I just now seen this. That was very kind
Looking forward to be on here more often
I miss you.
I still feel you.
You lied to me.
You betrayed me.
We could of had it all.
We did have it all.
I know you watch me.
I know you still wear those sunglasses.
You gave me things to make keep.
You are paying my bill.
We had something like never before.
We had something that nothing will compare
I love you.
I don’t have much to say, other then I’m somehow stuck between wishing you the best and and completely erase everything you have done. I know all the good things seem to have faded.
This game, this cycle, the episodic tryst in between your bouts of regret and selfish indulgence.
I no longer am lifted up by the temporary relief of your jovial sways.
So now I look to my future as bleak solitude in the near future.
The reward of which will be breaking free of your clutches leaving you to your own devices.
I have no doubt you will survive in fact you will probably flourish.
The storm of chaos seething below the surface.. festering.
You’ve divulged the covetous feelings time and again and supported those testimonials with your malicious behavior.
I am left with great prolepsis
... two years ago I was free, , independent, inspired and ready. Then I met you... it was fun and exciting. I knew I was playing with a very dangerous creature. We built a bond over time and we had an understating I took to heart. I cherished it and wrapped my heart around you and your words and protected them with every vibration of my being.
...one year ago I was struggling to mend the festering gaping wounds left by your claws, devastated and lost I remembered I love you. That means I gave my word.
... two years later those poisoned claws have torn through that calloused scar tissue around my heart, one last time.
... this is the last time. Not because I can’t withstand the pain, but yo...