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Natasha Nicole

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I ain't scared to fall, I've hit the ground before. quoted The Weeknd
November 12, 2016
 

People see superheros as Batman or Superman.
As a little girl I had my super hero he is my grandfather.
His name James Balda.
Most of you have a hero that you look up to or idolize.
Most people have a dad that they have for their super hero. There is some kids that lose their super heros because there hero and father wasnt just their hero but he was yours and mine. Yet most would never know there names.
But to that child who did know his name, he was that childs everything.
I was lucky to have my grandfather. I was lucky to know his name.
My grandfather is a Vietnam Veteran. When he got home from war he spit on and looked down on by the people he went there to defend.
He was 101st Airbo...

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November 12, 2016
 

Everything has become dull
Imagination side by side with
People smiles; stuck in idle.
Nothing is of creative color
Only shades of black or white thoughts.
All thats left is lit screens of pictures.

LEFT OR RIGHT
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November 11, 2016
 

Its frustrating to not see us The American people as a whole.
Its stupid for people not to see the importance of not being divided.

Our men and women who lose their lives fighting for us Americans, do not go over there and fight divided. They stand together. They do not see the person they trust their lives with as black, mexican, native or white. They see one another as brothers. They see one another as a whole.
They work together.
Why in Gods name cant we stand together in getting what needs to be done.
Everyone needs to look at the issues at hand.  Abortion, oil, jobs, obamacare, education, mental health, and jobs.
We cant just take away planned parenthood. It would do more damage to...

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November 8, 2016
 

Agony of pain in my
Caged chest.
Words thought of
Are never spoken.
Understanding is the next
Best thing to forgiving.
Alone with negative thoughts
Of oneself is often the last thing said.
Confusion of any relationship will hurt both people.
Caring is more then jist purchasing.
Its emotional and it can never be a lamp with a switch.
My tears wont fall to be seen.
Ill wait till the pain is not distracted.
Your eyes do not see the things you put me through.
Keeping me in the dark is only a score for us to live life a alone. Why should we be together.

LOVE TILL IT HURTS
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November 7, 2016
 

People surprise me more and more everyday.
I sit there wondering things that people do not notice and it makes me wonder how dumb Americans really are.
How stupid is it for us to want the illegals here plus give them the right to vote?
Were not allowed to illegally go into their country work and live? So why should it be okay for them to come here work and live.
We sit in jail there if we break a crime there but we send them back without so much as a conviction?
How is it okay for some lady to hide a bunch emails that proves she did American soldiers wrong? Those American men put their life on the line for you and I and your okay with and will agree to her being president because she is a w...

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November 7, 2016
 

Dear Trump.
            My advice as an American, is to stay true to the people of this country.
I believe you are our only hope making sure that America stays with our history.
I also want to give advice about staying safe, because the people that support Hillary are nuts on many levels and violent. I believe that you are the chance we have keeping our rights and making sure the People that belong here are put first. My only advice is do not let us down. Make sure you do as you say. Dont talk just for a vote. Be about what you say. Do not be what we dont need.
Honesty and fallowing our our constitution. Bring back American traditions and most of listen to those of this country. Listen to o...

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November 6, 2016
 

The Weeknd,
              You are an amazing artist. An artist that has a one of kind way with not only beat and rhythm; but lyrics.
You have wrote lyric that can open peoples eyes to the nature of humans. Your beats are memorizing and make most people want to understand or listen to it all the way through.
I have never heard an artist or seen artist create music with that kind of reaction; other then maybe mozart or even vocally Jackie Evanco.
Now on a personal note.
Thank you for sharing your talent with the world. Your music has opened my eyes to seeing many things and understanding many things; that I did not see and wanted to understand before.

Part2 a poem from me to you.

THE HIL...

CURIOUS
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July 21, 2016
 

After the clouds disappear
After the rainbow has gone
I'm left with a song in my ear.
The melody keeps lingering on.

How come i have to explain
Music is worth all the pain.

After the rain washes down.
After the fog burns away.
Will I see the sun coming around?
Closer and closer each day.

How come I have to explain
People are worth all the pain.
I just wanna see the love in your eyes
After the storm has passed you and gone.

When your dreaming of how could be.
It doesn't work to pretend.
Let me tell you what happened to me.
Just to get to the end
I needed a friend

After the rainbow had gone
Its so sad losing a friend.
But the memories keep lingering on.

How come i have to expl...

AQUARIUS
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July 20, 2016
 

Like a whisper on the wind.
Sometimes the wind don't want to hear about it.
Like a sail boat on the sea
Sometimes the ocean just don't care about it.
There are many many feelings
That can tare you soul apart.
But the pressure of unequal love is hard.
Cause the price you've got to pay
Is that pain wont go away.
Unequal love.
Did you ever stay to long
With a lover who was over you?
You had the feeling it was wrong
So wrong.
But you've loved so hard theres nothing you can do.
There are many heartaches when your up against the wall.
And all the love you give, it wont come back at all.
And no matter what you do it really hurts to know the truth.
Love is unequal sometimes.
When you ...

