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PO# 357608
Philippines
Philippines
Life is a cycle. You just gotta learn the tricks.
March 26, 2015
 

Dear you,

I fought too many times. Until now I'm still fighting but I can't find the reason why.
Who am I? What am I? Where am I? How can I be someone I want when I do not know how?
Even if life is so simple, why can't I understand it at all? What if time runs out and I still can't solve the puzzle?
I asked so many questions but never been answered. My mind runs with so many toughts but it's cage up inside my head. I change so many times or I seem to do so but still I can't settle for once.
Oh! I'm going crazy. I want to fly in my own imaginations and touch the flaming clouds with my own two hands.  
There I might find my true self and the answers to every questions I have. I might not ev...

ANGEL OF PASSIONS
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March 22, 2015
 

Dear you,

I'm lost for words. I don't think I can go another day being crazy about you. I never regreted anything. I'm just dissapointed with myself for making such a mistake. How many times have I counted the stars for you. Wished to the stars for you but I don't think it's worth fighting anymore when I can't even be myself around you and like the stars I can only see you when it's time to see you because it's impossible to see  them at daylight. Only at night when everything is dark can I see those shimmering lights, so far away. Why is it so beautiful up there when everything is falling to pieces down here? One reason why I have to let you go that I may go back to the way my emotions used...

SNOWFLAKE
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March 5, 2015
 

Dear you,

Why are you doing this to me? You make my heart cry. I clench my chest for I can't bear the feeling of loneliness. It hurt so bad that the cry in my heart came rolling down in hot tears on my cheeks. All I ever wanted is a word from you. The sound of your husky voice because of sleepiness in my ears. Just the meer laugh that you make whenever your shy is all I'm waiting for but where are you? Not even a single sound of your shadow can be heard. I miss you so much, so much that I think of you every second of the passing day.

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SNOWFLAKE
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February 25, 2015
 

Dear you,

Our meeting is like a miracle, it happens out of nowhere. Not expecting that one day you'll mean more than a stranger that I talked to that night. Your cologne which is mixed with smoke smells so tempting to me where I had never liked before. Just the thought of seeing you sends my brain into a craze mode and my chest into something I have never felt before. I was so naive in your world but we then start to try and understand what we had. Seeing you chasing your dreams makes me happy but the feeling of loneliness when we kissed goodbye I cannot express. I miss you but all I can do is send that word. Now all I wish for is that time would pass by and meet you again.

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SNOWFLAKE
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February 2, 2015
Puerto Princesa, Philippines

Dear you,

I stepped into a trap and found myself tangled upside down. I can't think of anything but my heart that is going to burst out of my chest. The tight rope that roughly held my foot as if it's dear life depends on it and the warm felling rushing down leaving everything cold while filling my head. I cannot see or feel anything anymore but scarred, scarred that my life is in grave danger. I must break free, is how i discribe my feelings right now.

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January 29, 2015
Puerto Princesa, Philippines

Dear you,

Stupid, should be the word to described my actions. Like sitting in the middle of the resturants with couples all around me and then the feeling of lonelyness crawles to my skin. Falling to the stairs when your almost at the top not only did it hurt but you also have to start at the very begining again. How stupid could that be. Not only did it hurt me but like an idiot I can be, I also hurt somebody. Time machine should be invented that I may go back to the very begining like every human wishes whenever they did something wrong. Would it be okay to hurt somebody while being honest to yourself or should it be the other way around?

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January 26, 2015
Puerto Princesa, Philippines

Dear you,
Again, it's happening again. My heart long for your time. The sound of your soft and warm voice. The vibrating yet touching laugh that comes out of that fading color red lips of yours. The way you always come up of things to say back to the silly things that my mind think about. How you would suddenly agree into what I uselessly and randomly say. Yet I know nothing will change. You will still be the same gentleman you are and goal achiever. That's the one thing I really like about you and because of that Im falling again. Falling In love with the same guy I fell with 4 years ago.

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January 24, 2015
Puerto Princesa, Philippines

Dear you,

Like waves in hot summer day you come and go as you please. Never caring how ones felt whenever you make a certain contact in any thing that you've pass by. Just when I thought you have the same thing that this beating heart felt. You pulled back like that wave. Leaving me hollow and yearning for the feelling I once hope is true, but maybe it's just me whom you are waiting for to dive, in that warm ocean l'll never know.

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January 24, 2015
Puerto Princesa, Philippines

Dear you,

For everyone who looks at the star and wish they will find the one. Where you count every one of it that needed to be counted in hoping everything that you have wish for will come true. While you close you eyes tightly and wispher like a feather droping unto the ground and wait for that one single star to fall that you may be sure that your wishes are heard. Believe and work for it. You never know, it might come true.

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