Hold me in your heart
And those far and near
I was blessed with an abundance of Love from you all
While I was here
I never want you to feel sorrow for my pain
I am just a child of God
Marching proudly through Heaven’s Gate
A smile on my face and kindness is all I know.
In your heart I will travel with you
Take me everywhere you go
I was blessed to have a big family
I fought for so long, so don’t cry for me
It’s time I carried on
I am happy now, there is no more pain for me
I am grateful for the times we shared
It meant the world to me.
Love You Always
If you're the smartest one in your group you need a new group. The reason being is you need a constant change a constant maturity and truth. And with maturity comes confrontation. All truth is confrontational whether we like it or not and that's why the majority of people hate hearing the truth and cannot accept it when they hear it.
So what is it do I need to do to get your attention? What do I need to do to say "HEY! I TRULY adore you"? But the shy person in me doesn't want to seem too pushy... How do I even know what you think? Lol, I am going insane... No, I'm not I am just someone who has fallen in love with someone who has no idea that they even exist. No, I'm not a stalkerish chic I am just venting. . . or is it ranting... Who knows but the truth of the matter is I know what this feeling is. . . and it's far from those puppy dog things our parents used to feed into our little imaginative minds...all I can do is pray and wait for that day that you would see me as you see those models on your Instagram page. . . or ...
When you think about a problem over and over in your mind, that’s called worry. When you think about God’s Word over and over in your mind, that’s meditation. If you know how to worry, you already know how to meditate! You just need to switch your attention from your problems to Bible verses.” - Rick Warren
It has been 3 months since we were together. But it hurts and cuts like a knife. I am still your wife! I pray for you each day . Tomorrow is Thanksgiving day... the first one without you. God please make this one better than before. I still love you boo.
So I have decided to write letters to myself. Letters to talk to myself to hopefully tell myself about how to do things differently. I am going through so much at the moment. But with the help of God I know that all will be good because no weapon formed against me shall prosper.
There is something special between us
We support each other
We tell each other everything
There is no expectation
We accept each other's flaws
We value each other
Appreciate each other
Want the best for each other
We feel each other's energy
We have so much in common
what we have just happens so naturally
We have a soild foundation for a perfect friendship
It's is as deep as the roots forage from the tree...
Yet as shallow as the mirror your face may see...
For some it may communicate love...
For me it's a thought from above...
For the sounds it makes can diminish so much..
I find that you learn more from your touch..
To hear someone's heart spill onto the page..
It sings a sonnet
Yet the depth...you cannot gauge.....
For the soul is so eternal...
As are how I feel about you...
A word is not enough....so I keep them so few..
In your eyes I see fathoms of galaxies unexplored...
But il travel them all....I'm already aboard.....
I'm not special.
Odd maybe, eccentric certainly.
Those two adjectives i can agree with with certainty.
A disappointment? Oh yes indeed.
The black sheep in my family? I didn't ask for that title but i guess someone has to be.
I'm not special.
Forgetful? You'd be correct, thanks a lot brain!
Insane? I mean I'm not cypress hill staring at a membrane.
Creative? If you call writing increasingly depressing words down in a rhyming and rhythmic pattern creative then i guess i can take it.
A burden? Maybe, at least people say im not.
But when your best consistently isnt good enough you start to break down into a pile of old sod, Not sought after like auto parts but what little self estee...
I fell in love with you like the way we do songs. First rejecting of the unfamiliar, then every word was on repeat and I couldn’t shut it off.
I love you just because I’m supposed to.
Because you know my secrets, that few ears get to hear.
I love you cause you know my fears, and stand by me as I face them. For the dreams you believe in, even when I have doubts. I love you because you can tell with just a look, what kind of day I’m having. Cause you tell with one word, if something’s wrong.I love you for accepting every flaw, and building my strengths. Because you know my past, but dance with the skelton’s I hide in my closet. I love you cause you have me dialed, and know how to get under my s...
I write you today because I finally understand what it is that is been troubling my mind and thoughts.
You see , I did not understand what it truly meant when I was told "free will" not that I am not very smart no it's not that Lord, it was that I just did not know enough.
But in listening and finally I get it , you gave free will because you want us to come to you willingly of our own accord not by force.
You love us enough that you have us your only begotten son. Now sure of course you being who you are can force anything but you are a gentleman and you give each of us all a choice.
Love is a choice not a feeling and now I finally understand that. You love us enough that ...
If love can come and love can go then why can't love return once more? Fools got that power.
I may need reminding to say I love you. But heaven knows that I do.
everyone has an addiction, mine happens to be you 🔐💯💯
Lost in my wonderland
The same thing that grows in the bottle flows in me and him
I want to go wherever he stops and goes.
He is simply so wonderful
His smile is so good it takes over my mind I just can't stop thinking of all the times I've just stopped and caught his glimpse.
Laying in the grass in the afternoon
Something kind of magical in sunlight
Flowers uncurl in the garden
Ships are coming up again; it's springtime
It's new like the day I saw his eyes
Green like the leaves, I'm falling in love again
It's a blue sky
Blossom leaf falls in a slow dance
Swaying got me in a trance; so high
Yes, I'll wait on you and I want to spend it with you
Lost in your wonderland...
So now I know what he truly feels, I have to leave everyone of them be. I've tried and tried but I cant win. I guess I'm just somene who can't be with any men. So todays the day I finally let go, don't contact them and allow my wounds to heal on their own. Maybe I am just not to be with anyone I love, guess this is the blessing that I speak of. Maybe God has a superior plan I dont know. I need to break free and let them alone. I love them Lord knows I do, but what do you do when those feelings aren't returned to you?.
