I sit-in my bedroom a lot when I am at home, as I have trouble socially and I also feel ashamed of myself even though I have done nothing wrong.
When i go into town, I always smile at people, just to see who is willing to smile back at me, and at least 50 percent of them do, I have learned to do this since the Christchurch terrorist attack in my country.
The reason I do this is to make people feel good and safe when they walk down the street, even though my town is a small town in the other side of the island.
I encourage everyone to do this the next time they walk down or up their street, you will be surprised how many people are willing to smile back at you, and you will feel good about ...
If I could find travel, I think I would travel back into the past rather than the future, as the future holds the suprises that that come forth into our life.
What would I go back to the future and change the outcome of ? You may ask, well, I would go back to 1962 and stop the deaths of both marylin Munroe and president John f Kennedy.
I would then come back to 1982 and change the outcome of the death of princess Grace, I would then go to the year 1997 and bring back versache, Diana and Dodi.
I would then come to the year 2012 and bring back Liz Taylor, and the. I would go right back to the year 1912 and bring back all the passengers that died on the Titanic.
I would try and make people i...
It is winter in the country, which I live in and in the late afternoon the erases it's existance for a little over an hour or two.
I grab hold of my phone and search for an internet connection, but there is none to be found,.
Just as a family member arrives home from their daily work duties, the power and internet return
I then brew a cup of hot tea, and come back to the bedroom, with a look of Glee spread upon my facr, and my phone still in it's position to which I had left it.
I then place the boiling hot beverage upon the flat surface of the bedside table and begin to recommence the use of my phone.
As this next month commences, I hope to do and learn more in order to grow as a person.
I choose to make friends and a be befriended,and learn from each and every person, in order for the above selfgrowth to occoour.
May this month bring more happyness and joy to every man, woman and child that is existst on this planet, but may we also remember the fallen and the sick, for everyone is truely a gift
I am feeling a lot better today, since I have started using this app I feel so supported by the letters staff and e everyone else and I thank you all for that and this is an app that I will keep using💗 as I feel 💯 at home using it.
Sorry, if sometimes I seem a little down, I will try to do better, as I try and better myself every day and I am trying to not let the depression hold me back, but I am happier than I was six years ago and I feel that I have come a long way.
This is the place i want to be 😀
Really feeling a bit sad and lonely today as I have no friends my own age, i find it really hard to make friends, and I am scared that I will always be alone.
I don't even know what a friend actually is as I have never been given a chance to prove myself, all they see is a vision impaired loser on me, and I have tried so hard and now I am tired and ready to finally give up.
Your welcome to befriend me if you want to as I know I am a good person
I will leave it up to you to decide!
Yay, I finally brought myself a new journal, and I have already written the first entry and it was rather positive as I have not written in a while.
So, I encourage you to do the same as it has been a big life saver for me, as I am able to write when I am happy or sad, it has also given me as way to think what's important to me, and helped solve problems in my life.
I hope I get a partner sooner father than later as I spend time alone and lonely, fearing that I am not good enough, or maybe I am meant to be on my own, or are better off on my own who knows what's around the corner
I was dianosed with diabetes last year and i jist put myself into denyale hoping it would go away but now i am om meds for it and started eating more healthy food and drink.
Even though i have just started doing this i feel better already, i now know that i could beat this if i tried and i am going to beat this💗