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Nikhil

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India
India
Hopeless Ugly Looser
October 12, 2016
 

I know all about scars.
I've perfected the art of covering them up,
You see,
my smile is the mask I wear 365 days.
A year!!!

SMILE
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September 14, 2016
Mumbai, India

I always thought "I Love You" meant "never leave me alone", but, as always in life, I was proven wrong & how.

I'm learning with each day. But, learning to be okay without her is just so weird. I'll be fine for days but one fine morning I'll just wake up suddenly from sleep and my heart feels heavy for no reason at all.

She was the reason I felt so happy; everything that happened in my life on a day-to-day basis, she was the ONLY person I wanted to share it all with and I feel that is the basic indicator of "being in love". But now, she's suddenly not there, and all of it which is inside me just stays there. There's nobody to share it with. She's not there. She'll never be.

Now, I feel com...

ORNATE LUXURY
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March 27, 2016
Mumbai, India

I guess I'm done.
And we never happened. I'm not one for words, but they're coming now.
I don't believe in fate, or destiny, or horoscopes, but I can't say I'm surprised things turned out this way. I always thought there was something kind of pulling me back to darkness.
But I wasn't allowed a real life.
Or a real love.
That was for normal people. With you I thought maybe just maybe. But I know now that was a false glimmer. I'm used to... they happen all of the time in the desert, but this one got to me. And here's the thing, this death, this end of me is exactly what should've happened. I wanted the darkness. I f—ing asked for it. And it has me now. So don't put a star on the wall for m...

SIMPLE STRIPES
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February 14, 2016
Mumbai, India

Insaan khud ki nazar mein sahi hona chahiye...
Duniya to bhagwaan se bhi dukhi hai!!

GEORGE MICHAEL
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August 2, 2015
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your eyes, impish and mischevious
your laughter"s nonchalant insolence
your hair unfurled their waves undone

I'll not forget,
as long as I live,as long as I live..

your hand that abandoned mine
your shadow hat turned away its gaze
your look that never looked back

i shall never forgive,
as long as I live,as long as I live..

your unbashed dance in the rain
your silly sulkings at all small things
your innocent childlike mischiefs

I'll love them all,
as long as I live,as long as I live..

your false vows and promises,
your burning scroching dreams,
your cruel rutheless prayers

i will always hate,
as long as I live,as long as I live..

ORIGINAL
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July 6, 2015
Mumbai, India

I See You in the Moon Tonight

As I was walking home after a late night movie, I slowly looked up at the sky, at the moon tonight & I saw you.
I could see you hiding behind the clouds;
the clouds which slowly moved across the bright moon to reveal the gorgeous beauty.
As the clouds moved in & out, they tried to fade you but just could not, for your glow was far too bright than what any cloud could ever fade.
I kept looking at you for almost an hour and in those 60 minutes, I spoke to you and I just quietly kept gazing at you. It was hard for me to go inside the house; I literally wanted to take you inside with me. No matter how many times I see you in the sky, you appear to be even more ...

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July 1, 2015
Mumbai, India

Always to Blame, I am the Trigger
Nothing, and I mean absolutely nothing can ever erase the things you say to another human being, let alone your significant other. You can try, for years, to wipe certain slates clean but take it from me, when it comes to hurtful words which includes words that you must have spat out in the heat of some argument or insults you did not mean at all, you will regret them for the rest of your life. I know it because I have been on both sides of the fence – I’ve said stuff that I did not mean, and I have definitely heard stuff which are etched clearly in the memory, and as much as I’ve tried to wipe everything off, it just comes back to haunt me again & again.

Mo...

ORIGINAL
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June 29, 2015
Mumbai, India

My heart leaps at the mere sound of your voice,

every night. I want to hold hands across the

table at a restaurant and gaze into your eyes, I

want to just look at you and feel a certain

undeniable conviction that we are the only two

people that exist in the world!

It’s almost like I want to possess your heart and

your love. Sometimes it seems as if I can’t get

close enough to you. May be I want to devour

you and keep you inside me always. I want you

all. That is how I love you, and lust you.

When you smile, it fills my heart with joy. Waves

of love flow from me to you as I see your lips

move, as if I get completely lost in that moment.

Can you feel it...

ORIGINAL
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June 22, 2015
Mumbai, India

I will tell you
what's wrong with
this world.
There are too many
servants of lust
and not enough
masters of love.

THIS TOO SHALL PASS
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June 22, 2015
Mumbai, India

Let us pluck
the happy ending
fated to bloom on
wasted stories of
normal lives,
and design our
palm
to cup a half moon.

Or,
In the throes of your
eyes, a maze
of precious verses,
and silken knot dripping
with heaven
the idea of
us,
will die a tragic
life.

ORIGINAL
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June 12, 2015
 

And I left my home.
Shifted to new place in Mumbai.
One room appartment in Versova.
I was such a big burden to my dad.
23 and still not a degree.
unemployed!!
At this age I was supposed to support my dad financially rather than asking for pocket money.
Before it could get more miserable I left home.
Sorry dad!!

NATIONAL BURGER DAY
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June 10, 2015
 

Keep praying for what you seek,
impossibility and possibility are concepts of your mind,
To God nothing is impossible!

NATIONAL BURGER DAY
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June 4, 2015
 

Rested his pen,
took one last look at her wedding photograph
and jumped out of the window
"Falling for you once again,"
the suicide note read.

