Explore
Sign Up
Login

Oindrila

PO# 467937
India
India
Dedicated to you dear
November 18, 2018
Kolkata, India

শ্রাবণের ধারা নামুক আমার শরীর জুড়ে,
যেমন নেমেছিল তোমার চুম্বন একদা।
নেমেছিল আমার ওষ্ঠে, আমার বৃন্তে
ছুঁয়েছিল আমার অন্তর।
আজ ধুয়ে যাক সব তোমার স্পর্শ,
চলে যাক সে অতীত প্রেমের লাশ।
ধুয়ে যাক আমাদের সে স্মৃতি,
স্নানঘরে ধারাস্নানে তীব্র আশ্লেষে
ভিজে যাওয়া ঠোঁট দুটি,
আর শীৎকার মেশা সে মুহূর্তে
ভালোবাসোনি কি আমাকে?
লুকোতে চাওনি আমার বুকে?
তাকিয়ে কি দেখনি একবার আয়নাতে
কেমন দেখতে ছিল লিলিথ আর আদমকে?
আজ আবার নেমেছে বৃষ্টির ধারা
আমার রোমকূপ শিহরিত হয় নতুন স্পর্শে
আরো একবার লিলিথ পা বাড়ায় নতুন পথে
তবে এবার শয়তানের হাত ধরে।

KISS A PRINCE
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
0
0
November 7, 2018
 

Looking at his eyes
I said, "I love you"
His eyes were dazzling
His lips were mumbling
But deep down in my heart
I knew I was lying.

Each time we made love
I said, "You have my heart."
His kisses grew stronger.
His passion dived into me deeper.
But deep down in my soul,
I knew I was lying.

Each time he hold me tight
Each time he bit my ear
My goosbumps said,
"You are the one."
But my skin knew
I was lying .

He loves me like Romeo
He kisses me like
There's no tomorrow
He holds me like
I am his goddess.
And each day passes
His love grows deeper
His passion grows stronger.

But deep down I still search
You, in his eyes.
My kisses still search
You, in his lips.
My heart search
Your scent ...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
1
0
June 30, 2018
Medinipur, India

Dear S, I slept with another man.
I liked his hairy arm,
And his face full of beard.
Dear S, his kisses were passionate.
His lips painted mine,
And I couldn't help but got wet.
Dear S, I can still feel his body;
Full of manly odour
And he tongue rolling over me.
Dear S, I enjoyed every thrust
He pushed inside me
Like Adam did to Eve.
Dear S, tell me when did
You lusted over me…
Like a thirsty bird like this?
Dear S, tell me when did
You tried to hold me,
Like a creeper holds a tree?
Oh dear S, I love you.
My heart still beats for you.
I still want to touch you.
But dear S, it's you who
Never saw me the same way
I looked at you.
Dear S, I enjoyed his every breath
And moaning and bites
Which...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
0
0
May 27, 2018
Medinipur, India

Titir, the bird was calm one night. It was unusual for her not chirp unnecessarily. Looking at her, the wind blew, "What happened to you?"
The dewdrop asked, hanging from a leaf, "What happened to you?"
The stars were grazing at her with the same question, "What happened to you?"
Leaving a sigh, she looked at Raka, the full moon on the sky. She asked her, "Tell me dear, what happened?"
Titir shed a tear drop and said, "I always wanted to be caged with the chains called love. I fell in love with a tree at first. But he was in love with the river. After that I flew to the arm of a sage hoping he would love me. He also denied to hold me. Next I wanted to be by the side of a prince. But he was c...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
2
1
April 13, 2018
 

Is there anyone???

I wanna talk...

LOVE, HER
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
1
0
April 9, 2018
Rajahmundry, India

I miss us
I miss those afternoon snacks
I miss those bike rides
In the cold evenings.

I want to have another tea.
With you I want another icecream.
I want to watch another movie
Holding your hand in the theatre.

