You're my 4a.m. thoughts!!
Last night i had a dream that felt like a memory.
A glimpse of something really irresistible.
My eyes were open but still in dream.
You were my new dream!
You tasted like sunshine.
You made me glow like colours of rainbow.
Your eyes, the kind that I get lost in everytime when I see you.
They say dreams have real meaning, whatever they say..I can't wait to hold you in my arms again..
Until then let me keep dreaming...
Sometimes when you stare at the darkness for too long, your mind eventually creates something that isn't there.
As if some hidden eyes are behind that darkness constantly watching you.
You sense as if a soul is trying to reach out to you.
What if the soul is trying to connect with you just to reveal some kind of deep secrets about you?
Or things you haven't known so far?
To quiet your mind & ignite the spark in you!
I love the feeling when I simply stare at the sky & lose myself for a while.
And as many times as I blink, I see the colors change like vanilla, blush pink, deep blue artistically, settling down a whirlpool of emotions in my mind.
It's kind of live art painting with bright pretty colors & the motion tunes in a perfect way.
What an amazing place for the sun to sleep right?
Covered under some kind of a warm blanket with changing patterns every hour & every day.
But isn't it strange that the sky you see, will never appear the same again & even the moment you live.
The city seemed to be different that day,
I was sitting at the book cafe which was located at the corner of the busy street.
It was less crowded & the silence along with the dim lights and aroma of the freshly brewed coffee had a soothing effect.
All I had was a cup of coffee & a book to accompany me. I sat listening to the music of the raindrops, gripping the coffee mug tightly & turning the pages of the book.
Subconsciously thinking for whom this rain is falling for,
People say when it rains, it eases out pain, the sound heals the lonely soul.
Through the fogged window & the raindrops rolling down on the glass, i could see that everything around was turning grey, grey ...
I stood by the beach under the big blue moon,
It was one of those dark starry nights,
I took in the breeze, it was cold, blowing over my face.
For a while, I wanted to escape & sit quietly on the beach.
The view was breathtaking, full moon & the dark sky sprinkled with stars & the waves turning silvery with the brightness of the moon.
And that made me think, why do we see a shooting star?
Does the moon frames its own starry pattern in the sky or is it the sky that wants to share some kind of fairytale with the sea.
And everytime the sky shares a shinning star & it turns into a starfish!
That's why you see a shooting star!
By the time you blink, there's no sign!
It was a simple evening, I looked at the sun from my window, as it was setting down.
Moment by moment as the sun was setting, I felt as if my wishes were fading.
With every moment the reality looked lonely.
I kept struggling with my thoughts, all I wanted to do was grab your hand & pull you close.
As it became darker, I realized that the sun is setting down just to rise up yet again!
I made hot coffee & some grilled cheese & tomato sandwiches and sat on the couch with just the thought of being with you.
The feeling was priceless & enough for me for that moment.
I love to dream slowly about you, your soft eyes & soft gaze as soft as the shades of the sunset.
Whenever you are telling me a story,
I love the way how your eyes look at me & tell me everything, hitting me like an explosion.
Colors explode in my mind, when I look at you & when you are already staring.
I just can't ignore the rush feeling, when I see that delicate smile & dimple.
I can't explain how good it feels, when you fold me in your arms, as if we were programmed in a way to recognize each other in time & support each other's system in this world!
She kept on struggling with two different worlds.
Portraying a fake & wide smile on her face, in a world she lived & another world build by her own thoughts where she felt completely alive.
She felt powerless living in a world of different humans.
She felt protected in the world created by all her imaginations.
She felt connected to the demon inside her & was getting distant from the fake angels.
The demon inside, kept pushing her ahead
Lifting her up from the chaos.
She wanted to shout loud, her invisible tears for fear she had, kept on rolling down.
But the demons angel like wings,
Pushed away all the fears!
As she kept wiping her tears & letting them dried, It didn't leave any mark there ...
I was walking in a snowstorm,
On a path with no U-turn.
Millions of things going around.
Crying & totally lost in my thoughts and in my mind.
How lost I was?
Until I saw you coming,
You said, "This storm will not calm down, Just hold my hand & I will you walk through!"
It's difficult for us, but soon this storm will pass away!
A cup of cappuccino please!
They say, a lot can happen over a cup of coffee.
That cup of coffee doesn't mind it, endless conversations, funny stories, people can share anything & everything and go on for hours over it.
You connect & you keep meeting new people.
The aroma of the coffee calms you down & you feel relaxed with friends.
You feel pampered when dating your girlfriend or boyfriend.
Each & everytime the coffee blends in really well, even while you are building up a relation with a new person.
