|"Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance."|
I wonder...will there ever be someone who will never dissapoint? Lately I had this thought or fear, that someday I will get to dissapoint someone, even though I try not to. I am also afraid that because of this fear, I will actually dissapoint...so it's kind of messed up.
Am I the only weirdo who thinks that way?
Be brave, be kind
Be strong and live life
Like never before
It's not what happened to you
It's how you feel about it.
I just can't get you
I need a breakthrough
You want me near
I want you to disappear
I climbed the stairs
You took the scale
I tried to walk
You told me "stop"
I tried to run
You held my arm
I tried to escape
You closed the gate
It's like a game
That'll never end
Today I choose to stop the noise
'Cause everything is a choice.
It's so nice to have people who will fight along
Even when you think that they do not belong
They will sit there by your side,
Even if they don't know what it's right.
They will still believe in you,
They will trust and cherish you,
Then, you can realise that you are not alone,
In this selfish world.
We should try to recognise these people in our lives and thank them, and start appreciate the fact that they were by our side even when we pushed them away.
You might never get the chance to thank them, so, now is your time!
Something inside me erupted again,
I could feel your breath and the touch of your skin.
I knew it was wrong and deep down I felt sorry,
My mind lost control in the touch of your body.
But later on you did it again,
You left me alone, you threw me away.
I started regretting my stupid decisions,
I tried not to cry, to destroy every reason.
But you made me realise,
You weren't worth it like I thought
Traveling to a great prize
You weren't worth the stop.
I'll think about you like a lesson that I had to learn,
I'll stop worrying about the past that's been lost again.
I'll look to the bright future that's ahead of me,
Everything that happened is just a memory...
I feel a bit lost and I know I shouldn't,
I just can't see the light in this awkward moment
What's the path that I should go on ?
What is it that keeps me from moving on?
I tried to shine like no other day
I smiled so high, I felt "there's no other way"
I tried my best not to show off
But people were asking "what was the cause? "
I told them everything is fine
I know they didn't believe
I didn't know the answer either
So I couldn't complain about their beliefs.
I will still be positive and overcome these thoughts
I recommend you all to do the same, it helps.
Seeing this image, I started thinking of you
The angel that's inside and the beast behind you
In darkness it shines and in morning it sparkles
So far behind, that no one could notice
Like a mistery you said you'd leave
I swallowed your words, I did believe
The next time I thought you were a stranger
Your reaction turned out to be a part of your anger
Few days later you said you're sorry
I thought I gave up, but deep down I haven't
I thought I was objective, but you can see it too
That now I'm subjective, writing for you.
Everything in this world is about relationships, about the connection between people. And still, people are fighting for money, for power, for a status in their country. What's the point of winning all these, if they lose their soul, if people are hurt, if their future is compromised.
Why is everybody so selfish? Why won't they acknowledge that they all make mistakes and they shouldn't keep a grudge against each other. Sometimes I wish I was born in another world...
Decided to meet up here in the storm
Hearing the thunder that gives me hope
Emotions invading my sensible soul
Knowing they will appear, you know?
The clock just won't stop ticking
Seconds, minutes, hours...
When will they appear?
Comfused I was untill I realised
That they were disguised
The fear started to reveal
The truth, it couldn't disappear
I knew the end before the start
But I couldn't blame my lonely heart
Well, hopefully it was just a dream
And I hope that's how it will remain
Because I haven't even started yet
To experience it to the fullest...
Sometimes people don't want better because they haven't seen better.
It takes COURAGE to exceed EXPECTATIONS!
"There are times when you have to let people go" Well, I want to let them go, but what if I can't? I tried not to think about it, but unfortunately, I can't. When I know they won't be there anymore... but I also know that leaving is the best for them. Moreover, they don't know how I feel, and I wish I could tell them. Maybe this way, they will think twice before leaving. But what if they don't care how I feel, and they will make fun of me?! I thought if they would make fun, then, they don't deserve my care. But everyone sometimes needs to know that there is someone out there who thinks about them, someone who cares...
Should I tell them to stay?!
I will wait for your answer...
Even if I feel this way
Even when there is no way
Even if the world colapse
And my heart beats really fast
You can't feel me
You don't know
You are not here
You won't know
I can't do this
I can't fight
I am speechless
I am done.
Happiness combined with sadness
Will begin to rise
Moments, feelings, real things
Will become like stars
You have only one life, don't waste it with worthless things!!! Set yourself a goal for your life! Just stop living without a purpose! Stop fighting over little things that will pass anyway. You have to start apreciate the people in your life! You need people in your life that challenge you, that make you strive to do better. Stay positive...always!
Some of you maybe are thinking "how can I be positive when I just lost my mother/husband/sister/son/daugther?" Why you? I don't know, but let me tell you something: NOTHING JUST HAPPENS!
If it did, it had a purpose, maybe to strenghten you, to lift you, to make you realize something, to make you more mature. But it definetely wasn't to drag yo...