When all my stars, this wind
and people betrayed me
and I thought I'm cold and
Just then your comely
fragrance intoxicated my lungs
My blood danced beneath my vessels
and I cherished each drop of my life.
I scribbled your name on my diary
but with ripple of sadness
I tore it apart,
I'm still in dilemma
how to eradicate that mark
Which spells your soul
upon my heart.
You burned yourself
on her bonfire
but I'll decorate your ashes,
Forlorn me in this gaol
Still I'll wring my veins
and heal your scratches.
In this cool morning breeze,
and all my pain at once cease.
When this wind carreses my skin,
My soul celebrates a carnival
like it's you within me
Angels danced upon the stars
and notes admiring your name,
Whole universe was in
amusement and moon was
shying away from your fame,
Winter snow and spring
flowers came crying of love
at my feet,
As I touched the strings
and played your mellifluous heartbeat.
In this itinerary,
from my heart to your shrine.
I pray that you'll shine,
brighter than that gold from which touchstone feel shy
Maybe then you'll read the dark verse inside my eyes
Billow of my love will strike you talking away all your fears
I don't want your love, it's not a business game
You give me tears
But my clouds will always bleed your name.
Amusement of the first kiss
Awkward silence, red cheeks
Coming closer, feeling each others breathe
You close your eyes, he grab your lips
Takes you to the paradise, at first touch of his skin
Catching your breathe, you look into his eyes, thinking
What in this life you did so well,
that he came along, to rescue you from every hell...!
Tolerating this vicious world
Finally your soul goes sore.
Then the resurrecting wind whispers
"Don't give up darling, this universe loves you more!"
Fighting these dragons on your own,
Petals turned into stones.
Demons piercing your soul so hard,
Concealed under a fake cloak, no-one heard your tacit moans.
This is a mine of life,
it pours lava of woes on your hive.
But your blood is an alchemist from within
as it turn those woes into blitheful vibes.
So vanquish the darkness of impairment,
Wear the diadem of your splendour & enchantment,
Angels will sing on your personal triumph
As you woke up another day and walk under those firmament.
notes of sobs on my stone,
Stars arrived, the pallbearers
of my bones.
Darkness bedecked my grave
with elegant gazanias,
Chanting your grace
I again died in that insomnia..!
I welcomed this new spell,
Ambushing my heart's moan.
Swirling the wind came,
to destroy my idiosyncrasy of holding on.
Dreams were shedding down,
I tried to walk all over them & erase.
This gesture painted me in yellow and red
Turning me into a horrible fall foliage.
This isn't the season of my melancholy but the feast of my triumphant,
I'll drink this wine that nature will pour
As your memories fall, I will rise,
In this autumn of my soul.
You got incised in that meteor shower
and made a coronet of your strewed power.
in your own kingdom you flew,
I think that's why
reading about any superhero
my mind always imagine you..! ❤
Clouds arise and sorrows sink
Over your shoulder, the rainbow lean
and emotions are in sync
Words painted my heart in red and pink.
Memory gala of my hallow
The petrichor spelled his name
As the drops landed on my dead willow
A new poetry rejuvenates my marrow & vein.
They all tasted him and
they all wasted him.
They thought he is some oridinary water,
But I know avail of his single drop
It can wipe out my anguish.
With his Essence,
I can climb a mountain top.
Those who lavished him were insane,
He is my divine elixir, not a bane.!
Just come and sit beside me,
Adoring this breeze and perfect timing
Dancing our souls out
to this amiable silence
and my eyes will unravel
your deepest fears,
I'll touch you in a way,
your wounds will disappear.
So don't say a thing, just fly
For my love is so deep,
no words can satisfy.
All those night mourning
for a perfectly alive person,
When it's only me and my ceaseless affliction.
My fail attempts to pull myself together,
Even you'll cry,
in the clouds of my melancholic weather.
I don't want you
to know the reason why
I can't look you in the eye...!
