Yesterday was kind of a slow day at work, hoping today will be a easy day too but i know its not going to be with my kids in the third period class. I doubt that they will make it easy for me. But i already told them if they behave and do their work i would bring in a donut for each of them. The one student says it won't happen but i think we can do it.
I'm really glad i got this job though, its a lot of fun and super easy.
I wanted to just put this out there too, I'm looking for PenPals, I think it would be great to make some new online friends :) Added bonus if you actually are near where im from haha. Thats all!
Happy New Year! Even though its a little late lol. Quick Update on me, Today me and my boyfriend have been dating 11 months and honestly i couldnt be happier
Also another update, I got a job working in a middle school, as Para, basically just extra help for the teachers, keeping an eye on special kids, and just being a second pair of eyes to make sure the kids are doing what they are suppose to.
I'm in a good place with my life right now, honestly when I was 21 i didn't think I would make it this far in life, but im glad i did. Life always pulls through one way or another. ll just to write lettrs...
It’s been so long my dear old friend, my life had many ups and downs during these past few years but I finally am getting better in life and I have an amazing man in my life who helps me each step of the way. I’ve been 3 months clean from self harm because of him. Here’s to a new chapter of my life that I’m happy to be in and finally see true happiness in life. And here’s to many more months of love with my wonderful boyfriend of soon to be 8 months❤️
the stress of life is too much anymore ...it felt so good to feel that blade go across my skin...it took away all the mental pain I feel
I honestly don't think anyone cares about me anymore
I feel like if I were to just kill myself no one would be upset
that they would be relieved
These are the days I get so suicidal and just want to slice my arms up. if someone was to tell me to it on their arms . I would do it. I'm starting to become a monster and I'm letting the inner demons win
I can't do this anymore
#Alwayskeepfighting? its too hard to fight anymore.....
I. give. up
I feel as if mirrors take u to another world...
but your reflection stops you for its worse than what you could ever imagen
everyday it gets harder and harder
everyday the world turns a little darker
everyday one person gives up on me
everyday could be the last
I drift through each day
like the pages of a book being turned
when will my story end
or should I in reality say
when will it begin?
when will I realize I'm the hero in my own story?
when do I realize i really am worth something?
when will I be able to smile and be happy?