It's been days since I saw you.
Your memories are fading away.
I don't remember anymore
Who were you.
But it my heart which still bleeds.

Yes I left you.
Yes I cheated on you, 'cause
You were never over with her.
And I could understand
That I am the intruder.

We are still in love.
Our horoscope matched.
Our hobbies matched.
Our passion matched.
Still our timeline never synced.
Maybe that's why we were in love.
But we never made love.

Thumb_signature_1523215137854
NOBODY IS PERFECT
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
0
0
March 11, 2018
 

Oh dear grandpa,
I made the mistake thrice.
I fell in love again.
He seemed to be gentleman and nice.

Oh dear grandpa,
Your beloved is broken again.
Her heart is bleeding
And couldn't help but crying.

Oh dear grandpa,
I want to meet you once more,
Wish I could hold you
And sniff that EU de colon.

I wish I could place your
Rough palms once again
On my cheeks
And those warm palms
Would take away all my fears
And my heart would be mend
To beat for me once again.

Just tell me grandpa
Which star is your address.
So that I could write you up
About my laments and loves,
And how much miss you
And how much I miss the place
That used to call my home,
And ask you, "What was your hurry
For leaving me...

LETTRS CHALK
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
0
0
March 3, 2018
Bhubaneswar, India

No body keeps their promises.
He told me that he never wanna lose me. Okay..
We met. He spent the night with me. He made me feel how caring he was when we were in each other's arm. I fell for the third time for someone else. I thought he would take care of my broken self. I thought he would love me.
Honestly I never tasted love. I was in love with two men before. The first one took me for granted. The second one was theee in my life just to sleep with me.
I asked this man, "Where do I stand in your life?"
He said that he was not ready for a relationship. I asked that whether he needs time.. he said it was a mistake between us.
Mistake?!?!?!
The most beautiful night was mistake for him.
Go...

PULSE
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
0
0
February 4, 2018
 

How strange..
It's 1:46 am in India. I have not much friends. Just after 7 days my GATE exam is approaching. I am getting a cold feet right now.

I called my best friend.. she is busy with her boyfriend.. natural.

I called my ex.. he is drunk as fuck..and wasn't in a condition to pacify my panic...

My two brothers are tired of whole day's work...

My parents are sleeping.

My current crush is j not even online.

Oh Lord, I tried to dial some wrong number.. just to pacify my panic..
Nah.  No number is reachable.

My heart is beating up so fast.. it feels like about to explode.

Right now I really need a man to hold me.. a person who could be only mine.  I wanna cry out loud on his should...

POETRY BOOKS
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
1
0
February 2, 2018
Medinipur, India

I wish I could have slept
By your side for few more hours
Just like when I was a child.
I wish I could have sat
By your side for few more moments
Just like when I was in my teen.
I wish I could have asked
"How are you?"
Just like everyday you wished.
I wish I could tell you
That I am in love again.
I wish I could tell you that
He is nice, He is gentle
Will he love me back.
There are so many things
Happening in my life
Right now.
I wish I could get to know
Which star is you
In that enormous sky,
Oh Dadaji;
Which number is to dial
So that you can get know
My tears for you is yet to dry.

Thumb_signature_1517581434185
POETRY BOOKS
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
2
0
January 17, 2018
 

I want you to hug me once.
I want to smell you for that instance.
I want to touch you for that moment.
I want you to kiss me on that second
To make a memory worth for lifetime.
And then we depart
For ages from each other.
I will grow grey hairs and
You will be losing your sight.
And I wish you to meet me then
To recreate the kiss again
And break my cold heart
To make it warm enough
To sprout new charm.
And you will whisper in my ears,
"Fool, that's how we make love."