In this cool morning breeze,
something magical happens
as my pain ceased.
When this wind carreses my skin,
My soul celebrates a gala
Like it's you within me who's worshipping...!
I will not sob over my pyrrhic losses
for I hold the hand of my talisman now,
Help me escape this illusion
in front of omniscient reality, I bow.
These eyes, these feet, this voice
and last ounce of my blood will repent,
When worldly attachments left my heart desolate
your love filled my soul with life so vehement..!
Beautiful was your resplendent part
But breathtaking was the darkness in your mosaic heart
I worshipped you with every inch of my skin,
Someday you'll love me back,a false hosanna, my heart sing.
Under the shower of your moonlight,
Breeze of emotions filled my veins, at your first sight.
Strands of my hairs craving for your touch
and my soul will wear raiment of your voice as such.
Life gives us many bane and boon
and I'm here in love with my moon
my soul raptures at his single glimpse
But truth is that my life is an eclipse..!
Marvelled in your affection,
burned all gossamers
now you're my galaxies
and you're my kin
Throne of this cosmos witnesses
rebirth of my soul
as your light falls on me
and I breathe you in..!
When my love strikes your heart
the reflections never came back.
But I'll cast my light as an art,
Which will never leave you for a decade.
Million tears filled my eyes
and I'll never be whole.
But my hands will always rise,
to pray for your goals.
When I chanted the melodies
the echos never came back,
But I'll keep singing in my tranquility
Until it blossom your dead lilac.
In the end, I didn't even frown
Burning in the fireworks of your love,
Instead when the embers came down
I granted you immortality in my words...!
When water begins to burn & fire will flow
When sun will revolve around earth & the summer will be cold
When rain starts to flow upward & sound become visible
When man will have wings & oil and water will be perfectly miscible
That's when I'll stop loving you
That's when I'll strangle my heart so tight
And at that very moment, it'll stop my life...!
Holding the lantern of my benevolence
I invaded into your heart
But vacuum were your chambers
Blowing off my bright light
Torment filled that room & I realised
Silencing your demons, I've turned into one
Wiping your tears, I've drowned
Picking up your pieces, I bled
I bled not to death
I bled to love, your malevolent love...!
The hymn for my soul is the sound of your voice
Giving me the perfect tranquility
I once again wallowed myself in your amiable eyes
It seemed like the only purpose of my life
Your presence in my thoughts is my symphony
Loving you again and again is my sweetest felony...!
Like some particle of sand
You made your way into my heart
Provoking my every emotions
You had me from the start
Every part of my soul
Made a nacre of love for you
Layers over layers, coatings over coatings
But taking everything what's yours you suddenly flew
Now People say you destroyed my smile,the wonderful curve
They don't know the truth that I became a pearl in your love...!
You are the holy book I will read
until the last vision of my eyesight,
The holy verse I will memorise
As long as my lungs are filled with life.
The holy cloak I will wear
even in the hottest flames of wildfire,
You are the relic
which saves me from lament and all my negative desires.
We are the on the edge of separation and lose is our hand's grip.
I maybe the atheist
But you are that saint I will always worship.
The mirror which reflects your shadow,
Voice for your psyche in the barren meadow.
The window which shows you the cliff,
From which you climbed and this top you've reached.
Into which the lovers fall and the truth many monks seek,
Arid from arrows of life but showers rain and for it's beloved they weep.
The world awaits your happy sign
It's dark inside but you say it's fine
While you long for the peace in this qualmish sky,
Speaks the language of hope your lifeless eyes...!
Sinner stands beneath your holy light
Peircing my soul, it filled my wounds and licked my demons
Towards my beloved this bird took a flight.
Sacred winds swallowed my woes and rues
I see your aid glistening from the sky
So take me in my divine
Slumbered I was astrayed in outer lies
Destroyed my soul heartfelt world's illusions
Can make a dead heart heaven, your magical devotion..!