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Sunny

PO# 98294
Philippines
Philippines
Not all who wander are lost.
February 6, 2020
Malolos, Philippines

My friend send this to me. She needs your insights and advice.

It's been almost 8 years but why do I feel like I love him more than he loves me. Is it wrong? Or is it just my pride? Is it wrong for me to ask for things that he should be doing as a boyfriend? Or is it just me putting an ideal man in my head and expecting him to be like that? I always find myself getting insecured of other relationship where they are sweet and understanding of each other. 

Is it wrong to think that he should never let me sleep knowing that we fought? 

Is it wrong to think he doesn't care when his collegue made a story about me that we both know that is not true but he just sleeps off and says he don't want...

JUST LOVE
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April 11, 2017
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Hi World! I just resigned from my job today! Proud ya? 😂😂😂  This is my first job and that lasted for 9 months. I can't believe that I will do such thing because knowing me, I'll never do this not even in my dreams but yeah I did. I've got everything on a new perspective. I didn't see it as failure just like what other people said.

I'm happy. It feels like I'm free. At least I can now do the things I love. My job made me realized what I am capable of and as well as my limits.

I know God has better plans for me.

I'm just happy because in a months time, I will be launching my business. I planned this before whenever I was in a situation of despair and when I'm stressed out because of my job...

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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February 14, 2017
 

Hi Babe. Unang una gusto ko malaman mo na mahal na mahal kita. Masayang masaya ako na kasama kita. No more long messages. I know na alam mo kung gaano kita kamahal Never ever doubt that. Happy Anniversary at Happy Valentine's Day na din. Hindi ako nalulungkot na konti ang activities natin ngayon kasi alam ko na masyadong matagal pa ang forever and also we have plenty of time pa in the future para tuparin yung mga pangarap natin at mapuntahan ang mga lugar na gusto natin kaya hindi ako nagmamadali kasi alam ko in time, mapupuntahan natin lahat yun na magkasama.

Last year had been very tough for us. We've separated but we also find our way back to each other.

If it's meant to be, it's meant ...

LOVE IN A JAR
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January 8, 2017
 

You were like a dream that I wish would never end.‬
‪I met you when I wasn’t looking.‬
‪I met you when I no longer hoped for someone to come along.‬

‪You introduced me to a new world – a new world where my fantasies became real.‬

‪Well, almost.‬

‪It was too good to be true.‬
‪Right love at the wrong time.‬
‪Was it really love?‬ ‪Or maybe I just loved the idea of having someone like you around.‬

‪I don’t know. I still couldn’t find the answer.‬

‪You were not my dream guy.‬
‪You never fit my standard.‬
‪And yet, I fell for you.‬
‪I fell for you on our first date. It was like a fairy tale.‬ I was smitten by your charm and your romantic antics.‬ ‪You made me laugh. ‪You were never what I hav...

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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January 4, 2017
 

If I did not love him, we would not need to throw each other away. We wouldn't have to walk away

I learnt that the opposite of loving is not hating. it's leaving. Leaving those people who matter most to you. Those people who you had thought that will stay forever but they didn't.

In this lifetime, our intertwined fate ends here, I guess

CROWS ON MY WINDOW
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January 4, 2017
 

Dearest Friend,

Don't fall with words. Actions always speaks louder than words. Don't trust too much especially his words; don't believe in everything that you see, even salt looks like sugar too. This very moment, you're probably crying. I can't stop you and your foolishness. You won't take any advice from anyone but it's okay. Years after, you can't do anything but laugh about the things that you did this very moment. You may never be good enough for some people, but you will always be the best for those who deserve you.

You can always give him another chance if you want but I think it is best to forgive, let go, and give yourself a better chance because nobody wants to spend their entire...

LETTRS SHERLOCK
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January 3, 2017
 

The rain falling reminds me of you because it's falling hard, and I am too.

TECH BURST
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January 3, 2017
 

Waiting

It is something you are forced to do because there is no exchange of feelings. That's the hardest part of having unrequited love.

LETTRS LATTE
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January 3, 2017
 

I decided to compile all thw notes that I wrote 7 years ago. Notes that I haven't had the chance to voice out before. All the heartaches, sadness and even happy moments that I had. That we had.

I still remember all those tears that I cried, all the thoughts that haunts me every night.

Those "moments" as I called today, made me who I am today.

I realized that people come and go, it's the memories that lingers and it is up to you if you will let that shadow affect your whole being in the present.

"We are the master of our own fate--" as they said.

INK DROP
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January 3, 2017
 

M: What is first love? Is it something that isn't easily folded? Is it something that you want to unfold again after folding it? Even if there's a fold mark, do you not care?

H: It differs on the situation. If it folds in one go, then it's thank you. If you open it up again then it's lingering attachment. If you open it twice then it's sadness. If you open it three times, it's pain.

After unfolding it over and over again and it becomes ragged, that's how the heart gets ripped. And when ripped, you just deal with it until you've gone numb. That's how it is.

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TYPEWRITER
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January 3, 2017
 

Kapag hindi ka mahal ng taong mahal mo, sana ganon lang kadaling tanggapin.
Sana ganon lang tapos makakalimutan mo na.
Sana ganon lang kadaling intindihin.

At sana hindi sobrang sakit. Sana parang kagat lang ng langgam. Sa una lang tapos maya maya hindi na masakit. Pantal lang yung naiiwan tapos nawawala din hindi sugat na kahit ang tagal tagal na hindi parin gumagaling at mag iiwan ng marka.

Para kapag sinabi kong "Okay lang, ganon talaga", hindi kasing sakit ng pakiramdam noong sinabi mo na "Sorry. Wala akong masabi, paano ba?"

