Can you believe four years just flew by, since I last wished you Happy 61st birthday on this lettrs platform?
You'll be turning the big 65! You still maintain yourself very well.
You've aged very gracefully! I don't think you quite fit the retirement catergory.
Dad, you've always been so humble in your thoughts, and ways. You tend to keep your thoughts/opinion to yourself unless you see the need to have it expressed.
There are so many broken marriages this era, and I'm proud of you and Mom for keeping things together after all these years. There was enough down times that could've torn the family apart- but you manage to steer back on track.
Your love and...
We've blindsided ourselves, and been robbed with the true measure of time.
We often time sit and complain about the things that have no merits. We take the most simplest situations, and turn it to the extremes!
The story of our lives is really up to how we write it; with the things we've been taught, and the source of foundation we've already built our worlds upon.
We oughta deem every little piece of knowledge that we can, to prepare us in better situating ourselves hence comes the hard times.
Time is the mere factor of what we are working for, and against.
Use it wisely.. perhaps it will be on your side.
Abuse it, and the veagance is all about Regrets.
Mold it into the truest measure...
I would give you the galaxy, if nature permitted it!
Then again, we are bound and confined to just who we are, and what we have.
and that would be "Eachother..."
To me, that is more than anything I could ever ask for.
We are so lucky to pave this journey together.
We are so blessed to have eachother in our lives, and I am Content...
Perhaps we've all grown accustom to lifestyles,
and how we perceive things...
Perhaps we only know and understand only of our upbrings...
Theres so much more to life, and so much more out there - we have yet to explore!
So many opportunities, yet some of us choose to ignore....
The possibilities of leaving our comfort zone;
Yes, even if that means you have to do it alone.
Sometimes we don't realize how good we have it.
Try visiting a third world country, and experience what they lack!
The things we take for granted, over and over again. We do it without thinking, without a pause.. creating habits full of flaws..
Yet we can't gras...
I wonder if the joy in a person's life is considered a blessing, or a curse?
Loving too much? or not loving enough.. ?
which one is considered worse?
I'm questioning everything all around me now,
because everything all seems to contradict itself somehow!
How did we end up like this ?
Where along the line did we miss?
Is there any Explanation to this mess?
Can either one of us truly attest?
The simple facts the have been over-looked;
the ones not set, not by the rules written
in the books.
Reluctant as to what has cluttered and impaired
what once made us competent-
has turned into fear!
Excuse the Foul/Swear-words in this particular Entry/ Letter! It was written quite a while back, and I wanted to share it on Lettrs so it doesn't become Lost in my notebooks.
I don't know what it is,
but I ain't feeling this shit!
Everything that ever was-
can't even get us to commit.
We're so adamant with our selfish ways,
while in truth, things aren't even okay!
I'm hearing it from both ends
and it's stressing me out!
Can't even explain to my family
what everything is all about!
It has just gone from worse to bad;...
Once upon a time I was running so wildly and free..
The revelation to come, I could not foresee.
I roamed the earth with no boundaries;
Carefree as ever could be...
Then cancer striked!
It kept growing in despite!
Had I not listened to those who cared,
Maybe the Lord would've never spared..
A second chance for me.
I have been so blessed, and so lucky to still
Walk upon the grounds of this earth..
I was surrounded by so many loving people who supported me, and encouraged me to fight with all my strength and more.
There were so many times I wanted to just give in .. I dreaded going to all my appointments, especially chemotherapy. I cried in agony when I started to lose all my hair. It...
To have been a part of your life, radiates so much light within me.
We encountered the good times, the rough times so that we may after all, see-
the value of each moment and the expense of time;
what we can and cannot remotely rewind.
I want you all to find true happiness, moving forward.
Never quite thought the human antonomy
would mimic such perfection..
holding her tiny fingers, and just to know
that she is here now...
defines so much more
than everyday affections!
there is no more doubts, nor any denial !
in my presence i'm holding what i've longed
for the last 9 months..
is her arrival!
i love you Reigny!
It's hard to grasp the concept of what transpires in a troubled mind.
Majority of the time, you hear about it.. Except this time you're the one having to deal with it!
Headache, migraines, indecisiveness ...
All these unpursued dreams, lived only in her thoughts.
Life swept by...and she literally forgot...
Her place in life..
Her personality was so carefree and she was so nice!
Only if she could just remember.. for a slight moment ..
All the keys and components
To just being her again...
Life would be worth while as it once
Upon did then.
Letter to myself•••
I see you're gradually falling off track!
You oughta work on what you lack!
Stop being lost to the hands of time,
You don't want to one day wake up to
find your whole life just flew by.