In the recent times I feel, a coffee date is a mandate now, whether it's a beginning of new friendship or even when we start looking out for a partner.
The ambience changes, the coffee table do...
I went to sleep thinking about you,
How strange it is that I dreamt about you the same night.
I felt good, you are a loyal companion!
Your existence made me smile even while I was dreaming.
Never felt crazy, I felt connected.
I see you shining & you have that infinite glow inside, that fades away the darkness around me.
I can't resist looking at you, maybe even winking a little!
You are so deep & intense, love the way you glow.I always see a shining side of you.
Now let me explore the darker side of you. I am happy, let me dream.
You keep me alive, just don't take that away!
Let me melt in your arms, I always wanted to sleep holding the moon by my side!
They say love is pure, love is blind!
But is love really blind?
While heading back home from work, I saw a visually impaired couple waiting at the bus stop for the next bus.
She was holding his hand tightly, it felt as if she was guiding him ahead. They were conversing & I could see her blushing a bit.
I wonder how they define love?
I wonder how they frame each other in their mind.
Over time I have seen a change of how people frame the word 'Love'. They say, love doesn't mean that you will always agree or never have an argument or see eye to eye everytime.
But when I saw the couple, I think love is described by them in a perfect way!
When you are around
It calms me down
I love the happy feeling, when I can be myself
I have nothing to hide or pretend
When your fingers touch me
They actually freeze me to the bone!
When you kiss me on my cheek,
I love the way you kiss me softly
The warmth of your lips, just makes me smile, all i know is i have never gotten so lost in a kiss before!
When i look at the moon & the tiny stars..
I feel as if, they are like us..
Simply crazy about each other.
I think they have uncanny connection that makes them look so beautiful
Slowly they make my imagination ignite.
In the same way, I feel your eyes & my heart has a strange connection
Damn your eyes! Your eyes ignite my heart!
I feel like doing something productive
Just sit relax & breathe...
Feel & rewind into every moment..
Unplug from almost everything around.
Just hold you close..
I love this enigmatic feeling & getting lost slowly with you.
It makes me feel nervous, when I look into your eyes.
It also makes me happy when you kiss my cheeks & hold my hand.
I wish I could freeze that moment.
It really makes me wonder why do we exist in each other's life..
Is it magical or an illusion i wanna hold onto..
Or is it something beyond my control!
Your eyes hold everything that i am looking for..
Like a dream
Escaping myself from reality..
Never wanting to wake up
I want the dream to come back again & again..
What do people really fear about?
Are they afraid of what they don't understand or is it about how others have a good image about them?
Are they afraid of change or the changes that happen to them over time?
Do people get scared of accepting someone in their space or is it all about getting caged?
Do they fear of what's next for them in life or is it about what is after death?
Do people fear about dreaming or nightmares?
In a relationship, do people fear about being lonely or loosing the other person?
Do they fear of heartbreak or loosing their virginity!
As time changes, people change &
The most important thing i feel people fear about is being isolated & being unhappy.
The most unhappy pe...
I was just walking..
Life was giving me signs every moment..
My path somehow got connected ..
& was leading me towards you..
My heart was constantly trying to connect the dots..Trying to figure what life wants to convey to me..
My heart knew, i wasn't here by accident..
Life was suprising me every moment..drawing the lines & erasing them again &again..
I wasn't getting lost, but my heart just wanted to rest for a while, happy at the same place..
Just wanting to close my eyes, treasuring memories i have & not letting them sneak out & feel closer to my destiny!
The whole world turned away..
But still the moon looked down...
He just kept looking at the sky..
Thoughts getting as deep as the night sky..
Opening his eyes as wide as the stars..
He felt that change..
Something unusual connection with them..As if they see something deep in him & he saw something sparkling in them..
His thoughts became none, as he sat still..for the rest of the night..
Finally, he was back again under the same dark sky..
Dreaming under same stars..
Under the same moon..
Blue, that's her!
She was kind of like an ocean to me.
I was unable to take my eyes off her.
She was Wild & deep blue, yet calming me down.
I was still, but getting lost in her.
The crashing waves were even more beautiful.
She was stunning & turning mysterious to me.
I was terrified & afraid to dive in.
But she held my hand & took me to the depths.
The sound of the waves, had those vibes, calming me down.
I was slowly falling in love for her beauty.
I dived in to the depths, to know all her secrets, without any fear.
Now I want to keep breathing..
I want to get drowned & lose myself for her love.
The city was turning cold & quiet.
Under the dark sky & the glittering stars.
I felt that complete silence & the cold breeze of air that waved my hair & snapped my face.
