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May 18, 2017
 

Colourful pages , filled with lines, curves and circles. I remember how I had loved the colour  blue, endlessly drawing into it. When I see it now, I cherish the feelings of simplicity in those clouds I had drew, the vivid patterns of petals I had fixed on to the paper with my pencil and the hut I had engraved, freshen ups the perception of love and happiness I had once formed. I love visiting it again and again. It brings back the tincture of simplicity to the chaos that crawls on the pages now.
N.Siddiqi.

NOTEBOOK DAY
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May 17, 2017
 

Cocoon into the realms of realm. I mentioned that day something that I believe I would have rather kept neutral. Fragments every day of little less confessed and felt get crushed beneath your dominance. The hold over me gained a subtle energy as you clearly remember one thing only, the lie, that I don't feel too deep.
May be if I had never said so, I didn't have to regret loosing everyday my essence surrendered to  sublimity.
N.Siddiqi

NOTEBOOK DAY
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May 16, 2017
New Delhi, India

                    There are no
                      Qualities,
                          Only
                    Perceptions.
                                   
                                         -N.Siddiqi.

COLORFUL APPLES
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May 15, 2017
New Delhi, India

Trying to figure out everything since long. I decided to use one eye this time. May be I could see more clear with one eye open and  one close to complexities.
N.Siddiqi.

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ORIGINAL
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May 15, 2017
 

There isn't a thing that can make you afraid of me, except that I write.
N.Siddiqi.

AMOR
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May 13, 2017
 

Dear Mom,
No one cares and loves me like you do. With all the strength after those sleepless nights everyday you get up early for us. With endless words and gifts at our end we can't fulfill the sacrifices that left you with voids in your life. With all the love in our hearts we will live till our last breath to prove you right. To show the world that you were up every time for the right cause.
N.Siddiqi

AMOR
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May 4, 2017
 

And there are very few who could ever try reading more than just your words.
N.Siddiqi

ANGEL OF PASSION
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May 4, 2017
New Delhi, India

We all are different and unique. Expecting then, others to understand our words and look at the world through the same lens is absurd. It's not necessary to express all that you carry in self to others. At times solace is found in being open to our own shadows and intrigue soul.
N.Siddiqi

BE ONE
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May 4, 2017
New Delhi, India

We crave for the hidden, then we crave to hide.
N.Siddiqi

#INKTOBER
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May 1, 2017
New Delhi, India

I remember how growing up, I had hated her. She was the worst part of my life and I couldn't bear her by my side. I remember how I grew into person she had moulded with hardships. I was her hope. I know I was stupid, I could never realise the care in her embrace, the love in her looks, the dream to make me what she wanted to be by her actions. After fighting with all my strength I had failed in not becoming her. I became like my  mother. Her selflessness touched my rigid existence, softly turning a rock into a feather.
When she smiles because of me now, nothing feels better than it.
N.Siddiqi

HARMONY
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April 30, 2017
New Delhi, India

All I wanted ever was just one tight hug from her. In her arms I wanted to cry all my fears and hatred out. In her presence I wanted the time to walk slow and let the wounds heal with her soothing compassion. I love her because no one can ever love me like she do.
N.Siddiqi.

LOVE IS...
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April 29, 2017
New Delhi, India

You know what haunts!
What you search for today, you will search for it again tomorrow and the search might never end. Because it's not the right place , where you will find. Still you can't stop looking there again and again, out of unconditional hope that may be it can be found here for once.
N.Siddiqi

WORLD DOWN THE DRAIN
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April 29, 2017
New Delhi, India

Writing a letter is a therapy that helps me heal. When I am tired of being pushed and of pushing through the rough roads of life everyday. It's a hope that revives my faith in my ability to grow, develope and walk away from the ruins. It's a way of exerting over all the odds my identity.
N.Siddiqi

FIND PEACE
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April 22, 2017
 

Everyday I grow young
And you grow old.
Everyday I learn
And you enfold.
The time takes it away from you
And gives it to me.
N.Siddiqi

THE ORBIT STAMP
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April 22, 2017
New Delhi, India

There are questions in our life that are hard to face. They haunt us everyday. It's not about the search for  answers but it's about accepting the answer which is hard. As those tiny little treats of smile and peace made you so content. Now the very thought of loosing them for the sake of the aspirations appears to be a nightmare. Letting go all that you wake up everyday for can break you in several ways for infinity.
N.Siddiqi

KALEIDOSCOPE
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April 22, 2017
New Delhi, India

I will wish for strength and faith, because everything happens for a reason. Things can be better but they had always been if they were meant to be. So let's keep faith and courage as our companions for life.
N.Siddiqi.

INK DROP
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April 22, 2017
New Delhi, India

Taking your hand in mine.
Looking into your eyes
They make me forget why i had cried.
I am gonna fly with you tonight.
N.Siddiqi

EARTH DAY
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April 14, 2017
New Delhi, India

Done with the day,
Nothing new in her routine.
She followed few smiles
And rendered the unasked services.
She is peacefully sitting over her bed.
Although nothing is in the hands at the end of the day but the faith that the act of kindness and few smiles are enough for survival.
N.Siddiqi

BE ONE
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April 12, 2017
New Delhi, India

In the middle of an ocean, on a small boat, with no one around. Just both of us living the moment in the essence of purity. Nothing extravagant, just the pure beauty of nature, one of the Almighty and other of our love.
N.Siddiqi

OPEN HEART
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April 12, 2017
New Delhi, India

Living like we had been since past five years. In the shadows of our greatest fear, separation. Every moment holding onto the few smiles, words and moments of joy that we had spent. Now, at a stage where the roads diverge. Walking on to them separately , living with the presence of our darkest corners. Our love held us tight, shallow lane, dark cave and very little of light. Gathering rays in the daylight to lit up the darkest routes or morrow, with the hope to rejuvenate again and get control of these dark void for forever.
N.Siddiqi

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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