|thousands of letters stuck in her head, she got a lots of things to write. she also can't deliver the letter from an air balloon.|
him : "I still can see everything about you every time I close my eyes"
her : "then keep your eyes open"
I want to hug you like the letter 'K'
hug you with my hands and my leg, while standing. i want to hug you with all I have!
the loneliest person is a
who doesn't write.
everything stuck in her head, while the world never understand her.
I love you
like the ocean-
that always coming to kiss the shore,
no matter how many time the gravity dragging him,
the ocean always come and come again,
with more gentle hugs of waves
some people grow up together,
they do not grow old together
being a kid was the easiest
being the youngster was fun
but being an adult might get harder, terrifying and sometimes, it got some little seeds of sadness in here and there.
but life is full of ups and downs, whatever the conditions are, keep being the best of yourself. I believe in you, you will always do great things.
hang on, I love you nene
of course I want to laugh
at your jokes,
like many other decent people
who laugh occasionally at funny things,
I can't afford it
even though I want to,
your jokes are not funny
sometimes I wonder why,
sometimes some thoughts appear,
guess maybe I once was a joke
it's not funny at all
the world is little bit different now
the world is a little bitter now
the first drop of the rain in June,
was right on the second when I just starting to pray
God was teasing me.
a deep breath and a long sigh
that I have to
you think you are
all charming and brave?
you really are
You think you know nothing,
but it turned out
you know a lot of things,
problems for me seems just like dirty dishes.
if you have them, you better clean it up, if you take too long time to leave them there at the sink, the stains and the left overs become stink and harder to clean.
it will take more time and more effort to clean them and the more you doing nothing, the bigger chance that the rust and the rotten sauce would harm your pretty porcelain bowls.
yeah, of course you could buy new plates and throw those dirty plates. but you got to remember, those new plates you just bought, eventually will get dirty anyway and you still get to learn how to wash the dishes.
washing the dishes is quite disgusting, unlikable, uncomfortable, you name it, but once you c...
a woman only got two choices to live,
to finally stay with the one who she can't bear to loose,
or to finally stay with the one that she will be okay if he is gone.
both of them content with misery.
so we met again,
in a very occasional day on the top of the hill.
at the moment I saw you,
I'm still guessing how you will react,
but I can't help my smile, yet I'm so scared.
then we smiled. and we knew.
we said "I miss you" almost at the same time.
we said "I miss you too" also at almost the same time.
we were just starring at each other with the happiest smile.
we didn't speak another words for a while,
we just enjoyed each other presence.
after some time, you finally said,
"how do you know I was going up to the hill?"
to answer it, I only smiled and said,
"how do you know I was waiting upon the hill?"
you smiled, and that time was bigger.
you said again,
"I was about to give up, bu...
dear my fellow 20s,
you are young. we are young.
in your 20s, it's the era of struggling.
because of you are 20s, so act like one. don't act like an old lady that complain the world and want to enjoy things you achieved.
in your 20s, you are hungry, hungry of experiences and failures.
you are pushed. pushed to decide big decisions you think you can't take. pushed be braver everyday. pushed to take chances, because some are won't come twice.
you are juggling. juggling between love and career, juggling family and friends. juggling the present and the future.
you are young.
young people failed so many times. young people reckless but energic. young people full of new blank spaces and exc...
how early did you wake up this morning?
was it before the rays of sunrise?
was it before the first drop of dew in the dawn?
I woke up pretty early this morning,
it was before I'm missing you.
when I was alright.
- 3 hours sleeping Clementine
would you sign this?
oh, this is just a little petition to the time keeper about delaying the future.
he is getting old and I thought he put the seconds in too fast mode,
he might forget that some of us just can't keep up.
- delusional Clementine
by not telling you how much I miss you,
is that mean I do you a favor to moving on,
or just left everything still be unfinished ?
whatever it is,
it is killing me
by the way, I miss you so bad.
- a messed up Clementine
what's stopping you?
you already get everything prepared,
and you hardly breath because you just run to get here sooner.
I thought you are going to bust off the door,
but you are just standing still
what's stopping you?
the flowers in your hands are getting dry,
yup, that was my favorite daisy you picked
but, is it me? am I wrong to mention my favorite flower?
or something I said last night?
what's stopping you?
you've been thinking about it almost everynight
you said lots of thing about it,
those excitement in your eyes,
I was worried you will explode by it
but now you are thinking about to take a step back,
I don't mind if you want to do the dance
what's stopping you?
is it the same ...
we may still young but not we are not kids anymore."
dear my fellow lettrist,
living my life in this pop cultures and not get affected by them is impossible.
as I get older, it turned out that I really enjoy indie folks songs and I don't know why I always enjoy brittish alternative rock like keane, travis, and coldplay.
anyway, the magic of music is a also curious thing! some people craft bunch of tunes, lyrical words, personal imagination, and voila! from all those creation, the song can take people to places, memories, insecurities and personalities.
there is a sweet song that touch deep into a scene in my head, "the girl from the north country" by Bob Dylan and Johny Cash. this song really a song I personally want to be playing when I...
my life mixtape ...
or songs I love as I can remember right now
so, here are the list :
1. "lost in my mind" - the head and the heart
2. "the dreamer" - the tallest man on earth
3. "fire escape" - half moon run
4. "nancy bird" - sore
5. "dirty paws" - of monsters and men
6. "bloom" - the paperkites
7. "titanium" - sia
8. "wouldn't it be nice" - the beach boys
8. "forget Jakarta" - adhitya sofyan
9. "winter" - daughter
10. "John mcBride" - the head and the heart
11. "remind me of you" - Jake Johnson
12. "braille" - regina spektor
13. "king of the world" - first aid kit
14. "the great pretender" - first aid kit
15. "landslide" - fleetwood mac
well, happy listening!
dear Saturday morning,
can we go back to your place again? and redo how my morning had started?
started my day with negative vibes and an fucked up dream just make me cranky all day.
can we go back again?
you know I can't go back by myself.
my dear Saturday morning, I am truly sorry for not really enjoy your glorious sunrise. just take back the morning argue and you may leave my morning dream still, they seems nice though.
dear my dearest Saturday morning,
hurry, it's almost noon and I can't fix things.