BANKSY SWING
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July 20, 2016
 

My days are as black as my nights.
All of the sudden
Little glittering lights
Cross my blackened skies once again.
Why did it have to be now that
This beauty of you came into my life again.
Why now . why not at a time
When I wasnt scared to bring you down.
Why when not when my life was easier to explain.
I dont want to have anyone around me fall into darkness
Know everything i say is a true
As the beauty in the sky we both look at.
The feelings i speak to you are far from pretend or fake.
Your words are words I ve always wanted to hear.
The smiles and acceptance you bring to my life is
More then you know.
Wish you would ask me things so I could tell everything..
I understand if you...

TRUE LOVE
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July 20, 2016
 

I am reaching out
Into blackest darkness
What should be solid
Is vanished
Yet I still feel me slipping into
What could be my last real breath.
Screaming out for help
Yet there is no sounds coming out.
I feel that I am far from alone.
But nothing is set in stone.
I feel like im falling faster and faster
All the while I suddenly hear laughter.
My scream still mute
My sight still black
Now I feel a cold chill up and down my back.
Arms blindly searching for anything or anyone to hold on to
For this life like dream,
Never reaching an end like Alice once did.
At the end of that cold cold fall
At the end of that fear
All the sudden my body turns cold
I stiffen.
I know im in water ...

COLORS OF SPIRIT
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July 17, 2016
 

The lies you tell me to keep me silent
Are no longer going to be my silent mouth
To stop a fight.
Im done fighting with you.
My freedoms keys will be in someone elses hands.
And seeing me before I was not of any importance to you.
So why should I care enough to cry or yell about something that I cannot change.
Its your choice and I know were I stand.
Thats fine id rather be alone then deal with the pain of wondering why things that are important to me are not of importance to you.

GREAT DAY
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July 7, 2016
 

Slipping through my hands grip.
Secrets we shared are now yours alone.
Why keep things from me if you know ill always love you.
Even if it hurts its better then to leave
Guessing

UNDERSTAND MYSTERY
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July 6, 2016
 

You dont speak with words
Yet I hear what you are trying to say.
You dont play poker, spades or even go fish.
But the games we play all our own.
When I go to bed, you make sure that we never fall asleep alone.
Your loyalty to me is clear and un questioned.
When you little self looks at me
It makes me feel like I have my best friend.
I search for you for many years.
But I never thought I would find it in a little winner dog.
You are the reason I understand MANs best friend.
You my little pooch
My side kick and four legged son
Are something so dear to me.
I see why dogs can help heal a soul
But it wasnt till you that i understood why people were so close their pet.
But now I do. I...

LOVE IS LIFE
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July 5, 2016
 

Its been so long since
Ive shared on here.
But I am back to my therapy place.
I missed writing it something and seeing it mean something to someone and anyone. So here to be with yall again. Never going to let this my passion go again.

LOOK INTO NATURE
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July 5, 2016
 

Whatever shut me off
Put me on ignore.
I as your lover, should be your solace.
Instead I think to you I am
The dark winds of the change
Between past, present and Future.
Once as your solace,
Feeling so alive,untouchable by broken hearted hands,
That is when I was your true solace.
I know, no other lover or person,
Could love you as much as I do.
Through rough and thick muds or stone.
Through clouds and clear water. From dusk till dawn.
Forgiveness of any wrongs
Acceptance of who you are
And my lighted doorway is always ajar for only you.
No matter the temporary anger of frustration or confusion.
Loving you is beyond a choice.
Its unconditional.
My heart forever belongs to you

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LOVE TILL IT HURTS
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May 23, 2016
 

Sadness sets in once she realizes
Herself is everything she never wanted to be.
Herself in life is not what she dreamed of being.
The pride she once had came and went. Nothing of her beauty is from within. She once used to cry for the pain she felt
Now she cries for the pain she causes

PREFECT MYSTERY
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May 12, 2016
 

The fire in my heart soul is dimming
Day by day for the love you give me is the oxygen that makes my fire burn in my heart and soul. With out i suffocate to nothing but smoldering cole.
I dont know what about me is left to enjoy or love but if i could get it back i would just breath you in once again. The feeling of passion burning loving between us. Is the most right feeling before my eyes close to dusk.
I miss everything I once was to you. I miss being a person of value, i miss your voice reminding me of everything that made you love me. Your voice when i wanted to never look back its you your whole self that has saved me from dying before you I never thought I could love so deeply not j...

ZEESHAN MOMIN
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May 4, 2016
 

Before you un cover your secret self to anyone
Think about how it can be used against you.
Because it will be at any given time even if love is involved.
Its better to keep yourself to yoirself because at the end of the day your the only one that has to deal with you.  

