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nilima

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Bangladesh
Bangladesh
"won a thousand deaths, lost one life"
July 16, 2019
 

How sad is this

Nither
I can love someone
who does not know me..

Nor
Someone who knows me
will ever love me....

200TH SKYLARK CHALLENGE
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June 16, 2019
 

So father's  day..

It’s here again. And it’s painful.

Seeing the photos and wishes of fathers and daughters.

I never used to feel that way..

I never wished my father or gifted him anything.. I mean what would have been the point? Giving him something with his Money?  

I always thought i would only give my parents  gifts with my own money. Silly.

But now..i wish i just had gave him a hug and said that how much i loved him. Why didn’t  i? Oh yeah coz i am bad at talking emotions..

I don’t  even write my feelings directly. Not today tho.
Today i am letting myself feel how much i am hurting.. How much i want to say to my father that i miss him..that he was, IS the best Father  a girl...

ART OF WRITING
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April 20, 2019
 

Even my tears  don’t want to
..............  bear my pain
and so they refuse to fall

HAPPY EASTER
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April 11, 2019
 

Mishka---You did all this for just one kiss?

Ray----No, for the beginning of everything else.

Mishka---What beginning?

Ray---"The story of us".

ORIGINAL
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March 25, 2019
 

There were black spots
On the colorfull canvas

Ugly splashes
on the beautiful perfection

hope
not for the sightless eyes to find

Love
that would no bleed out.

ORIGINAL
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March 23, 2019
 

When the moon is at its brightest
and the Lone Wolf is howling for it's mate ....

When Streets are abandoned
and the air is heavy with anticipation ...

You will see me in the dark
not with eyes but with your heart.

For i am,  was and always be yours to find.

PASSION OVER PERFECT
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January 24, 2019
 

He craved her

not like a drug that will give him a high
but like water ...
basic but life giving

POKA DOT PORTRAIT
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January 11, 2019
 

There was music....

in the rain falling on
her bare skin

in the puddle where
her feet hit

in the air when
her wet hair spinned

         in her mind that was imagining him....

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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July 31, 2018
 

i am a lone leaf blowen away
from the tree

had to loose the  shade
that I had up my head...

had no way but to walk ahead
  
it is my fate
to burn in the Desert sun now

thirsty Throat
  damaged skin
    hollowed eyes

So vulnerable that even the soft breez leaves scars now ......

I miss him most in these weak moments
Even Little insignificant things
reminds me of him

the one who gave me life
the one who now isn't in my life
my shade .
my safe place.

US AGAINST THE WORLD
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June 9, 2018
 

Why I
Have a cloud full of sorrow

Why I
Can't rain them away

Why I
Have a bone too straight

Why I
Can't bend down to pick up the pieces

Why I
Had to be so...

Why I
Can't hold on.

NOBODY IS PERFECT
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April 29, 2018
 

found a place where I belong
but I m all alone...

And the place I want, the people I love
are in different zons...

I am in the middle all torned...

BLACK AND WHITE MOVEMENT
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April 20, 2018
 

Do I know you..I asked

You should have... replied my heart

Ah... You're the sorrow bringer

The ache I left behind to survive...

You survived and now it's time , time to remember me,
remember the
Joy you felt dancing in the rain
Loughing over stupid things
Crying for the silly chicken ball
That you couldn't get.

said my heart...

Can I... It's been too long.the emotions feels like someone else's memories.

My heart smiled, said..your talking to me , after so long. You took the first step..now just walk with me.

So I am walking​ through the familiar path and step by step
I remember.

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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April 9, 2018
 

Sorry the camafluge

We don't see it for what it really is..

Hearing the word makes us feel Superior.. that someone is bending to our will.. giving us the power to forgive.

Why do we feel joy in hearing just a word ? What about genuine repentance.

Sorry an easy solution.
Less problematic
Less genuine

When will we give importance to the true feelings , actions not  pretty words to soothe our hearts.

