So that was rather unexpected to see you last night. Quite rude of you to show up out of the blue in the middle of dinner. Grabbing me by the throat so I couldn't swallow anything and had to pretend everything was fine.
I'd call you a spineless cunt but you're not bothered what I think of you, are you?
If you cared, you wouldn't have shown up. You would've let me go through the next few days with peace in my soul. But that's no fun to you.
I wonder... Did Evedine know you were coming? Is that's why she's here?
You touch me. You run your twiggy-like fingers up my arms. You breathe down my neck with your ice-cold breath. I can feel your hard-on. I do not want you inside me....
You're back. YOU'RE BACK! Why are you back? I thought I'd left you far away in the mazes of my mind and you'd never find your way back. But you did. And now you're here. And I'm not prepared; I'm not ready for you!
You break me every time you're present yet I find myself unable to breathe without you. You're my doom. And I've no will to fight you. Not today. Not this week. So go ahead. Do what you do best. Have fun. I'll just retreat, sit quietly in the corner. Maybe you'll get tired in a few days. Maybe..