough to numb her.
All that was left is close to nothing.

She longed for the unfailing rain.
But all she was given was teardrops.
Though the sun did shine just as they said.
Emptiness was then carve in her heart.
Forever, like the fire that died in the hearth.

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FOOLISH
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June 24, 2015
 

Dear you,

Must she insist of loving him?
When all she thinks about is her first love.
Yes, they say it last but does it really have to?
Hurting anyone was never in her intention
But when it comes to her mind it decieves her.
Her heart says the truth otherwise.
Small things can trigger a memory of first love
But she's with him and she knows it's wrong.

She's still keep on going.
Hoping her fragile heart will learn.
She's only hurting him and herself.
She never want to admit the truth.
So she keeps on going.
Blindly in the wrong direction.
She hopes she will not regret.

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SNOWFLAKE
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June 22, 2015
 

Dear you,

Suddenly the world became colder.
She knew she was drifting away.
The dark night starting to engulf her.
Taking everything that she once had.
One by one sliping slowly away from her.
Could she ever find herself?
Will she ever do?
It's heart breaking to see her heart.
Crying silently on its own.
Bearing the hurt she's only shown in her eyes.
No one notice, ask or even care.
She's on her own and she clearly knows it.
Fight hard with each day that will pass.
Be brave the next time pain will come.
And smile when someone says goodbye.
But for now let her grieve, let her cry and let her scream her agony away.

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IN SEASON
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April 30, 2015
 

Dear you,

You don't wanna die tonight.
Keeps ringing in my head like a broken record. Somehow even in this muted blue I could still hear your voice in a plea. Bittersweet life could be and it may be deligate but somehow tomorrows relevent. You keep saying it so many times that I wish it could be. As if a plane crash were timely everything I once held dear falls apart. Life started to make no sense I am living in a world that held no voice or so they called lifeless. Love disgust me not because I don't want it but because I envied people who had it genuinely. Today may not be the day that im aiming for. Tomorrow may come and go but Im not living. I only exist in the world where no one cares. ...

WINTER WHISPERS
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April 15, 2015
 

Dear you,

Peaceful it is when everything is silent.
Not a single sound is made like your the only one alive in the universe but this is where everything comes back to you.
The problems, joy, sadness, future, past and anything else that you can remember.
Anything that your brain make and pass through.
It is also the time where happenings that cannot be made in life is made inside of you and things that you hoped for is being real.
The wonders no one knows only you could live such as unliving becoming alive.
Sometimes you bring back what you learned or made but only you could understand that even words cannot express what you have.
It can never compare to anything even in written histor...

PASSION
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March 26, 2015
 

Dear you,

I fought too many times. Until now I'm still fighting but I can't find the reason why.
Who am I? What am I? Where am I? How can I be someone I want when I do not know how?
Even if life is so simple, why can't I understand it at all? What if time runs out and I still can't solve the puzzle?
I asked so many questions but never been answered. My mind runs with so many toughts but it's cage up inside my head. I change so many times or I seem to do so but still I can't settle for once.
Oh! I'm going crazy. I want to fly in my own imaginations and touch the flaming clouds with my own two hands.  
There I might find my true self and the answers to every questions I have. I might not ev...

ANGEL OF PASSIONS
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March 22, 2015
 

Dear you,

I'm lost for words. I don't think I can go another day being crazy about you. I never regreted anything. I'm just dissapointed with myself for making such a mistake. How many times have I counted the stars for you. Wished to the stars for you but I don't think it's worth fighting anymore when I can't even be myself around you and like the stars I can only see you when it's time to see you because it's impossible to see  them at daylight. Only at night when everything is dark can I see those shimmering lights, so far away. Why is it so beautiful up there when everything is falling to pieces down here? One reason why I have to let you go that I may go back to the way my emotions used...

SNOWFLAKE
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March 5, 2015
 

Dear you,

Why are you doing this to me? You make my heart cry. I clench my chest for I can't bear the feeling of loneliness. It hurt so bad that the cry in my heart came rolling down in hot tears on my cheeks. All I ever wanted is a word from you. The sound of your husky voice because of sleepiness in my ears. Just the meer laugh that you make whenever your shy is all I'm waiting for but where are you? Not even a single sound of your shadow can be heard. I miss you so much, so much that I think of you every second of the passing day.

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SNOWFLAKE
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February 25, 2015
 

Dear you,

Our meeting is like a miracle, it happens out of nowhere. Not expecting that one day you'll mean more than a stranger that I talked to that night. Your cologne which is mixed with smoke smells so tempting to me where I had never liked before. Just the thought of seeing you sends my brain into a craze mode and my chest into something I have never felt before. I was so naive in your world but we then start to try and understand what we had. Seeing you chasing your dreams makes me happy but the feeling of loneliness when we kissed goodbye I cannot express. I miss you but all I can do is send that word. Now all I wish for is that time would pass by and meet you again.

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SNOWFLAKE
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February 2, 2015
Puerto Princesa, Philippines

Dear you,

I stepped into a trap and found myself tangled upside down. I can't think of anything but my heart that is going to burst out of my chest. The tight rope that roughly held my foot as if it's dear life depends on it and the warm felling rushing down leaving everything cold while filling my head. I cannot see or feel anything anymore but scarred, scarred that my life is in grave danger. I must break free, is how i discribe my feelings right now.

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January 29, 2015
Puerto Princesa, Philippines

Dear you,

Stupid, should be the word to described my actions. Like sitting in the middle of the resturants with couples all around me and then the feeling of lonelyness crawles to my skin. Falling to the stairs when your almost at the top not only did it hurt but you also have to start at the very begining again. How stupid could that be. Not only did it hurt me but like an idiot I can be, I also hurt somebody. Time machine should be invented that I may go back to the very begining like every human wishes whenever they did something wrong. Would it be okay to hurt somebody while being honest to yourself or should it be the other way around?

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