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Yesterday, you told me your confession to me.
You claimed to have been in love with me for a year.
You whispered how you feared of rejection and ruining our friendship.
You caressed my check as you promised your feelings are true.
You cried when I told you my confession.
You screamed at my face of how cruel I was.
That it was my fault for your feelings towards me.
That I was supposed to love you, but I just didnt feel the same towards you.
I'm happy with the relationship that I have at the moment.
I'm sorry that I dont feel the same way.
As we are on the floor of your bedroom, I couldnt help but smile at our position.
Your legs are wrapped around my waist and your face is snuggled on my neck.
Your soft breaths prove that your asleep.
I can't help but pull you closer to me.
Your hands are holding my shirt tightly as if you are afraid of me leaving.
I wouldn't dare to do that.
I felt lonely.
So I picked up a piece of paper and a pen.
I wrote down the characteristics of a person who I wanted to meet in the future.
Then I met you.
I was around 7 years old.
We played together and you were always so kind.
You would always make me laugh and comforted me whenever I was sad.
Yet, as I grew up, I slowly forgot about you.
We never really played anymore.
We wouldn't talk anymore.
Why have i left a perfect person like you?
It was nice to have an imagery friend.
But I've grown.
Thank you for the fun times though.
"You won't have time"
"Stop wasting your time"
"There's no hope in doing that"
"Just stop while you can"
"You won't make it"
Stop saying these words.
Do you know how much these words used to hurt me? Every single time that you say these small little phrases, a piece of me somehow died.
I know that I can't really do much in this life but that won't stop me from trying.
I'll do whatever I want and you'll never stop me.
I'll do things out of spite.
I will accomplish many things.
I no longer feel anything to these words other than fury.
This is my letter to you, Dad.
As long as I have you.
I don't really understand when these emotions had came from.
All I know is that these feelings are true.
Sadly, I'm a coward and I won't confess anything.
So I'll keep my mouth shut with all the sweet words that I have in store for you.
I don't mind the idea of us never happening
.As long as I can watch you from afar, I'll be fine.
I sometimes feel your stares but I choose to ignore them.
You probably think that I hate you.
That you're just another person in my life that has no impact to me.
How wrong are you.
You know what's even more funny?
I'm writing this confession as you sit in front of me with a poker face.
I can literally look at a wall and be entertained for an hour or two.
My mind wonders and I think of all the possibilities that I am able to achieve if I only had the courage.
I look at my past and laugh.
My parent's look at me weird as I stare at a blank wall.
Yet, I'm seeing a whole diffrent world.
That's how my fantasies started to spill into reality.
My plans for the future is to travel more.
I can't stand being in one place for too long.
I hate how there are many places in this world and I might never get to see them.
I will do my best for a couple of years and work hard.
I will collect money so that I can travel.
I want to capture scenes with a camera.
I want to meet people from different cultures and get to know them.
I dont want to leave this word without getting to know it.
I can't help but feel anxious as I watch my weeks fly past as soon as they come.
I try to make all days last yet, they seem to end faster.
Am I really afraid of not having enough time to live my life?
I haven't achieved the things I would have liked for this year.
It's partially my fault for that.
I will try to tame this fear.