To the guy who is in a hate relationship with me
I know when you stare at random girls and call every girl beautiful except me that is. You do it to make me jealous. But I? I am a constant disappointment. I end up obsessing over their beauty and you end up repenting because now I'm distracted.
I know you keep saying that I look shit and you're just putting up with me, I know that when I look pretty you lose your sleep because you fear I'll find someone better.
You keep complaining that I'm not even a legit girl. I walk on my toes and laugh like an idiot. I'd jump over fences and catch grasshoppers and throw it at people. You keep reminding me that no guy will ever look at me. ...
In your life there will be some people, some people so special that you can't imagine life without them. These people or that particular person knows your weaknesses and holds the power to affect in ways you never knew. Hold on to such people tightly. They're your soul food. And even if they treat you badly..
I believe you should try your best to know the reasons and make peace with them. Because some relations are worth losing your ego. If they are leaving try your best to stop them. They might leave you begging but atleast you'll never ask yourself.. Why did I not stop him/her. You gave your 100%. Don't abuse or say bad to such a person.. Let them go..forgive them even if an apology never c...
Some things are so beautiful that they hurt. Like when you can make a loved one smile through tears. It's beautiful when you're so sad and it rains so heavily, and it's beauty makes you forget the heaviness in your heart. The joy of reading a beautiful novel...so much that you are scared of the void it will create in you when you finish it. Lying beside your best friend and not saying anything, just plain breathing. Looking at the moon at night and having meaningful conversations with it in your mind. Waking up to the birds chirping at 4'o clock in the morning when the world is asleep. Leaving the school you've hated your entire life but now love it so dearly that the thought of leaving it hu...
It's funny that sometimes the only way of healing your own self is to help others heal.
We end up advising them things we never had the courage to do. We end up teaching them things so priceless we never knew we had in ourselves. And then their smile..
It heals us. Yes,making someone happy makes us feel that we might be broken now..but we can fix people. There's hope that things will soon fall into place...so till then love the chaos within you and keep faith. Sometimes being broken is an opportunity to grow into something really beautiful
Good day. KEEP FAITH