It never should have ended,
The city of love also felt stranded
But to summon a breath of courage
While seated by the Eifel got some pretended
The house in the hills we built, slipped and descended.
You owe me nothing but still want to be defended
A heart I got broken, I look forward to have amended.
We make institution
We promote unjust retribution
We let ourselves be plagued with accusation
We make a world distrust humanity,
ceasing it's very reputation
We are now a collective contribution
to have made this place,
devoid of any absolution.
To a more beautiful, better me, YOU.
There are times I really want you to know how asymmetrical, unstable, irretrievable yet beautiful my life has been ever since you walked in, I probably had it all planned forward but you make me want to take a step back and put out with you, not because it is any regressive but because there is more than a step forward you are willing to take with me, you make me want to jump when all i ever could dream of was to crawl, i always looked for someone to complete me until i knew, you were here to help me complete WE. I love how we don't have to deal with things cause we are in this to live with things. I have absolutely managed to make us a delightful chaos ...
Innate Potential, Begging Survival.
Yes, I have failed and I have been content with each try that didn't fly
I have been groveling for that one opportunity, destined to lie
I prior to having penned any emotion, would never cry
For all it's worth, people,not emotions leave you hanging out to dry
I have been dejected for all those times, competency was pry
I have woken up to daze, latent in sigh, quitting a tie
I have wondered if I were even going to make it, time passed by
Today I write, imperfecting the rift, passion may never buy
But a moment to live never wanting to ask WHY.
P.S I have never been so true to myself about my failures, dese...
We left a page incomplete
First destiny, we couldn't beat.
Together was a treat
To our eyes that'd now never meet
In love is a record to repeat
For until I breathe, again, we meet.
To a better me, wary of new.
Always seen a path that wasn't as benevolent as my struggle to hold true, made a few decisions I want to learn too. critique got too far only decimating a dream to ever be. I may have realized it was never meant to be seen through but it did spur at least life in a rather more demotivated self, but peer oppression isn't the best of today's fears, is it? The rat race got better of me, in due, so did my love for things I always wanted to help get me to find a place more comforting, housing a falling tree. I make a promise I will plant, a thought, a desire to also free, as perishing nears a world that will forget how important encouraging a smile could make see hu...
Emphatic synopsis of life after,
Without you, I wish for a way
To be in this, making you stay
Without you, there is never a day
I think of you, every breath can say
Without you, I can't smile away
Losing us was never mine to pay
Without you, I may walk astray
For you to correct me, on replay
Without you, time may betray
For without you, I'd die today.
To Maa And Paa ,
It has been an absolute honor to fail at all those premeditated challenges you threw at me, not because you knew i couldn't do them but because you wanted to impart a lesson to me that has my head bent around even today, " You cannot and will not be able to achieve everything in life and it is okay to let go", it is more important to understand incompetency but not conform to it. Paa, you have been instrumental in achieving fear of peers in me by being a friend first a foe after only to have me understand life is more than what meets the eye. I have always feared your presence and it now years later turns out is only because of the respect i have for you and the amount of ...