|Take your time with things. Do not let people take you for granted.|
I want you to know, I'm not mad.
You were like a brother to me and I will always love you. But I hate that you left me, the way you left me alone in this life. You are gone and I miss you everyday. Just know I am not mad, I now know and I have found comfort and peace.
Shall I ask more of you?
I wouldn't, shall I need more from you? I wouldn't.
Not because I don't need or want to but because I shouldn't.
There is a parallel universe between the things that are true and things that are false. You and I fall into a category of both.
You and I are both a universe made of true and false.
We are born broken.
As broken as we will ever be.
Here we go again... you're back.
Thought you'd left but you're back to haunt my mind once more. Oh sadness why do you attach yourself to me like this.
Deep inside me.
Evolving inside me.
Pressuring my mind.
Reason to run from me.
Easily you come and go.
Solitude how you isolate me.
Slowly eating away at my brain.
Isolating me from everything I feel
Opresssing everything I feel to a low.
Never ever will I let you win.
You stayed there lingering past 3 a.m. inside this rotten soul of mine.
Nothing I say will make sense, nothing I put on paper feels right.
& you had broken me, far more times than I'd ever expected.
I'm not sure, so I'm puzzled.
Wish I could be honest, but my mouth should be muzzled. It's tough when all you want and need is gone, faded in the dark. Thinking about it hurts, it leaves a stain, a mark. How do I recover? My mind plays with me in the dark, hoping I'd find something other. Maybe It's a distraction, maybe it's the Devil playing to see my reaction. But I hate it, every single bit of everything I feel, it feels like a dream, a fantasy that isn't real. Over and over I think about it a little too much. Devil as he is showed me he was hot to the touch.
So down came God, trying to tell me that my judgement is clouded. I cry because I wish it were true. I was suffocating and every...
To be free from the demons in your head.
You must lay there silently, allowing them in your bed. As they caress the body of which is their's to claim. Tomorrow you may feel different and not the same. Time is all you need.
Maybe theres nothing to feel.
Maybe all is gone now that was real.
Galaxies away, but you gave up too soon. Darkness is my favourite illuminated by the moon. Broken by the demons which always win. The Devil takes me, we are bred into sin.
But the walls inside my mind wear thin.
Clouded thoughts, a mind so sore.
Feels like I don't know you anymore.
Maybe we don't want to admit, there's a problem. For sometimes we don't like the outcome.
Nothing makes me more happier, and nothing makes me more sadder than you.
And I hope you understand, that this is a battle.
Life, it is all too much for you.
It's been you since day one.
Forever down the rabbit hole having fun. We laid somewhere in a field made of Daisy's that illuminated the sky. You smiled, in the moment we exposed the lie. A place so positive full of people and energy that cannot be tamed by the desire. It is a positivity inside us, something that is lit like the fire. But should this night be our last, I am glad we can share a moment which will be a past. I think about that moment, when we met under illuminated skies. Nothing mattered, only the sparkle in your eyes. So many memories, so many things had been said unlike before. We laid there enjoying company, we were reborn. I won't forget the way you looked at me, the ...
Oh things were rough, but like thorns on a rose she was tough. If this was the game to be played with the Devil. She would stoop to his level. Slowly caressing his ugly, and the truth he lays in every night. Her long hair tangled in blue, she kissed him slowly like that's what she was supposed to do.
He expected nothing in return, just the love that he thought she should give. He was cornered, without her he didn't want to live. She was his life line, she was the ultimate obsession. But beauty like hers can never be anyone's posession. She was free and never chained to a love so tainted. A canvas she was, oh how she had been painted. He laid in a bed made of his lie, a love like this you ca...
I still dream about a familiar face.
So close to home, I somehow feel out of place. It's never been jealousy, only comfort in my own skin. But I also want to know where your heart bas been.
You've been damaged, broken so deep.
I just want to be the smile, that helps you wake happy from your sleep.
Silent eyes, razor sharp words that cut deep. You keep to yourself, and the cuts begin to feel steep. Where did the time go, and why have you lost your way. Me against myself man I keep telling myself there's another way. You're so good to the people you keep close. But I see your insides wilting like a rose.
My body is a corpse waiting to expire. But I feel the energy, energy made of desire. I want it all life and death, beauty and pain. But ill sit in the dark until we meet again.
A dark water brewing inside the place between my ears. God just save me, take me back home where I belong.
You do what you want, do what you need. But don't come back with your heart of greed. You are you and I am me. But don't for one second think the devil will agree. It won't ever be like that, he is the master and I am his puppet. Do not touch what he already claims, the pain you won't love it. So step down from your throne and give me the crown you own. Step down so you can be in peace alone.