For a second, i felt as if the entire city has covered up itself in a thick blanket & getting over the winter night.
Everyone in the city is fast asleep & i am the only one awake under the dark sky.
The moon & the glittering stars were the only ones accompanying me for the night.
The moon looked at me & said" I know what are you thinking!"
The moon said, "I want you to look at the tree behind you.
Have you seen that nest? I am sure it's not built in a day. The weaver bird has taken a lot of efforts to ...
The music was playing with a special saxophone solo.
She sat on her couch with a glass of wine, admiring him....sitting at his desk, still working,
She stood up & lit a scented candle & tried to distract him from his work, all she wanted to do, was to spend some "WE" time with him.
She sent him some sweet & flirty texts just to distract him a bit, but could not really do it.
She felt something unusual about the night.
Slowly the fragrance was kind of hypnotising her, as if she was dreaming...
Heading into a quiet cold night with him, she wanted to snuggle in a large sweater & lay down next to him.
Skin to skin, holding him close, just to stay warm.
She just wanted to hol...
Some times at night, i feel as if i have escaped from reality, as if my thoughts are like galaxies exploding, turning brighter.
Some times, i feel as if my heart is like a stringless kite flying in the dark sky, wandering between the moon & the stars.
At times, I feel that the emotions & the thoughts in my mind, play a role of the moon & the stars create a some kind of a drama, which i love watching over & over again.
At times, i feel as if I have the secret magical wings that can slip me through the space of different world, where i can stay between the star & the moon, just listen to their chemistry, that I have never imagined & never reappear again.
There's something about you!
In the middle of the chaos, you came to me out of nowhere.
I didn't even think for once, that we will eventually connect.
Your phone calls & your messages, never thought that they would consume good amount of space in my phone!
A face i haven't seen before.
With a voice, i have never heard before.
Damn your eyes, never thought that your eyes would intoxicate me.
I feel something that, i can't really explain. But there's something.
The way you hug me, never thought that it would make me feel so good.
As you pull me close, your hug just makes everything better.
Damn your hug! Never thought that it will get added to my memories!
Your fragrance, all over my body...
There was something different that he felt this night, some kind of change that he had never felt before.
It was winter season, & in winters all you need is that warmth and that comfort with someone holding your hand.
The cold weather & that change was making him happy.
He said, "hey i don't want to let you go, let me just fall asleep in your arms skin against skin & he grabbed her close.
His warm hug & fingers intertwined, She just loved that feeling of being curled up.
He said,"This feeling of you being around is a dream to me, that I want to live"
I love that rush, when you hold me close.
I can feel your soft breath on my neck & that feeling can't be explained.
In the morning the sky was filled with pink color clouds..
As if the sun kissed them, that made them blush!
The sky looked even more beautiful
The colors looked so pretty.
I felt happy, looking at the puffy pink cloud!
I felt as if the clouds are pointing out to me..
The time is changing
The clouds will be floating into my life adding the blushing color!
Just you & me
Just the cozy feeling.
I said, "Your eyes are so irresistible & they make me get free from reality!"
I said, "when I say this, i know you don't believe me."
You again just smiled,
I said, "your eyes make me escape from earth!"
You again just smiled,
I was just looking at your face & that smile, I could feel the silence of happiness & that warm feeling.
You held my hand & said, "Look around, you already have escaped from earth."
"We are no more on the blue planet, we are here together on this magical planet!"
I could feel the difference.
It was magical, things were just changing around me, as I looked around.
I said, "I was expecting for a planet of...
Moon light date!
A perfect Saturday moon light date!
We know how things are working around us & the way we are so tied up with our schedule.
Somewhere we both wanted that, we time so eagerly & spend some good time together that evening!
We definitely, not thought of the moon and that twinkling star would join us & appear for us.
Everything was perfect, the blue sky turning darker & letting the moon shine brighter & the star that, winked at me.
It was strange..
Even the chemistry that we share, is the kind of strangest science for me to explore.
There's definitely something, that I felt about that moon light!
Am i falling in love with the moon light or your eyes!
Am i falling for its ...
It's kind of an addiction that is evolving day by day.
It's since the day I met you.
I really don't know if it's gonna stay the same.
But I want that sweet addiction to stay along with me.
When I see a message from you on my phone
When you just look at me & smile.
When you try to be close to me
When you want to be around me & listen to same song
When we just have those unending conversations
The way you try to make me understand your view & the
way you listen me out, calmly.
These feelings & I am kind of getting addicted to these feelings slowly.
I want that reason to stay with me, as the sweet addiction grows eventually.