HOPE
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May 23, 2015
 

Emmm...
             Now I know where the hell love in this world is!!
I realised only Smart and rich person gets love.
I belong to a middle class family and worst thing I look Ugly!!!
How could someone fall in love with a guy like me???
I find love in only in dreams...!!

I am ok with it.
I can't be smart now.
Nor this materialistic world going to change.

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May 23, 2015
 

Dear God,
                I really want to know where the hell is love in this damn world??????

Every emotion has become so fickle and frivolous today.

No one wants to pour their heart out anymore for anyone...!!

ORIGINAL
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May 21, 2015
 

These threads of enchantment,
have got entangled in your fingers
I have no clue,
how to solve this knot..
every particle of my body is a musical instrument,
that passes through the clouds..

you must be a little mad, that you have chosen me..
how did you listen to everything that was unsaid..

you are like a day, I am night.
come let’s meet like they both meet in the evening..

ORIGINAL
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May 17, 2015
Mumbai, India

From now there'll be no happiness whose reason is not you,
From now there'll be no day, whose morning isn't you,
From now there'll be no talk, which doesn't start with you,
Frlom now there'll be no path on that I don't turn with you,
Now I've come to believe
This life of mine has become yours..
Everything is by you only (now)
that you are with (me)....

ORIGINAL
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May 15, 2015
Mumbai, India

jaanta hoon tujhe sahare ki zaroorat nahi...
Mein bas tera saath dena chahta hoon!!

FELIZ DÍA DEL MAESTRO
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May 10, 2015
Mumbai, India

The moment seems to flow like a molten sapphire and there’s deep blue silence,

Neither there is earth below, nor sky above,

The rustling branches, leaves are saying that only you are here,

Only me, my breath and my heartbeat,

Such deepness, such loneliness and me…only me,

It all makes me believe in my existence

ORIGINAL
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May 10, 2015
Mumbai, India

a thought...
that hasn't reached lips,

peeks from the eyes,
it asks for some words-

sometimes from you, sometimes from me..
wearing which, it may reach lips,
and may flaunt holding the arms of voice,
but the thought that it is,
it's just, only... feeling,
as if some fragrance floats in the air,
fragrance , that is soundless,
that you know about,
and I know about,
it can't be hidden from the world either,
don't know how a secret it is..

THE MOTHER'S DAY STAMP #1
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May 9, 2015
Mumbai, India

If you could read my mind you'd be in tears!!!

people make me realize that I am not good enough for anyone!!

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May 9, 2015
Mumbai, India

Stay as you are
A little pain, a little relief

Stay as you are
slow like a gentle breeze,
A little silky,
A little rough
Sometimes you are stubborn,
or  full of fragrance

Don’t want to change you
Not even in the least
Undecorated, Unaltered

Neither more nor less
I like you, just the way you are
I want to drench myself in your rain and get dissolved in it..

I like you, just the way you are
I want to get burnt in your flame, and burn away to ashes..

ORIGINAL
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May 7, 2015
Mumbai, India

Who are you to me? What is our relationship

Why do you create a bond that connects our hearts

Why do I have no control over me when it comes to you

I  know for sure that you will eventually find me, no matter where I go

Since the day I became yours, I am on cloud nine

I am near you, I am what you feel, I am in your memories too.

And you have become a part of  every breath I take.

ORIGINAL
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May 5, 2015
Mumbai, India

I ’m in love with You

I’m in love
Once again with You

Tell me what should I do?

From the last season, some episodes of sunlight

The heart brought with itself and is now reciting those to me

In those past nights, my heart goes once again and remains awake

It doesn’t heed to any advice, it weaves its own stories

It doesn’t listen to any guidance, it makes so many excuses

The heart is like a fibre of cotton and You’re like the wind

It flies only towards You...!!!

ORIGINAL
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May 5, 2015
Mumbai, India

They say that hidden in every heart,
There is love..
If only someone recognizes it..

No one knows where
Peace of mind goes..
If someone falls in love,

Yes, even though late,
The heart has trusted someone..
Now this love shouldn't fade off..
Live in me, becoming mine only..

ORIGINAL
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May 4, 2015
Mumbai, India

It's my love, not some crime..
The heart is emotional,  helpless too...
Even if the head is broken, and the body too,
I'll not break the promise made to you...
I'll wear a wedding veil, not a shroud..
I'll not let you go...

ORIGINAL
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May 4, 2015
Mumbai, India

My Story!!

Everything seemed so difficult

Life was a mess.
That's when I saw her.

You can think of everything else through, but love
just happens..
just like that.

It takes over your world.
just like that...

Just one glance and it pours straight into your heart...

Woosh
Smile
Calm
Magic...Music
and in a Flash!!

And YOU ARE IN LOVE!!

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May 3, 2015
Mumbai, India

I wish I met you earlier; a lot earlier. Even before I knew what love is. You know ever since we met, I knew it was special. That the way we talk and laugh around each other is different than everybody else. That I will never meet anyone I can trust as much as I trust you. You know what I think? I think most people search their whole lives to find what I’ve already found in you. There are times I think, you and I share the sort of bond that people make movies about, and writers write novels about.

I know all this might sound a little too much for you, a little too romantic perhaps, but I think, by now you know that my world revolves around romance. All the little adventures that I’ve had wit...

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May 3, 2015
Mumbai, India

Fear of losing someone you love is a common fear.
The fears comes from a great love. 
But once you realize the love,
and take action on that, there is no point to the fear.
Fear is immobilizing, love is energizing.

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