Be at your Best
Clouded thoughts gone into a Haze;
engulfed, trapped inside a never ending maze.
Been here many moons ago-
During an Era, a phase when the tides were calm and slow.
Today is another chance to prove that I don't have to use my strength to win this battle.
on my best guards to challenge and meddle
with a better weapon of defense!
So watch me sail through the winds, as it may become quite tense!
PATTY VANG ™
When a guy wants something
He gives off this Aura...
almost like second to a woman's nature..
They tend to get overly Excited,
especially when they're trying to pursue something..
Their Energy level changes drastically
to where it's obvious...
Just a thought ...
Where we're headed to
I'm not sure....
Cause the road we're on
is way too Obsure!
Will things ever come to align-
like the edges so sharply behind
the foundation built to last-
one strong enough, to survive
The test of time?
Neither one of us is too accepting of- one another's mistakes, flaws, and
What makes it worse, is when you are obligated to overlook and forgive the person who had done these deliberately, with Intentional Re-caps!
I don't want to have to question your loyalty!
That already tells me you haven't given
your full 110 percent!
Its clear that we've come to the end of our sought -
What did transpire... replays over and over in my thoughts...
you've confirmed the worst of my fears
therefore I'm good with all that has happened..
but I'll manage...
I always do..
Dedicated to : Molly Xiong
As much as I want to work things out, it's just not possible!
There isn't anything you can say or do now to amend the words exchanged, and the source of action.
You're the only one I've ever known,
The only one I've opened up to..
Only to find-
That you're the one to break my heart!
To : Molly
My heart goes out to you girl..
For the second time around.
Many things are taking place in this Instance-
The conditions that comes along with it, has forced me to become distant.
At one point I thought we were so much better than this...
But all that's been played out-
What did I actually miss?
There are certain boundaries you can't cross-
I'm at loss-with words to say.
Please give me some space to
I'm overwhelmed with all the curve balls thrown at me..
Let me figure things on my own pace
So that there isn't any repression.
I hope you'll understand..
Been exposed to so much negativity
And its gradually taking a toll on
My thoughts, views and outlook on
Life is shifting immensely!
I'm seeing colors that are
undesirable, colors I've never
crossed ways with, colors my
imagination had never soared
I've tried every possible way to see the good in mankind...
But now I am beginning to wonder..
Beginning to question beyond my intellect.???
Have I surrounded myself with the wrong crowd?
Or are my senses- s p a c e d out, beyond its depth?
Face your fears-
It might not be as bad as it appears!
Challenge your own self- worth
Explore seamlessly to the ends of the earth!
Share your knowledge, wisdom, and what you've acquired,
It'll definitely touch and inspire
Those who've never had the chance to explore...
Jogging back through memory lane,
It took me back to the very beginning when we were happy without a blame.
To a time, when waking up next to you was something to looked forward to.
Each time we are together, things felt brand new...
We were the lime light of the show,
There wasn't a darn thing that could bestow-
The bond so firm to stand-
Beyond anything that would've been made by man!
Then "Time" introduced its fur of trade-
Demanded the price set to be paid!
▪▪Patty Vang ▪▪
Dear Mom and Dad,
I am truly honored to have both of you in my life!
Thank you for coaching, teaching, and guiding me through all of life's obstacle courses.
I am so fortunate and blessed to have both of you, here, today with me.
And to me, that is more than anything-
I could ever ask for...
As Father's Day approaches, I am struggling to find the words to say..
The expression of letting him know that he is appreciated...
"What to do"- to remind him, that he is one of the most special man in my life!
I want to see him proud! Most of all, his "Approval" with the things I do.
If I was to be reborn again, I'd want to have my same Father, and all the lifetimes that follow there after.
I love you Dad! I hope I've showed you more than just glimpses of my appreciation, and gratitude towards you.
I hope you don't regret the time you've invested in your children. I just want you to be happy, and most of all~proud!
I love you, more than you'll ever know!
Not sure where we are headed
When the picture is so bleak!
Got me questioning this chaos
Thats profoundly obsolete!
How does one fathom through such
A Blurr ?
When Dust is the only thing collected, yet more to be Incurred ?
Shed some light that indulges specks
Convince me that I can still fly-
Once I elope!
"Where-" ?? We're headed to,
I'm not too sure; because the road
we're on, is rather obsure.
Whether our love is strong enough to
survive the test of time-
Winds down to how we confine-
The moments we've outlived.
So- after all the "TIME" invested already,
We can only hope it remains steady.
In a world of perfection,
Our days begins, and closes with great
We learn how to trust subtly, and work