Sana ganoon ka lang kadaling talikuran.
Sana para kang libro na kapag tapos na isasara na.
Parang singkong butas na kapag nahulog, hahayaan nalang.
Sana ganon ...

LET IT GO. MOVE ON
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January 3, 2017
 

(NOTE: THIS WAS ME BEFORE ME MET AND FALL IN LOVE AGAIN.)

When We Meet Again

I imagine meeting you again in a different time, where the wounds are all healed and the scars are too. I imagine meeting you in the most unexpected of places, in the least expected time because that is how it must go.

I’ll be standing in front of you like I’m seeing you for the first time, and you’ll stare at me like a newly met stranger – no past, no present, both unknown to each other.

I’ll smile at you in recognition and you’ll give me a nod – an indication that somehow, you still remember the girl you used to hold in your arms.

Suddenly all the memories will seem to come back in blurred details. How I laugh...

HAPPY 2017!
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March 9, 2016
 

You can never force someone to love you the way you love them. Everything happens for a reason but sometimes I wish I knew what was the reason behind.

But how do we end things that never really started?

What are we supposed to do when even words can't express how we really feel inside. How every moment with you is special and how it hurts to know that that was just plain experience for you.

How I was hurting everytime you walked away when I was trying to talk to you and how you always find a reason to reject me when you're not like that with everyone.

There was never an us to begin with. Whatever that was, whatever we shared, it was beautiful while it lasted.

Unchain my heart that's hol...

ORIGINAL
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December 16, 2015
 

Its been awhile since I last watched a sad movie. A tragedy. A story of a dying person.

Before, I dreamt of writing a story. A tragedy. I fantasized writing a story better than Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet. I always dreamed about it not until death knocks at the door not until he left us.

Since then, I refrain from watching movies with sad endings. But I watched one today. I thought I was just overreacting about it but I was wrong.

All the memories that I wanted to forget, all the blurry image in my head comes back and all the cries. It's quite depressing how I find myself crying again remebering those darkest time of our life.

Cherish and value each person you love. Show them how m...

ORIGINAL
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November 9, 2015
 

It felt so good to have someone who understands you and loves you apart from your family. Someone whom they call "bestfriend, boyfriend or girlfriend" But there's nothing more nice that before you become that "someone" to somebody, you have to be yourself. Before you can love someone, you must love yourself. Spend time with yourself. Discover the goodness and darkest side of your soul. Look beyond your heart. Love yourself and know your worth, that way you're indestructible.

Sunny ★

BRAZIL
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November 2, 2015
 

Choice is an option. It is a decision.
In life, we make several decisions and face various consequences that determine who we really are.
I think we can never make or pick two choices at a time. Like we can't inhale through our nose and talk at the same time.

Sunny ★

LETTRS CHALK
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November 2, 2015
 

Hello there! Im from the Philippines. I'd like to be friends with you guys. Please add me or I can add you as penpal.
This place is so wonderful. I can write letters that none of my friends knew. I can write freely without their good and mean comments.

If you're still up tonight, let's have a small talk. :)

ORIGINAL
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November 2, 2015
 

There was a girl. A strong and very clever girl. She laughs like there is no tomorrow. She was fond of helping other people. She had a lot of friends and no one knew about her secrets. She was an orphan and was once a beggar. She begged for food and love. She begged for attention and care. When all hopes left her, she attempted to end her wasted life. But someone saved her.

Years had passed and her once wasted life became an inspiration to others. She began to talk and inspire people. She wander and discover that life is aesthetically beautiful.

Now, she is unstoppable and she is like the infinite blue sky, there wasn't a cage big enough in the whole world to imprison her.

ORIGINAL
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November 2, 2015
 

You ask me what am I doing here at the cemetery.
Me: I am visiting the grave of my HEART that have always fell for you.

When will you ever notice me? I confessed twice but you said "You are too good for me. You deserve someone better. A lot better than me" twice too.

Sunny ★

GHOST PARTY
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October 31, 2015
 

I was your cup of coffee,
Bittersweet and strong.
Kept you up at night, kept you active 'til you got tired.
My caffeine was in you 'til the daylight.
I love being in your system. I love how you start the day with me.
I love that you spend every day with me.
For a moment I was secure that you'd never replace me.
Then your heart pumped so fast, you felt tired so much
One day you said sorry I have to pass.
You told me that I am bad for you so you had to stop.

And then she came,
Your cup of tea.
She keeps you warm, day and night.
She saved your heart and held you tight.
For the first time I saw you calm and so relaxed,
As I look at you now there's one thing that I want to ask,
Please remember th...

WHICH IS WITCH?
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November 8, 2014
 

Life has ups and downs. There will be a time that you will feel useless that no matter how hard you kick, no matter how high you get, you just can't go all the way around.

ORIGINAL
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November 8, 2014
 

"It had occured to me that all human beings are divided into those who wish to move forward and those who wish to go back"

ORIGINAL
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November 8, 2014
 

We all start as strangers, but we often forget that we choose who ends up being a stranger too.

ORIGINAL
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November 3, 2014
 

It's sad how quickly people forget about you. Is it even possible to forget someone who gave you so much to remember? It's interesting to think how other people turn someone who used to be their everything into nothing. We should never force forgetting, it is a process. Don't avoid someone and make yourself believe that he/she doesn't matter anymore.
I believe when two worlds collided with each other, both are changed forever. When we commit mistakes and made foolish things, the wounds we leave in someone are sometimes too raw to risk falling back again.

ORIGINAL
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August 30, 2014
 

Life is so short to worry about the little and worthless things. Spend your every day like it is your last day. Love your family, friends, neighbors, and even your enemies. Don't live with so much hatred in your heart, you might regret it. Just smile and live a happy life with those whom you chose to be with and to be part of your wonderful life.

ORIGINAL
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