Thumb_signature_1516140276358
PERFECTION
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
2
0
January 14, 2018
Medinipur, India

I wanna say something.
My depression is not going away. I am tired of living like this. Hopefully I think I have fallen for someone I met on Tinder. He is gentle and genuine. He is a research scholar also. Irony is when he got the chance to go to Bhubaneswar, I left the city. We chat a lot. And I don't know why, I feel he is the one, I am looking for. Maybe I am wrong. Maybe he is just being a good friend and support. But I just wish to see him once. He wants me to crack IIT bbsr. Because I also want to be PhD scholar. He is helping me a lot guiding me how to crack GATE.
Ahh.. I hate this exam. Maybe because maa pressurizes me a lot about cracking this exam. She simply has no time for me. Bu...

MAKE DREAMS COME TRUE
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
1
0
January 6, 2018
Medinipur, India

I still love you
Though I was not your girlfriend
I still love your beard
Though I face problems of PCOS
I still love your eyes
Your voice, your scent
Your soul and yourself
Though I was nothing to you
Rather than a Tinder date
A girl with assests
Good to sleep with on bed.

I still miss your breath
Contained a mixed smell of
Beer and cigarette.
Though I know, you hardly
Remember my all those kisses.
I still miss you
And your embrace
And your snoring
While we slept.
I still miss the showers
We used to take together
And those omelettes
Which were your favourite dinner.

How badly I wished
To be your love,
But you were cruel.
Pushing me aside
You moved on.
And there is I,
Smoking weed every ni...

A NEW DAY
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
1
0
September 15, 2017
 

What about us
The girls who are not
Girly enough?
What about us
The women who barely
Wear any make-up?
What about us
The ladies who are open
About their secret desires?
What about us
Those rebel girls who are not
Easy to tame?

Yes, we love to sit
Splitting our legs.
Yes, we love to scream
Loudly in bed.

We raise our voices
Against those orthodox norms
Aiming to keep us locked
Far away from our freedom,
From our aim
From that half of the sky
Which belonged to us once.

No Prince Charming ever
Hold us when we tripped down.
No Prince Philip ever
Kissed us to wake us up.
No Aladin ever
Came to us with a magic carpet
To travel together.
Nobody hugged us from behind
In our dark days.
Nobody told...

THE SUN
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
3
1
August 18, 2017
Bhubaneswar, India

Dear Kanichiro,
I broke up with my boyfriend. I finally left my so called comfort zone. I was tired of being his second choice. And when he finally focused on me my heart was already lost to somebody else. I love my ex-boyfriend. But that love is not enough for me to stay with him. Right now I am sleeping with the other guy. I lost my virginity to him and  I am glad about it. Best part of him is that he doesn't wear a musk of 'good guy'.
I love that. Oh yes. I fell for this guy hopelessly. But I am nobody for him. At least it is better to be nobody in someone's life than being the second choice. We sleep together. We enjoy it. I envy and respect his vision towards love. He has a girl in his ...

PHOTOGRAPHY DAY
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
1
0
August 10, 2017
Bhubaneswar, India

Story of a depressed soul
No one can ever love me like you. No one can ever hurt me like you. You always asked, “Why do you always remember our bad times?” And I always replied, “To get to know you better.” Actually I lied to you. I remembered those bad moments because those moments barred me from seeing you. Those moments made me lonely and taught me how important you were to me. You saw me when I was nobody. I was a weak little ugly duckling. No glamour, no beauty at all. Yet you saw me, chose me, loved me. You never let me stay hungry. You never let me feel lonely. You never let me feel cold. Remember, I used to say, “My world revolves around you.” You turned me into the glamorous goose. Y...

GERALD R. FORD
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
1
0
August 1, 2017
 

Story of a depressed soul

Yeah.. I came back..
Each and everyday I wanted to slash my wrist with a sharp blade since I was 13.
I would love to see my body losing the blood slowly. Once when I was 15 or 14 I tried it. I tried to slash my wrist. But before placing the blade I found out that I have to fight, a lot. I must not get out of this game called life.
You have no idea how hard the life of a middle class Indian girl can be. You must top in each and every field in your life. Such as studies, singing, dancing, writing, sports, beauty etc etc. I was always average. I am no great beauty like my cousins. I am a mediocre student who somehow got good marks in board exams. I got my B.Tech degr...

