Those scars they left you actually never heal,
they once made you kneel,
they ridiculed how you feel
the canvas in front of you stood still
while your love lost only will
you will have to forego ill
you will make a better YOU,
ditch the covenant, this time take the hill.
The conventional will only hand you out a pill,
a pill for sorrow, a pill now a part of the drill
DITCH THE COVENANT, THIS TIME TAKE THE HILL.
Your pursuit will be a storm of those thunders you steal.
This Diwali A Spoken Piece For The Unheard Bark.
I am always led astray until you come along and calm my daze
I am fed by my human in ways uncanny, but that's all we get cause some of us are still looked as strays
I run heedlessly through the nights, that bit of love i see receive only make up for a few days
I have never grieved about my desolation, at times the fear of you leaving shakes my grave
I love the festivals you embrace, dancing in awe to any rhythm you play
I always see the noise clouding my judgement, but, "who's my good boy" is everything you ever need to say
I sob to my fears limping my stay, but I still circle around you hoping to wager a cuddle if you may
It wasn't friendship but a friend who got them on board
This roller coaster wasn't one either of them wanted ignored
They set off on a trip together, despite mere friendship, felt adored
They kept going for hours, feet feeling sore but beautiful memories soared
A dream was taking shape, together they owed.
A lie was uncovering, an excuse wanting the relation to implode
A mother wanting her own to have his heart offload?
If always unapproving, wouldn't he have forever known
The girl now lead astray of the love that seemed to make her whole, only torn.
If his love is true, why has deception now only grown
She will never again want a man to call her HIS OWN.
you were a little shimmer, a more shy, like life in reel
we had nothing in common, only time now i wanted to steal
that beaming smile could make even Goliath kneel
they say love is never words, only eyes surreal
I had witnessed a first, a heart over body appeal
Her meek presence in entirety I guess, is heavens part of the deal.
The Ordinary Quote.
Loved never another but suffered the distance together,
Made no alterations, tread past every weather
The mercy of the gods accounted for only better
Our love was proof, forever is also a together
We were flawed but would resist to surrender
The imperfections were ours to grace, our candid splendour
We may not end up together, but our grit will render
Love will always be you, a lifetime of swilling with no chaser.
ever wonder if you could go back?
the sight of failure, love isn't what we lack
the defiance in us was an imminent stab in the back
now days are deprived, with insomniac nights on the stack
i wish we could fall in love again, off the beaten track
if only i were you, every bit of me i'd win back
our love is proof after all, infidelity is the new black.
the dream you wanted done yesterday,
has you begging to get started, not stay.
there is a reason we dream, to walk a way
the truest emotion is hustle, not everyone can say.
there is always a drag pulling some ground away,
but if the dream is to fly, fear will only help make hay
today is never going to be a better tomorrow,
but it will help put together a puzzle, be that as it may.
The Ordinary Quote.
You are graying now aren't you?
You are perfecting the paradigm of hustle
You are cutting through, wearing off, every muscle
You make me believe destiny is only a tussle
You pull one over, fight the flight.
I hate I cannot emulate you, though forever in sight.
I love you for all those rules, even more the ruse
A very happy birthday Paa, I will always continue to be a part of you.
It was subtly treacherous to find skin
Having lost trust, pain never saw thin
What seemed like an ocean of love
Was wanting to wrench in a win
A mind resolute to liberate a heart, drowning in
It wasn’t her, but a relation that needed filling in
Before he could land a punch, he took it on the chin.
It never should have ended,
The city of love also felt stranded
But to summon a breath of courage
While seated by the Eifel got some pretended
The house in the hills we built, slipped and descended.
You owe me nothing but still want to be defended
A heart I got broken, I look forward to have amended.
We make institution
We promote unjust retribution
We let ourselves be plagued with accusation
We make a world distrust humanity,
ceasing it's very reputation
We are now a collective contribution
to have made this place,
devoid of any absolution.
To a more beautiful, better me, YOU.
There are times I really want you to know how asymmetrical, unstable, irretrievable yet beautiful my life has been ever since you walked in, I probably had it all planned forward but you make me want to take a step back and put out with you, not because it is any regressive but because there is more than a step forward you are willing to take with me, you make me want to jump when all i ever could dream of was to crawl, i always looked for someone to complete me until i knew, you were here to help me complete WE. I love how we don't have to deal with things cause we are in this to live with things. I have absolutely managed to make us a delightful chaos ...
Innate Potential, Begging Survival.
Yes, I have failed and I have been content with each try that didn't fly
I have been groveling for that one opportunity, destined to lie
I prior to having penned any emotion, would never cry
For all it's worth, people,not emotions leave you hanging out to dry
I have been dejected for all those times, competency was pry
I have woken up to daze, latent in sigh, quitting a tie
I have wondered if I were even going to make it, time passed by
Today I write, imperfecting the rift, passion may never buy
But a moment to live never wanting to ask WHY.
P.S I have never been so true to myself about my failures, dese...
We left a page incomplete
First destiny, we couldn't beat.
Together was a treat
To our eyes that'd now never meet
In love is a record to repeat
For until I breathe, again, we meet.
To a better me, wary of new.
Always seen a path that wasn't as benevolent as my struggle to hold true, made a few decisions I want to learn too. critique got too far only decimating a dream to ever be. I may have realized it was never meant to be seen through but it did spur at least life in a rather more demotivated self, but peer oppression isn't the best of today's fears, is it? The rat race got better of me, in due, so did my love for things I always wanted to help get me to find a place more comforting, housing a falling tree. I make a promise I will plant, a thought, a desire to also free, as perishing nears a world that will forget how important encouraging a smile could make see hu...
Emphatic synopsis of life after,
Without you, I wish for a way
To be in this, making you stay
Without you, there is never a day
I think of you, every breath can say
Without you, I can't smile away
Losing us was never mine to pay
Without you, I may walk astray
For you to correct me, on replay
Without you, time may betray
For without you, I'd die today.
To Maa And Paa ,
It has been an absolute honor to fail at all those premeditated challenges you threw at me, not because you knew i couldn't do them but because you wanted to impart a lesson to me that has my head bent around even today, " You cannot and will not be able to achieve everything in life and it is okay to let go", it is more important to understand incompetency but not conform to it. Paa, you have been instrumental in achieving fear of peers in me by being a friend first a foe after only to have me understand life is more than what meets the eye. I have always feared your presence and it now years later turns out is only because of the respect i have for you and the amount of ...