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I MISS MY BOY-FRIEND
You know it is quite difficult to tell you how much I miss my friend. When in the cold where you sipping tea and I dipped the biscuits in your tea, where giggles are more than sorrows. No, it's not like now we don't do that we but now the giggles are lost.
I miss those nights where we talk endlessly, where time is just a number. it's not that we don't talk we do but now we remember the digits of the clock.
I miss those crazy mornings where meeting 'us' over coffee was important and now its been days we have not gone for any coffee dates.
I miss those days where telling and saying you anything was easy. Even now we share the deepest secrets but has a fear what if you...
The moments are low ,
The days are lighter ,
The swing of two is high,
The year of promises left behind,
The time of healing is undefined.
I click the clock again ,
It's all working fine ,
I think the space is still hollow,
The pains are still inside,
Chocking me from left to right .
Then I thought to not give a thought about it,
Again I roll into the emotions of dark ,
And finding light at night
My favourite story is about a butterfly
I saw a butterfly ,
White in colour,
Sitting on a flower and fly with the touch of a being.
I saw the distraction and fear of getting caught ,
A fear of getting crushed by the hands of loved ones and under the weight of more Love,
I saw a butterfly escaping so hard ,
Hiding on flower to flower ,
Nature to nature,
Being to being ,
And then the moment comes,
I never saw any blossom on a yellow flower,
I never saw the pink and red flowers giggling around ,
And I never saw the same butterfly again
All I was left with white clouds,
And brutal souls
#flamboyant (adjective) :
marked by or given to strikingly elaborate or colorful display or behavior.
I saw a paper lying on my bed ,
Grabbed it quickly,
There was nothing into it ,
I heard a sound coming from my behind ,
'you are like this blank paper filling with different colours but still stand with pure'
I saw a ring coming my way ,
And he said 'will you '
And I said 'i wish you could say it in a more flamboyant way but still with no option ... Yes '!
2018 and I am thinking nothing
Yes nothing at all ! I think I am running ,grabbing ,racing for lot of things so this year let myself relax and see where I can go with my not so hyped qualities.
Let this year be more healthy , Loveable and wish all my people long life and good health
Let's not wish this year,
Let just prove it
If 2017 is a man then I always to be his woman !
I believe we all are broken at some point and that's why when we healed there are some cracks which are not painted but are hidden by our smiles.
The year of more power ,stability,healing and self love.
The year of strength ,hardship ,loyalty & sacrifice
Thank you for being stable and productive
#happy human right
The most important right we have is the right to LIVE and to LISTEN .
Many of you must be wondering live is OK but why listen because everyone here is listen to you just to respond you back .
Live,living involves a lot of experiences, life is like a curls of hair pretty when dressed up but hard to make it straight.
Let's be more kind ,
Let's be more humane
The separate white envelope,
The green quoted lines ,
The red doted spots ,
She noticed it all ..
Except the lies of hidden shirt .
I put everything to the place,
To ignore the scene I created years ago,
This time I was serious,
She noticed it all..
Except the mask of my past.
Serious was just a declaration,
I belong the whole of me into her ,
I pull up the blanket and hide the darkness into it,
she noticed it all..
Except the cage of my freedom
And spirit of her ignorance
Paper used:time to spook
Running from the situations,
Hiding all the emotions,
I realise there is no station for me to stop,
so I discontinue with the same train and thought to continue on a new road.
The climbing was done,
The searching was completed,
The houses created ,
But I had no spirit to live into it.
So again I discontinue with dream I had and started something new,
This time with less courage and more fear,
I opted a choice of not giving myself whole to someone and to be away from all the weaknesses,
I might discontinue with lot of things but I always have a will to continue with something new.
Leaving all my odds behind,
All my struggles at smile,
And all my love for myself,
I start living a...
#Fill in the Blanks
1. The more I think about it, the more I realize that LIFE is a miracle.
2. When I look in the mirror, I see LIFE IS SHORT AND HARD TO GET EVERYTHING.
3. I’d like to forgive myself for THE PASSION I LIVE IN MY HEART AND NOT IN REALITY.
4. I need more PATIENCE AND HAPPINESS in my life.
5. I feel most creative when I WRITE ABOUT REAL SCENARIOS .
6. I feel at peace when I AM ALL ALONE AND DOING WHAT I LOVE .
7. I notice that I tend to turn to OFF MYSELF to escape my feelings. From now on, I’ll try OPEN MYSELF instead.
8. My favorite memory is BEING WITH MY WHOLE FAMILY .
9. I’m fascinated by how people ARE STILL LOYAL AND TRUTHFUL.
10. I w...
Someday I'll love shruti
I don't know what love is ,
The more I get into it ,
The less I know about it .