DON'T WAIT
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April 9, 2016
 

Giving up is right around the corner.
nothing I do is going through or there is always something that makes it not happen. not trying gets me nothing and trying seems to get me shot down. trying for nothing is fucking stupid.
im becoming angry with the world and im becoming angry at myself.
one day im going to snap. im tiered of it. im sick of having everything go to hell no matter how hard i try. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MYSTERIOUS
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April 8, 2016
 

never meant to love you.
laying in your bed of darkness
is beauty thats sureal to me.

so lay down with me a little longer
Im begging for you to let your sinisters touch embrace me.

never meant to love you
laying in your bed of darkness
is beauty thats sureal to me
so please baby come a little closer so i can taste our poisons combined.
you plus me and the devil makes three
is all apart of our new love game.
i never meant to love you
laying in your bed of darkness
is beauty thats sureal to me.
all that matters baby baby baby
is that with the dark your right here next to me.
I knew i would love you
after laying in your bed of darkness
feeling you seemes sureal to me.

PASSION
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April 7, 2016
 

Not by blood, not just a friend but more beautiful that only yourself can understand.
Even in dark your sure you see light but through loves poison only wanting it to be just right.
you find yourself wanting to be everything of your partners dreams.

its poison through our veins its something that i dont want change.
but darkness in ourselves finds light together. my love for you is my own enemies best friend. the poisonous tear falls into a loving warm smile.

WINTER
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April 4, 2016
 

I feel the knot in my gut once again. why does she seem so special to him? why am i always affraid to lose him? and why am I always worried im not good enough for him? why dont i think im the best he can get? why dont i feel like hes proud to be next to me or with me? Why cant i let myself be enough?  
i hate the way i feel and think.
all it does is hurt.
maybe its true that im not good enough or maybe itd true he only wants me a for every temporary in the moment secret.
but on the other hand I could be trippin over myself or maybe its my insecurities.
but even when i think it is me there is always a piece to the puzzle that makes me feel like its not just me.
who knows. i dont and probl...

THE SKY BROKE
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March 28, 2016
 

your the love of my life
not having you would cut me deeper then a knife.  
and one day i hope ill be your wife even if its not in this current life.
i think you and i are ment to be something thats closer then lovers or best friends.
you are apart of me and my soul.
you and i will be together forever even its only in my dreams you and will always be on the team.
i love you forever and through all the pain we find sunshine together.

PASSIONATE POET
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March 25, 2016
 

in thought my body turns into your art project. I become something you express through. I become your voice without words. I feel you deeply and then I become your paintbrush. You guide me but it takes both of us to create blan into color and beauty.

Too Be Continued.

You are my ocean and I am your sand. you wash me away with your strong hand as a current brushed my body. I your sand melt into you until I cannot stand.

So close together we seem to be one and in the mirrior My eyes watch your puzzled fit body in between.
you flow with rythem and I fallow your musics tune.

you and I drip together as one and for you to know the great pleasure of you and I dancing together

LIBRA
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March 25, 2016
 

i am stuck between should and shouldnt.
im stuck between hurt or let hurt.
i dont know what to choose.
should i choose the thing that hurts someone i love but at the same time its the thing that could bring me a solution to so many of my problems.
what should i do. i cant just stay stagnant and lets see were it takes me. i have to choose before its to late. and these waves hit me

AQUARIUS
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March 20, 2016
 

in thought my body turns into your art project. I become something you express through. I become your voice without words. I feel you deeply and then I become your paintbrush. You guide me but it takes both of us to create blan into color and beauty.

Too Be Continued.

ORIGINAL
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March 20, 2016
 

Close to my skin,
his feathered tipped fingers caress me slowly stopping between my chest.
My whole self bare creating bumbs with every motion of his hand.  his hands groping back and forth between the two.
my arched back showing my want of more.
his mouth covers my nipples as his hands move down to my inner thigh. a sound that is its own language speaks please dont stop.
my hands reach down to grab a hold of my craving.
feeling of his nice hard dick instantly turns me wet and makes my mouth water.
my mouth plays come and get me games then deep in my throat makes him moan and want me all over again. switching positions
making sure were both close and just right.
his dick fits in me ni...

ORIGINAL
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February 16, 2016
 

There is a new understanding in a old relationship with unconditional love.
The words we both verbalized to one another, had more then truth behind the geture.
There seems to be a sense of trust that we both lost sometime ago.
A sense of for ever in one another's heart is a feeling of relief.
We both are proud of each other in our own progress to each becoming their own in New way of life.
But at the end of the day and at the end of the road no matter who or what we will always have love friendship and priceless memories that fill our memories and hearts.
for even if were not together our hearts will always belong to one another.

GEORGE MICHAEL
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February 13, 2016
 

I've decided there is no lesser evil or greater good. without both there would nothing to feel. without having it in one's past or in ones mind. humans only come up with judgements instead of acceptance. why is that? aren't we all told accept people for who they are? why is that we do the opposite? it always ends up being only accept those who think or feel a certain way that we define as right or wrong. care less about what doesn't affect you as a person and let others live the way they should live. why does everyone try to define one's living by there own potties lives. can't we all just let someone be. not soul really knows who they are because there is so judgement and conformity that peo...

ORIGINAL
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