She felt her smile hurt her cheek again;
She felt her heartbeat gain a rhythm again;
She felt her craves burn again,
She felt herself to be back again!
She felt all that passion again;
She felt herself cherish it all again;
She felt her dreams coming back to life again;
She felt herself to be back again!
In her eyes ,eyes so deep she held all that stopped her from being her,
All that she faced and felt,
All that which never came on her face,
The most joyful n cheerful had the deepest wounds ,
She never expected anything but everyone to treat her with respect n love,
Not much but two kind words were appreciated by her empty heart,
She was a so full of life,
But the void in her was never filled!
The rivers that were flowing through her,
felt more fulfilled,
The mountains that crowned her ,
Stood more proud,
The seas that washed her feet,
gave her more grace,
As now all of her became equal,
And all of her felt more special!
Her heart beats loud,
Her sons more proud ,
As she celebrated the most auspicious day out loud!
Her freedom was celebrated with all the colour,
Every brother was happier than ever,
It is the festival of Tricolour !
It is the festival of Tricolour!
She quenched for happiness in every moment ....
She managed to smile n laugh, no matter how she felt....
She craved for memories and love...
But then she broke..
Things did not matter now ....
She left the very core of herself....
She skipped moments ......
She felt nothing....
But now she knew the destinations she wanted!!
And finally, she felt free...
she wasn't scared of opinions ...
There attention meant nothing......
The water coloured world meant nothing ...
But the colours finally did!
She could feel the freedom that she has craved for since ages .....
She could finally breathe!!
And when she had everything she wanted,
There was something not left in the very core of her!
And when her love had the right definition ,
She felt her feelings gone!
And when she had everything she wanted from her life,
Her breaths were shorts to live it all!
And when she finally found her soul,
Her heart skipped those beats !
And when she could manage it all,
Her heart couldn't!
Of everything she had ,
She couldnt manage his attention!
Of everything she felt,
She couldn't get the right to express!
Of everything she heard,
She couldn't hear her inner self!
Of everything she owned ,
She couldn't manage to own her soul!
Of everything she did ,
She couldn't manage to explain his complaints!
Of everything she wanted,
She couldn't manage to get herself!
Of every melancholy at her dispose,
She couldn't manage to have the cheer from her soul!
Her eyes could face the damned world,
Her despair changed into her strength,
Her rage changed into her abilities,
Her gaze could make them tremble,
She was a beautiful dream in a hell of a night!
Every single person around us is fighting.. fighting there fears....there feelings...there peers .....themselves....everyone is a born fighter ....we just need to hold ourselves to the best version of ourselves in the worst situations....we need to challenge our challenges ...we need to prove how much more stronger we are than the problems we face daily.....it's not that we fighting our luck or situation are not with us...or we don't deserve it...it's us pushing our limits to be the best of ourselves...and waiting for the best to come...
Love is the most silly thing,we strive for... U know it's just constantly changing the way we see ourselves... Who loves us, who doesn't, change our attitude about every single criteria of life.... N then, we regret what we did in the past ,its not us, it's just people that changed us... i guess let's just be happy about people we have ever met in our life or things we ever did in life.... regretting is stupid....Worst makes u realise the best..... What u ever did in your past was your decision n regretting about your own decisions Is the worst u can do to your life.... Yeah it breaks u... It's just a lot to take in for someone... But everybody has something and not only u suffer from the...
Dear Nandini ,
I came across your fridge & found your writings beautiful. Most importantly a person can relate with your writings.
You are an amazing writer . Keep it up !
May I ask what made you interested in writing & what are your hobbies?
People say u gotta have someone to complete your soul , to make u feel specifically special ,to share a life with ....u know it's the rules people make for you..it's not u who decide that you r alone or the one who decided to have someone more important than your own self to have someone who u love more than urself....it's the people who decide for you .. if u think that love is indefinite, that love is something mandatory..that love is perfect ,no it isn't ...there is no perfect ..... If we want a love that never hurts that never suffers ,that never ends ,that never disappoints ..u gotta love something non-living or u need to love yourself so that u can come upto your own expectations ......
The storm she had in her , unwinded her soul ...
She always had the love she was chasing so strong ....
She entwined her soul with the depth of the seas and the length of the sky...
She was fire and ice all at once ...
When belief goes wrong...
They made me believe in it .. love..I totally forgot that existed for me too ...n was totally convinced by the idea of not being in love ever again....not letting someone love me ....not letting someone know my actual inner side again ....I was hidden deep inside myself...hidden for making that soul safe ...that heart protected which still had bruices of the pains they had to face ......they brought my soul my heart back n then again they were broken.... broken into peices ...peices which are not.... not....here is when a gemini does not has words .......yes again I got hurt badly hurt ...n now no bruises only peices of a broken heart ....a soul which is totally w...
Love makes u weak.....vulnerable....it changes u to what u never were...n sometimes to someone, u never expected u would be...it teaches u a lot. .but it weakens the strongest part of you...u compromise in love ...u adjust...u try to be better not for yourself but the person who loves u ...cause we human's are the most vulnerable to people who love us ...no one can love u the way u love or appreciate yourself...you are the best version of u when you are you .....when u make changes cause u want to be better not because people who love u will appreciate u but because u will appreciate yourself.....love in the purest form is a blessing only a few get it at a very specifically special time ......