WORLD WIDE WEB
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
1
0
July 31, 2017
Medinipur, India

Story of a depressed soul

Okay.. I am a depressed person...
Depression is a creeper that is covering my body, my soul, my everything. And I wanna tell you something.....
I am the only daughter of my parents. They are super busy with their lives. Still they gave me warmth as much as they can.
I have no complains against them. I just wish they could get more time for me. My dad is my secret keeper. I love him a lot. And my mom, I love her the most but she can't reciprocate me.  It's ok.

I would like to continue...

Thumb_signature_1501523411046
WORLD WIDE WEB
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
2
0
July 20, 2017
 

There was a calling in his eyes
Which she couldn't ignore
There was a spark between them
Which he adored.
But they lived in a wrong timeline
She knew, "He couldn't be mine."
He couldn't get over
With his lost broken heart.
And she was bound to another man
Whom she once loved.
They fell apart eventually
Because you can't eat
The forbidden fruit but taste it.
All she had then was
His memories and
Her touchscreen phone
Full of his images
But it never let her touch
His cheecks anymore.

Thumb_signature_1500542141558
LIVE AID 1985
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
5
1
July 22, 2017
 

Once again another lip
Tasted hers.
Once again another hand
Fondled her breast.
Once again another finger
Felt her wet desire.
There was no love;
Neither any emotion.
There was only lust,
And a large erection
Of some manhood;
Conquering another body
Without knowing it deeply.
What she seeked once was love.
Instead she got spanks
As a reward of satisfaction;
Of those hugry customer
Who will be gentleman
Once again as soon as
The east become brighter.

Thumb_signature_1500670204184
KISS A PRINCE
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
2
0
July 14, 2017
 

Let's get drenched in the rain
That washes away all the distance.
Let's dance to the beat
That belonged to our hearts.
Let's be free
As we should be.
Let the moon be the witness
Of that sinful love tonight;
That was left unfinished
That we started ages ago.
And let the world remain calm
But the wind be the one
To tell you my whisper.

Thumb_signature_1499978271576
SIMPLICITY DAY
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
2
0
April 25, 2017
 

Does she love you
Like I did?
Does she know that
Batman was his favourite?

Does she know what
Is your deepest fear?
Does she know your struggles
When you were no one?

Was it so easy for you
To marry her?
A complete stranger
Just because she was prettier?

Once you were only mine.
Now a vermillion dot of her
Has tore us apart
Miles from each other.

I am now nobody to you.
Just some unfinished stories;
That was left behind
For some stories to brew.

WORLD STATIONERY DAY
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
0
0
January 26, 2017
Panskura, India

My heart aches,
The pain is passing
To my shoulder.
Sweat is breaking,
Things are getting
Dark, darker more than
I could imagine.
You are lying next to me.
Your eyes are cold.
What are you looking at?
Our children?
They are gone.
I saw them dying
Lying there like
Cold piece of meat.
And they didn't cried.
Angels didn't took them away
The bombers did.
We are Syrian.
I don't know who they are;
America, Russia or Asad?
Gas was burning their throats
And they simply died;
Like any other stray goats.
Can you hear the sound?
Our infant is crying,
She is hungry may be.
She survived.
Feed her dear anything please.
Why aren't you responding??
Did you also leave me?
My eyes can't see anymore.
I am sor...

BLIZZARD
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
4
0
January 15, 2017
 

"Let's stay together"
Holding her arm
He begged.
"I am sorry"
Eyes full of tear
She replied.

"Do these six months
Mean nothing?"
His voice was shattered.
"I don't know"
She left leaving
Their memorie scattered.
She was helpless
Holding her suitcase
And holding her hand
Her fiance took her, away
From her cozy hut
From her best friend
From their fairyland.
Broken heart,
Foolish tears
Were all they had.