Once all alone
I was lost in a world of strangers
No one to trust
On my own, I was lonely
You suddenly appeared
It was cloudy before but now it's clear
You took away the fear
And you brought me back to your light
You are the sun
You make me shine
Or more like the stars
That twinkle at night
You are the moon
That glows in my heart
You're my daytime my nighttime
You're my God
Now I wake up everyday
With this smile upon my face
No more tears, no more pain
'cause you love and are with me
You help me understand,
you said that.....
" Love is the answer to all that I AM
And I'm a better woman
Since you taught me by sharing your life!
You're my God ..
Who gave me strength
When I wa...
I need you to understand ehats going to be explained to you. For this is truly from my heart. Please know what you're about to read , took my heart and mind to another level. So the next time you think I don't please think back to this very letter , because it will stand True.
For this entire letter will tell you exactly WHY I LOVE YOU.
It starts out with a poem, please read it, for its a promise from me to you. It explains a lot so please don't skim through. After which comes why I love you, I hope you understand that although Yea we fight and argue I am still very happy to call you my man.
I can't promise you
that dark clouds
will never hover
over our lives
or that the Future
I See the Lord is a beautiful song written song . . . Sung by Ron Kenoly and his choir. Whenever I hear it , I actually can envision what is being said. Such things come to my imagination. I love creating movies as a hobby that I figured that I would create a movie for this particular one. However. . . As with many writers that have writers block so does those who create movies lol. I use the Sims 4 to create any ideas? Figured I would share.
I see the lord, I see the lord
Exalted high upon the worship
Of the people of the earth
I see the lord, I see the lord
My eyes have seen the king
The lamb upon the throne
Who reigns forevermore
The train of his robe
Fills the temple
A cloud of heav...
I've been dreaming
All that's on my mind
Is I'm deaming
Dream about this sweet afternoon...
Nothing like this sweet afternoon
Got me smiling in the afternoon
Ignore the phone in the afternoon
Glad we made this swwet afternoon
Never be another after you
Oh I'm dreaming thanks for saving me this afternoon..
Been dreaming bout this here afternoon...
Sun is shining in my afternoon
The bird are singing in the afternoon..
I'm dreaming Feels so good in the afternoon until the next time...
I'll dream about this sweet afternoon
Nothing like this sweet afternoon.
Till the next time
I'll dream about the sweet afternoon
Through the shards I quickly see,
Me, you and eternity.
I see every single mistake I've done,
And thus away from those parts I run.
And yet, I ponder, as you do,
Am I, for covering these, merely a fool?
How long will these mistakes be concealed?
Come now, my friend, let us be real.
"Baby let's just take this madness, throw it all far away, you're still the one I love and it will always be that way. " That's why I love this man. For you see, before I even got with him, even before it all began he was already showing me how our life would be ,would start, for he already owned the key to my heart.
Within the four walls of my room
In the midst of the darkness
I write to you, all of the unspoken words
I long for you to read
A year older, a year wiser
I wish for you, all the happiness
That this world could ever offer
I pray that the Lord will keep you
And bless you in every way possible
Thank you for the bittersweet memories
That you once shared with me
Though our time is over
I hope that joy will follow you
Every single day of your life
Promise you'll remember me
When the sky is blue with a tint of pink
Because those were my favourite colors
Promise you'll remember me
When you walk through the same park that we
Once made memories to cherish in our hearts
Promise oh promise you'll re...
On shooting stars I wish each night
that time we could rewind
Because if I could I would erase the anger
And doubt taking over our minds
Unfortunately the mistakes we have made
are impossible to take back or undo.
But you are my heart, my everything
So here's my proposal to you.
lets start over lets try again
lets meet again for the first time
And try to realize that this kind of love
Is a love most search for but never find
Starting over and forgetting our past
is the only thing I can think to do
Besides giving up and that won't happen
Because there is no me without you
We might be something
I know we could someday
We could do anything together
And it could start today
Have a seat
Relax your feet
Take a little time to unwind
Let me treat you like royalty
You deserve much more , than I can give
These are some things I will say
When I'm with you,
But right now your my blessing
I believe lovely summers
I am so thankful to God each and every day
My dream come true.
I thank God each and day for you
Are all behind me
I am so happy with you
My dream come true.
I don't have a lot of time to say
what I want to say
This has consumed and
Conclude me into another day
But I want you to know ...
I love you
You're soul is beautiful
I needed you , thank you
There are the things I will say
When I see you but right now
You're the love of my life
Been through so much together
don't you know that you're my best friend
Give my love another try
'Cause don't you know the stormy weather
Can bring a brighter love in the end
If I could pour a drop of your soul into the ocean the water would be clear of all pollution, I would be able to see its floors. If I could teach them all of your kindness they would surrender their weapons for flowers instead and throw them up in the air. If I could spread your handsomeness through as a scent in the air the trees would grow until they reach the clouds. If I could show everyone my love for you nobody would ever die because we would all be unified by the warmness of it here, now and after. Love is the from the creators own, and for us and of our souls, we are his children and when we have nothing else we will always have the creator. And it's him I thank each and every Every ...
Why do I always seem to fail when it comes to love?
I try I try
But still it's not good enough
I give my all
And it's still not good enough
So I sit and think
Is love is for me?
Will I ever find my complimentary?
I face the decision on continuing to fight for love or laying my heart down and giving up