SEE IT SHARP
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April 8, 2018
 

A paper I was very fond of
wanted to write my heart on

was to scared to scar it
for my ink could mar it

But others wrote, so much so that it turned from pure white to black ...

And now I try to write and fail Everytime...

For my ink will never show.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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March 27, 2018
 

Love should be like wine..

The more it ages the finner it becomes..

Not dead flesh that deteriorates with time.

RANDOM ACTS OF POETRY - DAY
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January 14, 2018
 

Hush...
don't scream
       that wanderfull agony
              searing heat
volatile breathing

core shattering into Bliss ....

Alas we meet.

KISS A PRINCE
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January 9, 2018
 

#WOD

Sordid humanity
leaving it's stench
all around you

But u smell only the fragrance on your skin that you put on...

for your reality GAINSAY it

how can you be at fault?

A NEW DAY
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December 24, 2017
 

#PHOTOCHALLENGE
Presenting...
Illusions....

See them
Nourish them
Feed them through
your imagination

See them becoming your reality
See them feeding off
of your reality.

Stare at that white wall All you want, but it won't change to the blood red it is in fact.
Maybe you subconscious knows you are in a dragons belly, but you
See illusions of a safe Haven non-existing....

Reality is just insanity now.

BLACK AND WHITE MOVEMENT
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December 19, 2017
 

Sleepless nights is the time when I have deep thoughts, when those thoughts take written form...

So I was thinking it's not I who am creative , it's  my insomnia ..
OUCH😛

CHRISTMAS ICON
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November 22, 2017
 

#PHOTOCHALLENGE

reading lives
reading people
reading their stories

happy or sad
hope always exists

relating to the pain of words
or experiencing the Loughter they discribe

words can go blood red by hate or love

Every book teaches and I learn
not just what's written
but learn new things
about myself.

POETRY BOOKS
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November 19, 2017
 

Skylarkchallenge#113

The day she BELIEVED that the STIGMA wasn't hers to bear

she won

The day she knew she was more then enough
she won
The day she faced her FEARS
she won

the day she walked out
she won

and she wins every single time because she knows that there's always Hope for her and everyone.

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 11, 2017
 

1. The more I think about it, the more I realize that having a mother like mine is a miracle.

2. When I look in the mirror, I see someone I want to know but can't.

3. I don't think I want to forgive myself.

4. I need more peace in my life.

5. I feel most creative when I m bored 😂😂(or in the washroom 🙈).

6. I feel at peace when I see my mother smiling.

7. I notice that I tend to turn my emotions off completely to escape my feelings. From now on, I’ll try to be more open instead.

8. My favorite memory( I was thinking about it yesterday ) we we're playing cards and my father was cheating ma was rebuking him .he looked sheepish we exchanged looks knowing he liked teasing ma, .

9. I’m f...

WORLD KINDNESS DAY
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November 9, 2017
 

Those crimson lips
hides the cut that bleeds

Those coral eyes hides the blankness of life

Those Rosey cheeks hides the drought of love

all because that face
Can't be anything but perfect

AND FAKE IS PERFECT.

BARNEY
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October 1, 2017
 

Dear love,
The taste of heart changes over time
Sweet to bitter, love to hate.

But the mind has no taste
It only knows and knowledge doesn't change

So,
hold my mind captive
and free my soul
to roam with yours

From the seas to the sun
the winds and even the tornado
we shall ride
or stand still at the edge of a cliff
to see the moon rise..

in light or in darkness
We will see because
we know "US".

STARS
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September 29, 2017
 

#13 WORD STORY

Embedded in dark
truth still had light

In light, lie held darkness inside !!

RIHANNA
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September 8, 2017
 

Has the lonely sky hidden
my star ?
Or its the deed of the
merciless winds?

Or its just my star that abandoned me?

Leaving me staring at a moon which is glaring down at me.. Judging me.

PARDON DAY
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September 6, 2017
 

Sometimes i think what is wrong with me..
Then i remember

I m a SAGITTARIUS ♐ 😒

INTERNATIONAL CHARITY DAY
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