"Don't worry.
We will be happy."
He gifted an diamond
But it was nothing
Compared to the pebbles
They used to collect.

"No we won't be."
A firm voice inside her heart
Roared out loud.
Diamond cheated on her
And pebbles kept her warm.

"I am sorry."
She said to diamond.
And ran away.
Far far...

SPARKLES
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
0
0
September 11, 2016
Bhubaneswar, India

Her orange sweater,
His blue jacket,
Her mirror,
His Nokia N8,
One selfie,
One memory,
Unforgettable,
Though they forget.
He takes another one,
With another girl,
In another bedroom,
With his DSLR.
But nothing can replace
That sweetness of them,
Innocence of first love,
And blush on their face.

Thumb_signature_1473548845
ORIGINAL
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
1
0
September 11, 2016
 

Touch me baby;
Touch me again.
I wanna feel that lust,
'Hell's fire', once you said.
Touch me,
Kiss me,
Grope me,
Bite me.
I wanna feel that storm
On bed, once you promised.

Yeah I know
Good girls don't sound like me.
They don't know their sexuality.
They mustn't,
Forbidden by society.

But I am happy to be bad.
I am not shy.
I am not fallen.
I am open.
I am free
To feel myself,
To love myself,
I am not guilty.
I was never
And never will be.

Thumb_signature_1473540294
ORIGINAL
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
4
0
September 9, 2016
Bhubaneswar, India

His hands locked her.
She was gasping.
His lips kissed her again.
She was shaking.
He groped her.
She scratched him.
He pushed himself in.
She screamed
A lot and his friends
Covered her face.

One by one
They all tasted a virgin.
Yummy like a pizza
And superb than anything.
Blood was everywhere.
Her stare was fixed to sky.
They disposed the body
And they were high.

Next morning's headline,
"A 12 years old was raped again."
Brushing away
These usual things,
Over a cup of coffee;
Society moves on
To the page three.

Thumb_signature_1473375812
DARK AND STRIPED
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
7
0
September 5, 2016
Bhubaneswar, India

The train left with him.
She was starting alone,
On the platform.
Her eyes were moist,
Heart was racing,
Fists were trembling.

She is alone.
She is helpless.
She is morosed,
Feeling hopeless.

He was slowly fading away.
Speed was picked up.
All she wanted to run away
With him but;
It was not her time yet.
She has to stay more
On the platform.
To wait
And wait.
Untill she turns grey
To get her ticket.

Thumb_signature_1473022333
ORIGINAL
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
2
0
September 2, 2016
 

A scribbled canvas,
Full of stokes of brush,
Somewhere it is red,
Somewhere it is blank,
Somewhere colour is fade.

Grey smoke is coiling up
Under the light.
The painter is drunk
May be it's rum; few pint.

Sleepless nights,
Red eyes,
Tired heart,
Weed between two lips,
Euphoria is his only love.

Slowly red gets finished.
Still her lips are left.
His wrist is slashed,
Her lips are completed.

Dizziness is capturing
His head; eyes are heavy.
With a smile he is looking
At his Galetea's Beauty,
"Now Pygmalion can sleep."
Another deep cut on wrist.

Thumb_signature_1472772281
ORNATE LUXURY
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
2
0
September 1, 2016
Bhubaneswar, India

"Tonight is chilly
Come closer to me."
He spread his hand,
She crawled to him.

He hugged her tight
She kissed his cheek.
Under the blanket
Warmth enough to fall asleep.

Looking at her innocence
He sighed.
Smelling her sweet fragrance
He smiled.

"Surely you look like her."
Mumbling to himself,
He looked at the night sky.
Enormous stars are embroided.

Thumb_signature_1472680064
ORNATE LUXURY
Thumb_1527431307
PO#467937
4
0