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I feel the world is no longer a better place to live,
So I started living in a heart of blood and memories.
The symptoms of death are visible,
So I adapt the breathing procedure inside the water.
When asked why there is a sudden change,
I told them there is nothing more inside me to tell you the lie.
They asked me to tell the truth and I remained unanswered because 'there is nothing more inside me' is the truth.
I jump down a little with less ego and respect,
I jump down a little more with nothing left and known.
Nothing broke me accept myself,
I want to see more how far I can go without being an unseen,
The world is no longer a better place to live,
So I gave up a life of human and living l...
Pain caused Illness and there is one illness which is hidden, a person doesn't know whether he/she dealing with it or not. An illness where a person is trapped, bound and suffer by themselves and that is mental illness.
Killing each day,
Fighting every moment,
Anxiously finding own selves,
Making a web of thousand questions which can't be answered,
Questioning about identities,
Don't know whether you are surviving or suffering.
The MENTAL ILLNESS kills you deep inside.
Leave some marks which are hideous.
If anyone suffering from mental illness I will help them.
I want to tell them I am here. Just near to you. Hearing all your tho...
On a field of red roses and green grass,
Just lay with me without reminding the hours,
I am selfish for the happiness of holding your hand,
How toxic it is to sleep with an unloved heart.
I took another step of chasing you,
Changed location of my emotions from happy to sorrow,
I was lying on the same bed as a masterpiece of your rebound,
There was nothing left in me to give except hatred in our house.
Questions remain unanswered,
Nothing felt like tears to flow on my ground.
Why there has to be an end when you want to live high,
Why there is less love when I give everything which stands by my side?
The search of hell,
I wanted peace.
More sunshine kills my heart,
The sad eyes,
Put me in a shallow without anyhow.
Want to fly?
Escapism is hard,
Want to see them again?
You selfish on your feelings part.
I saved my accuracy in a deeply hidden perception of colours,
I do not want to fly in rainbow where I need to cross the bridge of my own.
'SHIT' is the word I am screaming inside but that's the only Capitalization word I have for life
Dead on bodies,
Forced in pleasure,
I measure infused divinity scratch on back
#word of the week
Title: Home. Since together
I have seen you change your
Deep down inside me wishing you never change your blood.
I never knew everytime you left,
I write poems not for you but for myself.
You still had the same fragrance The one you had when you slept so close to me and me trying to poke your moustache,
Or you still love that coffee shop where you chased me with a bright smile,
Or you still waiting for me every noon to eat food together,
Or you still had the same house with no Glass window where I slept securely in your heart,
Do you live there?
It’s just me finding ...
I am here climbing the stairs of little happiness because I am no more seeking for success,
Growing harder to get the house of big ocean under the full sky,
I knock down again despite winning lots of battles ,
There is a little ray of rainbow because sun and moon is not I am seeking for.
I grew knowing there are players of emotions ,
Great fall happened when I broke into the pieces of lost love and devotion,
I read all the instructions thoroughly of white paper and sorrow ,
I am still finding questions because I can find answers with time ,
I think I am blessed with life moving left or right ,
Seeking happiness is the last thing we all are seeking but taking a lot...
Unsend letter to my boyfriend-1
Dear Boyfriend ,
I am writing this letter because i know i can't send it to you but i wish i could. If i say thank you for loving ,caring and assuring me that you will be there always then i will not do justice with your love. Having you in my life is one of the beautiful feeling and a self decision i ever taken for myself without thinking what will be our future,how this will work out but by each passing month more than 13 feb ' i remember the other dates . The first time when we kissed, the first time when we escaped the town ,the first time we spent nights in a rosy room ,the first time when you kissed my forehead and make me sleep when i was all drunk, t...
FILL IN THE BLANKS
My name is SHRUTI. I am 24 years old and I’m from INDIA. My favorite color is COLOR WHICH HE WEARS and my hobbies include LOVING MY LOVED ONES. If I can describe myself in one word it would be LOST IN HEAVEN AND NOT RETURNING BACK.
I set the web into my brain,
There has to be billion dollars smile in my veins,
I thought everything was easy when fall in love ,
But I literally fall into the love.
I stopped myself,
Seeing things which are unsaid ,
I was loving the fool inside me jumping at a great success,
I knew I was disappointed by the decision i made,
But trying hard to erase the thought which making me insane .
I again got a voice ,
This was the first time i saw mind was going left when i want to choose right,
What if again i lose my heart while choosing the love one side,
I was experienced ...
Said my heart with a smile.
I know falling in love is easy but to live within is difficult when your heart doesnt ...
I & you belong to the same person ,
He talks about you while sleeping with me.
I know you might be thinking who am i so let me introduce to you ,
I am his girlfriend ,
The one who is his best friend,
The one with whom he wants to settle down,
No it's not that I get jealous or possessed ,
It's just I want his soul to be lost in me like he lost in you .
It's not he misses you ,
It's just he gets unsure whenever I tell him I will not leave him,
It's not we don't have a bond ,
It's just he gives me too much space which I don't needed.
I have a lot of told stories about you ,
I know your likes-dislikes,
Stories, some good some bad,
But I can't be you and I am thankful that he doesn't wan...
I MISS MY BOY-FRIEND
You know it is quite difficult to tell you how much I miss my friend. When in the cold where you sipping tea and I dipped the biscuits in your tea, where giggles are more than sorrows. No, it's not like now we don't do that we but now the giggles are lost.
I miss those nights where we talk endlessly, where time is just a number. it's not that we don't talk we do but now we remember the digits of the clock.
I miss those crazy mornings where meeting 'us' over coffee was important and now its been days we have not gone for any coffee dates.
I miss those days where telling and saying you anything was easy. Even now we share the deepest secrets but has a fear what if you...
The moments are low ,
The days are lighter ,
The swing of two is high,
The year of promises left behind,
The time of healing is undefined.
I click the clock again ,
It's all working fine ,
I think the space is still hollow,
The pains are still inside,
Chocking me from left to right .
Then I thought to not give a thought about it,
Again I roll into the emotions of dark ,
And finding light at night
My favourite story is about a butterfly
I saw a butterfly ,
White in colour,
Sitting on a flower and fly with the touch of a being.
I saw the distraction and fear of getting caught ,
A fear of getting crushed by the hands of loved ones and under the weight of more Love,
I saw a butterfly escaping so hard ,
Hiding on flower to flower ,
Nature to nature,
Being to being ,
And then the moment comes,
I never saw any blossom on a yellow flower,
I never saw the pink and red flowers giggling around ,
And I never saw the same butterfly again
All I was left with white clouds,
And brutal souls
#flamboyant (adjective) :
marked by or given to strikingly elaborate or colorful display or behavior.
I saw a paper lying on my bed ,
Grabbed it quickly,
There was nothing into it ,
I heard a sound coming from my behind ,
'you are like this blank paper filling with different colours but still stand with pure'
I saw a ring coming my way ,
And he said 'will you '
And I said 'i wish you could say it in a more flamboyant way but still with no option ... Yes '!
2018 and I am thinking nothing
Yes nothing at all ! I think I am running ,grabbing ,racing for lot of things so this year let myself relax and see where I can go with my not so hyped qualities.
Let this year be more healthy , Loveable and wish all my people long life and good health
Let's not wish this year,
Let just prove it
If 2017 is a man then I always to be his woman !
I believe we all are broken at some point and that's why when we healed there are some cracks which are not painted but are hidden by our smiles.
The year of more power ,stability,healing and self love.
The year of strength ,hardship ,loyalty & sacrifice
Thank you for being stable and productive