Being impatient about something new,
Being carried away about something bad,
Being hurt about losing something big,
Being less thoughtful about my life,
Being always correct in my own mind,
Being nowhere where everybody was climbed,
Being jealous when people around me get my position right,
Being a failure when I was trying high.
Stress and depression,
I have closely observe everything wise but the devastation of being a loner and truth of being used killed me thousand times.
But I know I cannot loose this war because this war is not just about being right or ...
Roaming around roads getting deeper than reaching high !!
Favourite Words : Abandon , miracle breakdown
The moment I saw you ,
The thoughts that gather,
The smell that hold me together,
The rise that I fell into ,
The miracle of silver lights and golden shine,
I thought my end is here in collision of arms and words,
The breakdown was simple,
Some more drinks
And something dropping from my eyes travelling through cheeks and then disappear,
The rounds were bigger than I expected
But the abandon was stronger than I imagine !
'have you ever seen someone sitting in the same room and without saying anything you two keep staring at each other and without any question you fall into the deepest ocean from where there is no coming back. I want to fall like this . There might be failures,rejections and pain but I want to try not for you but for my staring eyes,fast heartbeat and strong compassion to take you in'
Word of the Day
Insolent (adjective) :
Showing a rude or arrogant lack of respect.
I saw her after 3 years ,
I was getting the old memories ,
She was all smiling,happy,dancing, laughing at her own jokes ,
She was full of life,
I remember how we used to play football and video games and fight with guys ,
She was my school ,neighbour and my best friend and then I moved to some other place for studies .
The hardest part was leaving her behind ,her smiles behind.
And now after 3 years , I saw someone else in her ,
The insolent being,
The ungrateful attitude ,
The fade smiles.
Depression kill my best friend and gave me a woman with a silent eyes and vocal face
It was a dark night, when Julia had to cycle through the dark woods on her own. The wind was howling and the ice cold wind was painful on her face.
She tried not be afraid, she was 22 after all. But then, out of the blue she saw a girl coming to her way riding the cycle with hair coming on her face like a ghost coming to her. She was frightened ,wanted to run but can't and then she saw that was her twin sister . She took a sigh of relief and thank god that she has not seen herself into the mirror at night!
I want to say sorry.....
To myself .
Sorry that for years I treated myself so hard, brutal and sometimes wrong.
I want to say sorry to myself for forcing my existence to love the wrong person for years.
I want to say sorry to myself for doubting myself for days .
I want to say sorry to myself for never realising how important my body is to me not to someone else .
I want to say sorry to myself for compromising things for 'other people happiness' rather than mine.
I want to say sorry to myself for never trusting my soul .
I want to say sorry to myself for not making an eye contact for years with my own self.
I want to say sorry to myself for not being who I am...
1. Not lasting, enduring, permanent, or eternal.
2.Lasting only a short time; brief; short-lived; temporary.
Transitions of emotions,
Transitory are the beings ,
Defeated by love
And holding on someone to breathe, love ,love , love ,
Echoed my voice in head ,
Separated were the souls ,
Giving nothing back .
Heart was taken,
Senses were destroyed,
I was moving with bones ,
Waiting to decay in the soil
# write a letter about writing! Why is it special to you?
When I was little my mother once told me I write on the walls, like most of the kids do but I was the annoying one because when my parents done with painting the house and setting everything nicely I was writing something in the wall and I think that's when and where we all learn how to write.
Word by word ,
Line by line,
Alphabets by alphabets,
We all make a sentence .
But to portray the beauty of writing I was never like that before.
Being a poet/writer's daughter ,
I never knew how to put things on a paper where a person involved with each of your words .
But then the day comes may be the loss was bi...
#Mirage (noun) :
1. an image, produced by very hot air, of something that seems to be far away but does not really exist
2. literary a hope or wish that has no chance of being achieved
Have you ever stared at something for so long without any purpose?
Yes. Me too.
The staring goes longer without any distraction of movements.
Have you ever smiled by yourself without any purpose?
Yes. Me too .
The lips get into the motion ,curving from everywhere like reflexing the mood of unknown.
Have you ever think of getting a peace without any purpose?
Yes. Me too.
Thinking to lay down,
Ears do not want to receive any sound,
Heart is empty,
Revolving from spiritual to atheism bu...